A Second Chance: One-shot series

by half-breed vampire

Through a series of one-shots, our favorite duo go through different situations as they fall in love, whether they deal with school, demons, knights, or hitmans, their love transcends times and worlds to be together. AUs, yaoi, SebastianxOC, one-shots. Warning, lemons and limes will be in many one-shots.

4. Pages of a Lost Book

Ah I'm having fun with these stories, even if the people reading this are few, I'm glad you are enjoying it so very much! Hopefully you will continued to like each story, maybe though you will prefer one for another, but that is ok, each story is different and similar in their own way, perhaps it is what you will like instead! I know that I won't stop making them though, and MaraBella15 won't either, we hope you enjoy them, but at the same time even if it's only one person or no one at all, we still enjoy our own creation!

Disclaimer: MaraBella15 and I don't own anything, except I own Matthew Edward and Midnight, and she owns Sebastian's parents and this was her story idea.

Summary: One should never judge a book by their cover, as Sebastian makes that mistake once he enters the supposedly haunted library from his college. Two opposite beings, both hiding their real selves, can this winter romance even survive, or will it just break apart like a fragile crystal figure.

~Pages of a Lost book~

He was in the back of the abandon library. It had originally belonged to his family and they would help college students get the books they need for their research, or whatever else they would need… But it had burnt down long ago from a terrible accident, and when he became of age, he came back here and tried to fix it, he replaced the burnt books, and was busy trying to fix the walls and shelves, all the books were neatly stacked, and for a slight bit of humor, hysterically stacked as furniture, though there were real furniture in the back. Even though he tried to make it friendly, no one came into the library, supposedly it was haunted, and he didn't know if it was true, but he really hoped it wasn't! He sighed and continued to work, unbeknownst to him that someone would come in to meet him.

Sebastian walked down the halls, his heavy book bag on one arm, and his jacket thrown over the other. How he managed to look lay back, and yet professional would never be known, but he sure pulled off the look. With his sharp angular features, and black slacks with a white dress shirt, he looked like a man of high-class, but when you saw his broad shoulders, his muscles just underneath the clothing, that he was not someone you would want to fight. Though he was slightly new to the college, having come in August to start the school year, he was already very well-known, thanks to his acting skills, and his good looks. Though he was well known in a few months, he didn't knew much about the school.

He had even barely heard a rumor, a very strange one. The rumor that caught his attention was about a haunted library at the school. He wasn't one to believe in ghost, but they say you could hear singing coming from the room. I wonder if it's true, no one really knows since they have never looked after all~

Matthew softly sung London Bridge, something he always did every day, he was sometimes mostly the reason for the little scare stories,, students would say that they would hear someone singing and would run away quickly from the library. He wondered if he should even bother trying to fix it, if everyone just feared it, there was no point to it at all. He sighed and continued to paint the wall, a beautiful blue with silver stripes and he just continued to sing London Bridge over and over.

Sebastian heard a sound as he walked down the winding hallways, and even if it sounded eerie in the dim hallways with all the echo's, he walked towards the sound, his curiosity getting the best of him. I wonder if there really is a host there, then again there is only one way for me to find out for sure~ The sound grew louder and louder, and he could hear the lyrics now.

"London Bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down. London Bridge is falling down, my fair lady~" He sang as he scratched his cheek, smearing a bit of blue paint on it, and he bent down and closed the paint cans and opened a red one, and painted the bottom edges of the wall.

Sebastian found the old hall that ended at a set of large double doors, and he slowly slipped past them, and he thought to himself, The noise is louder here.

"Gold and silver will be stolen away~ Stolen away~ Stolen away~ Gold and silver will be stolen away~ My fair lady~" He sang as he slowly painted the beautiful maroon, unaware of the guest. Sebastian walked passed the tall bookshelves, some unpainted and some not even built yet, and he moved closer to the sound. I wonder if it's really a ghost~ He was just a few feet from seeing the other, when he stumbled on a wrinkle in the carpet, and he tried to gain his balance by holding onto a nearby bookshelf, knocking off a few books to the floor.

Matthew turned his head immediately and all he saw were red eyes, black hair, and white skin. "AAAAAAH!" He screamed loudly as he scrambled to his feet and tried to run out of the library, only for the door to stay lock, seeing as it was old and messed up, "I DON'T WANT TO DIE! DON'T KILL ME!" He screamed, causing a few students who were walking by to run away screaming about a ghost.

Sebastian jumped in shock, and his back knocked against the bookshelf again, making more books fall, and he winced in pain, "Ouch!" He rubbed his head since a book fell down at that moment and smacked him, and he looked at the other, "Do you really have to scream so loudly? Jeez! I would like to keep my hearing you know!" He said, and he sighed brushing off the dust on his clothes from the worn books.

Matthew was just clinging to the edges of the double doors, having tried to pry them open, and he hesitantly looked back at the other and blushed, "Y-you're human?"

Sebastian straightened his posture and attempted to fix his messy hair, "Yeah… Heh I'd suppose so since my head fucking hurts from the book falling on me." He said, rubbing his tender scalp, "Shit, what are those books made of? Lead!"

"T-those were the law books… F-first edition." He got off the door, and rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed completely, "S-sorry, but the library won't be open for a while, I'm still fixing it up." Sebastian looked around and saw the fresh paint on the wall, "I can see, heh~ By the way, was that you singing earlier?" He asked him.

Matthew blushed at this and nodded, "Sorry about that." Sebastian just sighed at this and smiled, "I always wondered if this place was haunted, ha~ I guess it was nothing to worry about after all, it was just you." He said and he ran a finger along a shelf, dust sticking to his slender appendage. "Wow, this place is really old, you have your work cut out~" He looked at the other and asked him, "Why don't you get someone to help you?"

"I-I don't want anyone to help, I'm trying to restore it to how it originally was, and I want to do it with my own hands. It's important. "He gave a crooked smile to the other and went back to the paint, and continued to do the walls. Sebastian just shrugged at that and found a small table by the wall in the back, and he sat down at a chair, and watched the other paint, "It's awfully quite here, don't you get lonely?" Matthew just shook his head at that, "You get use to it… Besides, I have all these books to occupy my time." He finished one wall and closed the paint, saving the rest for tomorrow, and he went to the fallen books and picked them up, being gentle as possible and checking for any permanent damages.

Sebastian saw this and stood also and went to the blonde, crouching down as he picked up some of the books, "But although books are important. They do not replace real people." He said simply. Matthew grabbed the books from Sebastian's hands and he shouted, "DON'T TOUCH!" He took them away and placed them at the front desk, and he touched them softly. He had received those law books as presents from his parents, because he wanted to study law, but after the fire, he saw no need to even try.

Sebastian was a little shocked at this and he backed away slightly, his hands raised to show that he wasn't going to touch them, "Ok I won't touch, jeez!" He said as he went back to the desk and sat down.

Matthew sighed and went behind the desk, and took out some measuring tape and a small clipboard and went back to the shelves, measuring every dimension, and he planned to rebuild the old shelves with his own hands. It wasn't going to be easy, but it was what he wanted to do. Sebastian just watch the other do this, truly fascinated, "You know it's amazing that you are doing this on your own~"

Matthew paused and he gave just a small nod, before continuing to measure the smaller shelves near the tables and new books. Sebastian continued to watch him for a few more minutes before he spoke again" You don't speak much do you?" Matthew had jumped slightly, having forgotten the other was there, then again he wasn't use to someone being here this long, "I-I don't have much to say." He said and he shuffled behind the bookcases and finished the measurements.

The raven just tilted his head in confusion, but just sighed and gave up as he rest his head on his folded arms, the table cool against his palms, and he watched the blonde, "Hm, but I'm here. Why not talk to me? I won't bite~" Matthew just peeked his head out a bit and simply said, "You look like you do~"

This just made the raven roll his eyes and smile, "I promise, I only bite gently~" He chuckled as he saw the other give him a look, "I'm kidding~" Matthew came out of his little corner and he went over to the other, but was still far away as possible, "D-did you need something to come in here? Or were you just trying to do some bravery test or something?" Sebastian just shrugged at this, "Curiosity mostly, and because I have nothing better to do during the Christmas Break except acting and sleeping."

"O-oh… You can come between 7am to 11 at night." He muttered, "But I don't have any library passes so, please don't take the books out!" Sebastian smiled wider as he said, "Alright, sounds good!" Matthew smiled as well, but stopped and he shouted, "AND NO FOOD OR DRINKS!" He didn't want the other to make a mess in his library. Sebastian just raised an eyebrow at this, "Uh, I kind of figured that. Nearly all libraries have that rule." He said, chuckling a bit, "But if you want to make sure no one tried that, then maybe you should make a sign?"

"I'm going to!" He blushed, and stuck out his tongue at the other and decided to go back to work. Sebastian just sighed and took out his cellphone, and he scrolled through the text messages, but found this tedious, and he glanced up at the other now, watching him work again.

Matthew continued to work, until his stomach growled loudly, and he blushed. Having forgotten to eat breakfast, he was starving, and it didn't help that it was now lunch time. He went to the door, checking to see if it would finally open, but it didn't and he at what he was about to do. Sebastian just stood up and asked, "Hey, need help or something?"

Matthew just shook his head and took a deep breath, "Hyah!" He kicked the door open, he was going to replace it anyways, and he stepped over it, and walked out, sighing once more because it was just more work for him. Sebastian followed after him, and jumped over the fallen door, "Hey… Wow you just…" He just shook his head and said, "Damn you are pretty strong to do that, although was that really necessary to break down the door like that?"

Matthew blushed a little bit embarrassed, and he looked away, "It was broken anyways, to many students trying to enter to…'face the ghost' and they broke the lock trying to get out." Sebastian gave a snort at that, and said, "Kids breaking locks, what has society come to these days?" He did a ridiculous fainting pose with his hand against his forehead, "Dreary me~ Such children should learn to respect property~ My ooh my, such spoiled and selfishly curious children~" He said before smirking. Matthew rolled his eyes and flicked the other on the forehead, "You really are such a kid." He shook his head and waked towards the cafeteria.

Sebastian just laughed at this and walked along side the male, "Ooh and you are sooo mature~" He said, running his fingers through his ebony hair. Matthew glared at him with his green eyes, a blush on his face as he walked faster, "Freaking kids! Never respecting their elders!" Sebastian only caught up to the other as he jogged beside him and mimicked the other's voice, sounding kind of high pitched, "Freaking kids, never respecting their elders!" He smiled and stuck a hand out to ruffle the other's hair, "You really are funny when you try to sound tough!"

Matthew's eyebrow ticked and he quickly tripped the other and shouted, "DON'T TREAT ME LIKE A KID! I'M 29 YEARS OLD!" Sebastian almost had a face plant, but landed on his knees, and he shouted, "Ah you tripped me! Who's the kid now?" He rubbed his hurting knees and went after the other. Matthew just chuckled at this, and went inside the cafeteria.

"So, you just have that face that looks like a teen then? Jeez you are old!" Matthew got annoyed by the other's words, and kicked him in the shin again. He bought a fruit cup to just eat, being on a budget after all, and he sat down at an empty table. Sebastian bought some cookies and followed after Matthew.

"So how is…life?" Sebastian asked, trying to break the ice.

Matthew barely had one fruit hovering close to his lips and he sighed as he stared at Sebastian, "You are not going to leave me alone… Are you?" Sebastian shook his head at that, a smirk on his face, "Oh come now, would you really deny my company?"

"Yes." Matthew said simply as he continued to eat some of his meal. Sebastian just tapped his fingers on the table and he quickly said, "Soo… Are you a librarian, or a handy man?"

"Librarian. Sebastian do you mind? I'm trying to eat!" He said, getting annoyed by the raven, he wasn't really use to much human contact, but the other was like a tick on a dog. He didn't notice the raven was still talking, and he was just thinking, Holy crap how can he still talk! Well… Ugh no, never mind. He's still annoying, even if he is a cute kid. Sebastian saw that Matthew wasn't paying attention, and he kicked the blonde, "OW! What the hell kid!"

"It's Sebastian! Not kid moron. What is your name?"

He sighed and looked at him, "It's Matthew…" He closed the fruit cup and stood up from the chair, "I'm guessing I'm never getting to eat in peace."

"Nope." Sebastian said as he stood up as well. "So, back to the library?"

"Yes." Matthew said as he started walking away, and Sebastian followed. Matthew was sure he was going to kick the raven's ass, but the other just kept after him. "Don't you have anything to do? Or like friends?"

"No, they left for vacation, and also no, I don't have anything else to do. I could do you if you'd like~" He flirted, noticing the other was actually kind of hot. Matthew rolled his eyes and muttered, "Horny kids." He went back into the library and just went back to work, though Sebastian just sat back down on the desk and watched the other work.

