Caution: This may be too sad for some folks. Please proceed with care.
Hey Sam, Come See What I Made
L. K. Poels
Cat jumped in the water. Her swimsuit was pink and frilly and made her look like a cup cake. Cat swam over to Sam.
"Hey, Kitty." Sam said to Cat. "Wanna try pool sex?" Sam wiggled her eyebrows.
"Hehe, yes." Cat giggled. Sam grabbed Cat by the waist and pushed her against the side of the pool.
"Damn it, you're so fucking hot." Sam put her hands on both sides of Cat and leaned in, kissing Cat passionately. Cat hooked her legs around Sam's waist and Sam bucked into her. Just as Sam was going to pull down Cat's swimsuit bottoms, someone walked into the pool area. The girls broke apart quickly and saw that it was Nona. Nona froze.
"What the fiddlesticks is going on here?" Nona asked.
"Hey, Nona. Sam and I were just going to have pool sex." Cat said to her grandma. Nona looked like she was going to have a heart attack. Sam got out of the pool and helped Nona sit down.
"Cat, you can't just tell people when we're going to have sex." Sam told Cat.
"But it's true." Cat whined.
"Nona, Cat and I are getting married. We're also having a baby together. This all happened while you were in Spain on vacation." Sam explained. Nona paled. Then she passed out.
"Nona?" Sam patted her face. "Wake up, old woman!"
"Nona, what happened? Nona?" Cat got out of the pool and rushed to her grandmother's side.
"She'll wake up." Sam assured Cat.
A few hours later, Nona woke up. She saw Sam behind Cat in the pool. Cat's face was screwed into a wince.
"Stop it! Sam, what are you doing to Cat?" Nona ran over to them. Sam pulled her fingers from Cat and backed up.
"Why'd you stop, Sam? It was just getting good." Cat asked over her shoulder.
"Nona, please don't pass out again. We're sorry. I didn't think you'd wake up for the night." Sam explained. Nona started tearing up and sat on the lawn chair. "Nona, please don't cry."
"Why are you crying, Nona?" Asked Cat.
"Sweetheart, why didn't you call me?" Nona asked Cat. "You're pregnant and you didn't tell me? Who's the father?" Sam raised her hand halfheartedly. "You?" Nona looked surprised. "But how?"
"Sam took some special pills and then we did private things and now we're going to have a baby." Cat explained. "And we're getting married on June 7th."
"June 7th? That's only four weeks away. Did you plan anything yet?" Nona inquired.
"Some stuff, but we've been busy lately." Sam said.
"Too busy to plan your own wedding?" Nona seemed annoyed.
"Yeah. We've been… busy." Sam said quietly.
"I've had enough. I can't believe you girls didn't call me right away when you even started dating. And now you're getting married and having a child? I need to go take this all in by myself. Excuse me, girls, I'll see you soon." Nona went through the gate quickly and left for Elderly Acres.
"Poor Nona. We should have said something sooner." Cat said sadly.
"Yeah I feel kinda bad we didn't keep her in the loop. She's one of few people who will actually care about any of this." Sam agreed.
"Let's go home. I'm tired and Baby needs to eat. She told me she's hungry." Cat said.
"She? What makes you think the baby's a girl?" Sam wondered.
"Well we're both girls, so that might have something to do with it. And I had this dream last week that we were playing with a little girl at the park." Cat said. "She had light brown hair and cute pigtails. She looked like us."
"Ok…" Sam said skeptically. "Let's get home."
The girls were taking a bath after being in the pool when they started kissing intensely. Cat straddled Sam and their pussies rubbed together just the way they liked it. Sam grabbed Cat's ass and bucked into her. Then, Sam put her hand by Cat's clit and began to stick a finger in her hole. Cat groaned with pleasure. Sam fingered her until she came with great force. Their chests heaved and they kissed passionately. The girls got dried off and got dressed. Cat studied for a bit in their room while Sam watched TV. Sam was drifting off while watching the news, but was woken by a sharp scream. She jumped off the couch and ran to the source of the noise. She found Cat on their bed holding her belly. She panicked and ran over to her. Then she noticed the blood pooling between her thighs. Sam got her phone out and called 911. Cat was screaming and clutching her stomach in pain. Sam rubbed her back and spoke to the dispatcher.
