Author's Note:

Hello guys, I'm terribly sorry for taking SO long to update-over a month, which makes suck! I know. Had a bad month no to mention I also had a writer block for this story so it was just bad, I don't want to get into much details but I left my job and things weren't good, one of my best friends-the one I work on one of my stories with as well-her uncle passed away, I just couldn't write anything but it got so much better now and I wrote you a big juicy chapter as a sorry for the delay, to make it up to you.

TwiCloiser89: Thank you for your review, and I'm glad you're linking the story so far, hope you will like this one too :D and about the twist you mentioned, I have something in mind just need to make it good in the plot.

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Mary4angelus: Thank you for your review and glad you're linking the story so far, hope you will like this one too :D and you caught me, my SPN passion is so tenting on this story from Sarah's character, its nice right? ;)

Now, I'll let you enjoy the new chapter and if you want, check out the new pic for Sarah's outfit I added. Enjoy!

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash,

You tossed it in the trash, you did.

To give me all your love is all I ever asked, 'cause

What you don't understand is

..

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

Oh, oh, I would go through all of this pain,

Take a bullet straight through my brain!

Yes, I would die for ya, baby,

But you won't do the same.

Grenade by Bruno Mars,

...

Sarah watched Neal on his way out of her office, following him with her eyes she sighed deeply thinking of the offer he made, and well it wasn't an ordinary offer. Neal asked for her help, helping the FBI, and the thought of her working with FBI was just the most ridiculous thought at the moment. Yeah Sarah never liked being a con, and tried all her life to get away from this kind of life, but that didn't mean she was the FBI biggest fan either, or that she was willing to work with them.

But again, the sudden visit from Neal made her shaky and not quite sure of how she should react. For being the daughter of one of the best art cons in the world put her in danger, even with being away from all of this for years now, still if they got her and put Neal Caffrey in her way, they sure won't leave her alone now, mostly if they need her help that bad, and she knew that once FBI wants something, they always get it and whatever it takes.

Then Sarah's mind unwillingly drifted to something else, to someone she thought she forgot all about till he showed up today messing all what she worked hard to hide. And as much as she was fighting it, her mind drifted to think of Neal, the one she truly could call the love of her life and the worst thing that ever happened to her as well. Thinking of Neal dropped at one specific moment, the moment she knew that he was hers, the moment they shared together for the first time.

..

Flashback,

..

Sarah was sitting by the pool relaxing. Her father went in a 'business' trip so did Sam her boyfriend being her father's right hand. So, Sarah took it as a quality time with herself, just hanging with no one to boss her around.

It was a sunny warm day and she took it as a chance to relax enjoying the sun, she sat by the pool blaring some of her favorite songs, and it was Zeppelin's turn. Sarah sat on a small beach seat in her pink cover up; eyes closed moving her body with the rhythm of 'Tangerine' singing the lyrics. What made her happy the most was the fact that she was alone for a whole week, sitting at the pool in the house and listening to her music, the great songs that she was in love with, and not being called a grandma for hearing them.

"That's a sight!" Sarah heard a chuckle. She opened her eyes taking her sunglasses off to see who it was.

"Neal?" She exclaimed straighten in her seat.

"Nice seeing you too Sarah!" Neal smirked putting his hands in his pockets.

"Oh, sorry I just didn't expect you, or anyone to be honest!" Sarah told him. "What are you doing here? Dad,"

"I know your father is not here!" Neal interrupted her. "Are you going to offer me a seat?" he teased.

"Sure!" Sarah said with an eye roll. Neal took a seat next to her on another beach seat while his eyes were locked on her body watching her intensely in her pink half transparent cover, which she didn't bother herself to wear a swimsuit under. "Neal, eyes up here!" Sarah told him waving with her hand to get him looking at her eyes instead of almost naked body.

"Huh? Sorry, it's just a catching outfit!" Neal said with a smirk.

Sarah usually wouldn't get embarrassed by his flirts, but the fact that she didn't expect him or anyone made her a little confused. "Oooky, I need to put more clothes on!" she said about to get up from her chair.

"No, no, you don't have to, I will behave!" Neal told her putting his hand on her bare knees to keep her sitting. "I mean I will try to!" he smirked.

"Look, I don't want to be rude or anything, but why you're here?" Sarah asked him getting nervous, she liked Neal, liked him too much than she thought she would ever feel for a man, she was in a relationship; technically she was-even if she wasn't in love with her boyfriend but she was. Usually it was the other way around, men were nervous in her presence, but the moment she laid her eyes on Neal, the moment she knew that he was trouble.

"I know your father is not here, and I told you that, so why do you think I'm here?" Neal told her, teasing.

Sarah smirked. "Aha, so you're saying that you're here to see me!" she said getting closer to him. Neal looked in her eyes nodding. "Because?"

"Because?" Neal snapped back, letting out a small laugh. "You are joking, right?"

"Nope!" Sarah teased. "I know why you're here!" she said leaning towards him closer to his ear.

"Really?" Neal asked with a husky voice. She nodded her hair touching his skin.