The raven soon got bored of this and decided to recite his lines for a play, and muttered softly the words, and yet he hardly had to look at the script, "Hurting, cut, bleeding, tottering toward the dumpster. Duct tape stuck to his face, but cut away around his mouth. With his hair in his eyes, and he falls into the alley of darkness… Straight into the arms of Fate~"

Matthew paused a bit, and listened to the other as he worked a little more quietly, wanting to hear him speak for some reason. Sebastian's body became more animated as he spoke the lines as if possessed by the written character, "Flashes of past memory are conditioned by the nature of things with which he makes physical contact. Hints and fragments in fierce super-saturated colors. Puzzle pieces he must assemble. Each flash keynoted by a blowback noise, and accompanied by a degree of pain. It hurts to remember~"

Matthew placed the books on the shelf, and he hopped off the ladder and went to Sebastian, getting curious at what the other's play would be, "You are very amazing Sebastian." The raven snapped out of his trance and smiled, "Oh thanks~ I've been working on it for a while. It's more interesting than my other plays, but I felt this one really call to me." He said, and he skimmed through the multiple script pages.

"Would you like some help? When I was a child, I would help the theater students, if you want help of course though." Sebastian's smile just grew at this, "Sounds delightful, but I wouldn't want to distract you from your work." He said, grinning at the other, "How nice it is to see you work after all~" He said this all casually, even if his words were not the ones that should be spoken so casually. Matthew just raised an eyebrow at this, and just walked away, back to the shelf muttering, "What a weirdo!"

Sebastian smirked and chuckled as he looked back at his papers, and he thought. Such an unbelievably hot man, and yet so clueless~ He hm'ed for a moment, and picked another part of his scrip and he stood at a corner of the library as he felt the need to move like in the play. "A wretch! A scandle I have caused to my beloved~ Though I know, you have no clue of my forbidden romance I have for thee. They beat me, and disgrace is now another foul insult added to my name!" He said, and one hand pulled at his hair, showing distraught from his very figure, "This pain! How it pains me so deep in the pits of my evil being! It flutters like the wings of crows, and swells like blood from slashed skin… You know of love, of freedom as you fly on pure white wings, I know of hate and of being unwanted~ We are like oil in water, we are forced apart, and never to mix in harmony. My love, the love of a demon for an angel is forbidden~ But to take your hand, and see your face, I have already seen Heaven." He said softly his hand over his heart as he ended the scene.

Matthew stopped again and looked at the other, "It's not fair."

"What is not fair?" Sebastian asked as he looked at the other confused at what the blonde meant. "The demon, he is quite selfish to the angel he loves. Someone may seem to be an angel or a demon, but no one knows what they have suffered or dealt with, nor should they make decisions for the other. In fact, love is never forbidden, it is just harder to reach for. The angel cares for the demon, does she not? Or is the demon looking from afar, hoping that the other's love may be returned, yet never so much as daring to try." He shook his head and sat down on the ground as he checked the bottom of the new shelf, "It is not something so easily gained by chance encounter, it is something that grows like a beautiful flower, only to someday wither away and die."

Sebastian smirked as he looked at the script in his hands, 'Ah but he looks on from afar, knowing if they were to meet that the world would be thrown into shambles. Two beings forbidden to touch so humanity can thrive, and so he watches the angel, and even if the angel where to suspect that it was being watched, the demon knows he must turn away, and spare the lovely being unnecessary heartache. His angel is happy, and that is all he cares for, so he keeps watching, and through her, he sees a light for the first time, so he is selfish in a way I suppose. But he doubtfully loves the Heavenly being.

Matthew shook his head and stood up from the ground, "To watch from afar, is a fate worse than death, to know that you will never have what you most desire, and have no choice but to get satisfaction of seeing the other happy… It is unbearable, the demon would gladly take the torture, the beatings, the lashings, if only to not focus on the pain of seeing his love happy and never loving him. I… Feel sad for the demon~"

Sebastian smiled softly at this, "Yes he will suffer, and he will watch his angel live in happiness, and he will shed his tears of blood, but aside from the pain he will smile because he knows what love is, for a demon to experience love is a curse, and a blessing reserved for humans." He set the paper down on the table, and smiled sweetly at Sebastian, "But it has a happy ending. His suffering comes to an end, as he makes his last wish."

"And what is his last wish?" He asked.

Sebastian smiled at this and placed a finger to his lips, "That is a secret~" He chuckled, "I cannot tell you~ I have strict orders not to say by my director, but if you really want to know how it ends. You should see the play on wednesday night~" He said, ok so he was fishing, trying to get the other to come and see him in his turf, and maybe he and Matthew could get along.

Matthew looked at him and smirked, "Alright, fine…. You know, that actually reminds me of a story my father told me once. The beloved angel, and the hated devil~" This caught Sebastian's interest, "Sounds like an interesting story, what is it about?" Matthew placed a finger to his lips like the other did, "It's just like your play, except there are several major differences, and the ending is something you will never guess~"

"How did it end?" He asked him, getting more curious.

"Well I can't tell you the ending, anything worth knowing is worth listening too." He smirked and yawned a bit, "But that is better left for tomorrow~"

"W-what! But what the hell! I want to know now!" Sebastian said as he went to him. Matthew just shrugged and went to the door, the other following after him, "Sorry~ I need my beauty sleep~ Bye bye~" He pushed the raven out the door and slammed it close. Sebastian stared at it, and huffed in annoyance, "YOU SAID THE LIBRARY CLOSES AT 11!" He didn't get a response and he grumbled as he walked away.

Matthew just chuckled at this and yawned as he went to the couch and laid down, he was tired, and just wanted to rest, but he smiled as he thought of the other, How silly the raven is~ Ah but such is life~ He went to sleep on the couch and rested there.

The raven sighed and went to his dorm room and he went to sleep also, a smirk on his face, I like Matthew, he's quite entertaining, and very handsome, I really enjoy his company, even if he doesn't like mine~

The next morning, Sebastian jumped up, too excited to meet Matthew, and he rushed to the library and open the door, and he spotted the other sleeping on the couch. He smirked and crept over and he touched the blonde's cheek and leaned in close, as if he was going to kiss him, "Hey sleeping beauty~ Wake up, or I'll steal a kiss from you~"

"Kiss me and I'll rip your lips off and staple them to your ass." Matthew said as he gripped the other's stomach, surprisingly strong as he made the raven groan in pain and moved away, "Jeez I was just kidding! Not really~ Besides it's already 9 Matthew~" The blonde grumbled and sat up and he stretched as he passed the raven and got to work. Sebastian sighed and just left his jacket on the couch, and watched the other work. Though Sebastian became automatically bored and he kept asking, "Can you tell me how it ends?"

"I won't tell you the ending, you have to listen to it all~" He said as he continued to work, and he huffed in annoyance, feeling the room was to warm, the heater breaking down most likely. He removed his shirt and Sebastian oogled the other's body, noticing the blonde actually had a very nice body, the muscles lean, and rippling as he worked on the shelves.

"You are such a tease Matthew~" He said, rolling his eyes slightly as he stuck his hands in his pockets. Matthew stuck his tongue out at him, and went to the door, "Shit I'm starving. I'm going to get something to eat." He walked out and Sebastian followed after him, and they headed to the cafeteria.

"Jeez why is it so cold!" Matthew said, having forgotten that a short moment ago he had just took his shirt off cause of how hot it was in the library. Sebastian didn't point it out to the blonde as he just watched, liking the other's view of the other topless. "Fine, I'll listen to the story, if you will just tell me already!"

Matthew bought some breakfast tacos and sat down on the table, and Sebastian joined him, and he waited for the blonde to say something. Matthew barely took a bite, and he was already annoyed, "Fine I'll tell you the stupid story!" He cleared his throat, and ate his tacos quickly as he said, "Anyways, the Devil has always been a cruel and unkind being, he cared for nothing, or anyone, not even his once beloved father, God. One day he found an opening to Heaven, and he had planned to attack it once again, feeling this time he will be successful, with his thought in mind, he went through the opening, and he stopped, and stood still. His cold heart warmed slightly at the sight of a beautiful angel, she had golden hair as if the sun kissed it, beautiful green eyes matching the garden she was in, and a smile so soft and yet bright, that it melted his cold dead heart.

He hid behind a tree, and he watched her sing, the flowers growing from this, and and he knew right away that he was in love, having only felt this once when he loved God so much, that his jealousy had damned him to hell. And yet, never has he seen such a perfect being, so gentle, sweet, and a soothing voice, that he suddenly felt shameful and self-loathing for he was too cruel, hateful, and disgusting. He turned away, and decided to never return, lest he be tempted to approach the angel, he knew that if he even dared touched something so pure as her, that she will turn into dust, and disappear~" He said as he paused slightly to take a sip.

Sebastian listened carefully as the other had spoken, and he asked him, "So what happened?"

"The Angel saw him, and she feared him, but at the same time was caught in the same cruel spell. His beautiful black hair, and his blood red eyes, and his flawless snow like skin had called her to the man. She watched him leave, to afraid to speak up in case it was all some trick in her mind. And they went by their days as normal as possible, but the yearning to see each other burned in their hearts. Soon the Devil was so tempted, that he could no longer handle it and went back up to the secret spot in Heaven, and he saw her there again, this time waiting by the tree as well. Shocked, he tried to run, but stopped when she came closer to him, and held out a single red rose to him and she told him, I-I know who you are… And I don't know if you bewitched me, but I feel you right in here~ She touched her heart, and looked up at him, And it saddens me to know that you are not here… Please tell me, is this your doing, or if this is real? He stared at her, and he placed hand over his own heart as he softly whispered, I wonder the same thing as well, and I realized I've… I've fallen for you. I know not your name, nor do I know who you are, and yet I'm utterly distraught for being caught in this enchantment by you, and can't seem to go on with out seeing you! We can not go past this point, because I fear that if I touched you, I'll never look upon your lovely smile ever again, nor hear your sweet voice. So stay away, stay far away from me please!" He begged her, and she stared at him, a single tear falling s she backed away and just nodded, going to her field of flowers to tend to them, and the Devil watched her silently as he cried as well, the rose held tightly in his hand as he watched."

Sebastian's heart tugged at those words, "I can see why he wanted her to stay away," He said, "But in the end I feel for them also, as I said to love can be a blessing, and a curse to people, depending on the situation."

Matthew shook his head at this, "This isn't the end of the story, simply watching from afar is never the end of a story such as this~" Sebastian frowned and he asked him, "Then you tell me the ending of it all~" Matthew shook his head, a small smile on his face, and he continued with the story.

"They did this every day, staying far away from each other, and never getting near. Than one day, the Devil went early to the spot, and he saw that she wasn't there. What he did not know, was that they have been caught, and she was told to stay far away, planning to rid the Devil. She loved him too much to stay away, and she needed to see him. She ran away in order to warn him, and she found him there and she told him, Please never come back again! He stared at her, shocked at her sudden words and he asked, W-why my Love? Why do you want me to leave? She cried and said, B-because I don't love you! So just leave! He felt crushed by her words, and when he heard this he stepped away from her, I… I will give you what you want; you may not love me anymore, but I will always love you~ As he said those words, he left, and she cried wishing he would return, but years went by, and she waited and waited for him, but he never came back.

She couldn't handle it anymore, and she planned to cut her own wings off to be a human on earth, where it mattered not if she and angel, and he a Devil, were ever to love a human. He had seen this from his enchanted mirror, having made it in order to watch her from afar, and he ran out of the castle and went back to the secret passage way, and he shouted to her, Please don't do it! You will move on, to someone that truly deserves you, that can hold you, and love you~ So please forget me, just forget me! He begged her, and he pulled out the very rose she had given him long ago and gave it back to her, careful not to touch her at all. She only cried and shook her head, Even if it is for a brief moment, I want you to know how much I love you, and I know you will never forgive me, but I hope that someday we may come together~ He looked at her, not understanding her very words, and she went to him and she tiptoed, and pressed her lips to his own.

His eyes widen, and he wanted to pull away, but he felt the wind shift, and slowly she disappeared, only the brief warmth of her lips on him did he feel, and he cried and fell to his knees, begging her back, and cursing his own existence, and he tried to pick up the rose, his tears falling on it as it turned black, and he returned to his castle in Hell, the black rose in the middle of his throne room, and he looked at the mirror each and every day, watching the fields, in hope she will someday come back again~" He finished the story and played with his cup, spinning the remaining liquids around as his eyes showed sadness.

Sebastian frowned and he softly muttered, "How horrible… And yet how similar to my play." He had read the entire script, and he did not feel so sadden by it, but when Matthew told his story, he was distraught by this, and he thought about the ending to the play, My director said that I may choose the ending, but I think I will surprise him greatly with what I want. Matthew smiled sadly and he softly muttered, "I do not know why the reason for that story was, to keep hoping maybe, to love and never love again, or maybe because he was the Devil, and it was his punishment for all the sins he has committed. All I know is that in that one brief moment when the angel kissed him, she willing gave her life away, just for a small chance to be with him, whether she shouldn't have done it at all, or if she could not bear the pain, I… I would understand how she felt~" He said as he stood up and threw the trash away.

