I have seen a ton of stories where one of these characters is doing the wrong thing for the right reason. But no one ever discusses the other side of the coin. There is nobility in helping others regardless of the reasons it is being done. We help other to help others, but when it is done for the wrong reason, the one person that may be getting left out is the one that should be the most important person in that life. If someone is helping others to a point where they have little or nothing left for themself, they aren't helping themself, or anyone else in the long run. Losing something may be the only way to truly find yourself and a purpose.

This chapter contains adult content that will be marked for those who do not choose to read it by lines because preference is personal…

I'm gonna sound like a chick (sorry ladies) but, personally I think that if you aren't having fun and having just as much fun pleasing who you are with when you are being intimate-you aint doin it right, and it's always better with someone you love. On that note, a lot of people consider this kind of thing smut so I don't call it anything else, but if I write it, it is usually limited to once in a story and always has some kind of other implication to the story line. (Rarely more than once- because that would just be overkill and not the point of a story). After due consideration on my cryptic tendencies and changing significant things in a few of my stories by influence of a reader I have a great deal of respect for, (As I do all you other Godly readers/reviews/writers, he just happened to say something that caught me off gaurd and touched a 'Tic' because we have more in common than I suspected.) I have decided that this one isn't one that will be altered. I already said I would put it up and I don't lie. Had to take some silent advice by looking at another writer I like who really doesn't seem to care what anyone thinks about 'his' crap. (Not really positive its a guy, so that would be assuming but I am assuming) Everybody seems to hate his stuff and his reviews, while I suspect they are misunderstood and the point of his stories and reviews are often lost. After dealing with some more than aggrivating people for several hours that left me wanting to pull my hair out I managed to use the emotion to hammer out the details in a chapter last night that is a work in progress. I try to keep my notes on the chipper side but I'm not feeling it at the moment. All I can say is apologies to anyone I may offend for this story, because unlike Bogo's catch phrase of 'I don't care' the old bull obvioiusly does, as do I.

"Life is messy." ~Judy Hopps~

So here it is…

A notice for any reader; this is not a Disney cartoon. If you don't like stories that mess with your favorite characters this may not be for you. Last but not least, the mottos always hold.

";)Think like a fox

"It may look black and white, but everything in life can fall into the gray."

"Assume nothing."

Disclaimer; I do not own Zootopia or its characters.

The Double Edged Sword

Chapter 4; One Night Stand

(Yeah, this is that stupid song that got stuck in my head and where the story was originally meant to end. Thanks Sis.)

Judy made her way back to her building she held in the emotional onslaught that was wracking her chest. When she slid out of the elevator she was greeted by two horned mammals who stood looking at her like they had lockjaw. A weak smile and Bucky finally blinked looking her over. "Damn salty. Who was the lucky guy?" he asked looking at her and then Pronk. She half choked on a giggle hearing the nickname they had given her when she thought about how they explained salt was more like sugar for their species than a spice most used on everyday foods.

"No lucky guy Bucky, just dinner with some friends," she replied.

"Whew- I'd hate to see what you were like if you were on a date looking like that salty. For a farm girl you sure look like you belong in a centerfold somewhere right now." Bucky said as he twisted his lips into a grin. "Good thing I'm in love with this oaf or I might be chasing you right now."

"Hey," Pronk sent a playful warning as Bucky chuckled and stuck an arm over his shoulder.

"Thanks guys, but I really need to get some sleep. It's going to be a long day tomorrow."

They both looked at her letting their shoulders loose as she tried to get past them fighting tears. "Judy, we could always beat someone up for you if it would make you feel better," Bucky said as he twisted his lip. She turned back to them giggling sadly as she shook her head.

"You know I'm a cop guys, and I appreciate the sentiment but I'm a big girl, and like I said, just dinner with some friends." When the two stopped her again she let out a heavy breath.

"Want some tea?" Bucky asked with concern as Pronk nodded.

"We got some of that imported stuff you like yesterday and I made some butter cookies too." Pronk added as they both smiled and she shook her head lightly opening her door.

"Thanks guys, but I just kinda want to be alone for a while."

