It's been three weeks since that doctors appointment and Chandler and I have gotten closer, it feels like everything should be complete right? Wrong, first off my little panda isn't here yet and I've also been getting some serious vibes from Brittany but when I go to confirm these vibes she pulls away before our lips touch and says that she has to go. For example, last week she hit me up saying she wanted to go to the movies...

Flashback to last week

My Wife (yes her name has been updated to my wife)- Heyy :)

Me- Hey :(

My Wife- aww whats wrong bear?

Me- I'm soooo bored and I miss you :(

My Wife- Awwww I miss you too!

My Wife- OH! I've been wanting to go to the movies…do u wanna go w/ me?

Me- Yeah sure Mrs. Bear :) what time? whatever you want to do

Me- nah I'm down w/ that…the quicker we're together the better :)

My Wife- *heart eyes* you're so sweet and im gonna shower and stuff then ill text you when im ready

Me- I try :) and ok

After our conversation I also took a shower because even though I think I smell pretty fresh right now, there's a chance she might not think so. 10 minutes later I get out the shower and go to my closet. I wanted to look good without her thinking I was actually trying despite the fact that I am, so I decided to go with my black mookee dropcrotch sweats and the white mookee 8 tank then my black Roshe's. Once I get dressed, I head downstairs to watch a little bit of TV while I wait for Brittany to text me she's ready. I only have to wait 5 minutes before she texts me.

Once I get there, I see her sitting outside on her porch so I beep and wave for her to come on. When she stands up I immediately get out the car so I could open her door.

On the way there, we sit in a comfortable silence with music playing softly in the background. That is until she puts her hand on mine.

"What are you doing?" I asked softly, while trying to look at her from my peripheral and drive without crashing.

"I'm holding my bear's hand" she says and looks at me with a look that says 'duh bitch whatchu think' and that is when I realize shes been calling me bear all day

"Why do you keep calling me bear?"

"Because you're all big and tough around people you don't know but you're a big softy when you're around the people you love…" she says while also massaging my knuckles and all I can think about is the word love. Does she know I love her? Like am I really that obvious? Did I accidently say something when I was ranting about fucking her in my thoughts?

"So you think I love you?" I ask her and I'm silently jumping up and down because we just arrived at the theatre so I can look at her full on but I don't get an answer because she got out the car. I groan and get out the car too and join her in the line.

She wanted me to pick the movie but I told her that it was her choice so now we are counting to 3 then blurting out the choice. On three we both called out the other women, you know with Camron diaz and Nicki Minaj, anyway so yeah that's what we're gonna see now.

After fighting over who's paying for the ticket, something I usually don't want to win but since its Brittany I brought out the big guns. Finally inside the movie, I follow her all the way to the to the back and I'm just over here thinking girl do you know the things I could to you back here where we are all alone? Anyways the movie started and ended, nothing happened between me and Brittany until we were leaving the theatre and she grabbed my hand.

I smiled and asked if she liked the movie, she said she did then asked me the same and I replied saying Hell yeah!

She laughed and asked, "Why?"

I replied, "Because you were with me," she smiled and blushed but it all went away when I said "but mostly because of Kate Upton and her boobs." when I said that she pushed me and said

"Don't be gross!" and laughed then got into the car. I also got into the car, put on my seatbelt, looked at Brittany, huffed and said,

"Did you not see the way they were bouncing? Up and down and up and down and up and down then up again and do-"

"okayyy I get it, her boobs were like a trampoline but unlike you I pay attention to a person's personality rather than their looks"

" So you're saying that I could look like someone threw a bag of pennies at my face and you would still like me?" I turned and looked at her while we were at a red light.

She smiled and said "yeah but who says I like you?"

" Oh baby, it's obvious" I said while putting the car in park and turning to look at her again

"Really?" she asked then lifted her head and looked at me with her big ocean blue eyes while leaning in

"Yeah" I said, leaning in too, and just when our lips were about to touch she turns her head and gives me a kiss on the cheek. After that she hops out the car waves then goes into her house, leaving me thinking what in the actual fuck is happening this girl is going to be the death of me. When I get myself together I start my car and go home.

THE END.

So yeah, I have no fucking clue what is going on between me and her. We're supposed to be hanging out today though, so that's good. SJ is over at her friend's house and so is Kacey , so britt and I will be alone. That being said, you should know I'm beyond excited. I even had the good idea to wank one time so we wouldn't have any surprises. Cause I mean we have some serious tension between us so if she decided to touch me, Santiago might just jump out of nowhere and I can't have that yet. So now I'm just sitting here watching CSI: NY, the episode with Mia Kirshner in it and just when she was about to confess or whatever the doorbell rang.

Opening the door and what I see should be illegal because nobody can be this damn sexy in a pair of joggers and a tank top.

Me being me I can't let this pass so I say, "Damn girl! Do you have 11 protons? Because you are sodium fine"

"Aww that was a nerdy line but thanks," she looks me up and down, "you don't look too bad yourself."

I smiled and asked, "what do you want to do?"

"Anything, I mean what do you have here for us to do?"

"Well I mean you're here and I'm here, we could do each other.." when I said that she looked at like 'are you being serious right now' but laughed afterwards and replied

"No seriously, what do you have to do here?"

"What makes you think I'm joking?" I ask, and then she glares at me and it's like she's looking into my soul so I just give in

"Okay okay, put your stank face back in the closet," Brittany punched me gently and said shut up, laughing I say "I have a killer movie collection so we could watch some of those or we could play either my ps4 or my sister's xbox one? It's up to you"

"Uhhh well what games do you have on the playstation? I don't want to mess up your sister's game" she asks with this cute look on her face

"I have 2k13 & 14, Call of Duty: Ghost, GTA 5 and Kace actually just got me something for it but it's up in my room, so I'll be right back" I turn and go up the stairs to my room to get the game then walk back downstairs to Brittany.

Turns out the game was Just Dance 2014 and seeing as Brittany is a dancer, she wanted all up on that. So here we are, all alone in this room, I'm watching her play because I can't dance for shit so I really don't know why Kacey bought this. Anyways Britt just ended her second song and she hasn't broken a sweat yet. She turns around to look at me says or should I say demanded

"Come dance with me San" I'm about to say no when she starts to pout giving me her puppy dog eyes.

"Ughh fine." She jumps up and down yelling yay then starts picking the song. While she's doing that, I decide to go get some more water because only based god knows how much I'll need it.

Walking back into the living room I see that she picked blurred lines by Robin Thicke as the song to dance to. At the beginning it was fine but when we get to the chorus all hell broke loose. You see for the chorus we have to grind at one point and the first time we did it, it was fine but the second time I couldn't help myself and I looked over at her while that part was on and let me tell you, I've never seen anything sexier in my life. I mean even Kate Upton's trampoline boobs have nothing on her.

Anyway, I guess she noticed that I was staring so she looked at me then for what reason I have no idea she starts to slowly grind on me and I'm just like, that wank did not prepare me for this.