Sebastian stood also and went to him, "I don't think anyone can. Love is, and always will be an enormous power, but like they say, even in death long after the body is gone. Love will never fade~" Matthew smirked slightly and walked back to the library, "You are a strange person Sebastian~ By the way, "He said looking back at the other, and gave him a small smile, "You are not so bad after all~"

Sebastian smiled at this and he stopped at the library door since it was now time for him to go to his last rehearsal, even though he wanted to stay a little longer with Matthew, "Thank you Matthew~" He said and picked up his bag by the door, having forgotten his jacket on the couch, and he winked at the other again, "I hope you come to the play tomorrow, it's at 7pm~"

"Ok, I'll come~" He said as he watched the other walk away, and before he went into the library, he realized he wasn't wearing his shirt, and he screamed, "AAAAHHH THAT JACKASS! HE COULD HAVE TOLD ME!" Sebastian heard the yell and laughed as he left the building and headed to the theatre, muttering softly, "How funny he is~"

His director came up to him and asked, "Have you decided an ending?" Sebastian nodded at this, "Yes, it is what I believe will be a shocker~" His director raised an eyebrow, and said, "Well I'm sure it will be wonderful, you are my pride and joy Sebastian, I know the theatre will be so full it may burst, it always is when you are performing!"

Sebastian laughed again and said, "Thank you! But can you do me a favor?" His director raised an eyebrow, "What is it?" Sebastian smiled and said, "Can you save a seat near the front for a man name Matthew?" He asked, and his Director smiled in understanding, "Alright I will~" They talked a while more, and Sebastian rehearsed his part, and practiced his additional ending with another co-actor, and he thought, I hope you will see the light from my act Matthew~

Matthew had finished up his work and he yawned as he walked to the couch, though he had a room in the back, he knew if he slept on that bed, that he would neeeever want to get up so easily. He spotted Sebastian's jacket on the couch and he picked it up, noticing it was soft yet durable, and he slipped his arm into one sleeve and he rubbed his cheek against it, noticing the other's scent on it, He smells very nice~ He yawned softly, and laid down on the couch and decided to sleep for a bit, too tired from working on the shelves all day.

Sebastian finished late as well, and he yawned as he walked to his dorm room, and he thought, Tomorrow I'll only be able to stop by the library to tell Matthew hello, the final preparations will take hours after all, and I will have to get into costume. He didn't notice his jacket was still at the library and he just slipped into bed, and he wondered what Matthew was doing, thinking the other was adorable, and funny.

Matthew held the jacket tightly as he slept, for some reason dreaming of Sebastian with beautiful black wings, and he himself in dazzling white ones, and they just watched each other from a far, but though his wings were white, on the back of them they were a dark black, his true self coming out in the dream.

Sebastian had slept that night, and his dreams were haunted with black roses, and the sound of Matthew singing, so beautiful the other was, and he an ugly demon, and yet there was a feeling that something was different between them. He slept late into the morning only to wake up at exactly seven, and his eyes widen, Oh shit I have to go! But I'll stop quickly to see Matthew first!" He was already late, but he wanted to see Matthew, so he quickly dressed up in a pair of sweats, and he rushed down the hallway, and headed to the library.

Matthew was still sleeping on the couch, rather ungracefully, as half of his body was off the couch, his legs still on it, and his arms clutching a fallen pillow. When Sebastian reached the library he was out of breath and said, "Ma-" He stopped, and he saw the other asleep, "How cute… For an old man~" He jokingly said, and he laughed softly.

For Matthew, it was like he knew the other was there and calling him old, and he frowned in his sleep and threw the pillow right into the other's face, and he turned in his sleep, just laying on the carpet, and he lout a small sigh, and called the other's name out in his sleep, as he brought his arms to hold his head, and he smiled as he buried his face into them, having worn Sebastian's jacket for a little warmth.

Sebastian didn't expect the pillow to his face, and he spat out a feather that came from inside the pillow, "Ugh!" He just shook his head, and he flushed slightly slightly when the other said his name, "Maybe I shouldn't wake him~"

Matthew just mumbled in his sleep and just curled up and smiled in his sleep as he held the jacket tighter over his body. Sebastian smiled and he placed the blonde onto the couch and went to the front desk and left on a post it that for him not to be late. He left the blonde there and went to the theatre.

After a long time of resting, he woke up and looked around for some reason expecting the raven to be there, but he was not. He folded the jacket and walked to his front desk and saw the note. He read it and smiled as he remembered and looked at the time, it was 7pm. "Fuck I'm late!" He quickly showered and changed into a black dress shirt and matching slacks and he slipped on his shoes and quickly combed his hair. He looked more professional than he did before and immediately rushed out and headed to the theatre.

Sebastian was backstage, his hair was combed back and held in place by a silver raven pendant. Crimson eyes outlined in black coal gave the look of a piercing gaze, and his body was shimmering even in the shadows from the skin. His hair was so long it reached to the backs of his knees from the extensions added. He didn't need much face paint to begin with since he was quite pale, but at the last minute his director came to him and attached the raven wings to his back. "Good luck on your performance, Sebastian." His director said.

"Thanks~" He said, and peaked from behind the velvety curtains, scanning the large audience for the blonde. I hope he gets his seat~ usually it is so full here that someone people have to stand. Matthew had rushed to the building, the time already 7:10. He told the doorman his name and he was allowed inside, and he saw how full it was getting, and he went down the aisle, and saw an unoccupied seat with his name on it and he smiled and sat down and he held a small rose in the palm of his hand. He had planned to give it to the other in the back and wish him good luck, but he was late and he hoped the other would forgive him for it.

Sebastian finally saw the blonde take his seat and he smiled, He came, this is good~ He was relived and when the lights dimmed, he stepped to the side of the stage waiting for his cue, and the dark and gloomy music played, several dancers on one side of the stage, dressed in all black with demonic masks, and on the other side were dancers in brilliant white costumes, their feathers equally beautiful.

Matthew spotted Sebastian first closer to the curtains, no matter how dark the stage may have been for the beautiful raven, it could not hide him from the emerald eyes of the blonde. He smiled softly as he looked at how amazing the other was, with his long black hair and large black wings, eyes smoldering red, and it reminded Matthew of the dream from last night, and he could not help but keep his eyes only on Sebastian as the play continued.

Sebastian's cue sounded, and he stepped on stage, a wicked smirk on his face as he began to voice his lines out loud, his posture like a snakes, and he spoke in an almost mocking tone, "When the Devil is too busy~ And Death's a bit too much~ They call on me by name you see~ For my special touch~ To the gentlemen I'm Misfortune~ To the ladies, I'm surprise~ But call me by any name~ Anyways it's all the same~" He spoke and stepped forward, his tall figure looking intimidating as the angelic dancers cowered in the corner of the stage in fear.

He was entranced, caught in the spell of the other as he listened to him. "And it's so easy when you're evil… This is the life, you see~ The Devil tips his hat to me~ I do it all because I'm evil~ And I do it all for free~ Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need~" He laughed in a hateful tone, and he stalked forward towards the dancers in white, "While there's children to make sad~ While there's candy to be had~ While there's pockets left to pick~ While there's grannies left to trip down the stairs~ I'll be there, I'll be waiting round the corner~ It's a game, I'm glad I'm in it~" His smirk widen as he stared at the crowd, as if looking to them as the targets of his horrid pranks, "Cause there's one born every minute~" He said in a dark tone.

It was strange for Matthew to be so pulled into this play, how he seemed to notice every bit of detail, from the flourish of a hand, to the way Sebastian's lips turned up, and even how his eyes seem to lock onto someone, and make them feel small, it was so strange indeed, that he had not noticed this the first time he met Sebastian, and yet he could not help but wonder, I that too had been an act.

"I pledge my allegiance to all things dark~ And I promise on my damned soul~ To do as I am told, Lord Beelzebub has never seen a solider quite like me~ Not only doing his job, but does it happily~" He sang his words a figure of a man dressed in white and silver entered behind Sebastian's turned back, and he waited in the corner his eyes looking everywhere but than at Sebastian. "I'm the fear that keeps you waked~ I'm the shadows on the wall~ I'm the nightmare n your skull~ I'm a dagger in your back~ And extra turn upon the rack~ I'm the quivering of your heart~ A stabbing pain, a sudden start~" He turned and his eyes widened as he looked at the man in white, and his hateful look vanished, and was replaced with a look of deep longing and sadness.

He saw how the other's reactions changed, and he wondered what could have caused him to stop so suddenly, he was so enchanted by Sebastian's acting, he had forgotten how the story went, and felt as if he was hearing it for the first time.

"And it's so easy when you're evil~ This is the life, you see~ The Devil tips his hat to me~ I do it all because I'm evil~ And I do it all for free~" He said, his voice filled with sadness, and he looked at the man out of the corner of his eyes, his voice sorrowful, "And it gets so lonely being evil~ What I'd do to see you smile~ Even for a little while~" He watched the man in white move around the stage, smiling and laughing as he silently greeted the other's angels, and he brushed passed Sebastian like he was never even there.

Matthew's heart wretched at this, as if understanding how the other had felt, and he could not for the life of him figure out why he felt this way, even though he knew in his heart what it was.

Sebastian looked away as if in self-disgust, and the stage darkened as the scene changed, and suddenly the room filled with screams and cries of torture as the other demons found out of his forbidden love. He was chained to a wall as they hit him with whips, metal hooks on the end, and he screamed as fake blood covered his body, the scene looked so realistic, a few of the audience members flinched at the piercing cries of agony. His acting was so good, he was able to summon real tears as they fell from his eyes, and he looked at the crowd, his eyes locking with Matthew's for a second.

Matthew caught the other looking and him, and a single tear fell as he watched, wondering why Sebastian was staring at him as they tortured him in the play. He knew it wasn't real and yet, why would the other only stare at him? Finally the demons left him, and the lights became a ghostly blue, and the angel entered the other side of the stage again hanging by wires above Sebastian, as if suspended in air, and he looked up at the heavenly creature with his bloody face, and he softly spoke again, "Foolish~ I'm so foolish~ To love what I can never touch, or voice my romance to~"

Sebastian stared at the happy and joyful face of the other, even if the angel never looked his way, "I will gladly suffer a thousand years~ An eternity~ As long as I can see your smile~" The scene ended, and when the lights came back on he was at what looked like an executioner's dungeon, and he was dragged by chains to a cinderblock, and a man in a black cloak held a sadistically sharp looking axe, "FOR FOOLHEARTENDESS YOU ARE BEYOND BEING DAMNED! A DEMON WHO LOVES, IS NO DEMON AT ALL! SO YOU DO NOT EVEN DESERVE TO EXIST!" The actor shouted in his loud booming voice, and Sebastian's head was forced to lie against the stone as his neck was exposed, "But to love is to live. I will die… But my love will live~ Nothing else matters~" The other demons laughed at him, and they said, "Spoken like a demon turned saint!"

The blonde's eyes widen and his heart beated loudly in his chest, it wasn't real, but no matter how many times he told himself that, he could not help but think the other was to be killed. Don't die please!

Sebastian spoke softly as the man raised the axe, "I deserve nothing~ I'm a sinner~ But God I know that I have fallen, and I am beyond salvation, but if I had one wish, a single wish. To be reborn as a man, not a demon, to have one chance with love again~ It's all I ask for~" He let one last tear fall as the axe swung down, and the entire stage went black as the sound of the axe hitting stone echoed around the dead silent theatre. Everyone was silent, thinking that the play was over, but it was not over just yet.

Matthew bit his bottom lip in anticipation, did the demon really die for his love, or will he be reborn! It was all he could think about, and the lights came back on, and the staged appeared to look like a park and sitting on a bench was Sebastian, dressed as a human.

He was reading a book as children played around him, laughing loud, and everything looked so happy. It was so oddly normal, except on his neck was a long horrible looking scar, and he just muttered, "How boring science is~" He huffed as if irritated and tossed the book on the bench, and stretched, as he began walking on a sidewalk, looking at nature, a small smile on his face. Another man entered the stage, walking down the same patch as if in a hurry to go somewhere, and didn't see Sebastian.

The blonde just blinked in shock, wondering what had just happened, and he noticed the scar around the beautiful snow white skin, and he wondered if the demon got his wish. Sebastian bumped into the other papers scattering around them, and he apologized and helped the other pick them up, before he looked at the other's face and he froze as well as the other man did, "What's your name?" Sebastian asked, and the other man smiled sweetly and said, "It's Angel~" Sebastian laughed and said, "That's a ridiculous name~" The man named Angel laughed and asked him, "What is your name, Oh Honest one?" Sebastian smirked and replied, "Deamon~" He said, flushing lightly as he rubbed the scar on his neck, as if out of habit. "And you say my name is ridiculous." The other teased, and they both laughed, "So the demon and angel. How unnatural and absolutely insane~… Shouldn't I know better than being near you?" He said standing up, and held his hand out the other taking it, "Well maybe this Angel wants to taste a little bit of hell every now and then~" The man said as he stood, "And I wouldn't mind seeing heaven, even if it's just a glimpse~" They drew closer to each other as the light began to face, and their voices could be heard still, "I can show you heaven~" The angel said, and Sebastian shook his head and smiled softly, "No~ I have seen it already, just smile for me~" The light went out and the play ended as the crowd stood and applauded.