She overheard them mumbling about checking on her later and smiled as she shut her door. Pulling herself out of the dress Fru Fru had gotten for her and not bothering getting cleaned up she fell onto the little chair in front of her window and closed the curtains. She slipped into her pajamas and crawled into bed as her feelings consumed her and she let herself go as she burrowed into her covers and pillow. Sleep overrode her emotional breakdown as her eyes fell closed and she was once again lost in dreams of days running through fields. Her father hammering on old boards drew her up and she nearly fell out of the bed and stumbled to her door. Nick stood there and clamped a paw over his muzzle trying not to laugh as he saw her feet poke out from behind the door. All the humor left him when she finally stuck her head out from behind the wood with swollen eyes that weren't anywhere near focused as she mumbled about being fine and telling Bucky and Pronk she would see them in the morning.

The carrot pajamas she was wearing didn't do anything to help his image of her in his mind as she stumbled back to her bed still asleep. The green leafy appendages that were meant to look like ears that sprang from the hood on her head flopped with her back into the bed as plush orange fabric twisted around her frame. She curled into a ball looking like a squat carrot that almost had him laughing out loud. That was, until he heard her sigh and a shuttering breath escaped her. His eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room and finally caught the full light of her face revealing the makeup that was smudged around her eyes. Though the rest of her face still looked as set as it had earlier in the night the mascara and eyeliner had pooled into the hollows of her eyes making her look like someone had socked her a couple of good blows as he stood there in her still open door.

He knew she wasn't a night mammal and didn't stay up in the late hours. He had seen her on a few occasions when she had been asked to work a night shift. The sight of her dragging herself through what would be considered a 'day' during one of those shifts had made him tease her relentlessly as she tried to keep her eyes open. Now the fact that she had worn herself thin due to his own actions had him stuffing the fact that she was dressed like twelve year old into his throat.

He nearly yelped when a stuffed animal struck him in the chest and bent over picking up what had his brow curling and then smirked as he rolled it in his paw seeing the stuffed fox with a badge pinned to the front of it. "Turn the light off Becky before Mom catches you sneaking in. I don't want to be up all night listening to Mom and Dad screaming at you again." She grumbled as she rolled over and Nick scoffed before he snickered.

"Judy," he said through chuckles as she sat up groaning.

"Brian are you crazy? If Daddy catches you in here he'll put a pitch fork through your tail." Nick pulled his lips into his mouth trying not to break his own sternum as he shook off the hilarity.

"I'll remember that if I ever meet your Dad Carrots." Saying the name was enough for her to roll over and sit up and he was sure if there hadn't been a hood on her head her ears would have shot up like antennas as her eyes went wide seeing him standing in the door for the first time since she'd opened it. "Guess I got the nickname right," he snickered and she looked down at the pajamas clutching at them as her cheeks burned.

"Nick, w-what are you doing here?" she asked as she rubbed her paws on the legs of the one piece footie she was wearing.

He took a breath holding it for a second before motioning into the room "Can I come in?" When she tilted her head forward and scooted back on her bed he closed the door flipping the light switch on before walking to the chair in front of her desk and landing in it with a sigh.

"I ugh, didn't want to leave things like this between us. I shouldn't have said what I did earlier tonight Carrots." Judy stared at him before her eyes hit the floor and she shook her head.

"You meant it, no reason to apologize for thinking the way you do Nick. It's understandable." Judy pulled her hood down letting it drape over her shoulders as Nick scratched his neck.

"Not excuseable though Carrots. There was no reason for me to say what I did and I'd like us to part ways on good terms if you could forgive me that trespass." She looked at her clock and rolled her eyes.

"Forget it Nick, like I told some friends earlier I'm a big girl, I'll live. People get over broken hearts all the time and just because I'm a dumb bunny doesn't make me any different." Nick shifted in the chair folding his paws together.

"Not terribly convincing Carrots," he said and she looked back at him with lowered brows and a frown.

"I'm sorry Nick. I'd hate to hurt your feelings by not doing things that might make you feel better right now."

