I don't own twilight

After the Denali's told me they were having visitors I didn't know what to say I didn't know how to react so I told them I was tired and went up to my room something I did often when René told me guests where coming .I didn't really enjoy moms parties as I was they only child there my moms friends where like her free spirited.

so here I was a 19 year old drug addict hiding up stairs afraid to meet the Denali's friends. but they had said that they wouldn't hurt me and I was terribly curious id been in my room for about 4 hours id taken a long shower and paced I I didn't hear anything down stairs but that didn't surprise me vampires didn't make noise. And I should be such a coward so I decided that I should at least go see what was going on. I got up took a quick hit and went out of my room went down the hallway then went down the stairs…

Id never seen so many vampires in my life I mean iv seen a lot of werewolf's in one place but naturally werewolf's can stand to be around one another but from what I knew of non vegetarian vampires is that they traveled in small covens or alone because they were more animalistic but there we at least 16 vampires all with red eyes looking right at me I froze my heart starting beating I gave a small smile and looked at the floor by now I could have drawn the pattern of there floor my memory I just stood there frozen couldn't think of what to do, do I introduce myself.

"Well isn't this one cute I think I should change her. Immortality would suit her well" I looked up and a handsome male blond vampire was walking toward me slowly smiling and growling. for some reason I wasn't afraid of him something about the growl reminded me of Edward it wasn't a dangerous growl it was a playful growl and I looked at the vampire head on not a lick of fear in my eyes completely calm must be cause Im high. He was grinning completely amused me not being afraid of him was entertaining Irina appeared next to me

"Back off Randall she belongs to the Cullen's "she said as if I was a pet I didn't care as long as he knew he couldn't hurt me

"of course I wasn't going to hurt her I was just playing I would never insult the Cullen that way" he said smiling sweetly irina nodded and flashed back to where she came from leaving me alone with him and all the other vampires in the room it was very crowded I looked around and all the vampires were watching me intently as if I was a TV something entertaining. there faces blank I didn't know what to do with myself they were all looking at me but they didn't try to talk to me I turned and went to sit on the couch my hair was still wet from my shower so I started running m fingers through it looking at my feet after playing with my hair for about 10 minutes I looked up they were still looking at me never moving the vampire Randall was still smiling at me.

I looked at him for a moment he was tall handsome well built he looked to be the strongest in the room but still no were near Emmett though that didn't surprise me Emmett was the strongest vampire in the world something he was all to happy to brag about Randall started walking toward the couch were I was sitting never taking his eyes off of me he sat down

"So Bella is it"

"Yes it is" he grinned at my confidence he knew I was not afraid of him

" how did you meet the Cullen's" I quickly looked down

"Um at school I was a friend of the family "

" oh interesting" he said studying me closely

" your beautiful"

"thank you "I said blandly bored not caring Iv had lots of men flirt with me not a lot of vampires ill admit but humans and werewolf's I used to hang with werewolf all the time till I met Jennie then all I wanted to do was hang with her and of course drugs.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Yes and he really big so leave me alone "I said sarcastically he chuckled as did most of the vampires in the room the ones that didn't grinned widely

"You're funny for a human"

"I wasn't aware that vampires had a sense of humor" I said coldly he laughed again

"Most of us don't really what's your boyfriends name Bella

"Jack sparrow" I said quickly

" oh and is jack human" he said seriously I had to laugh he thought I was serious I started and couldn't stop I was laughing so hard I had to put my hand over my mouth to stop after a minute I stopped and looked at him he was just grinning

"what's so funny"

"I was joking jack sparrow is a character in a movie not real" he looked at me confused but still smiling

"Oh so your single "

"Yes" I said quietly

" kind of" what did I mean kind of. of course I was single my vampire boyfriend didn't love me any more and broke up with me thinking of him my eyes started to fill with tears I looked down witch cause the tears to spill over suddenly Randall lifted my chin and wiped away my tears

"don't cry your to beautiful to cry" I chuckled slightly suddenly he leaned forward as if to kiss me I froze would he try to kiss me I just met him but he was still coming forward without thinking I slapped him my hand started to sting I rubbed it with the other he quickly leaned back looking shocked I looked at him

"Never without my permission. "I said seriously

"Wow she didn't fall for it Im impressed" I looked over and a tall male vampire was smiling at me

"Fall for what" I said angry

"For Randall he likes to lure in human females and sleep with them he's never been denied luckily for you where all here or I imagine he would have taken you my force.