He was a little shock by everything, and he stood up and slowly walked out of the building, and he cried and covered face, a small smile graced his lips, as the tears fell onto the snow. Shit why am I crying? Ah but… It feels like the story finally got the ending it needed~

Sebastian had went on stage again to bow one final time, and he went back to his dressing room as the curtain dropped, and laughed when he saw the entire rooms filled with roses, "Heh~ How did they even get these in here?" He shook his head, and smiled as he started packing his stuff away and he thought of the blonde male, I hope Matthew likes my ending~

He exited through the back of the theatre to avoid the crowd, and wondered where Matthew was. The blond had wandered around in the dark for a bit, and stopped near the gates of the school and he looked up at the beautiful crescent moon, as the tears continued to fall, and his smile widen a bit as he leaned against the gate, letting the cold enter his body, the snow slowly falling all around him, and even one landed on his cheek, and he just let himself stay there, holding the rose tightly in his hand as the moon bathed him in the light, I'm glad I told that story to Sebastian~ Because I wanted the Devil to find his love again~

Sebastian ran around the school, looking for Matthew, but stopped when he saw Matthew, and he smiled as he went over to him, "Matthew!" The blonde heard the other and he turned his head slightly to him and his smile brightened as the last tear fell on the other side of his face, and he had a tender look in his eyes, "You were truly amazing~

He smiled back, and he looked at Matthew. He really loved how the light of the moon reflected off the other's fair hair, "I'm glad you liked it~ I made the ending myself~" Matthew chuckled softly at this, "I know you did~ Thank you Sebastian~" He pushed off the gate and walked over to the other, and he slipped the rose into the other's hand, their fingers brushing against each other.

Sebastian smiled at this and held the rose, and couldn't help but hug the blonde, "I'm glad then~" He whispered, "I made it for you~"

Matthew blushed a bit, not expecting the hug, nor the reason for the ending, but he just slowly wrapped his arms around the other's waist, and laid his head on Sebastian's shoulder as he whispered, "You are truly amazing Sebastian~"

Sebastian held him a little longer than necessary, and pulled away with a soft yawn, "Well it's late, I really should go get some rest so I can see you when the library opens tomorrow~" He said with a soft laugh. Matthew chuckled softly as well, and smiled at the other, "Good night Sebastian~ May you have pleasant dreams~"

Sebastian quickly gave a kiss on the other's cheek, before walking away as he went to his dorm, "Night and sweet dreams Matthew~" This made the blonde blush as he touched his cheek and shook his head, the smile still on his face as he walked back to the library, in a very good mood.

When Sebastian reached his room, he laid on his bed, letting out a long sigh, and smiled, I can't believe I did that, but I don't really regret it either. His eyes shut and he had one final thought, Matthew I really like you~ He fell asleep, dreaming of the blonde with angel wings.

Matthew laid down on his couch and he touched his cheek one more time, and blushed as he pulled the jacket over him, What a strange person Sebastian is, but he should watch out, I am a wolf in sheep's clothing after all, I do not take kindly to playfullness~

Sebastian woke up the next morning, and as he dressed, he had a plan already set in his mind, I will make Matthew fall for me! He nodded at his image as he combed his hair, and with that in mind, he set out towards the library.

Matthew yawned a bit and folded the jacket again, and he went to the shelves and added the lacquer on it, and he waited for the paint to dry, and he sighed as he went back to the couch, removing his shirt to cool down, really needing to fix that heater, and he laid on his stomach, and stretch out on the couch, his head laying on his folded arms, looking quite delectable on the couch, with his pink lips slightly parted, a lock of yellow hair caught between them.

Sebastian, walked down the hall and didn't even bother knocking as he went into the room, "Morning~" He looked at Matthew laying down, and smirked, "Hm~ Seven in the morning and you are already shirtless~… Someone's bringing sexy back~" He said with a small laugh.

Matthew blushed slightly and threw the pillow at the other, "Stupid kid!" Sebastian just caught the pillow and smirked, "What? Was it something I said?"

"God you're so weird!" He buried his face into the couch, and just tried to relax. He decided to screw with the other's head today, and he jumped on the other's back and sat down on him, "Aww~ Did I make widdle Mattie angwy~" He said in a cutsie voice. Matthew's eyebrow twitched and he tried to buck the other off of him, but it was kind of hard since he was on his stomach, and his but only went up a bit to push the other off, not working at all, "AH YOU ARE SO INFURIATING!"

Sebastian just smirked and started rubbing his hips against the other's backside, his arms wrapping around the blonde's neck, "How mean of you Mattie~ Shouldn't you be a little sweeter to me?" He said near the other's ear. Matthew blushed badly, getting a little warm from the other's actions, and he twisted around, making the raven fall to the ground, and he growled in annoyance and stepped over him heading to the counter, "DON'T YOU HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO ANNOY ME!" He was blushing like crazy and he couldn't stop the fluttery feeling as he reached over the counter to grab his thrown shirt.

Sebastian's smirk grew, and he walked over to the other, and pushed him over the counter, holding him down with his body, "I think this is the perfect thing to do~" He purred, and kissed the back of the other's neck. Matthew gave a soft gasp, and his body trembled slightly, as he felt the warmth grow, and he hesitantly said, "S-Sebastian?"

"Yes Angel?" He said, using the same voice he did in the play for a moment, and he slipped his hands up Matthew's chest. "A-ah~" He moaned slightly, he knew what the other wanted to do, and even he could not deny wanting to do the same thing, but he didn't want it to be something so meaningless like a simple fucking and going, he was slightly nervous at this, having once had someone touch him before, and leave him, only to be used again and again at that person's own convenience. He didn't want to go through that again. He even thought of the fact that Sebastian was a student, and though he was a librarian and not a teacher, he still felt this might be wrong. He turned his head to look at the other, "I-I'll… I'll continue with you, but if it's nothing more than just a whim, please leave S-sebastian, and even if it's not, I don't want you to get in trouble~"

Sebastian looked at him and smiled softly, "It's not a whim Matthew~ I just don't want to make the same mistake as the demon, and not tell his angel~" He said and leaned forward as he kissed the blonde. Matthew was slightly surprised at this, but he turned around completely and slowly wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck, and kissed him back.

Sebastian groaned softly and pulled the other even closer as his hands slipped down the other's pants to slide them down. Matthew blushed slightly at this and even in the warm room, he moved closer to the warmth of Sebastian's, his teeth gently nipping the other's lower lip, and his hands lightly pulling on the raven's locks.

The raven liked this, and pushed the other up on the desk, and removed his own shirt as he trailed kisses down Matthew's neck, "How beautiful you are Matthew~ My Angel~" Matthew moaned softly and mumbled, "S-sebastian~ You really are a wicked little devil~" He was surprised at how tend the other was, and his legs wrapped around Sebastian's waist, as his hands touched the smooth pale back of Sebastian's.

"And you're a taste to divine in nature, I feel like I'm corrupting a saint~" He smiled against the warm skin, and he nipped a pink bud, his hand lightly palming Matthew's member into hardness. "Aah~" He breathed out, his back arching slightly and his hips moved slowly against Sebastian's warm hand, "I-I'm no saint~ This body, having been corrupted many times before you ever did~" He breathed out, and Sebastian slightly growled at this, having hoped he was the blonde's first.

Sebastian gripped the blonde's harden flesh, and slowly stroked him as he pressed his own body against him, and sucked on that sensitive spot on Matthew's neck. This just caused the blonde to moan again and he whispered, "S-so warm Sebastian~ You make me feel like I'm burning up~!"

"I'll make the burning feel good~" He said softly, and as he stroked him, his other hand slipped underneath the other and he slipped his long fingers inside the other's heat, stretching him, the blonde was not lying when he said that he was so use to it, he hardly felt any resistance at all as he did this.

"Naah~ Sebastian~" He gasped loudly and his body moved with Sebastian's touches. The raven stretched him more and more and his fingers curled so he could rub the velvety walls of the other's, brushing in deeply and pressing the sweet spot. "AH!" He bucked his hips to the pleasure, and the blonde just moaned louder, his legs wrapping tightly around Sebastian's waist and he panted softly as he said the other's name over and over. Sebastian pressed against that spot again and he bit the other's shoulder, leaving a love bite there, "Hmm~ Say my name Matthew~ Please~"

He easily obliged at that, his body slowly filling with pleasure, "S-sebastain~ Sebastian~!"

Sebastian smirked and slipped his fingers out of the blonde's eager hole, and he replaced them with his hard member, as he fully embedded himself deep inside of Matthew, striking the sweet spot.

"Ah Sebastian!" He felt the other stretch him completely, and he moaned loudly as his body tightened around Sebastian, and his nails dug into the raven's back. This just caused him to hiss, but it wasn't the sharp nails cutting his back, it was the tightness of Matthew's body, "Ugh Matthew~ So tight~" He moaned, and kissed him deeply as he rocked his hips forward softly.

Matthew moaned and moved his hips as well, his teeth lightly nipping Sebastian's lips, sucking on them and his nails cutting into the smooth back. Sebastian just groaned and pumped Matthew as he moved inside the other, pressing on the sweet spot over and over.

The blonde threw his head went back as he gasped again, his pleasure building more and more and he begged Sebastian, "More~ Please give me more Sebastian~" Sebastian just smirked at this and pushed the other back on the desk, and pulled the other's legs over his shoulders as he thrust in deeper, "AH S-SEBASTIAN!" He shouted, his body moving with the other's roughness, his nails leaving crisscross red marks on Sebastian's back.

Sebastian pulled the tan hips up to meet his thrusts as he bit on the other's chest, leaving dozens of bright redmarks, "Matthew you taste so good~" Matthew breathed hard, his body feeling extremely warm, and he moaned out, "Sebastian you're making me insane~!" He moaned loudly and he pulled the other's hair as his body arched, getting closer and closer with every thrust from Sebastian.

The raven felt close to his release as well, and he thrust harder into that spot, "You drive me completely and utterly mad Matthew~" Matthew gasped and his back arched as he held on tightly to Sebastian, and came between their stomachs, "SEBASTIAN!" Sebastian felt the walls of the blonde clamp down on him and he released deeply within Matthew, "M-Matthew!"

Matthew panted softly and buried his face into Sebastian's neck, and whispered softly to him, "Sebastian~ You make me never want to go without~ You've coated me in your poison, have caused me to become addicted to you, so please don't leave me~" Sebastian tilted his head up so the other could look at him, "Don't worry, I don't ever plan on leaving~" Matthew stared at Sebastian and softly whispered, "I love you my demon~ My poison~ My Love~" He touched Sebastian's cheeks and kissed him softly. Sebastian kissed him back just as softly, "And I, my angel~ My antidote~ And my lovely gift from heaven itself."

Matthew rubbed his cheek against Sebastian's and held on to him and whispered, "Thank you for coming in on that day~ Because I would have never known how wonderful it is to be loved in return~"

Sebastian smiled and picked him up as he led them to the couch, and laid the other on top of him. "I couldn't stay away even if I wanted to~ I couldn't help it~ It's like I was drawn to this place just to find you~" Matthew blushed slightly and wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck and he whispered, "I can't believe I had fallen for a stranger, but I'm glad that I did, because I want to know everything about you Sebastian~"

He stroked the blonde's hair and smiled, "And I want to know more about you Matthew~" Matthew buried his face into his neck and enjoyed Sebastian's scent, "You smell like the winter snow Sebastian~"

He just chuckled at that, "I do love the winter~ The cold is something I find comforting~ I have a lot of time to enjoy it in the winter since I have nothing to do at the time~" Matthew placed a small love bite on Sebastian's neck and he smiled as well, "You're such a silly kid~"

Sebastian rolled his eyes at that, "Matthew I have no words that can ever describe how unbelievably wonderful you are, you are just heavenly~" Matthew blushed slightly and smacked the other's shoulder, "Stupid~" His eyebrows furrowed and he tried picking himself up a bit and looked down at the other a scowl on his face and the blush growing bigger, "Y-You bastard!"

Sebastian just raised an eyebrow, "From love to insults?"

"I'M OLDER THAN YOU! SO WHY THE FUCK WAS I BOTTOM!" He pushed the other off the couch, and winced slightly in pain. Sebastian stuck his tongue out, "Because I made you~" He said and winked at the other as he got his clothes off the floor so they wouldn't wrinkle.

"F-fucker~ You better hope a wolf doesn't catch you~" He said as he buried his face into the pillow, not wanting to see the other mock him anymore. Sebastian just sighed and kissed the other's forehead, "I love you Matthew~" He just smacked Sebastian's head with the pillow, "WELL I DON'T LOVE YOU SO THERE!" He was acting childish, then again he hasn't been bottom for a while now, so that pissed him off. Sebastian gave him a shock look, and frowned, "Like I said before, and you call me the child~ Jeez you are such a hypocrite~"

"Shut up you dumbass!" He couldn't think of a better insult at all and just buried his face into the pillow again, "Good I'm in love with an idiot!" Sebastian heard this and just smirked as he pulled on his pants, "Oh so you do love me!"