"911 what is your emergency?" The dispatcher asked.
"She's pregnant, and… and she… there's blood now. Everywhere. She's in pain." Sam stuttered.
"Who's in pain, ma'am?" The dispatcher replied.
"Cat, please hurry. She needs help."
"Your cat is pregnant and bleeding? Ma'am we don't have the personnel to help with animals."
"No, Cat. She's my fiancé. A person. And she's crying and holding her stomach and please help." Sam's tears gushed down her face. The dispatcher must have traced the phone because she heard sirens in the distance.
"Ok, ma'am, paramedics are on the way. If you can, please unlock the door now so they can get in, but please stay on the phone." The dispatcher said calmly.
"They're here. Cat, they're here." She went to the front door to see paramedics grabbing their bags and a stretcher.
"Where is she?" One of the EMTs asked.
"In the room." Sam led them to their room quickly. The men got to work and started asking questions and helped Cat onto the stretcher.
"Are you coming with her?" The EMT asked Sam.
"Where else I'm I going to go?" Sam replied with a bite.
"You can ride in the back."
Cat was screaming in pain as they rode to the hospital. Sam held her hand the whole time and rubbed her leg. Sam sobbed as she watched the paramedic administer an IV. The blood from Cat was soaking through the sheet they put over her.
"What's happening to her?" Sam already knew, but she didn't believe it.
"I think she's having a miscarriage. She is pregnant, correct?" The EMT replied.
"Yes. Yes she is. Damn it. That baby's mine. Shit." Sam continued to swear under her breath. They pulled into the garage at the ER and swung the doors open. Sam followed Cat and the paramedics into the exam room. Two nurses and a doctor rushed in with supplies on a cart and started working on Cat. A nursing assistant came in and started pulling Sam to the waiting room.
"No! I need to stay here!" Sam yelled.
"You don't want to see her like this." The nurse replied.
"Go, Sam. It's up to them." Cat shouted from the table.
Sam cried and went to the waiting room. After waiting for 45 minutes, the doctor came to the waiting room with a gloomy look on his face. A nurse escorted Sam back to where Cat was resting.
"We had to put her under for now. She'll be fine." The doctor said.
"And our baby?" Sam squeaked out. He shook his head and looked away. The doctor squeezed Sam's shoulder and walked out of the room with the nurse. Sam stood frozen as she looked at her best friend and lover, mother of her child, and she cried. They had only had the joy of the child a short time. She wiped at Cat's tear-stained cheeks and kissed her forehead.
Cat woke up to Sam resting her head on the bed. Cat winced at the pain, and then it hit her. She couldn't even cry. She just…was. And the baby was no longer a part of her. She whisked her hand over her stomach. Then she wept. She had never been so sad in her life. Why did this happen to her? She might be ditzy at times, but the gravity of this brought out her most serious side. Sam stirred on the bed and opened her eyes. The two stared at each other with tears running down their cheeks. Sam reached up and held Cat's head. She stood and embraced Cat. And together they cried.
A week went by, and Sam and Cat had hardly said anything. They did nothing but lay together in bed and cry. Cat couldn't get herself to school. No one could blame her. Sam would carry her to the bath and wash her gently. Their eyes were puffy and red. Some days Sam would get her revolver from the safe and cock it. She never pointed it anywhere, but would finger the metal in her hands. She had made life. She could take hers away just as easily as their child's had been. It poured rain for several days. People would come by the house. No one got past the door. Flowers and cards started piling up on the counter. All the envelopes unopened. Neither could bear reading something as superficial as a sympathy card. Neither ate anything.
After Sam took to the bottle, she started becoming enraged. She punched several holes in the walls of the apartment. Shards of glass lined the bathroom floor. Occasionally, Cat would walk across that floor just to feel again. The only thing keeping either one alive was the ring on Cat's finger. That was the only light they had. At least it was bright.
Sam shot the TV one night after going off on some tangent about the world not being fair. She talked to herself a lot. She finally left the house one day, leaving Cat in bed, and went downtown. It wasn't hard to find what she was looking for. In a back alley in downtown L.A., Sam hit a new low while getting high. She brought as much back with her as she could.