"Damn it," Nick cursed as he looked off to the other side of the room. "This isn't going the way I wanted it to. I'd really love to not get slapped in the face anymore tonight." When Judy set her ears high he looked to the ceiling "Finnick said something similar to me earlier." As Judy looked him in the eyes again he deflated and curled his lip. "Said something along the lines of me not having the right to make other peoples choices for them and just because you two were younger didn't give me the right to dismiss how you felt."

Judy scoffed and stood from the bed "Wise for someone his age isn't he Nick? Not that you would really know how I feel anyway."

"Oh yeah, you didn't make that blaringly clear while making sure I looked and felt like a complete ass in front of a room full of stuck up rich mammals," Nick spat as he glared at her.

"Really Nick? You think I did that just to make you look bad? I mean who do you think you are anyway? Do you really think I do things just to get to you?" She asked as she stood thumping her foot against the wooden floor.

"I think you do a lot of things to try and get my attention. I think you're too damn young to understand exactly what you really want or the implications it would cause in your life. The way you were dressed tonight and after watching you shoving your tongue down Finnicks throat made it pretty obvious you aren't as innocent as you'd like me to think and I'm really sick of trying to avoid playing this game with you rabbit. As much as you flaunt yourself around in front of me and make a point of looking so God damn cute doesn't negate the fact that you are ridiculously attractive regardless of the dumb bunny persona that you wear so well. And I'm sick of you trying to entice me into your bed!"

Judy stood there shocked by his words as he narrowed his eyes, "Though I have to admit that outfit you're currently wearing is definitely keeping me in check," he hissed.

"Attractive? ENTICE YOU INTO MY B-" she barked and he rolled his eyes.

"Well I'm not blind! I wasn't lying when I said it earlier or any other time. I'm a guy for Gods sake. It's not like the idea hasn't crossed my mind Carrots. But it would be just another way for me to h-

"You think I'm attractive and that I've been trying to – seduce you?" She asked as she deadpanned him and Nick deadpanned her. "If I wanted to do that Nick how hard do you think it would be? I didn't say I was inexperienced. And don't do me any favors by saying something that's just an outright lie or trying to spare my feelings! The least you could do is be honest!"

Nick looked her over huffing as he pointed to her pajamas. "You want honest, fine. Those the ones your sister gave you for your birthday?" he asked and she looked at them and back as she nodded her head. "Uh hu, you were also lost in bunny borough land at the park today so you are missing your family Carrots. You're lonely. You need something to hold onto so you don't feel that way. I believe it's the reason you think you are in love with me. You're off in a big city where there aren't a lot of rabbits around and miss the affection you got at home. On top of that you have this innate desire to defy the whole damn world. Being the first bunny cop wasn't enough, you had to try to get the first fox cop on top of that and now you think getting into a bed with one might either erase that failure or somehow right the wrong you think was your fault for getting me into it to begin with."

As they stared at each other Judy tipped her head to one side before she chuckled making him raise one brow when he understood the sound of it was almost – evil, far to knowing for the little bunny in front of him. "You know it all don't you Nick?" she asked and he turned his eyes away from her just long enough to wish he hadn't. Because when he turned back she stood there in nothing but a pair of lacy panties that were nearly invisible against her fur as the orange fabric from her pajamas landed around her feet and ankles. She kicked it away and stepped right between his legs as he lifted his head away from her and she pursed her lips at the wide eyed fox sitting in her chair.

"If I wanted to seduce you I would have already, I miss my family more than you will ever understand right now, but it has nothing to do with how I feel about you. As for me trying to fix the world I gave up on that the day you walked away and said you wouldn't try again. I'm not a naïve little baby Nick. I've seen enough of the world through your eyes and being a cop to know how things work, as for getting you into my bed- I'm not completely naïve in that department either, but don't do me any favors because I'm sure that would be sooo much of a sacrifice for you to make. Now, GET OUT!" she screamed as tears finally made their way down her cheeks. Nick sat there locked in her eyes before she turned and hopped back into her bed.