"No I don't screw you!" He threw the pillow at the other. Sebastian easily caught it, and laughed at him, "Whatever you say love~" He picked up his stuff and said, "I'll be back later Matthew, I have to return some parts of my costume to the theater And I have to make a phone call~" He blew a kiss to the blonde, and the blonde snatched it and threw it on the ground, stomping on it, "FUCK YOU! AAAH MY BACK!" His face was red, and he hated that the other knew how to fluster him so easily, but damn he can't believe that he loved him. He was going to so payback the raven for everything he's done.

Sebastian just laughed again, "You are so cute Matthew~ And you wonder why you make such a great bottom~" With that said, he left. Matthew hissed at that and laid on the couch, it hurt to much to be moving around. He liked Sebastian a lot, but the other really did not know how he can really be, how he was trained to be. I hope he does not hate me when he sees the real me~

Sebastian hummed softly as he walked to the theatre, and he heard the director call him, "Hey Sebastian! Over here!" He walked over to him and with a smile on his face he said, "What's up?"

"You sound happy Sebastian~ Looks like you had a good morning~" He said, and Sebastian smirked at that, "Indeed I did~ Now what did you have to say?"

"Well I was wondering if you wanted to take a part in the play I will start for Christmas." The director asked him.

"A Christmas play?" He asked, raising an eyebrow in question. "Yes we need someone to play the older brother of a girl and show her the perfect Christmas." Sebastian frowned at that, "That sounds cheesy!"

The director frowned at this, "It's not cheesy! It will be a good thing for you to try out Sebastian, instead of doing all those dramatic plays!" Sebastian just sighed, knowing this to be true, "Fine!"

"Good, and maybe you can invite your parents to watch as well." The man said as he walked away to talk to a few theatre students and Sebastian froze, before he turned away, "Heh… Like they would come, they never have been to one of my plays." He sighed and after returning the costume he went down the hallway to his dorm, but took a left instead, and headed for the abandon stairwell as he took out his cellphone, "I wonder if they will even answer~"

Matthew forced himself to take a bath, and he came out in some sweatpants that hung low on his hips, and a thin muscle shirt. He heard a soft meow outside the library window and he smiled and opened the window, the cool air coming inside as a black cat jumped in, "Hey Midnight~ I haven't seen you around for a while, been busy?" She meowed to him and went to the couch, curling up on the jacket of Sebastian's. He blushed as he forgot to give it back, and he sat down on the couch too as he petted her, "Why do I keep forgetting to give back his jacket? But… I want to keep it~"

Sebastian heard his father's phone go to voice mail again and he sighed deciding to leave a message, "Hello~ Father, it's Sebastian. I know you said to never call unless I needed more tuition money, but…" He swallowed so his voice wouldn't shake, "I was hoping that you will be able to come to a play on the 24th, it's a Christmas play. You and mother can come and you don't even have to pay. It's not even a long one only an hour, I know you are busy anyways. How is mother also? I haven't heard from you both since May 7th, is she well? I hope Christmas has been enjoyable for you both, even if you asked me not to come home again." He forced his voice to sound cheerful, though it trembled slightly, "But it's alright I know you just want me to have a good education! Anyways, I hope to see you soon… Goodbye father~" He hung up the phone with a sigh and clutched his heart, It hurts whenever I call~…

Matthew felt lonely, when he fell in love, he falls hard, this was what he meant by poison when he told Sebastian. He couldn't stand being away from the other for so long, he hated it. He sighed and just laid on the couch as Midnight curled up next to him. I miss him this much and it hasn't even been that long… He has his own life to live, while I stay behind these walls, finishing a broken library, and just hoping… Hoping to continue onward.

He scrolled through his text messages and saw all his texts to his parents for months, and didn't even have one single reply. Is it too much to ask… For one text, even a hello would work. He just shook his head and stood up, walking towards the library again, "I'll go see Matthew! He can always cheer me up!" He smiled happily and hoped that the blonde can remove this ache in his heart.

Matthew had been softly singing as he wondered if the other would truly come back, or just leave him like his first love did. "Under your spell again~ I can't say no to you~ Carve my heart and it's bleeding in your hand~ I can't say no to you~ Shouldn't let you torture me so sweetly~ Now I can't let go of this dream~ I can't breathe but I feel… Good enough~ I feel good enough for you~

Sebastian had reached the door of the library and stopped just before he was about to open the door as he listened to Matthew, He is singing~

Matthew ran his fingers through Midnight's fur, and she purred softly. He smiled and continued to sing, his voice echoing softly in the empty library, "Drink up sweet decadence~ I can't say no to you~ And I've completely lost myself and I don't mind~ I can't say not to you~ Shouldn't let you conquer me completely~ Now I can't let go of this dream~ Can't believe that I feel good~ Good enough~ I feel good enough~ It's been such a long time coming but I feel good~

Sebastian listened and he slipped in through the door quietly, and he just watched the other. Is this how Matthew feels about me? He didn't even notice the object of his desires, as he pulled the jacket over his body and he rubbed his cheek against the sleeve, "And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall~ Pour real life down on me~ Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough~ Am I good enough for you to love me too~ So take care of what you ask of me~ Cause I can't say no~"

He listened till the end, and he walked closer to the other with Matthew realizing, and the blonde softly whispered, "Sebastian~ You make me feel good enough~" He smiled and Midnight picked up her head and meowed at the raven. He opened his eyes and they widen as he had a blush come this face, "S-SEBASTIAN!"

Sebastian smiled at Matthew and he held Matthew tightly, "I'm glad that you think of me in such a way~ I love you very much Matthew~" The blonde's blush deepened and he wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck, and he rubbed his cheek against the other, "Sebastian~" The raven smiled and kissed his cheek, "I'm glad I was missed by such a handsome love~"

"Stupid~" Matthew muttered, he didn't want to admit it, not wanting to be mocked by him again, but he held tightly onto him, not wanting to let go. Sebastian smiled and stroked the back of the other's head, "By the way, I'll be in another play again~"

"Can I come? He asked the raven.

"I was hoping you would, I need some sort of support since I'll be the only actor without fa-" He stopped, realizing what he was about to say, and he smiled, "I really want you to come Matthew~ It's important to me alright~" Matthew smiled and nodded, "Thank you Sebastian~" He sat up correctly, making Midnight get off of him and he kissed Sebastian, "I'll try not to be late this time!" He said, laughing nervously at this. Sebastian smiled at this, "Alright~ I'll hold you to that."

Matthew blushed again and pulled Sebastian up, making him sit between his legs, and he wrapped his arms around the raven's waist, and laid his chin on the other's shoulder, "What will the play be about?"

"Just about an older brother showing his little sister that they can still have Christmas even if their caretaker is gone on business." Sebastian simply said.

"Ah that sounds cute! It sounds like when I was in the orphanage and Edward and I tried spending our first Christmas there!" He smiled softly at the memory, and Sebastian held him tightly, "I hope you like it~ Although I'm sorry you were at an orphanage."

He shook his head, "Don't be~ It wasn't so bad with my friends there to help me. Besides, that is the past, I have you now~" He held the other tightly and placed a small kiss on the raven's neck. Sebastian turned his head and gave a kiss to Matthew's lips, and he softly muttered, "I'm happy that your friends were there for you then~"

Midnight hopped onto Sebastian's lap, getting mad that she wasn't getting any attention, and she meowed softly at the raven, and her master just laughed at this, "It seems Midnight wants to get to know you too~"

He looked down at the cat and petted her, his attention now completely taken by the feline, "Awww such a cute kitty~" He said, his voice almost sounding way younger than he was. Matthew snickered at this, "Such a kid~" He petted her as well and she meowed happily at the attention she was getting. Sebastian huffed at that and tried to ignore Matthew as he played with the kitty, "So fluffy~ and so soft~ How cute~" He was completely absorbed with the cat now.

Matthew laughed again and wrapped his arms tightly around Sebastian's waist, and got an idea. Since the other was so distracted, he might as well get something out of this. His teeth lightly nipped Sebastian's neck, and his hands went into the other's shirt, slowly caressing the other's abs. Sebastian jumped at the sudden contact, but was again distracted when the cat gave a meow. He really did have a short attention span when it came to cats.

He smirked at this and one hand went up and tweaked a pink nub, and his other hand dipped into Sebastian's pants and he softly stroked the other's member, and he looked at Midnight and tilted his head. She meowed and hopped out of the raven's hands and went out the open window. "Sebastian~" He said in a sing song voice.

Sebastian gasped and he groaned not expect the other's actions, "Ah~ Matthew what are you doing?" He said, and looked at Matthew over his shoulder. Matthew had a mischievous smile on his face, "I'm going to show you real pleasure~ You may have tricked me, but I'm the one who claim you my little demon~" He removed Sebastian's clothing and forced the other to lie on the couch and he attacked the white skin, leaving harsh red love bites on the skin.

Sebastian's eyes widen and he tried to move out from under Matthew, "Ah! Wait I don't bottom!" He managed to say as the other bit a perked nub on his chest, and he groaned in the delicious pain.

"Not giving you a choice~ Young people today don't realize how strength plays a bigger role in love making~" He grinned and he removed his own clothes and wrapped Sebastian's legs around his waist, "And another thing~ I really love to receive pain, but I love it even more when I can give it~" His shy demeanor was gone now, and the real him emerged as he thrust deeply into Sebastian, and didn't even let the other adjust, or time to even scream from the first penetration as he thrust harder into him.

Sebastian tightened around the other as he screamed, and clawed at the blonde's back, his hips trying to pull away from the other's grasps, but every movement he made just made the other go in deeper, "AH! M-MATTHEW!" He cried out, never having been taken before, and he bit his lips hard, causing blood to pool in his mouth. Matthew forced his lips onto Sebastian and picked the other up so he can go in deeper, and he growled as he viciously thrust into Sebastian again, striking the other's pleasure spot dead on.

"Augh!" Sebastian cried out, and moaned when he felt a burst of pleasure in the immense pain, "M-Matthew~!" He cried out and bit the other's shoulders as his hips moved slightly forward. Matthew just growled again, loving how the other tried fighting him, and it just thrilled him even more as his own nails dug into the white hips, and he dragged them down till blood was spilt, and he gripped the sweet thighs and hooked them over his shoulders as he went deeper in, trading in speed for strength as he went harder, drilling into the poor abused spot, and he grasped the other's forgotten member and roughly squeezed and stroked it in rhythm with his thrusts.

"MATTHEW!" He cried out again, his back arching as he leaned, and his mouth opened in a gasp of burning yet painful pleasure, and he moaned loudly wincing every time the other moved, and he gripped Matthew's arms, sinking his nails into the skin. "Scream for me again Sebastian~ Let Heaven and Hell know that only I can ever do this to you~! I love you this much Sebastian~ Enough to make you feel pain and pleasure together enough for you to lust and fear me~ Because I love you, I will never hold back, because I want the real you~" He bit Sebastian's neck and continued his onslaught of painful pleasure to the raven, leaving no skin unmarked at all.

He could hardly catch his breath as he was screaming and moaning so loudly, and he shuddered from the actions of Matthew's, and he moved against the other, and forced Matthew's head close as he kissed him deeply, before gasping out, "H-Hurts so good M-matthew~" His body trembled from how much it hurt, and yet he could only want more, even if tears fell.

"I know~ But I want you to take all of me~ To love me completely for who I am~ You fool, you are no devil, just as I am no angel~ I am the devil in disguise, and I've waited for you all of my life~" He smiled and licked the tears away from the other, "Only you do I want forever and ever Sebastian~" He pulled him into a deep kiss and squeezed the tip of Sebastian's member every time he roughly stroked him, forcing beads of pearls to drip out, slickening the raven's length.

The cold wind entered the room, but he never allowed the other to even feel cold a s he warmed the body completely, making Sebastian's senses go wild.

Sebastian's breathing had quickened considerably, and he felt like every nerve in his body was alive in pleasure, like sparks were everywhere under his skin. His hips raised more as he felt immense pleasure build to the point of bursting, and his toes curled as he moaned again, "Ah! Mat-thew~!"

He growled when he felt the other's body tightening around him, and he pulled Sebastian into a deep kiss as he thrust hard once more hitting the spot. "Augh!" Sebastian cried out, and he gripped the other's back, his nails cutting into the skin as he came hard on the other's abdomen, and his body tightened down on Matthew's length.

"Sebastian!" He screamed as he held him tightly, the velvety walls forcing him to release his hot seeds deep inside of Sebastian's body. He only shuddered as he felt Matthew's hot seeds fill him, and he still held onto Matthew, his breathing ragged and labored. Matthew kissed him gently and laid him down on the couch, "Sebastian I love you~" The raven winced slightly, but smiled, "I know~" He lifted his head slightly as he kissed Matthew.

