a/n: Hi guys! I'm back! I'm gonna be quite honest, I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. I already wrote this chapter before but it got deleted so i'm going to have to try and remember some parts of what I made before and put them here. Ugh. It's so annoying when that happens. :( But whatever.. here's the next chappie..

chapter 4

There I was in that old and lonely house doing completely nothing. It had been awfully quiet since John left so there was no one to talk to. What is taking him so long? It's getting dark, he should be home by now! I couldn't take the boredom any longer. I grabbed my coat and went out for a walk. The cold air hitting my skin. Thousands of stars shining in the dark sky, made Liverpool look more beautiful than what it usually looks like. The night was perfect. If only I had someone to spend it with me though..

"Didn't I tell ye to stay in the house?!"

I turned up to see John with an annoyed expression on his face. "Oh, cut yer trap, John! I was bored to death!" I complained. "Well yer gonna 'ave to deal with it cause I still 'ave a gig tonight." He said. "Can't I just go off on my own?" I whined. "No. It's not safe for a bird to walk these streets alone so I won't allow ye!","But John!" I pleaded.

"Or.. since ye couldn't keep yer bloody arse in me house, you can just come with us at the Cavern!" He exclaimed. "John, I can't! That place already got me in much trouble! I don't want to risk anything!" I said.

"Look Lucy, you ran away from home. Yer not gonna get into any trouble. You have all the freedom ye want. Now go get changed and I'll show you how to live yer life!" He said cheerfully.

I thought about it for awhile and maybe.. maybe it is time to change. I Don't have a family anymore.. I can do what I want. "You know what John, you're right! Thanks for that. No more rules! I-i'm free!" I shouted. "ugh.. Yeah..!" John said in agreement. "Now i'm gonna go dress like a whore!" I said jokingly while walking up the stairs. "Ya dirty girl!" John shouted as I laughed at his sarcastic comment.

I went searching for something decent to wear at the club. Fortunately, one of Beth's clothes magically ended up in my bag. It was a short bright yellow colored dress with thin spaghetti straps. I tried it on and saw how the dress was tight enough to show off my curves. I applied some make up and wore a pair of heels and then I was ready. I headed out of the house where John was waiting for me and we walked together to the Cavern.

"Ya weren't kidding, were ye?" He asked. "What's that supposed to mean?!" I frowned. "Ah, nothing. Just be yourself ok? Promise me that."

"Promise!" I smiled.

We made it to the Cavern and went through the back door. John led me backstage where I saw his bandmates tuning up their guitars and one was playing with his drumsticks. They all looked up at me and gave me judging glares. "Who's the bird?"

"Paul, this is Lucy Engman. Sleeps at me house all the time, ye know." John said with a wink as I rolled my eyes at him.

"James Paul McCartney. Just call me Paul. Nice to me ye, luv." He introduced himself as we shook hands.

Then the other guy tuning his guitar went up to join us. "Hey, name's George Harrison." He said shyly. "So yer the bands lead guitarist? I play to! Only the acoustic, though." I smiled. "Gear! I never knew a bird who could play." George said. "Thanks, I guess." I laughed.

Then another guy walked up to me, which I guess was the drummer. "Pete Best." then he walked off. Wow. That guys weird.

After meeting the rest of the band, they all said their goodbyes before going on stage while I was left sitting on their table. One song that caught my attention was when John sang 'Love Me Tender' by Elvis. John sang it beautifully while on the chorus, I noticed him taking quick glances at me which made me blush really hard. I don't know much about that boy but he seems so interesting to me.. he's beautiful. A dreamer. I knew right then that he'd rule the world one day. While there's me, that lonesome girl. She's lost. She doesn't know where she's going. Destined for a normal life just like everybody else. Knowing how my dreams would never come true cause i'm not special and that scares me. A lot.

After a few other songs, the band said goodbye to the audience for the night and then made their way to the table.

"That was amazing boys!" I exclaimed.

"Yeah, ugh.. I kinda made a mistake on the guitar solo though.." George said frowning.

"Don't worry about that Georgie, it's a club. They wouldn't notice. All ye need is a drink!" John cheered as he handed him a beer which he successfully took. "You want a beer, luv?" John asked. I nodded at him not even caring if I got drunk.

I started drinking the first bottle of alcohol.. then the second bottle.. then the third.. then the fourth..

I got up from the table and found myself walking towards the dance floor. I just stood there awkwardly waiting for something to happen. When suddenly a hand rested on my shoulder. I looked up to see George standing in front of me. "Wanna go and dance, luv?" He asked. "Sure." I politely answered. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands snaked on my waist as we swayed to a slow song playing.

"Yer a really cool bird, ye know?" He said.

"Not really." I giggled.

"What are you doing in John's house?" He asked. "He's helping me.. cause I ran away from home."

"What?!" His eyes widened in shock. "My mum and dad have been fighting for the past two years.. I cried myself to sleep every night.. and then my dad got mad and hit me." I explained trying not to cry.

"Oh, Lucy.. I'm so sorry. I didn't know how much you've been through." He comforted me with a long passionate hug. I rested my head on his shoulder and let out a single tear. I pulled back from him and wiped the broken tear away. "Let's go back, shall we?" I asked and he nodded.

We pushed through the crowd of people ignoring their rude glares, we finally made our way back to our table. I stopped dead to see John making out with a girl with long brunette hair and had a really short dress on. I could feel the tears streaming down my face as I ran out through the back door. I noticed George following me behind.

"Lucy!" He called for me. I turned to face him and he hugged me again like before. "It's alright, luv. Just let it all out." I cried harder. I didn't even know why I cried. Was I jealous? Cause it really felt like it. "By any chance.. do you fancy John, luv?" He asked. "I-I don't know.. maybe." I said.

"Come on. I'll walk you home, okay?" I nodded and than we started walking.

"I should just apologize about John. He's always like this, really. That's just some random bird he doesn't even have feelings for. I really think you're different, though." He said.

"Different?" I asked. "Yeah.. to him, you're not like those birds. He even decided to help you. You're really something special." He smiled.

We spent the whole trip home talking about every little thing that would pop up in our minds. Mostly it was something crazy, like asking each other if we ever tried sleeping naked and some were about guitars.

We both stopped at our tracks when we saw a cute little kitten slowing down past us. "Aw, George! Look how cute it is!" I said as George tried to pick up the kitten. I laughed seeing the small kitty running away from him. "Well it certainly doesn't like me." He said scratching his head. "Don't worry George. I like you!" I smiled at him while he blushed at my comment. Then within minutes, we arrived to John's place. We stood outside the door silently when finally George broke the silence.

"Well, I should be going now." He grinned.

"Thanks." I said. "Anytime." and then he started walking away.

I grabbed the keys to the door and successfully opened it when suddenly I felt a hand pull my arm. I faced up to see George. His lips slowly getting closer to mine. Without warning, he began kissing me intensely with his hands on my waist. His tongue entering my mouth as I placed one hand on his chest and the other on his shoulder. Soon enough, we found ourselves up in my room. He laid me down on my bed and begun undressing me. Revealing me completely naked and then it was his turn to strip out of his clothes. And minutes later, I had lost my virginity to George Harrison.

a/n: Yikes! Guess you weren't expecting that, were you? Let me just defend Lucy. Remember her drinking 4 beers? Yup. So that happened. I'll just leave the last part to your dirty imaginations.. hehehe. So thanks for all the reviews, guys! Helps me a lot. :)