Can't touch this

Disclaimer: I do not own Iron Man or any of it's characters

Title: Can't touch this

Rating: T

Summary: When everythings seems to be okay, something has to be wrong. Tony blames himself and for a moment thinks that he goes crazy.

Chapter 4: The last night of love, the first night of war

When Tony thinks at Pepper's last words he tries not to panic but he knows he can't.

'She's gone. God. Why?'

The only words left in his memory are still there and the worst of all is that she said he won't lose her. Why in the hell couldn't he protect her?

″Tony, are you okay, man?″

Rhodey's voice was full of concern. Tony didn't try to hide the fact he was crying but he looked at Rhodey who was standing there with his phone at his ear.

″How in the world could've I... I... I lost her. I'm so damn stupid.″

″We'll find her, Tony, stay calm.″

″Fuck it, Rhodey, will you.″

His tears were now too obvious on his whole face and he was trying to act like he was responsable for this things. Pepper was kidnapped from her apartment yesterday night when... when he let her go.

″No.″ He sobbed and sniffed and Rhodey came and took him in his arms, Tony's tears falling down his shirt.

″Don't cry man, we'll find her.″

″If we don't... I'll kill myself.″

This words hit his heart so heavily that he sobbed more loudly.

″I'm scared Rhodey. What if they do something to her?″

Rhodey looked more concerned than in the last five minutes. He was indeed suffering for her. Maybe Pepper was right, he loved her.

In the other part of the city, Pepper was in chains in a car. She was bleeding. Tony's fears were right. She was not okay, if someone would see this car abandoned on the railway. The train would arrive in a half an hour and if no one sees it, she'll be dead in only a second. The blood was gashing all over her face. Nobody will hear her scream.

Inside his mansion, Tony was freaking out. All his tools were on the floor and his lcd was lying on the floor in pieces. Mabybe he was Iron Man but that atribution was no use now.

″Stop destroying your shop, Tony.″

Without paying attention, Tony cut himself once again, almost cut off his other vein.

″Sir, I located Miss Potts.″

At his words Tony stopped while the blood was slowly falling on the floor.

″Jarvis, help me here with the suit, will you?″

Rhodey came downstairs and when he saw Tony with the amount of blood on his hand he ran to him.

″Tony, you can't go with your vein. You'll lose a large amount of blood.″

″It doesn't matter. Jarvis found Pepper.″

With that said, he rushed out in the sky for searching his life. He couldn't feel his hand anymore but he knew that if something bad happens to her, he'll never forgive himself.

″She is on a railway, sir. At 10 km of your place.″

″Hit it Jarvis!″

″Rhodey on the wire, where are you Tony?″

The blood was now gashing from his suit on all his new painted arm. The pain was so awful but he tightened his teeth just to arrive at time. The train was approaching. Her scream was overwhelmed by the train's sound. Every little second matters. Why did he let them take her away? Now, he needs to get there on time.

″In the damn sky, Rhodey where could I be?″

″Are you okay?″

″Sir, you lost a large amount of blood, I suggest to come immediatly at the mansion for medical help.″

″Shit! Don't talk to me like that, Jarvis. I'm fine... I mean I can take this.″

And the suit hit the maxim speed. Until he realized, he was in the front of the railway and there stood a car, an abandoned car. 'She must be in the car.' He found himself shouting that. The train was just taking the corner and it was about to hit the car in 1.5 seconds. Her scream was never heard but he found himself in the front of the train which had 150 km/h. Tony somehow managed to get into the car and he took her out. Then, the strong sound hit her ear. The vagons of the train were almost everywhere. The smell of blood came through her nose and then her eyes moved to a Tony lying on the ground surounded by blood. She opened his mask and saw that he was almost dead. Pepper couldn't hear his breathe and she called Jarvis to get the ambulance here as fast as he could through his suit.

Then the nightmare has shown himself.

Sorry for this being so short, I hope I can get the other chapter as soon as I can. I know you liked it but I need some more time.

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