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Chapter Four
Broken
Seth's grip around my wrist tightens. I zone back into reality after staring at Atemu for…awhile? I'm not even sure how long it had been. I blinked a few times and yawned. The chamber was almost empty. It must have been late.
"Bring him to my room, Seth." Atemu smirked. I jump, not noticing he had even moved from the throne. I quivered at his lustful expression as he eyes me. He turned and left the room. Seth released my wrist and walked behind me as we made our way to the Kings room. I stand in front of the giant golden doors, wondering what was going to happen on the other side. I hear Seth open his mouth to speak.
"Yugi I-" The doors swing backwards with a loud creaking sound making us both stiffen. Atemu stares at me and grins.
"Yugi, come on in." I turn to Seth, his face like stone. I smile with understanding before entering the Kings room. I know Seth probably wanted to help me, but what the king wants, the king gets. Atemu leans on one of the opened doors.
"You can retire for the night Seth. Thank you for keeping an eye on him." Seth bows. "Really, you are a worthy friend." Atemu spoke with genuineness. Seth glanced at me quickly before hesitantly stepping away from us and down the hall. I watch the doors pull together. Silence envelops the room. He moves close to me. My heart picks up pace slightly. He touches his hand to my cheek. It burns so good. I flush. His fingertips glide down my neck. Goosebumps prick me where our skin meets. My breathing becomes heavier. I notice Atemu smirking. His Crimson eyes piercing mine. I flinch back from his touch.
'Was I enjoying that?'
Atemu reaches for me, but instead of touching my skin and making me melt he places his hand around my puzzle, cradling it.
"What is this exactly? It looks heavy." I shrug in reply to his question and statement. His eyebrows twitch. "So, if it holds no value I can remove it, yes?" Before I can react, he rips it from around my neck up on off of me. I grab the chain pulling on it while a panicked look crosses my face. "If it holds sentimental purpose, why didn't you tell me?"Atemu growls, still gripping the puzzle in his one hand. I reef on the chain.
"Please! Just give it back!" I pleaded with him, but his grip never loosened.
"Tell me! What purpose does it hold?" Frustrated I yelled back at him.
"Yami! I need it to save Yami!" I hear Atemu growl loudly, and with a hard jerk, he tears the chain from my hands. My fingers ache from the power of his pull.
"I told you to forget about him!" Atemu hissed at me. With one swift motion he raises the puzzle and smashes it onto the floor. My jaw drops. I fall to the floor holding a few pieces in each hand. Atemu takes a step back. I feel myself shake. He had no idea what he had just done. The puzzle was how I got to this world. My only chance of saving Yami, literally, just shattered at my feet. I wanted to kill him. That would purify the dark wouldn't it? I turn to Atemu, still shaking with anger. "Now you don't have any distractions." He said casually. My eyes snap open wide.
"Fuck you!" I jump from my knees to my feet and fly towards Atemu. I swing my right arm back and smash my fist into his mouth with every inch of my strength. He stumbles backwards grabbing his jaw. I step towards him and swing with my left arm. This time he catches my wrist squeezing painful tight, eyes full of rage. I ignore his blatant furiousness and swing my right arm again. Atemu, being far quicker than I, caught my wrist yet again squeezing and restraining me. Atemu was much stronger than I was, especially with my body starving. I flail in his grasp and try to kick him. He dodges my attack and slams me onto the stone floor, knocking the wind out of me and cracking my skull. I try to catch my breath by gasping as the world spins from the impact of my head against the stone. I cry out in pain, but not tears.
"Don't make this harder then it has to be!" Atemu growled. Suddenly a man with orange hair and dressed in a sleeveless denim ripped jacket with biker gloves bit into my neck. He stared into my eyes angrily.
"Don't make this any harder then it has to be!" It was a vision of the men who had almost raped me. His face faded back to Atemu's as he sat on top of me pinning my wrists to the floor. I scream and squirm underneath him. I twist my neck to the side enough for my mouth to reach Atemu's hand and I bite down. He groans and releases my arms, but only for a second before they slip around my neck. He clenches them tight and I fight under his grip. I feel him squeeze tighter as my body burns for air. I kick my legs around underneath him. My back arches and slams against the cold stone trying to break free. I claw at his wrists, but to no avail. I couldn't escape. I was going to die.
'Take me to Yami.' I let my hands fall to the floor as my vision turned white. Right as I had given up the weight was taken off of my chest and my lungs automatically gasped for air when Atemu removed his hands from my neck. I coughed heavily and inhaled any air I could. I roll onto my side trying to catch my breath. All the while Atemu was moving around the room. When he returned I felt him press his hand onto my back and push me into the floor. He grabbed my arms and tied them behind my back. He grips my arms and ripped me up from the ground, throwing me onto the bed. I rolled onto my back and was immediately pinned with a leg on either side of my waist. Atemu smirked at me as he removed his cape and shirt. I couldn't help but stare. He and Yami had the same body. I tried not to blush, but the blood rushed to my chest and face regardless making Atemu chuckle. He leaned into my body placing his lips on my neck. I shivered at the familiar touch, until he bit down. My skin makes a crunching sound and I scream as pain rushes to my neck. Atemu pulls his head back to look at my face. I shake as I watch his face morph into the bikers. I clenched my eyes shut. Atemu licks his lips.
"Don't close your eyes." They flashed open to Yami on top of me in the cabin.