The blonde kissed him back and gently stroked the other's cheek with the back of his hand, and he carefully laid him down on his body. Sebastian just sighed and laid his head on Matthew's chest, but after about twenty minutes of comfortable silence, his head shot up and he glared at Matthew, "OH DAMN IT!" He frowned horribly now.

Matthew just smirked and said, "Hurts, doesn't it~"

Sebastian frowned and smacked him, "YES! AND EVEN WORSE THAN THAT! I HAVE REHEARSALS TOMORROW! GAH!" He facepalmed and mumbled, "I can't believe I bottomed to you!"

"Karma's a bitch~ Instead of worrying about having rehearsals, I would worry more about how you are going to make it there~" He grinned at this and decided to piss the other off even more as he smacked the abused behind.

Sebastian yelped loudly, and he bit his already abuse lip, a blush spreading on his face, "F-fuck you!"

"You did remember, now I fucked you~" He nipped Sebastian's lips and pulled him into a deep kiss again. Sebastian couldn't stop the soft moan that left him, and he scolded at the other, "I still fucked you first!"

"And I fucked you last, now shut up and stop ruining the moment!" He grabbed the back of Sebastian's head and resumed to pretty much mouth raping him with his wicked tongue. "Mmmmph!" He tried to argue in the kiss, but he couldn't and after a few seconds he relaxed into it, and moaned as he kissed Matthew back.

After a few minutes he released the raven to let him catch his breath and he smirked, "My god you are beautiful when you are flustered~" Sebastian was daze for a moment as he panted for air, his lips moist from the kiss. He caught some of his breath as he flushed, and mumbled a few curses about the other under his breath.

"Do you want me to carry you to your dorm Sebastian?" He noticed the time and didn't know if the other wanted to stay. Sebastian just groaned at that, not really wanting to move even if he was tired, and he would be embarrassed if Matthew carried him, "Ah can I stay like just for tonight?" He mumbled, "I'll need help to my dorm in the morning though~" He said, blushing further.

"Ok love~ I'll take you to my room~" He knew the other never knew he had a room, after all he just slept on the couch most of the time, but he wanted Sebastian to be comfortable. Sebastian gave him a confused look for a second, but just shrugged, "Alright~" Matthew smiled and gently picked the other up and took him to the back room, which was really a bedroom with a built in bathroom. He laid him on the large plush bed and laid beside him as he pulled the covers over them.

"I love you Matthew~" He mumbled feeling very tired now, and he held onto the other. "And I love you my beautiful Sebastian~ Rest now love~" He said softly and hummed the other a lullaby as he held him back. Sebastian breathed softly as he fell asleep and he slept soundly against the other.

Matthew gently stroked Sebastian's hair and kissed his forehead softly, "I love you Sebastian Michaelis, so much that I want to keep you all to myself~" Sebastian just turned in his sleep, and he muttered Matthew's name along with random snip its of past play lines. Matthew blushed slightly at that, and he rubbed Sebastian's back as he tried to sleep, but having the other with him just excited him, because he was for once not alone.

The raven snuggled closer to Matthew, and he held him as he talked in his sleep, his words slurred and hardly understandable, "Answer…mom…dad…visit….please talk to me… I'm sorry…it's scary here…I'm sorry that I'm not…. To see you… All I want~" He used Matthew as a pillow, as his world became understandable again, and he just held on to his lover, needing some form of comfort even in his sleep.

Matthew didn't understand at first, but thanks to years of reading books and knowing almost any situation, though he got a slight understanding of the other. Sebastian, you are a lonely creature, just like I am~ But you crave for attention, you want someone to notice you, to feel proud of you, but it cannot replace the love of parents, I can only do so much for you, but you will always have that feeling, I will try to help you my love, because I want you to be completely happy~

Sebastian slept the rest of the night soundly, somehow he felt safe with someone at his side.

Matthew for once woke up early, it was 5 in the morning, and it was still quite dark outside. He gently nudged Sebastian's shoulder and whispered, "Love, wake up~" Sebastian groaned and covered his face with his arm, "Why?"

"Because Love, don't you want to take a bath, and have me carry you while everyone is still resting?" He smirked and he gave a small squeeze on the other's bruised hips. Sebastian gave a soft sound of discomfort, and opened his eyes, "Fine~"

Matthew chuckled softly and picked the other up from the bed and took him to his bathroom, and laid him down on top of him as he stared the warm water, his hands gently rubbing the other's body with the liquid. Sebastian yawned not liking how early it was, and he rubbed the sleep from his eyes, "What are you an alarm clock? How do you get up so early?"

"I could hardly sleep at all~ Just knowing you were by my side made me so happy that I couldn't sleep~" He gave the other a gentle kiss. Sebastian kissed his back and he tried moving his hips, and winced, pulling away from the other's lips, "Ow~ Fuck!" He hissed and gave up on that, "I'm going to have a hell of a time explain why I move so slowly today!"

"Just tell them. Someone fucked you~" He chuckled at this and massaged the sore legs of the raven's. Sebastian glared at him, and splashed some water on Matthew's face. "Oh haha~ Very funny~" He said sarcastically, "I can't say stuff like that, I'd creep out some of the cast for the play!" He sand and he looked at the other, "People don't just randomly announce that they got fucked you know~"

"Are you sure? I believe there is a song for it~" He smirked and nipped Sebastian's shoulder as his hands went up the smooth thighs, teasingly rubbing up and up. Sebastian shuddered and he smacked him across the chest lightly, "Gosh! It takes you fucking me once and you're already acting like your top dog!"

"You want me to prove it?" He said, a slight lustful tone in his voice as his hands grasped Sebastian's member and stroked it roughly. Sebastian moaned at this, his abused hips moving forward, making him hiss, "Augh~ And here I thought you were just an unbelievably cute shy book geek!" He said slightly annoyed, but he couldn't sound angry or upset when his sensitive body was being touched.

"I am shy, you just had to get to know me though to get me out of my shell~ You bring a whole other side of me that makes me want to ravage you~ But don't worry, I won't take you again like I did yesterday, I'll do worst~ Lest you walk away~ Let me show you what I can do Sebastian." One hand released the hard member and he slipped three fingers into Sebastian's entrance, still stretched and sensitive from the abuse he put it through yesterday, and he scrapped his nails on the poor pleasure spot, making it bleed, yet send shots of pleasure through Sebastian's body.

"Augh!" He cried out loudly in the painful pleasure, and he shuddered as he gripped Matthew's shoulders again. He could feel the other's fingers inside him as they scratched at the sensitive and abused spot inside him, he even saw the water start to turn pink from the blood that came from the scratches.

"I want to eat you Sebastian~" He growled into the other's ears as he forced him against the tub, water falling out from the movements, and he bend down and took the other whole, swallowing hard as his fingers went deeper into the other.

"Augh Matthew!" He cried out again, his hips moving forward on their own as he felt his pleasure doubled. His hands gripped the side of the tub as he panted from the waves of pleasure that hit him, his knuckles even whiter from his tight grip.

Matthew wondered how far he could push Sebastian, it would probably hurt him, and it just thrilled him when he thought of the raven crying from the painful pleasure. He slipped in a fourth finger and spread them out and pushed harder on the sweet spot. "Ah! Oh~ Fucking God Matthew!" He cried out through gritted teeth, and his head was thrown back as he moaned loudly.

Matthew nibbled on the tip of Sebastian's weeping erection, and he took him whole again, his head bobbing up and down, his teeth scraping against the shaft, and he tried putting his whole fist in the already tight entrance, it was a lot and he knew the other might or might not handle it so well, but he continued to aim for that spot, his nails roughly scratching the velvety walls.

Sebastian's breathed hard as he felt himself being stretched impossibly farther than he thought possible, and he moaned and cried at how much the other was taking this, and he shook from the movements as his body arched back, and his hands clawed at the bathtub looking for a spot to grip onto and finding none, he gripped the other's hair as he pulled it roughly. "M… Matthew~!" He groaned as he felt another scrape inside of him, and he was sure he would be ripped in half.

Matthew placed a kiss on the side of Sebastian's member and whispered softly, "Ssh Sebastian~ It'll be over soon~" He sucked on the tip as his nails stabbed into the prostate again and roughly pressed them randomly, as if playing the piano so the other would be stuck with pleasure at several moments. "Hah~ Ugh~" He could feel himself going to come soon, and he cried out the other's name.

He liked how Sebastian cried and called for him, and he took in all of the raven deeper into his mouth, and hummed softly, the vibrations from his throat going through the other's hot member. He wasn't even bothered by Sebastian's squirming hips, and he rubbed his palm on the bleeding prostate, knowing that it would force the other to come.

"Augh!" He cried out, the harsh pleasures forced him to come, and he felt almost blinded as he came painfully hard. His body shaking from the force of it, and he felt tears blurring his vision from the instance pleasure, and pain from it all. Matthew could feel just how tight Sebastian was around his hand and he moaned as he sucked the hot seeds off of Sebastian's member and licked it clean. "Such beautiful cries Sebastian~" He slowly slipped his hand out from the other, and the blood just mixed with the water, now turning slightly darker. He kissed the raven, making the other taste himself as one hand wiped the tears away.

Sebastian couldn't stop shaking for a while, nor stop the tears as he held onto the other and kissed him back, it had hurt so much that he didn't want to face it again, but it felt equally as good. Matthew held him tightly and his lips trailed down the other's neck and he bit it roughly, leaving a big red mark on the beautiful white skin, and he licked the blood away, "You are mine Sebastian, and I am yours~"

"Y-yes~" He stuttered as he tried to control his breathing and calmed his racing heart that beat so loudly in his chest. Matthew held Sebastian gently against him, and softly rubbed the raven's back, "Sebastian, I love you~"

"I love you too Matthew~" He said, and he managed to compose himself a little more. Matthew gently cleaned the other, and he pulled the plug so the water would drain, gently he lifted Sebastian into his arms, careful not to move him to much from his sensitive body. This just made the raven wince slightly and even if Matthew tried to be gentle, he wasn't even sure if he would ever be the same in the inside again. They throbbed from the harsh cuts, and how far he was stretched, but he was glad he didn't literally get torn in half like he thought he would.

Matthew placed him on the bed and went to his closet, taking out a single towel and he went back to Sebastian and gently dried the other, not caring for his own dripping body. Sebastian gulped as he saw the other's wet form and flushed brightly, OH HELL NO I'M NOT THINKING SEXY THOUGHTS! I CAN HARDLY MOVE!

Matthew smirked when he saw the flush raven, and he nipped Sebastian's abused lips, "It's sweet that you want more love, but I think I should take it easy on you~ Until you have the stamina for such things~" This just made Sebastian flush darker and shout in embarrassment, "THAT'S BECAUSE I NEVER BOTTOMED BEFORE YESTERDAY!" He said, correcting himself and even that further embarrassed him. Matthew just chuckled again and kissed the other lightly on the lips as his hand gave a small squeeze to the other's behind, "So cute when you are flustered~"

He gave a small yelp, and he managed to move away from the other somewhat, and he pushed a pillow in front of him like a barrier, "Oh hell no! Stay away from my backside!" He said, then stopped and thought, Well fuck! I never thought I'd say that all together in a sentence!

Matthew smiled and snipped his teeth at the raven, and whispered, "Little Raven, little Raven, let me come in~"

"Fuck no!" He shouted, and go another pillow and hit the other across the face with it, making tiny white feathers fly everywhere. He then backed up more on the bed, his back pressing against the headboard, and he tried to keep his pillow fort up, as he thought, Little Raven my ass!

Matthew just laughed and grabbed the other's foot that had peeked through the pillows and dragged him out of his little pillow fortress and got on top of him, on hand holding Sebastian's wrist together, "So cute when you struggle Little Raven~" Sebastian yelped and growled at the other as he tried to buck him off, "I'm not fucking little!" Matthew just smirked and flipped Sebastian on to his stomach, and his free arm went around the other's waist, making the raven's rump go up into the air and he got into position.

Sebastian tried to reach the headboard so he could pull himself away from Matthew, but it was just his fucking luck that his arms where not long enough, and he grabbed the sheets on his bed like he could get a good enough grip to move away, "Dammit Matthew!"

Matthew smirked and just bumped the other with his hips, but didn't enter the raven and he whispered, "Just kidding~ You'll faint if I took you again~" Sebastian flushed and covered his blushing face in a pillow, "You are such an asshole!" He shouted, but it came out muffled in the pillow as he kicked at the other again, "Stupid blonde bitch! Teasing me and abusing me like that!"

Matthew laughed again and pulled the pillow away and grabbed Sebastian's body and pressed him against his own body, "Do you want me to take you then?" He whispered into the other's ear, his hands holding down the raven's arms. Sebastian just shuddered at the though, but he was sure if he would ever be able to walk today, but then again he didn't want to leave the blonde unsatisfied after all that.

The blonde just smirked as he saw how long it was taking Sebastian to think and he said, "Just kidding~ Don't want you to be late for rehearsal after all~" Sebastian blushed slightly and just mumbled, "Can you just help me to my room so I can get dressed!"