Son of a bitch. He thought as he stood from the chair and startled when a sharp knocking came from the door. "Judy? Are you alright? Do we need to call the cops?" Judy shot from her bed in front of Nick pulling the door open.

"Judy wait! You don't have any cloth-

Two antlered males stood at the door blinking and Nick swallowed as they caught sight of the nearly naked female who had been crying in front of them and turned angry eyes on him. I'm dead-I'm dead-I'm so dead! There was nowhere to hide or any action he could take in the tiny room as Bucky stormed in leaving another buck grinding his teeth at the door. Everything happened so fast Nick was surprised he was still breathing after Judy hopped in front of him screaming and he wasn't sure what happened during the little scuffle or how her lips had landed on his when he fell back yelping and found the two males blinking in shock as Judy stood there with a trembling jaw.

"See, it's not what you think. He doesn't want me and that's what's going on." Bucky and Pronk looked at Nick with furrowed brows as his lips cinched together and he jumped off the floor.

"Are you crazy rabbit?" Judy squeaked as he snatched her into his arms pulling her into a heated kiss that left Bucky and Pronk standing with surprised o's on their lips. When he pulled back Judy's ears had fallen and she was panting as he shook his head "I never said I didn't want you you dumb bunny. I just don't want to hurt you."

As Judy finally managed to open her eyes Bucky was trying to shoo Pronk out the door. "Oh deer," Pronk said as Bucky kept shoving him into the hall.

"Shush shush! He's that fox," Nick heard Bucky whispering as he closed the door behind them and Nick looked back to find Judy blushing heavily as he pulled his arms around her tighter.

"Carrots, if this is really what you want, it's not going to be any kind of sacrifice for me. I have thought about it more than I'd like to admit. But I don't want you to think it will be something more than it is and it's easy to get one thing confused with another." When she wrapped her arms around his neck looking him in the face he shrugged his shoulders as he looked at her knowing she already knew her answer. She pulled back slightly as he cringed "I'm… a lot more than just nervous about this Judy."

"Nick are you ugh, you know?" He threw his head back laughing.

"Gods no. I'm almost thirty six and you're, and I'm," he motioned between the two after pulling away.

"A bunny and a fox?" she asked and he nodded solemnly as she giggled.

"I'm glad you can find some kind of humor in this whole thing because I won't think it's funny if I do, hurt you I mean. No I'm not inexperienced either, but I've never been with a bunny." Judy sat on her bed suddenly realizing she was nearly naked and covered her chest as she folded her arms.

Nick chuckled "You're going to get shy now after prancing around naked in front of three guys?" he asked and she rolled her eyes.

"My oldest sister was married to a hyena so I just…anyway, Nick they are married and have been for about seven years. We all go to the sauna together twice a month so there isn't much of me they haven't seen anyway."

He rolled his neck with an 'ah' of understanding before he narrowed his eyes and grinned. "And you talk to them about - things?" he asked and jolted as Pronk yelled through the thin walls.

"ALL KINDS OF THINGS FOX!"

"PRONK-STOP BEING NOSEY AND LEAVE SALTY ALONE!"
"SHUTUP! I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP!"
"YOU CAN HELP BY STOP BEING NOSY. AND SHUTUP YOURSELF!"
"YOU SHUT UP!"
"NO YOU SHUT UP!"

Judy let her head fall into her paws as she groaned and Nick snickered "Salty?"

"YEAH BECAUSE SHE'S SO CUTE AND SMALL YOU'D JUST LIKE TO EAT HER UP!
Bucky yelled and Pronk replied with 'HEY!'

"I DIDN'T SAY I WANTED TO EAT HER UP, THE FOX CAN DO THAT. I'D RATHER EAT YOU UP!"

"SHUTTING UP!" Pronk squeaked and Judy's ears were on fire even before she heard Bucky growl and a loud blast of music turned on drowning their voices as Nick laughed. His face became pensive as he took a seat in the chair and waited for her eyes to meet him again.

"Judy, are you sure this is what you want? This is how you want to…. say goodbye? Do you know anything about canines when it comes to," He was cut off when she jumped from the chair and landed in front of him grabbing the silk tie still cinched against his collared shirt.

