DISCLAIMER: What extra fine print?
A/N: I planned for this to be the final chapter in my "drabble-turned-mini series," BUT I find I cannot end it just yet.
Wishing
I stare out the window and wish I could be with the woman I love, wherever she is now. Wherever? I know where she is right now. She is with her. I wish it were not so, but it is. They are together and I sit alone wishing. If only wishes came true. The woman I love with all my heart and soul would be with me, not with her.
Our time together is so precious, because there isn't enough of it. There isn't enough time in the day to share my most beloved with her. I wish I could put aside the daily requirements that demand my time and just spend every minute wrapped in my love's arms. Until I met the woman who captivated my heart, I took time for granted. I had so much of it back then; I did not know what to do with it all. I wish I could take back all that wasted time, so I would have it now to spend with my most beloved.
My heart fills with frustration as I stare at the stars. I implore them to bring my beloved back to me now. Searching the heavens, my mind begins to toy with my jealousy. Are they lying in each other's arms kissing deeply? I slam my fist down on the window sill as anger shoves frustration out of my heart. I do not wish to share my love's soft, sweet lips with her. My heart rages and tears fill my eyes. This is not fair. I have loved just as long and just as deep as her.
Without my beloved, my heart aches. I wish upon a falling star and my heart cries out. My tears flow freely down my cheeks and sadness envelopes my heart. I fall to my knees weeping and wish things were different. As my tears dry, I realize wishing is not going to bring the woman I love to me. If our love is true, as I know it is, we will be together after all is said and done. I grab my coat and go get Natsuki from her.