Matthew smirked and whispered, "Very well~ After your rehearsal, I will take you again and again, and again~ Since you seem to want it so badly~" He released the other and got off the bed. He went to the closet and took out some clothes for Sebastian. Sebastian was still having a hard time getting rid of his blush because of what the other said, but he just didn't even comment, instead he was screaming in his mind. When I met him he was a cute gentle book worm! What the fuck happened! Did he breathe in too much of those paint fumes!?

The blonde just went to Sebastian and pushed the other down on the bed, and he dressed him, teasing the other as his nails gently scraped the skin, and he used his teeth to pull the zipper up, he then slipped on the shirt and he roughly rubbed the pink nubs before buttoning the shirt up. Sebastian just took a sharp intake of breath, and he tried to hold back a soft moan, MY GOD! I'M IN LOVE WITH A DAMN SEX ADDICT! Although there are some things I can't complain about , BUT STILL!

Matthew smirked and licked Sebastian's cheek, and he said, "Just so you know~ I know many more delicious positions, and my stamina is a lot longer than you think Sebastian~ I can make you go a whole day till your body is nothing more than goo~" He chuckled and picked the other up in his arms as he whispered, "And I can make you constantly scream~"

Sebastian smacked the other again, "Damn Matthew! Just let go already!" He said, as his face flushed even darker, Gosh when did he learn to talk like that! Better yet… Where did he learn to do all this! Matthew just grinned at this and took the other to his dorm room, "What floor is it Sebastian~?" He blew warm air into the other's ear just to see him get flustered again.

Sebastian blushed and stuttered, "S-second…r-room!" Matthew nodded and he took the other there, and he was in front of the door, "We're here~" Sebastian got out his key and opened the door, "Yeah, sorry it's not much." He said as the door opened to show a room bare of anything interesting, and everything looked grey, except a small mirror in the corner that had a few pictures taped to it. There were a few with his parents together, but none with him and his parents, there were a few of him at his own birthday parties and even if he was smiling, the joy didn't reach his eyes as everyone of his friends were in the picture with him, but not the two people he wanted. The last picture was of him at his own graduation, and that was one picture that haunted him till this day. All his friends at the ceremony had taken pictures with their parents or family members, but since his parents chose work than coming to see him get his diploma, the camera man made him stand off in the far corner of the picture and half his body was cut off.

Matthew saw all of this and carried the other inside and gently set him on a chair, "My love, just call me if you need me ok? I will be by your side when you need me~" He smiled softly and kissed the other and handed him his phone number. Sebastian just smiled, and refused to show how much it hurt him. Other than how much he loved acting, another big reason he acted was because that was the only thing that made him feel like someone was proud of him. When the crowd cheered, and his director told him good job, it was all he lived for. He really did crave for attention, because for 20 years, he had none from the two people he looked up to the most. And yet, here was Matthew, giving him what he wanted for so long, and he smiled and said, "I know Matthew~" He pocketed the number, not realizing his phone wasn't there, and he pointed to his closet, "Can you get one of my jackets, and my bag? That's all I need."

"Yes Love~" Matthew said as he grabbed a nice black one and he picked up the back and went to him, "Are you sure you don't want me to carry you, after all my little Raven, you cannot fly~" Sebastian pouted and he stood up, biting back a hiss of pain, but he manage to stand, "I-I can walk… slowly, but I can!" He said defiantly. Matthew smirked and grabbed the other, forcing him against the wall, "Let me give you a…goodbye present then~" He grinded harshly against the other and pulled him into a deep kiss.

Sebastian moaned and felt his body tingle from that, and he kissed him back. Matthew wrapped the raven's Sebastian's legs around him and he bucked his hips against Sebastian as his tongue ravaged the other's mouth. Sebastian couldn't help that his body reacted to that, and his sore hips moved forward against the other, and he felt so immersed in the kiss, his mind went blank.

Matthew pulled away, breathing a little hard, but a smile on his face, and he whispered into Sebastian's ear, "Let see how you can go through practice, knowing that I can just arouse you like this~ Don't think of me when you're practicing Sebastian~" He licked the shell of the raven's ear and he put him down and walked out, just saying over his shoulder, "Bye~"

Sebastian blushed and he shouted, "FUCKING ASSHOLE!" He huffed and tried to calm himself down enough, and he made his way to the theater, and was only a few minutes late, he really did have a hard time explaining that also, Fucking blonde!

Matthew was laughing on the couch, knowing that if you put a suggestion into someone's head, they will unfortunately think about it over and over, and he wondered how flustered Sebastian will get when he is practicing and remembered what he did to him.

He was more than flustered. He was beyond embarrassed at this point. He had to sit in a chair for a scene, and he kept shifting in it making the director tell him to redo it over and over again. He spent nearly all of his rehearsal doing this, he wanted to call Matthew and tell him he was an asshole, but couldn't as he was so busy, not that it would matter, he didn't know he had left his phone at the library until he tried to check the time or maybe see if his parents had texted him. He knew they wouldn't, but he always tried. Just great! Now I can't even tell time unless I ask someone!

Matthew placed the new books on the shelves, all he needed now was some computers and the library would be open for business. As he walked around, he saw something on the couch and went to it, it was Sebastian's phone. He flipped it open, and knew the other would get angry for this, but he called the raven's parents.

Sebastian went through scene after scene, and he couldn't help but think back to Matthew, and everything the other said and did. His face was burning red the entire time in the place, and everyone was slightly concern, thinking he was sick or something, Matthew why can't I stop thinking about you!?

Matthew was sent to voicemail once again, he hanged up the phone and he got an idea and decided to use his own cellphone to call them.

Sebastian's father finally picked up, and his smooth yet intimidating voice said, "Yes? This is Mr. Michaelis speaking~"

Matthew's eyebrow ticked in annoyance and he calmly said, "Yes sir, this is about your son Sebastian Michaelis." The man let out an exasperated sigh, "Look if this is about his tuition, it's been paid for already." He said in a bored tone. "No sir, there has been an accident." He knew Sebastian would most likely kill him for this.

The man didn't even sound worried, but the other had caught his attention, "What type of accident?"

"Sir there is no time, we are going to take him into surgery, they said they will do all they can, but he's… He's pretty wrecked." He hanged up and he knew he was soooo going to get his ass fired and kicked as well. Fuck it, a scumbag like him can either show he cares by running down here, or he can just fucking stay there and I'll keep Sebastian with me forever!

Sebastian was in the middle of a scene when he turned to face where the audience would be seated, and he saw a man enter the theater. A familiar ticked off looking man, and his eyes widen as he forgot his lines and tried to finish the scene, his handshaking and his breath unsteady. Dad is here? Why is he here? He got off the stage after the scene was over and went to his father, but before he could speak, the much taller man silenced him, "Sebastian Michaelis! I don't know what kind of reaction you were hoping for with that stunt you pulled making me come down here, and nearly giving your mother a heart attack! Do you know how foolish you made me look, asking the people in the hospital for you only to be told you was fine and here acting! Do you have anything to say for yourself?" The man demanded, but he was so confused he couldn't answer, and his dad shouted, "Pathetic! You can't even explain your actions! Well you got what you wanted since now your mother has said, 'We will see this play~' You better not make me regret coming here!"

Matthew just clapped his hands at that, having been in the back seats, watching Sebastian perform and he walked over to them, "Amazing~ I've never seen such an ass of a man, or I suppose that is what he would call himself. How unfortunate to meet such a…thing…" He measly said, obviously looking down on the male, and he dug through his pockets and took out Sebastian's cellphone and handed it to him, "You accidentally left this behind, what a despicable father you have, it makes me wonder if anyone knows how he really is to his own son, then again, it makes me wonder if his workers know, or the public, or even the reporters~ Behave yourself old man, you do not own this building, and I will not have anyone talk to a student like that, even if it their own father."

The man just glared at the blonde, recognizing the voice, "You called~" He said, and Sebastian shot Matthew a very confused look mixed with another emotion. "Amazing yet again! You are a lot smarter than you look and sound! Or maybe it is all just an act~ After all I can't help but think you are nothing more than a swing! Hm, how embarrassing to have a father like, such grief you must cause, I can see why you were so hesitant to even invite them Sebastian." He said lying through his teeth so perfectly, it was as if he should be in acting instead of the raven, "But you need not invite such a… Disaster of a man to a performance where civilized people will be gathering, it is like bringing a Neanderthal into a room full of homo sapiens."

Sebastian's gasped and stared at Matthew, like he was insane, and his face was completely void of color his lips pursed into a thin line. His father on the other hand had a dark look, "Listen here~ I don't give a damn who you are, or think you are~ But you have no say in how I act around Sebastian! He said, not even calling the other his son, then he got a call and he looked at Sebastian, "Regardless of what is said, your mother and I will attend this silly little act you are in~ Even if it is a waste of time! Why you do not strive for a more rewarding career is beyond me, but you were always one to play games when you should have your eyes glued to those books!" He said to Sebastian, and the boy looked away, never one to look his father in the eye, and he muttered a soft, "I'm sorry sir~" The man huffed at this and glared at the blonde before leaving.

Matthew watches the man leave and he stared at the other and softly called out to him, "Sebastian are you fine?" Sebastian held his hand to his mouth like he would be sick for a moment, but suddenly he raised his hand, and slapped the blonde, "DON'T YOU EVER FUCKING DO THAT AGAIN!" He said, body shaking and he had to sit on a nearby chair, wincing slightly at this, "T-that was so, oh my goodness!" He put his head in his hands. Matthew just stood there, his cheek stinging, but it was nothing compared to his heart squeezing and he whispered, "I just wanted what was best for you… I just wanted your father and mother to come see you perform Sebastian~"

The raven took a shaky breath and said, "I know, I know but… It hurts because the only reason they would come is if I were dying!" He looked at Matthew, and muttered softly, "I'm sorry for hitting you, I just don't know what to think right now~" He said, looking genuinely like a lost child.

Matthew went to him and stared down at him, "Forgive me Sebastian~ I should not have interfered~" He touched the other's cheek and whispered, "I only want you to be happy… But I made things worse~ I should have never come into your life, I'm sorry~" Sebastian wrapped his arms around the other's neck not caring if anyone saw, "No~ Without you, this Christmas break would have been my last~" He whispered, admitting something he had been hiding the entire time from everyone, "With you, I feel that void slowly fill up, don't try to leave me now~ I don't think I can take another year without you in it~"

Matthew stayed silent and he rubbed his cheek against Sebastian, one hand going around the other's waist, and the other gently stroked Sebastian's hair. He knew nothing of the other and yet he had caused him such great pain, he could not understand why someone as sweet and gentle as Sebastian could go for someone like him. How the other went passed his false shell, and reveal the true Matthew, and yet how can he knowingly hold him, after seeing him without the mask, it was strange and yet he could not think of an answer, instead he just did as he promised and right now, that was being there for Sebastian.

The raven held on tightly to him and whispered softly, "Matthew can you take me back to the library? I don't care if people see us together~" He was emotionally exhausted to finish rehearsal, and Matthew nodded, "Anything you want Sebastian~" He knew the other might protect, but he picked him up and decided to piggy back the other and he smiled softly at him and said, "Hate me for making you look like a child, bit I know you want some rest~ Just wrap your arms around me Sebastian~"

He did as the other said and even if he blushed, he didn't protest, "I'm not a child~" Okay so he lied, but quickly said, "I do not mind this right now though~" He said, yawning and his eyes dropped slowly till they shut, and he only mumbled, "I'll kick your ass later for getting me flustered before rehearsals~ The scene where I sit by the fire was so awkward~"

Matthew paused slightly and he asked, "Why? Because your body felt on fire when I touched you, or because you couldn't sit?" He chuckled, and carried the other out of the building, the snow falling once more, and one landed on his cheek, and the warmth of his body melted it, and it slid down like a lone tear as he held Sebastian. He was saddened for the other, he was an orphan, but at least his parents had loved him, but Sebastian had family, and they have found their son only a nuisance. He was really crying for the other, only shedding tears from the side away from Sebastian, and he was thankful that the other was going to sleep. "Both you…jerk~" He mumbled as he relaxed, and Matthew hummed a lullaby for him, making the raven drift to sleep.

He reached the library and gently laid Sebastian on the couch, and he used the raven's own jacket and covered him with it, and he sat down on the ground as he held Sebastian's hand. The raven slept peacefully and he mumbled, "I love you Matthew~"

"And I love you Sebastian~" He placed a small kiss on the other's cheek and laid his head on Sebastian's chest, listening to the other's heart beating.

Sebastian didn't know how long he was sleeping, but what he did know is that it had been one of the best sleeps he has ever gotten, "I feel so rested~" He thought, opening his eyes. He turned his head and he smiled looking at the other holding his hand, and he kissed Matthew's cheek. The blonde smiled as well as he opened his eyes and muttered softly, "Hey sleeping beauty~"

Sebastian flushed and said, "I'm not a princess…" He was always embarrassed with how Matthew seemed to talk to him, able to make him feel happy with each word said to him. "You're right~ You are my prince~" He kissed the back of Sebastian's hand and just continued to smile so sweetly at the raven. This just caused Sebastian to flush even more, and he muttered, "Maybe you should be in acting~"

He paused a bit, and thought back to his ex, and he quickly shook his head at that, "No, such a thing is not for me~ But it is for you love~" Sebastian gave him a look, and he asked him, "Are you ok Matthew?"