Cat stopped taking her pills. She stopped doing anything. For weeks this went on in their house. Their broken home. The day the sun came through the clouds was the first day either smiled. Cat watched a squirrel eating from the bird feeder and giggled. Slowly she became herself. Very slowly. She got her period. Everything went back to darkness. Cat would scream out of pain and grief while her girlfriend slipped in and out of consciousness. This couldn't be the end. They had to go on.
They fucked one night. Sam wore her new strap-on that Cat had gotten her as a present before the incident. They didn't look at each other. They just let their anger out in their thrusts. They were broken.
The sun was shining when they took a walk outside. Both were emaciated and looked weak. They held hands tightly and went to the store. They bought new food, new bedding, pictures to hang over the holes in the walls. They threw out their old clothes and bought everything new. It was time to move on.
Cat started going back to school and hated the way people looked at her. They knew. Everyone knew about how Cat Valentine soon to be Puckett had lost her baby. Her friends protected her, and she was able to get through the days. June 7th crept up, and passed.
They called Dice and Goomer to start their Thursday night game night. Sam could hardly play. She couldn't function anymore. Cat was ok. She was dealing with the pain. They had a few soft laughs that night. Goomer didn't understand why everyone was so gloomy. Dice noticed Sam's behavior and became concerned.
"Sam, you gotta go get some help. You can't keep doing this to yourself. You can't keep doing this to Cat. She needs you, Sam." Dice's words went in one ear and out the other.
"You're right, this is selfish of me. Cat's doing better, I should be too. I need to be strong for her. Help me, Dice."
Slowly Sam and Cat's moods lightened. They went to dinner one night and had the most fun they've had in weeks.
"We missed our wedding." Cat said.
"We'll just have to plan a different day. Farther out maybe. How about November?" Sam suggested.
"Sure. We'll get married in November."
The next day they went to see Dr. Howard. It was tough. But it needed to happen. They came out of his office with a weight lifted from their shoulders. Everything could start to go back to normal.
At the beach, they lay on towels and tanned. Cat untied her bikini top so her back would tan evenly. She forgot this and flashed a group of teenage boys when she sat up. Sam just laughed and shook her head. They kissed and touched.
"We should go get some ice cream." Sam suggested.
"Yeah. Let's go." Cat agreed.
Sam noted the small cone Cat got compared to the last time they were at the ice cream parlor. She frowned but pushed the thought away quickly and stole a kiss from her beloved.
"I love you, Cat." Sam said as she bit into the cone.
"I love you, too, Sam."
"We should try dress shopping again." Sam was surprised she suggested that.
They went to David's Bridal again and met with Katie.
"Hey, ladies. Welcome back. Are you ready to try on some more dresses, Cat?" Katie smiled enthusiastically.
"Yes! I'm so excited." Cat bounced up and down. "Can we try the dress I tried on before? I liked that one. Maybe it'll fit, now that…" Sam rubbed her arm and brought her in for a hug. They said they wouldn't bring that up.
"Of course! Here it is!" Katie pulled the dress out. Cat and Sam went in the fitting room and got Cat dressed up. The zipper was easy to pull up this time, and they looked at each other in the mirror. Cat looked at herself.
"I like this dress a lot." Sam said. "Especially on you." Cat turned around and the girls kissed gently. They opened the door to meet Katie.
"Oh! What a lovely dress!" Katie clapped her hands excitedly. "You look great, Cat."
And Cat did look great. Sam beamed and stared at Cat.
"I think this is the one." Cat said to Sam.
"I think so, too." Sam said. She turned to Katie. "How much for that one?"
"For you two, $21,000." Katie smiled wide. Sam gulped and got her credit card out.
"Thank you, Sam. I love you." Cat had changed out of the dress, which was put in a fancy bag.
"I love you, too, Red." Sam hooked Cat's arm with hers and led them from the shop after thanking Katie. The two girls kissed and got on Sam's bike.
In July, Sam and Cat went on vacation to the mountains. Lake Tahoe was pretty this time of year. They rented a small cabin on the edge of the lake and hiked during the day.
"I've never canoed before. Is it safe?" Cat put her life jacket on.