"Don't close your eyes, aibou." Yami's gentle smile turned into Atemu's lust filled face. He returned his assault to my neck. He make several more marks on my body before leaning back up to take another look at me. My body throbbed. My head felt like it was going to explode after whacking it on the ground. I was left breathless after being choked. The bite marks all over my chest and neck burned. I couldn't stop shaking, but I wasn't going to let myself cry. He wanted me to break and I refuse to let him have the satisfaction. Atemu ran his hand up my thigh lifting up my robe skirt as he did so. Realization struck me. I knew what happened next. Terrified, I squirm and try to escape. Atemu's eyes rolled to the back of his head. It brought him much pleasure when I fought his advances. He pulled his erection from his robe and placed it at my entrance while his hands gripped my shoulders. Another flashback of the two men pinning me down. I screamed.
"Help me! Yami!" I wiggled and wailed trying to stop the inevitable.
"Yami can't save you. He's dead." My body tensed and I became silent. I stared into his blood red eyes. Water filled my eyes.
Atemu slammed his hips into me, his erection tearing through my newborn virginity. I let a blood curdling shriek from the pain. Atemu looks down at the blood in between my legs and running down his length. I feel him stiffen inside of me, truly pleased at his accomplishment. He grabs my hips lifting me from the bed and slams into me over and over. I break, along with everything that once kept me hopeful. I scream and sob as I am pounded. I tighten my muscles from the tension making Atemu moan.
"So… Tight." More tears soak the sheets and my face. "Keep flexing like that, Yugi." He stops a few times to catch his breath and to hold out a bit longer, prolonging my agony. His body presses into mine, his weight pinning me harder to the bed. He licks the tears from my cheeks and sighs whispering into my ear. "Think only of me, and let your past life disappear." My body is at its end. I feel like I am going to pass out just from the pain. Atemu notices this and thrusts into me a few more times digging his nails into my skin.
"Scream for me. I want to hear your anguish when he doesn't save you." He groans. I call out to Yami one more time and let out a final cry. Atemu gasps as he presses himself inside me all the way. I feel him pulse his release into me and then collapse on my body. He lays on me panting. He removes himself and let's my limp legs flop onto the bed. I feel it leek out of my body. I was ruined. I felt disgusting. I cry with choked sobs. I see Atemu watch me as I lay in pieces before him. I gaze up to see his sadistic smile but, he just stared at me with an empty expression. He rolls me onto my side and unties my hands. I lay on my back with my arms bent up by my head. His fingers glide over my arms tickling me as I sob. I can feel him gently kissing my neck, sometimes kissing the spots where he had left marks. His lips glide over my jaw and when he reaches my mouth he kisses me. I had expected the kiss to be forceful and rough. Instead it was gentle, even as his tongue slipped in. He caressed my mouth and when he was done he sucked and pulled on my bottom lip making it swell. He leaned back and watched me. I had stopped crying. I felt my body turn scarlet. Why did I enjoy that so much? After everything that just happened how could he make me feel good?
'Because in the moment, it really felt as though Yami was kissing me.'
My body jerks as thoughts of Atemu punishing me for even thinking of Yami race through my head. I start to breathe heavy and tears rush down my face. I try to speak but I can't formulate words. I start to shake violently. Atemu stares at me with a scared look.
"Yugi? Yugi!?" Now he looked really worried, which confused me. I see him touch my face then look at his hand. It was covered in blood. Wait, was it my blood? Why was my face bleeding? I was really shaking. I was just brutally traumatized. I finally realized I was having a seizure or maybe a horrible anxiety attack. I tried to speak, but the only words I got out were "sorry." "Please." And "kill me." I really did want to die. I felt like I was dying. My body was exhausted and I was choking from sobbing so much. Atemu intertwined his fingers around both my hands and pulled me up. He leaned against the back of the head board and held me as I continued to shake. I could feel his grip around me become shaky as he watched me afriad. Why did he care now? After all he has done to me why would he start to care now? I wanted to be angry but I was terrified more than anything. He whispered into my ear.
"Don't go. Don't leave me all alone." He had broken my heart into a million pieces just a few minutes ago and yet my heart swooned for him when he spoke like that. He spoke like loosing me now would actually deeply sadden him. He had me cradled against his chest with my legs out to the side. His chest had blood running down it. My nose was causing the bleeding. Everything on my body really started to hurt. I still was shaking violently in his arms. I couldn't help but speak.
"Please, help me. It hurts." It barely came out as a whisper. I had dried out all the tears in my eyes. I just crumbled in his embrace, my face twitching with pain. He kissed me to try to distract me from my pain, ironically he had just inflicted me with. Something must be seriously wrong with me because I kissed back. I reached my arms around his neck closing the gap between us. We were making out until the pain had reduced itself a bit. I rested my head into his neck, nuzzling it in deeper. He smelled so nice. I know this was wrong, that no normal person would be enjoying, Should be enjoying this. Atemu rubbed his hands over my back. In this moment I was with Yami and I was going to indulge myself in every second of it before it was gone. I let my eyes shut as Atemu rested his cheek on my head. I whispered into his tan skin.
"I love you." I felt more tears on my face, but this time they weren't mine. I didn't look to see if they were Atemu's. I knew they were. My eyes drifted shut.
'Even the heartless pharaoh cries huh? Maybe he does have some humanity left in him.