"Hyena Nick. Talk is cheap. Actions speak louder than words, stop talking dumb fox." His paws went to her hips as her lips pressed to his and it took less than the whisper of a thought before a kiss blew both their minds away from any rational thought. Thick paw pads dug into ample hips and tiny squeaks echoed through his ears and muzzle as he lifted her off the floor and took two steps to her bed. Bright purple bewildered eyes stared up after being thrown to the mattress looking into the slit green eyes of a hunter staring back at her.

"Ever been with a predator before Carrots?" He smirked as she shook her head and gulped as he crawled onto the bed moving to her like he was stalking his prey. "It a 'Wilde' ride bunny." Judy rolled her eyes as she giggled falling back into the bed as he finally looked directly down to her grinning.

"Gods you are so corny," she laughed as he bounced his brows.

~WARNING~

"I guess it's a good thing you're a vegetarian then isn't it rabbit?" He let out a startled yelp as she somehow managed to flip him over and land on his chest and he was looking at her in wonder as she smiled and leaned in licking his neck all the way down his chest. The shirt was unbuttoned and pants left half over his hips as she crawled down his longer torso. "Oh shit," he growled as she finally reached his foxhood and looked down to see her wide eyes staring up at him as she ran her tongue around the tip. He turned his brow and she could see the nervous tick of his breath as he watched her.

"Scared?" she asked and he scrunched his muzzle.

"Ugh, how do you plan on doing that with your…teeth?"

Judy giggled and shook her head "You're afraid of my teeth?" Then she understood it as he looked at her mouth. She pressed him back smiling "Just trust me."

He sucked air through his teeth as she pulled the top into her mouth and kept his eyes on her as she started bobbing up and down while his paws had clenched around his thumbs. An involuntary thrust of excitement had her pulling away as she gagged and he laughed as she looked up at him wiping her mouth off with watering eyes.

"Never had anything that big in your mouth hu Carrots? Not the same as a rabbit is it." he asked and she narrowed her eyes as she shook her head.

"No, am I hurting you?"

He lifted to his elbows raising his brows and shaking his head. "Gods no and why did you stop?!" The proud little smile on her face as she looked at his nether regions again had him falling back into the bed.

"And keep doing that thing with your teeth. I like it." She giggled as she pulled him back into her mouth and slowed her motions watching him jump a little each time she barely brushed her teeth over the head and ran them across the top only to pull him back in and let the rise in her chest grow as he started a low growl of pleased content. A growl that grew a little louder and defined as she wrapped both paws around his knot and started stroking him from top to bottom in all the areas her mouth couldn't fit.

It didn't take long before he was panting and clutching her shoulders almost painfully when he finally sucked in a deep breath "Stop. You have to stop Carrots or things are going to get messy really fast." When she drew back slowly running her teeth over his head again he shuttered as his foxhood left her mouth with a wet pop. "Damn Carrots," he half stuttered as he watched her lick her lips.

"Are you done already?" she asked with a cocky tilt of her lips and he narrowed his eyes smiling mischievously.

"I haven't even gotten started yet bunny." She yelped when he pushed her to the side standing from the bed and stripping himself of his clothes. There was no word to describe the pleasure he was feeling as she watched him pull his shirt off and toss his pants to the side with a foot and her eyes wandered all over his body like she was looking at the lost treasure of Atlantis. She looked so damn cute it was impossible to hide the throb of desire that shot through him and her eyes twinkled with want as his foxhood bounced in front of her.

An 'eep' left her when he surprised her by grabbing her shoulder and pulling her to him as he landed one heavy paw against the wall across her bed. Her blunt claws dug into his hips as he pressed her head forward and down and one paw tightened over her shoulder after pulling it from the wall. "You wanted this rabbit, hop to it." She gave him a dirty look as she shoved his paw off her head looking up at him as she pulled both his paws to her ears. Nick raised one brow as she set one and then the other of her ears in his paws.