I can't say I'm shocked for vampires luring in human with there looks and charm came naturally and to be denied must be a real turn on.

"Oh by the way I'm peter a close friend of jasper"

"I'm Bella and I'm pretty immune too vampire dazzling" well what I met was I was immune to all vampires but Edward he could always dazzle .me I looked over at Randall he was gone

"Where'd he go" I ask not really caring

"He's mad went out to hunt" I shivered thinking about who he was going to kill

"Are you cold" said a female voice I looked over it was Carmen

"No just thinking about who's about to die" I said truthfully as I said I have a tendency for talking without thinking

"oh yeah that bugs me to but to each there own" she said smiling wryly

" how long have you been a vegetarian" I asked curious she never seem to have a problem with the smell of my blood none of theme did of course all the red eyed vampire were well feed from what I could tell

"Oh awhile couple hundred years are you hungry"

"No I'm fine thank you"

"Well if you need anything just ask"

"thank you" she nodded and disappeared once again I was left alone in the room they were all still staring at me so I decided id be the first one to speak I looked for who I was going to talk to when I say a girl she appeared to be my age she was of course beautiful she had tanned olive skin and was standing next to a vampire who appeared to be a teenage boy maybe a year or 2 younger than me I looked back up at her

"hello " she smiled but said nothing I looked around careful to avoid anyone's eyes when she spoke up" its impressive that your not afraid of vampires Im Tia by the way"

"Thanks Im Bella" I said slowly

"I heard so how long have you known about our kind" she asked slightly smiling

" um well a couple years" I said I was worried about asking her questions but I was glad she was being nice it made me feel a little more comfortable

"so how did you meet the Cullen's exactly "

" well I … was friends with Alice in school" I said my voice stuttering badly the drugs were starting to were off and the fact that so many eyes were on me was making me nervous

"Bella my gift is to tell when someone's lying and I can't get a read on you though I can tell your lying that's strange"

"oh well vampire powers don't work on me well I mean the mental ones don't me and the Cullen's couldn't figure out why" I said quickly babbling I was starting to feel very sick dizzy I hadn't took enough I needed to go to the bathroom I looked up and Tia was talking to the boy she was standing by before they were whispering to quiet for a human to hope to hear I was thinking vampires are very rude I didn't care enough to call them on it

"Excuse me I have to go to my room I'm very tired" I said quietly luckily since there vampire they don't know how much sleep a human needs because I really need to be alone no one says anything not that I care Im already half way up the stairs when

I get to my room after taking a couple of hits I lay down and think ,think of every thing that has happened in such a short time everything been moving to quickly for me to think .

I think about Jennie she was my best friend in the world closer than Alice Jennie never betrayed me never hurt me like the Cullen's and I knew without a doubt she never would I though about how I should have told Jennie the truth about my life about the man how broke my heart the family that abandoned me without a backwards glance about how before I met her I opened my heart once more to Jacob who later betrayed me I shouldn't think like that it isn't his fault he imprinted but when he did he never wanted to spend time with me he was always around her. now more than ever I needed Jennie I wonder what she would say if her spirit could speak to me would she me angry would she if she had a choice desert me like the Cullen's even after Esme and Emmett said they never wanted to leave me how can I trust them they said they would always protect me but where were they when I needed them most no matter what anyone said I would never do to them what they did to me and I would never fully trust them .I drifted my mind was exhausted and of course another nightmare started

I was standing on my old street in phoenix it was dark quiet deserted I was completely alone.

Ok I officially have writers block and I need suggestions to get the story going again