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Chapter 4

Once I finished telling the girls what happen. They are shocked that both Logan and Finn think I moved here for them.

"I should have told you Logan was moving to New York, but I just didn't think he would be close by." Steph tells me. I turn to look at Steph, then Rose and Juliet I see they all have guilty looks on their faces.

"Did you all know he was move here?" I ask them.

"Rory, we only know because our families told us. We didn't know where he was moving. We hoped you wouldn't have to know." Rose replies. I just wish they told me, at least then I would have been prepared to see if I did.

"I wish you all could have told me. What am I going to now? He wants to talk about them, wants to be in their life." I say. Do I let him or not.

"Just talk to the kids, see what they want then decide. It's the only thing you can do." Steph tells me.

"Ok, I'll let you know once I have decided. I'm going to go I need to think. I'll speak to you all later." I say to them walking to door. I can't stay with them; I can't believe they never even told he was going to be in New York.

I reach mine, as I do I see Colin. He comes over. I really hope he isn't going to start to. I have really missed Colin; he was there for me when Logan was in London. We became like brother and sister. I really thought he might have at least stayed in touch.

"Rory, can we talk please?" He asks politely.

"Only if you're not here to have a go at me." I reply.

"I'm not I just want to talk please." I nod my head as my answer.

I let him in, told him to make himself at home while I get us both a cup of coffee from the kitchen.

I finally take a deep breath, and walk in pass Colin with his coffee and sit down on the sofa.

"What did you need to talk about?" I ask him cautions, I'm not sure what to expect from him.

"Finn told me what you said to him and I was there when you and Logan spoke. I have to say I'm so sorry for not listening to you five-six years ago. I have always regretted it, but you have to understand Logan was a mess. We need to be there for him." He tells me. I look at him I see he is telling me the truth in his eyes. I see regret in there.

"I can understand that, I just wanted him to know. I was a mess too, but everyone blamed me for us breaking up. I said no to getting married but told him I still want to be with him but I always thought no matter what you would stay in touch." I tell him honesty.

"I know that now, I didn't at the time. Logan told us you said no and didn't want to be with him. I'm so sorry, you were my friend too and I left you to deal with this all, I should have been there for you too." He tells me, he actually looks upset about this.

"Colin, you don't need to say you're sorry, I can understand. I don't want to make you feel guilty. I didn't deal with triplets on my own I had my parents, both sets of grandparents, my friends." I tell him with a smile. Then I remember what I need to know, before Colin is able to say anything.

"One thing I do want to know is why do both Logan and Finn think I moved here for Logan?" I ask curious to know the answer.

"I'm glad you weren't on your own, I want to be friends again and be here to help you if you need anything. Ok they think that because they heard you were still after Logan and wanted him back. Appended you have followed him everywhere he goes. I never believed it. I knew you lived in New York I just didn't know where." He tells me. I can't believe they would think that of me. I haven't tried to speak or see Logan since the year after we split.

"I have never followed him, I never would do that, that's just creepy. I have my own life I don't need him. I have lived here for four years. The only time I spent trying to get hold of him was that first year after just to tell him about the triplets. I would like to be friends again, I have actually missed you and you were like a big brother to me when Logan was in London." I say in really happy voice. I jump up and give Colin a hug. Colin just laughs at me. I settle back down.

"Good that's settled. Now tell me about those kids of yours." He replies.

I spend most of the day with Colin telling him about the triplets and what I have been up to. He told me about his life, what has happen in the last six years. We finally part when I have to pick the kids up.

Once I pick them up I tell them I need to talk to them once we get in. I see them getting rather impatient having to wait. We reach home I tell them to get changed and come into the living room.

"Mummy, what do you want to tell us?" Peyton asks sweetly.

"Ok you know we saw your dad today" I start they all nod.

"Well he wants to meet you and spend time with you. I want you all to be honest. Would you like to meet him?" I say to them. They sit there for a while.

"Mummy, would you cry if we did?" Paxton asks

"We don't like you crying mummy." Grayson says.

"Oh my darlings, all I want is you all to be happy. If you want to meet you dad I would be happy for you all." I tell them.

"What if he doesn't like us? Or he mean to us?" Peyton asks in a small voice. I pull her onto my lap, she cuddles into me.

"Princess, your daddy isn't a mean person at all, he will love you all. Just give him a chance. I will be with you at first; we could go to park or stay here? Up to you guys."

"Ok mummy we will meet him." Peyton replies.

"Can he come here first? I want to show him my room." Paxton asks in happy voice.

"I want to show him my room two. Can I please mummy?" Grayson ask excitedly two.

"You can all show him your rooms, I'm sure he would love that." I tell them. I really glad they want to. They deserve to have a dad. I just hope he stick to be here for them.

"Does that mean you and daddy will live together like Katie's mummy and daddy?" Peyton asks. I wish it was that easy.

"Princess; no we won't be living together." I reply hoping that's the end of this. They seem happy with that. They go off to play while I'm cooking dinner. I still don't know what to say to Logan, I know we have to come up with a routine for the kids' sake. I'm not going to let him bring different girls into their lives.

Once I have fed them, bathed them I put them to bed. It's nearly time for Logan to get here. I don't think I can speak to him. No I can't, no I can't do this. I just can't. I hear my door go. Hear goes nothing I suppose. Breathe, Rory, Breath I tell myself over and over again. I open the door.

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