"Handle bars," she said and he snickered as she grinned. She took hold of his knot again and gave him a scolding squeeze as he growled into his own mouth trying to keep his eyes open and on her. "Just don't do that- in my mouth unless you want to take a shower before this ends." When he crinkled his snout and nodded acceptance she giggled and threw her mouth over him again raking her teeth along as much of his length that she could fit in her mouth. Fifteen minutes later Nick was panting for breath again and her ears looked like crushed tissue paper in his paws before he shoved her back on the bed growling.

"Enough of that, I think it's about time I took Finnicks advice. Last chance Carrots. If you're going to change your mind this is the time to do it or you're going to get the whole experience." When she looked up at him blinking he leaned his face in to her "Teeth, claws, growling, biting and everything else that goes with it. The whole nine yards."

"Biting?" she asked with some trepidation and his smile grew as his eyes narrowed.

"You didn't seem to have a problem asking for that earlier today. Is there a difference now?" She looked around almost bashfully as she shook her head and Nick lunged forward throwing her head back and locking his jaw around her throat. He kept a steady growl going expecting her to back off and watched her through his tilted eye as she gasped and her eyes fell closed before her paws shot to his muzzle and her whole body went limp under his grasp. Son of a- holy shit! His mind was overtaken by the scent of her arousal spiking through his nostrils and the growl he had attempted to control broke free as his teeth tightened around her throat. He let go nuzzling into the fur of her neck as she struggled to catch her breath as he moved to her chest. She let off another whine and shivered as he clamped one nipple in his teeth rolling it on his tongue as he chuckled. She was lost in her own desire and sensations as he snaked one paw over her shoulder and he smiled with glee as her back arched when his paw curved down her side and under her rear lifting her hips off the bed. He kept her lifted slightly as his tongue ran over her chest and neck and then down her belly to her core as he pulled off a pair of tiny underwear. He was watching her writhe as he ran a thumb over her mound and dipped his head between her thighs.

One long slow slide of his tongue over her and she clutched the pillow at each side of her head while her teeth poked out of her mouth and her cheeks puffed with each breath she took trying to contain any noise she might be making. Nick was watching her every move and expressions and was grateful the music next door had been turned on to drown out the sounds of her neighbors, but he wasn't sure it was going to be loud enough to drown out Judy. Not with the way she was huffing and desperately trying not to scream as he raked his front teeth over her nub and her body went stiff before she was wracking against the bed.

He had to grab her hips and hold her in place and he curled his tongue into the shape of a straw and thrust into her watching as she gasped and curled to the ceiling before she fell back into the pillow huffing again. As he lifted her hips and pulled her into his open mouth uncurling his tongue a brief insanity took over and he would reflect later on how it had affected him when several facts couldn't register as the taste of rabbit, and her blood washed over his tongue. One; She wasn't lying or bragging. Two; there was a reason predators started eating bugs and avoiding any kind of red meat. Three; he didn't like how she tasted. He loved it, far too much for what he was currently doing. Because bugs and protein supplements had a certain flavor that all predators had adapted to over time and forgotten the taste of red meat, fish and chicken was nowhere near as good as this.

A primal desire locked into biology and evolution took over every possible thought process becoming civilized could have instilled as he opened his mouth and started savoring the taste of the rabbit in his mouth. The only thing that snapped him back to reality, was her doing the one thing she shouldn't have done. Because he wanted to eat her- not in the sense he currently was, not figuratively, not metaphorically- but literally! That crazy little rabbit had wrapped her legs around his head and accidentally or not, pulled nearly all of her body into his mouth by tightening her legs.

