Ear is still ringing from the "Lecture" Josef gave me. He sounded disappointed and I don't like to disappoint him. Walking around this big place. This party I am at. Unsure how this night is going to go. Keeping my guard up. As he said I am apart of this "Community" He agreed FINALLY that it was time to introduce me. That regardless of what ANYONE thought. He was going to make it known. No one is to harm me in anyway. That I was like family. Anyone who tired would answer to him. I don't know about anyone else. I wouldn't want to cross him.
So far so good. I feel eyes upon me. I can read their minds. I know what they are thinking. But my mind is on the Vampire. The one Vampire that killed my Mother. The hatred I feel. Keeping that emotion close. Blocking all else. Someone knows who he was. Knows why and I am going to find out. This has to be done. My presence to be known. That someone could be here. I know this is not a waste of time. The Vampire who killed my Mom. I know he still lives. I can feel him. I am apart of him. Regardless of how I feel about him. I am who I am cause of him.
I turn and see a woman come towards me. She introduces herself to me. Her name is Megenta. Her voice is kind. But again this is all new to me. I don't sense any trouble. Not as of yet. I extend my hand. To return the gesture. Its Ms. Simone. You can call me Mynce. A pleasure to meet one of Josef's friends. Josef is more of a Godfather to me. He has watched over me for a long time. He told me all will be fine and I trust him. So that is one of the reasons why I am here. I didn't think this party was going to be as big as it is. But then again this is Josef's party. I should of known better. So I guess the other business can wait.
I look around those eyes still upon me. My first instinct is to go and find a quiet place. They invade my thoughts. Trying to find out whatever they can. To much too soon. But I toughen up. I push there advances into my head out. Give them just a little to satisfy them. Only what I want them to know. Block the rest. Let them look. Wonder. At least now they know that Mynce Simone is here. That I exist. I don't plan on going anywhere.
I am going to continue the night with a smile on my face. Enjoying the rooms curiosity. The fear is gone. Thinking to myself. Megenta is right. I am apart of this world. So I am going to enjoy EVERY second of it.