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Chappie 4

(still Kaiba's P.O.V.)

To the normal view people would say I've only known Joey for 5 days maybe? But now I know for sure I have found my childhood love again. It was like meeting him for the first time all over. As I breath in his scent I sigh. I wonder if he remembers any of this…We fought exactly as before when we met. Then we became good friends. I can remember it as clearly as if it were happening now.

One day, when I got in a fight with a bloody lip almost getting suspended from elementary school. I told Joey in our first grade class during snack time that I'd be moving. Tears ran down his face as he hugged me. Don't go he said. I smiled sadly and hugged him back. Then he looked up at me with those beautiful puppy brown eyes and I stole from him his VERY first kiss. I love you Seto I swear on my life I will meet you again. Then a man came in and took me away.

Since I met my one and only special someone again it feels like I fell for them all over. The paradise in my heart is just my love for Joey. If only he would remember me or at least love again for the smallest second just so I could taste the feeling again. Get a glimpse of what I once had before I got ripped away from it. I open my eyes to a bright Saturday morning. The warmth by my side is now sitting in front of the T.V. watching Saturday morning cartoons with Ryou. I climb out of bed and sit next to Joey. During commercials Ryou and Joey would so a quick sign language lesson.

It was actually quite funny to watch. Ryou doing a symbol so quickly Joey didn't catch it making them miss some of their show. Which Joey got side tracked by anyways. Just as the third show came on a large banging noise was heard coming from our door. Joey ran to the door and opened it revealing a very pissed off Bakura. "Ryou, where the hell were you!? I fucking thought you got hurt or something!" Ryou just stared. "Why the hell didn't you stay home bitch!?" Then I saw something snap in Ryou's eyes.

"You know what Bakura!? I'm not a fucking pet! I don't need to stay behind and wait for you just because you decide to leave me alone" Bakura looked shocked then pulled on an angry face. "YES YOU DO BITCH I AM YOUR WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!" Ryou ran up to Bakura and punched him really hard in the face not really aiming for anywhere then ran. Bakura started cussing loudly holding his nose. "I bet this is all your fault" Bakura said staring at my Joey. Joey glared. The silver haired demon swore revenge and ran off. Joey shrugged it off and ran a hand through his hair.

The way he moved showed so much emotion. I wonder how he does that. I look to his bed and see a doll the one he was hugging tightly the one night he went into the doll syndrome. I recognized it as soon as I saw it. It was Serenity the most kindest person I ever met. Tear stains ran down her face but I knew the tears aren't hers they were Joey's. Confusing a toy doll of his sister cries her brothers dry tears. But then it occurred to me why was he here. He certainly didn't belong here and where did Serenity go?

Joey snatched the doll out of my hand. Silently as usual he told me through his eyes that is I touched her again I would be in a lot of pain. I said sorry and moved away from him sitting down on my bed never stopping my stare the penetrated through his skin. His eyes were cold and lifeless but that was just a cover. Deeper into his soul he was crying again. Strong as he may be those tears are made of blood. His heart is crying and his walls are going higher. I swear my ichi ai I will find a way to make you happy again I'll try don't give up hope my love.

~Back to our lovely mute Joey's point of view~

I look at Serenity's doll. Why does Kaiba have to get up in my business man. I find my doll on the floor and roll my eyes. The little look alike me is someone I don't want to see especially when I look in a mirror. I walk letting my feet take me where ever they want to go I close my eyes. Suddenly I feel as if I'm outside, I open my eyes to see that I am. At the same beautiful still lake. A wind blow not rippling the waters. I look at Serenity's doll and lay her so she's leaning on a tree. I close my eyes as the cold wind dances around me.

~*~The cold air danced around me as did the colorful fall leaves. Alone I sat on those rubber swings with metal chains holding them up. I sat there crying. Serenity I hope you'll come back someday. She had left with mother this morning and I couldn't come for that dreadful man called my father held me back. I felt truly alone. I didn't have school for it was summer. Then I opened my eyes to a face. Their bangs were blowing in the wind and I could barely see their eyes. "You're alone too?" I nod sadly. "We could be alone together." I look up at the boy and I let him, take my hand. He look back at me with beautiful blue eyes. ~*~

I jump. What the Junk was that!? My mind raced. I don't remember that. Seto. No don't think of him right now. I stare as it seemed nothing moved. I wasn't either. My heart was still beating yes. But I was so still I felt like a human statue. Winter was coming soon. The chills in the wind where the most obvious hints. Seto. Dammit head shut up. I get up and walk making sure to pick up the Serenity doll before leaving. I walk away from this place not looking at it's beauty this time but it's weird feeling. Like it was missing something.

I walk back to the room and I see Kaiba laying on his stomach doing his homework. "Hey Joey aren't you going to do your history homework?" He asked not looking up from his work. I nodded and opened up my homework folder. On the paper the teacher handed out it read: Write about your childhood. I froze. My childhood? What happened there? I tried to think but kept drawing blanks. I know I had one everyone has one but what happened to mine? Frustrated, I snap my pencil in two with one hand. Cheap pencil. "Are you alright" Kaiba asked from his place this time looking up at me. I shake my head no. "What's the matter?"

I stare at him and urge to remember. Why cant I remember? What's wrong with me. I don't recall ever having a past now. Not since I was 13. Kaiba grabbed my shoulders and look me strait in the eye. "What's wrong?" He asked sternly. I handed him my assignment paper which had I don't remember written and dark black ink. "It's okay Joey" He looked back at my paper then dropped it. "I'm sure the teacher will accept it." He said then turned back to his work. I noticed he seemed a bit sadder then usual.

Then a moment of silence passed and then our door slammed open. "It's time for me to get my revenge on you worthless mutt" Bakura said with a evil grin plastered on his face. I stared coldly at his pulling my shirt down so he would have a perfect shot at my heart. I bring the world pain. I'm in forever silence and pain. No one would notice if I were gone. Kill me now release me from the burden and secrets I hold. Give me my demonic wings and let me take the spot next to my lord Lucifer.

Kaiba's face paled. Bakura stared and dropped the knife. "How can I kill someone who's pale face who's honey brown eye's reflect the sadness in my life." He dropped his knife and ran off. Kaiba regained his natural color. "Don't you care if you die or live?" I shook my head no. Life is just the beginning of death and death is the ending of life. No matter how hard they try they'll always walk hand in hand.

Another knock on the door this one calmer and more normal than the other. Kaiba answers the door. "Joey it's Malik." I get up and greet him with a peace sign. "Hey Long time no problems. It's almost like you don't exsist now. What's up?" I shrug and invite him in. "Joey I have to ask you for some advice. I think I have a problem." I nod. He sounds pretty serious even a bit scared. We walk over to my side of the room. What's the problem I write. "Well…."

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Pawprints: - -;; okay this chapter sucked and changed the whole course of the story. But, I had to make up a reason

For Kaiba falling for Joey so early.

Dizzy: ^^ nice save! Wh00t!

Pawprints: Well tell us what you think! And for all of you who said Cecilia are correct! That is the deaf woman she

Is about Joey's age in the story so it makes more sense.

Dizzy: Please review!