"It's nothing Sebastian~ Anyways, as I said before I…I thought I'd bring someone to meet you after your play, I hope you don't mind, but I think you have incredible talent."

Sebastian tilted his head and asked, "Um, okay~ Who are they?"

"It's one person, his name is Edward Masterson, as in Masterson from Broadway." Sebastian froze, his eyes widening, and he said, "W-wow! He's so…He's so famous in the theater world!" He shrunk slightly back, and his head went down, "B-but I'm not that good… What if I messed up or something?" Matthew touched Sebastian's cheek and kissed him gently, "You are an amazing actor Sebastian~ You will not mess up, because you are the best at what you do."

Sebastian flushed at this, "B-but, what if I do! I'll be screwing up in front of the most important people out there!" Matthew grabbed his chin and made him look at the raven, "Who is most important Sebastian?" He asked, "If you feel in trouble just look for someone or think of someone that will give you comfort and keep you composed~"

Sebastian looked at Matthew, and he whispered, "You are the most important~ S-so I'll try my very best~" Matthew smiled and kissed Sebastian, "I'm glad, I love you Sebastian and I will always believe in you~" Sebastian wrapped his arms around the other's neck and smirked biting him, and even if he was still sore, he jumped up and ran away, screaming, "THAT'S FOR MAKING ME FLUSTERED! TAKE THAT OLD MAN!"

Matthew smirked and softly said, "I'm coming for you Raven~" He ran after the other and forced him against the wall, "Now where did I leave off again? Oh yes~" He smirked and said, "Here~" He roughly grinded against the other and pulled him into a deep kiss. Sebastian just gasped in shock at how fast the other moved, and he wiggled in his grasp, but that only made him rub against the other.

Matthew ravaged the other's mouth, his hands ripping off the other's pants, and he smirked as he wrapped the milky white legs around waist and freed himself as well, "As I said, I'm going to take you over and over and over again~" He thrust hard into the other, and he forced Sebastian's shirt off as he bit the already bruised skin. "A-augh! L-let go!" He yelled as he tried to move away with no success, and he only managed to make the other slip in farther, and he could only moan.

"No~ I like this very much~" He smirked and pulled him back into the kiss as he started taking his raven as promised, never letting the other take a rest as he forced him to come several times, till the raven could hardly handle it anymore and passed out in pleasure.

When he woke up the next morning he felt both satisfied and sore and he opened his mouth and just said, "Ugh~" Matthew smirked as he opened his eyes and nipped the other's shoulder, he had literally ravaged the other to the point of being sexually drain, well Sebastian not him. Sebastian just groaned and rubbed his eyes, "I feel like I've been sexually exhausted to the point that I'm sexually drained!"

"Good~" He licked the other's cheek and sat up, "You want to bathe?" Sebastian nodded and said, "Yeah… I have to…uh…look presentable for the play~" Matthew laughed at this and picked the other up, taking him to the bathroom and he laid him down and started the water, but he didn't get in with him. Sebastian sighed feeling the water, and looked up at Matthew, "Don't you want to shower?"

"I will after~ Unless you want me to do what I did yesterday~ It's very hard to control myself when your body is right next to mine~" He said with a smirk. Sebastian just shuddered at that and mumbled, "You are right…maybe after the play." When he realized what he said, he flushed and shouted, "J-JUST FORGET I SAID THAT!" Matthew laughed and shook his head, "After the play then~"

He just sunk into the water, and washed himself, trying to get rid of the blush, and he mumbled, "A-after the play~"

Matthew smiled and heard his phone ringing and he left the bathroom, and it was Edwards calling. He answered and spoke quietly, "Edward, how…nice it is to hear from you, will you be able to make it?" He was told yes and that Edward was actually getting off the plan now, he was then asked something that made him blush. "Do you want to meet up together~ Like old times?" His voice trembled slightly as he whispered, "It is in the past, do not bring that up again, I'll see you at the play, goodbye Edward."

Sebastian had finished taking a bath and he managed to get out of tub on his own, but as he was to call for the other, he heard the other speaking through the door, and he wondered, Who is he talking to? He was confused, and he walked out of the bathroom, "Matthew~"

The blonde closed the phone and looked at Sebastian, a small smile on his face, "Sebastian~ Do you want me to walk you back to your dorm?" Sebastian managed to keep the frown off his face, and he nodded, "Alright Matthew~"

He dressed himself and laid some clothes on the bed for Sebastian, and he wrapped his arms around him as he whispered, "I love you Sebastian~ Thank you for coming into my life~" He placed a small kiss on his cheek and walked out of the room and waited on the couch for the other. This only confused the raven as he wondered why the other left him to get dressed unlike the other day, and he just frowned slightly while he dressed. I love him… But I feel like I'm missing something. He finished and went outside the room and towards the other, "Alright let's go~"

Matthew nodded and grabbed the other's forgotten jacket and placed it on his shoulders, "Sebastian, can I hold…your hand?" He felt weird asking permission, but he didn't know if the other would like if it people them together like yesterday. Sebastian just blinked and smiled as he took the other's hand, "Sure Matthew~" He said, he had been shy to do so before, but he wanted the blonde and everyone else to know they were together.

Matthew blushed slightly at this and held the hand tightly, his fingers interlocking with the other's as he walked them out of the library. He was glad, and yet worried that all of this could end suddenly, it being a long time since he had seen Edward, and he was afraid that with both Sebastian and the other male actor, he would be single out if his past comes out.

Sebastian waited behind the curtains, dressed in his costume that was a simple black suit that fit him nicely and he waited for the show to begin. He saw his parents in the front row. His father looking slightly annoyed he was there, and he gulped. He was nervous as hell. I've never felt this nervous before!

Matthew waited outside the theater for Edward, and he huffed in annoyance, "Where is that damn man!" He didn't notice Edward behind him till he spoke, "You look as handsome as always Matthew~" The blonde jumped and turned around as he looked up at the other, and the blush came back again, "H-hello…Edward… Come on the play is about to begin." He brushed passed the other and sat down in his seat, Edward sitting beside him.

Sebastian looked for Matthew and he saw him sitting next to a familiar man, N-no way! He sees the blush on Matthew's face and raised an eyebrow, M-matthew? He felt his chest tighten and his heart started to pound, he couldn't focused, but the play was beginning, and he was forced on stage anyway. Matthew and Edward just focused on the stage, no words were shared between each other, but the slight sexual tension was still there. The blonde smiled as he stared at Sebastian, and he loved how the other looked and couldn't wait to see what would happen.

He did the first scene easily, but when he glanced off stage his heart fluttered painfully, and he took a pause he shouldn't have taken, and nearly forgotten his lines, but he recovered from it just in time, I don't know why it hurts, why they look so close together…

Matthew looked at Sebastian in concern, while Edward silently criticizes the raven, seeing his strengths and flaws. Matthew on the other hand could not help but wondered, Sebastian, what is wrong? Are you ok? Sebastian started to feel dizzy as the pieces started to click together, and after the light faded on the scene, he stumbled off stage, feeling like he would pass out, M-Matthew… Matthew and…No! He felt his eyes burned, and he made it off stage, hoping no one saw as he was forced to get ready for his next part.

Matthew was getting worried for Sebastian and he stood up and went backstage, and he saw Sebastian and went to him, "Hey are you ok Sebastian?" He was trembling slightly and he looked up at him, "I saw the way… He made you blush…" He said his voice shaking, "Y-you and…him?" He covered his mouth at the sudden realization and shut his eyes, not wanting to say it.

The blonde just stayed quite for a bit and he touched Sebastian's cheek, "I told you before, it was in the past… We had nothing at all, I was the only fool to love him, but he did not love me back~"

Sebastian looked at him and asked, "Do you still like him?"

"No… He was my… My first, he was the one who… Made me the way I am. It is hard to forget the things one does to you, even if it has been long ago. I do not like him Sebastian, I only like and love you~" Sebastian suddenly kissed the other and bit his lower lip till it bled, and he pulled away as he was called on stage, "Then I'll show him you are mine~" He said, with that determination in his eyes as he walked on stage his nervousness and fear suppressed with the strong urge to show that man he was more than worthy of Matthew.

The blonde blushed again and he touched his lips, and a small smirk came to them, he went back to his seat and Edward asked what happened, but he just told him to shut up and pay attention to Sebastian.

Sebastian became master of the stage, and everyone was his puppets. He had a fierce glint in his eyes as he shot a piercing look at Edward, and he owned the character he played. His steps perfected, his expression, his gestures, even his breathing was absolute perfection. He gave not one flaw or mistake as he dominated the entire building and he captivated the audience, his parents even watched in shock at his sudden 180.

Matthew just smiled as he watched Sebastian, his thoughts were filled with the other, his body wanting to hold the raven tightly and he was enchanted with every word that came from his lips.

When he neared the end he looked at the audience, and he told them Merry Christmas, but before they could applaud, he announced one last thing, "And Merry Christmas Matthew, my love~" He said looking at the blonde even as the crowd of hundreds watched, and he gave a brilliant smile as the entire building roared in applause. Matthew blushed softly and Edward looked at him and smirked, "I see now why you didn't want to continue our little game~" He stood up and passed the blushing blonde and he said to him, "Come, let us see your lover, I have much to tell him."

Matthew nodded and stood up as he went outside and waited for Sebastian by the gate like last time, Edward waiting on the opposite side, they were so different and yet similar in their actions, and he wondered how he ever fell in love with Edward, but he was glad it wasn't permanent, because he truly loved Sebastian.

Sebastian smiled as he dodged many fans, and he ran out the back again to avoid the crowd. He had lost his jacket to some crazy fans, so the snow landed on his bare shoulders of his t-shirts, and he went to Matthew, giving him a kiss, even if he hadn't said hi yet, but he did just because he knew the other would see.

Matthew was surprised by the kiss, but he wrapped his arms around Sebastian and deepened it for a short while and pulled away. "W-wow~ I should come see you backstage more often!" He panted softly, his breathing coming out in the cold wind as warm puffy clouds, and he turned his head towards Edward. The sand colored hair man smirked as he walked over and looked down at Sebastian, "So this is the little actor that has taken you from me, eh Matthew? Matthew held Sebastian tightly and nodded, "Yes, and I am now his Edward." The man just continued to smirk, and flicked the raven's head, "You have talent, but it is raw, and needs more work. Especially if you cannot even handle your own emotions on stage."

Sebastian looked up at the man, his eyes looking straight at the others, giving him a look that would scare a grown man. It was the look he used as he played the demon, and his voice was even. His posture that in which used to show power, and he did in fact look demonic, "Oh trust me~ It won't happen again~" He said, his smile stretching across his face.

Edward just smirked at this, his own eyes narrowing like a predator, and he whispered, "My my~ I wonder how would you taste little bird~ I've already tasted Matthew, I could try you, and I doubt you could stop me from taking you~ Everything Matthew has done, I have done to him~ And someone as young and…fragile as you, I wonder how you can handle being taken~" Matthew tightened his grip on Sebastian and he looked at Edward, "Edward that is enough! Calm yourself or I'll call Tabitha and tell her!" Edward immediately stopped and he just smiled and shrugged casually, "C'est la vie~ Matthew thank you for showing me… this little boy, and you are right. He will go far but he better be careful not to fall into the harsh cruel world of acting~ Bye and take care~ I hope to see you someday on stage Raven, I wish to see how far you will fly, maybe you'll even surpass me~" He laughed at this and walked away. Matthew just continued to hold Sebastian, even after the other had left, his body trembling slightly as he remembered the rough touches, but he shook his head and focused on Sebastian as he rubbed his cheek against him, trying to calm him down.

Sebastian though could only growl and he hissed, "I will surpass him, and I will crush him under the heel of my boot!" He felt angry that the other would look at him and speak of him in such a way in front of Matthew. The blonde could only laugh softly at this and he whispered, "You are so cute when you're angry, like a kitten~"

Sebastian flushed at that and pouted, "I'M NOT FUCKING CUTE!"

"You're right, you are fucking gorgeous~" He sealed his mouth over the fuming raven, and pulled him into a deep and passionate kiss. The raven could only blush and gave in to the kiss, and after a while he finally pulled away, and softly muttered, "If I am gorgeous, than you are the most amazingly beautiful man to have ever existed ~"

"Why thank you my little Raven~ So sweet when touched~ Maybe I should do so every time~" He chuckled at that and whispered, "I believe that I promised to take you after your performance, let's not keep you waiting~"

He could only smile at this, "No~ Let's not Love~" He kissed him again once more, and Matthew held his hand as he led the raven back to the library, and he whispered softly, "I'm never going to let you disappear from me my Angel~"