"Yes," Sarah said in a whisper, her breathe burning his skin. "You're here because I'm awesome!" she said with a chuckle pulling back, seeing the look on Neal's face she let out a loud laugh. "Wow, Neal, for a guy who has your look and your confidence, you're easy!" she said with a wink.

Neal glared at her for a minute then he let out a laugh. "Well, when you're wearing this, you don't expect less than that!" he teased.

"At least I wear like people!" Sarah said immediately. He looked at her confused. "I mean, I'm at my house, the 'empty' house and you crashed in, even if I was naked, it still my house!" she snapped.

"Easy! I," Neal started but he was cut off my Sarah.

"Told you, you're too easy!" she laughed. Neal glared at her angrily. "Troth?" Sarah said smiling sweetly.

"Troth!" Neal said rolling his eyes at her smiling.

"But really, do you ever wear a T-shirt?" Sarah asked. "A jeans maybe, Other than that boring outfit, I mean come on!"

Neal laughed. "Does it matter?" he teased.

Sarah smiled wickedly licking her lips. "For me, no, I'd take them off in the same time!" she teased standing up from her seat. "Let's get inside!" Sarah told Neal starting to walk away, but she didn't feel him behind her, so she looked around seeing him still in his seat checking her out, being standing under the sun made her dress more transpiring. "NEAL!"

"What?" He snapped looking at her.

"Eyes off my ass!" Sarah told him crossing her arms against her chest.

"It's a tough thing to ask Sarah!" he teased standing up walking towards her.

Sarah glared at him with an evil smirk on her face, and once he came next to her, her smile got wider that Neal looked at her suspiciously but Sarah didn't give a chance to think shoving him..., in the pool!

Sarah pushed Neal in the pool, and he didn't realize what she did tell he hit the cold water. The sight of him and the look on his face made her laugh hysterically that she fell on the ground cracking up.

"Oh, oh my go, my god!" she said between her laughs.

"I'm gonna kill you!" Neal snarled from the pool swimming towards her. Sarah stood up walking away from the pool; she knew he would probably try to pull her in with him.

"Sorry Neal, but I didn't wear swimsuit for a reason!" she said still laughing. "Come on, stop glaring at me and get yourself out!" Sarah teased.

Neal swam getting out of the pool he looked so funny with the water dripping from him, mostly wearing a classic outfit. Sarah was enjoying the scene still laughing her heart out.

"That was a bit childish; I'm not letting you get away with it!" Neal said walking to her.

"Oh, blue eyes, I'm not scared!" Sarah teased but still backing off of his way. "Neal, be the bigger person and don't do something stupid!"

"Really? Do you think I will fall for this?" He asked teasing, still walking towards her.

"No, not really, but it worth the try!" Sarah told him and suddenly she stopped. "I deserve it, go for it, whatever you were planning to do!" she told him with a serious tone.

Neal stopped looking at her, then he smiled. "I won't do anything, you admitted it your fault!" he told her nicely.

Sarah shifted from being serious into letting out a loud laugh. "God, blue eyes, you're so easy!" she told him hurrying inside the house. "Just let's get you dry Neal!" Sarah waved to him to get inside.

Neal watched her walking inside shaking his head. "Crazy!" he muttered to himself with a chuckle.

...

Sarah took Neal inside the house to help him dry his clothes. But it ended up her taking him to her room.

"Sarah," Neal called holding her arm before getting in the room. She turned around with a questionable look.

"What?"

"Why we are heading to your room?" he asked confused.

"Because, genius, you need to dry off!" Sarah said in a sarcastic tone, "Don't worry, I don't bite!" she said turning around, but she looked at him again. "I take that back, I don't bite if you didn't ask!" she winked at him walking into her room.

"Sarah, Sarah, I'm serious!" Neal said still out of the room. "I can't get into your room!"

"Well, you can't but then you will get a freaking flu or something, wet clothes aren't good, so if you didn't want to die get in the damn room!" Sarah huffed.

Neal hesitated but he finally made up his mind walking into the room, and once he got in he heard the door slamming closed. He turned around seeing Sarah standing against the door frame looking at him.

"Now what?" Neal asked.

"No you strip!" Sarah told him with a smirk. "Get into the bathroom, take clothes off and hand them to me, there are towels inside of course!" she told him waving to the large bathroom in her extra large room. "And," she said with a smirk. "If you needed any kind of help, call me!" she winked.

"Thanks Sarah!" he said with an eye roll walking towards the bathroom.

Being inside now, Neal took only few minutes to take his clothes off, wrapping a towel around his waist he walked out of the bathroom holding his wet clothes.

"Shit, that's A good sight!" Sarah said her eyes glued on Neal's almost naked frame. "Um, let me take those, the maid will clean them and iron them in a few!" she said taking the clothes from him.

"I don't know if I should say thanks or damn you!" Neal teased.

"Well, it depends on how much of a gentleman you're!" She teased back.

"Wow, smooth!" Neal chuckled.

"My second best quality!" Sarah said with a wink.

"And what is your first best quality?" Neal laughed.

"That I'm awesome!" Sarah said half way out of the room.

"Humble!" Neal said sarcastically.

"That is my third best quality!" Sarah said and stuck her tongue out before getting out of the room.