He could feel the rise and fall of her ribs against his front teeth and her tail against the bottom of the inside of his mouth, he fought to keep his eyes open and mind in place while he kept rolling his tongue through and around the rabbit who was rippling and clinching around his tongue. The vibrations of his growling only sent her tumbling over the edge again as she curled the front of her body over his face and her tiny claws dug into his skin just behind his ears as she screamed his name. He pulled himself back to sanity and pressed her back to the bed using both paws on her shoulders to hold her in place and his eyes shot to the side as the music next door stopped. One paw covered her mouth muffling her screaming his name and he knocked sharply on the wall as he slowly started pulling his tongue from the rabbit he was devouring…

Bucky and Pronk sat up from their couch and personal make out session after they had clicked off the stereo with the remote and went wide eyed as they heard Judy screaming Nick's name next door. "I think she finally caught him," Bucky said as Pronk snickered and turned the stereo back up after hearing her muffled screams and several knocks on the wall. Nick half choked on his own tongue as he heard what the kudu had said, because if they could see what he was currently doing they would know it was exactly the opposite as he leaned up watching Judy still gasping for air and licking around his jaw. He kept his paw clamped over her muzzle as he licked and groomed every fold between her thighs listening and watching her whimpering each time his tongue snaked over a sensitive spot. When he finally pulled himself up and locked his mouth with hers her eyes fluttered and he grinned at her.

"Satisfied now?" he asked and was jerked back to her waiting lips as she tried to suffocate him with her breath. Guess not. He half wondered to himself if all rabbits were insatiable and chuckled as he jerked away from her leaving her still chasing his lips. A curious bunny watched as he slipped over the edge of the bed that his feet had been hanging over the edge of and squeaked as he locked his jaw around her ankle yanking her off the bed in front of him.

As he flipped her around and laid her over the bed he half spat at her ears and gave her a lifted brow as she looked back at him over her shoulder "Those ears of yours are like blinders when your right in front of me Carrots, and I really want to watch this." Her cheeks lit up as she let her ears start to fall and she squeaked again as he grabbed them both in his mouth and clamp his teeth into them pulling her head back as he growled at her. He felt her whole body tremble as he dropped to his knees behind her and slid his length between her thighs.

"Judy?" he whispered in her ear as he pulled her back against his chest, the arms he had wrapped around her tensed as she picked up his paw in hers and ran her lips over his fingers and paw pads. The whisper of her breath teased the flesh and fur around his palm and fingers making the fur on the back of his neck stand on end as the inner side of her bottom lip drug over his skin. He nearly fumbled with himself and her as his other paw slid down her front pressing himself into position with his fingers as he tried to pull her a little farther apart and spread her legs more. As he nudged her entrance she took a deep breath pulling his paw over her mouth where she held it in place. He understood the unspoken request but kept his fingers loose to let her catch her breath if needed as he pressed forward.

When she winced and nearly hissed as he pressed past her entrance he held back waiting for her to ready herself and was surprised when one of her paws grabbed his other one pulling it down to her hip. She put some light pressure on his paw and kept her grip on him as he pressed again and she pushed his paw down urging him forward as the claws on each of her paws dug into the tops of his. He couldn't help the growl that slipped out as he watched her clench her eyes shut and a few tears slipped as she adjusted to the stinging and burning sensation of him entering her, but the smile he felt under his paw was all he needed to know about where she was as he thrust forward and clamped his paw over her muzzle as she squealed.

Nick waited until she let go of his paws and curled his arms around her as she leveled her breathing again before slowly lowering her in front of him to lay over the bed. A few slow glides and he was grinding his jaw at the velvety wet cocoon of her being wrapped around him tighter than any female he had ever been with. Not to mention the fact that her reactions to him were off the scale compared to the mostly shallow meetings he had had in the past. He would have felt guilty knowing he would be gone in the morning before she woke, but it was squashed before it ever took hold of him when she did instead. As much as he would have loved to see the sight of himself sliding in and out of her, he couldn't peel his eyes away from watching her face and how her body twisted and curled with every touch of his paws and thrust of his hips as she clamped around him the first time.

The first orgasm she had with him in her was enough to make her lose the ability to scream again. The third was what caused her to lose the ability to hold her own weight on her feet as her legs gave out. Nick pressed her to the bed almost thanking the Gods that she hadn't been with anyone before, because he was at his limit and he hadn't even knotted her yet. If she had any certain expectations from him, he was fairly sure he had met them but he needed leverage for several different reasons and blew them off as he grabbed the opposite side of the mattress and clenched his jaw before he pushed forward enough to get everything into her.