It took Sarah five minutes to be back to her room where Neal was waiting in it, he sat on a couch looking around the room. She entered the room closing the door behind her.

"How long it will take to," Neal started but he was cut off.

"Didn't you say you're here to see me, why the hurry then?" Sarah told him sitting next to him on the couch.

"Well, I wasn't planning on staying with only a towel around my waist!" Neal said sarcastically.

"Well, I don't mind you with it, or with out it!" Sarah said getting closer from him looking into his blue beautiful eyes. A moment of silence passed, "Neal!" Sarah called.

"Humm?" he questioned.

"I want to kiss you!"

"What?" Neal exclaimed with a chuckle, he thought she was teasing and laughed again.

"I want to kiss you, and no I'm not kidding!" Sarah said moving her eyes up and down from his eyes to his lips, asking herself which of them she loved the most. "So? Can I?"

"No!" Neal said seriously. Sarah looked at him bummed. "Because I will kiss you!" he told her and without a further talk, he leaned down towards her pressing his lips against hers for a soft kiss, pulling back, he was stopped with Sarah's hand on the back on his head keeping him still deepening the kiss. "Sarah!" Neal groaned pulling back. "We can't do this!"

"No, we can do this!" Sarah said kissing him again. "I was going to break up with Sam anyway, I don't love him, and I want you now Neal, not him, you!" she said reaching for the towel.

Neal put his hands on her stopping her from un-wrapping the towel. "I can't say that I don't want this bad, but I just want to make sure you know what you are about to get into!" he told her, but Sarah didn't answer, she just stood up and Neal's eyes grew wider seeing what she did next.

Sarah took off her cover up throwing it on the floor being now fully naked in front of his eager eyes. "I do know what I'm doing Neal! Now it's your turn!" she said and walked to her bed laying on it looking at Neal waiting to see what he was going to do.

It didn't take much thinking to know what he really wanted to do. Turning down such an offer from a gorgeous woman that he actually liked was not something a sane person would do; mostly that Neal was growing true feelings towards Sarah. So, he stood up walking towards the naked girl looking her up and down in a lustful look, and then, he un-wrapped the towel dropping it on the floor next to the bed.

Neal climbed the bed next to Sarah and they started to make out. A while after things started to heat up that Neal got on the top of her covering her body with gentle kisses making her moan in pleasure with every kiss. He started with kissing her softly on the lips; Sarah deepened the kiss turning the soft kisses into passionate ones. Neal drifted lower, and lower and lower leaving a trail of soft passionate kisses all over Sarah's body making sure she was enjoying it, every second of it.

Neal stopped suddenly making Sarah to look at him in confusion. "I just want to," he started to say but Sarah's hand on his lips made him stop.

"I'm all ready for you, no going back!" she told him. Neal smiled leaning down to finish what they started.

...

Two hours later, Sarah got off of Neal resting her head on his bare chest, both of them were panting.

Sarah started to chuckle. "What are you laughing at?" Neal asked confused.

"I'm not laughing at anything, it's just," she paused. "I don't know how to describe it, but this was wow!" Sarah said with a giggle.

Neal laughed. "You were a wow yourself!" he told her kissing the top of her head. "I don't regret this, what we did, I loved every second of it. But I don't want you to get in troubles for it Sarah!" Neal told her seriously.

Sarah looked up at him moving to rest her hand and head on his chest that she could look into his eyes. "Don't worry about me blue eyes!" She smirked leaning up to give him a light kiss. "As long as I'm still working for my dad he won't care about anything else, and Sam, he is not in love with me, neither do I! He is only with me to get to my dad, and I'm only with him to keep my dad away from me!" she sighed. "But, I don't want to do that anymore, I was going to leave," Neal looked at her questionably. "Yeah, till you came Neal, you're the reason I won't leave this place. I will stay for you, you want to learn and I will help. That will please my dad and maybe keep him away as well."

Neal smiled at her. "Who thought you're that soft?" he joked to ease the moment.

"You're soft!" Sarah pouted hitting him playfully. "You're the best thing ever happened to me Neal, and I don't want to waste that!" she said.

"And you're the prettiest woman I've ever seen!" he told her stroking her cheek with his thump. "And the smartest too!" he added.

"I know that already!" she teased. Neal looked at her for a second, but suddenly Sarah found herself underneath him pinned to the bed.

"Well, then let me show you what a beautiful and smart woman like you deserves!" he whispered in her ear making her giggle.

...

End of Flashback,

...

Sarah sighed remembering what happened between her and Neal, and that he was the only reason she had in her life to keep her going. But again she remembered what he did to her thinking of what she should do about the offer he made her, Sarah thought she could use some help for such a problem. Picking up the phone she dialed the number of the only person she trusted.

"Hey mum, I need your help!"

...

If my body was on fire,

Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames.

You said you loved me; you're a liar, 'cause you never, ever, EVER did, baby!

Grenade by Bruno Mars,

Long huh? I hope it made up for the delay :) let me know what you think, and oh, the more reviews I get the sooner I update, so if I got 6 reviews or more I will update soon, like late this week or early next week, you got the idea! So please review and let me know what your thoughts about the story ;)