Damn, not even the air she was breathing seemed sufficient in comparison to how badly she kept begging for more of him with every movement she made as she pressed back into him like she was trying to suck his hips into her body. Judy curled into him further as he threw several short thrust and locked into her grunting. If that wasn't enough to do him in, it did her, and that was it. As Judy felt him lock and swell into her, a rush of heat flooded her core as his seed shot forward and she fell over the edge harder than she had at any point in the evening. Nick had folded his arms under her trembling body around her chest and arms and was huffing in her ears, watching as her eyes clamped shut and she attempted to open her mouth to breath letting out something between a squeak and a croak. As she rippled and curled around him harder than she had at any other time before this point he growled and closed his eyes. Completely lost in the sensation of feeling her just before he lifted a paw to her cheek and let her curl into it as she passed out looking up at him.

"Damn," he huffed as he folded her ears away from her softly smiling face. He sat back on his haunches gently pulling her into his lap before he placed one arm under her legs lifting her as he stood. He was careful about jostling her while they were locked together as he laid down beside her trying to get comfortable in her tiny bed. The only option he had was to curl around her and place his head resting just above hers. He was trying to keep his laughter at a low level when she started purring and sighed as he let his chin rest on her head above the pillow they were sharing. "I'm going to miss you Carrots. I'm sorry this is how things are, but I really am going to miss you."

~END~

Nick didn't sleep much that night, and it had nothing to do with being nocturnal. Judy had pulled him out of his sleepy haze on more occasions than he had managed to count and ravaged him like she was starving through the night. They had talked all night and she had told him everything about how she felt. He had listened with a smile and been flattered beyond words but had also been surprised when he had told her how things were going to be. She had accepted it telling him she would respect his wishes and stay away if he thought that was what was best. Even though she did make it clear she thought the he was an idiot for thinking she wouldn't want to be around him just because of what others thought or how it might make her look or affect her career. She had mocked him giggling as she mouthed the words he said "That's just the way it is." Bleh bleh bleh -she said and he chuckled as he pulled her back into his arms telling her he was going to miss her when he knew she would hear it.

When dawn finally cracked the two were wound around each other as daylight tried to break through Judy's curtain. She groaned as she curled into the comfortable musky smelling fur she was wrapped in. An odd sensation brought her ears up as she fought to curl back into sleep until she realized it wasn't the sound of the trash truck outside and was an actual physical sensation that made her open her eyes and lower her brow in confusion. As she tried to sit up not disturbing the fox beside her, her ears whipped to the side as her paw laid against his chest and he pulled her back into his arms. No-no-no no she thought as he pulled her closer and froze as he ran his muzzle along her cheek and over her head. NO! As she tried to sit up to look at him her face curled into sorrow as she fought not to start sobbing. He's asleep, he doesn't even know he's doing this and "EEP!"

She clapped both paws over her mouth as he pulled her under his chin rumbling with a possessive growl and marked her again just before his teeth sank into her shoulder. Oh gods what have I done?! Judy wiggled out of his arms and tail after he let go and stuck her pillow where she had been laying watching him curl around it as she hiccupped as silently as possible. She laid a light kiss on his nose and watched him grow a smile humming sleepily before she carefully threw on the skirt to the dress she had been wearing and a shirt. Picking up the rucksack she had sitting at the end of her bed, she plucked the rose from the closet she had planned to give Nick after their dinner date and left it on the table next to the bed. Quiet tears fell and she picked up the note pad on her desk. ~Sorry I missed seeing you off. I had some things to take care of today. It was a crazy night, I had a really good time. ~ Don't do it Judy, Don't' do it. She thought before she shook her head and wrote the last of her message.
~ Goodbye Nick. I love you, Judy ~

She took one look around the room and spotted the stuffed fox Nick had bought for her picking it up and stuffing it in her bag before she rushed from the room quietly closing the door after looking at him one last time. She stood outside the tiny apartment with her head against the door as she fell apart "I'm sorry Nick, I'm so sorry." She sniffled and when she heard the elevator doors open rushed to the stairs making her way out of the building as she made a quick phone call before fading into the crowd.