"Of course it's safe. We'll just go along the shore." Sam assured.
"Oh look! It's an eagle! Wow. It's so pretty." Cat pointed to the large bird overhead.
"Wow. That's cool." Said Sam. They took off in the canoe.
That night, they went to a big lodge for dinner. It was beautiful and cabiny.
"This is great, Sam. Thanks for taking us here." Cat looked stunning in her little blue sundress.
"Of course, Kitten. I'd take you anywhere." Sam took Cat's hand and kissed a knuckle.
The cabin they stayed in was cozy and warm which they needed after the night cooled the air. They sat by the fire and talked. They had no TV so they had to find other activities.
"Sam, I don't know if this is too soon, but…" Cat started.
"Yeah? What?" Sam urged.
"Can we try again?" Cat turned in Sam's arms to look at her face.
"What? Canoeing? Of course!" Sam chuckled.
"No, I mean can we try for another baby?" Cat looked at her folded hands in her lap. "I just feel empty."
"We should ask Dr. Meyer, but I don't see any problem with that. I've been keeping up with those pills. Either way, I'd like to make love to you tonight." Sam squeezed Cat tighter in her arms.
"Me too." Cat got up and started unbuttoning her pants. She pulled them down and a sexy little pair of panties was holding her beautiful ass. She bent over to take off her socks. Sam was licking her lips by the time Cat turned around. Cat took off her shirt and flung it at Sam. Then, Cat walked seductively to the bedroom. Sam followed, walking and taking her clothes off at the same time. Cat was lying on the bed with her legs spread open. Sam climbed on her and kissed her softly. Sam ground her hips into Cat and Cat moaned. Then Cat sat up, breaking the kiss.
"What's wrong?" Sam looked concerned.
"What is that?" Cat pointed at Sam's crotch.
"What's what?" Sam looked down.
"That thing. It's like sticking out." Cat replied. Sam felt her crotch. Sure enough, there was a little nub there. She pulled off her boxers and sat back on her legs. Both girls stared at it.
"What is it?" Cat asked.
"I think it's a penis." Sam touched it. She realized it was her clit that was so engorged with blood it was sticking out from her folds.
"It's cute." Cat touched it too.
"It's ugly." Sam blushed. "What the hell is going on?"
"I like it. Put it in me." Cat begged.
Sam took Cat's panties off and nudged the hard thing against Cat's entrance. Both girls moaned with pleasure. The nub wasn't big enough to really stick into Cat, so Sam just rubbed their pussies together.
"Ah, yes! Fuck me, Sammy!" Cat closed her eyes from the pleasure.
"Oh I'll fuck you all right. I'll fuck you good." Sam reached for her strap on.
Sun broke through the curtains of the cabin window. Cat opened her eyes and saw her lover stretched out underneath her. Cat was straddling Sam, and when she moved, she felt Sam's fake dick still inside her. She pumped up and down a few times while Sam slept. Then she lifted herself off and plopped on the bed.
By August, the girls' babysitting business was booming. They were saving everything for their wedding. They went to update Nona on things every week. Nona said she would chip in for the wedding. She told them to get whatever they wanted and to send her the bill.
Cat walked into the kitchen one day. Sam was sitting at the counter eating something.
"Sam…" Cat said slowly. She breathed heavily. "I think it happened again."
"You fell in the toilet again? Cat, I told you to pay attention when you're going to the bathroom." Sam rolled her eyes.
"No, Sam. I just threw up. But I don't feel sick. I think we did it again." Cat put her hand on her stomach. Sam's mouth dropped open and she walked toward Cat.
"Are you sure?" Sam said cautiously.
"I think so." Cat smiled. Sam stood frozen for a second and then smiled too.
"Oh, Cat. That's wonderful. That's great!" Sam hugged Cat and kissed her. "I love you, Cat."
"Sam, I love you, too. So much." They squeezed each other tight and kissed again. The doorbell rang. "Ding dong." Cat chimed.
Nona was at the door with something in her hand. It was a small velvet box.
"Hey Nona! How are you?" Cat went to hug her.
"Good! How are you, Cat?" Nona asked.
"Um, actually, I'm pregnant again. I think." Cat smiled brightly.
"Oh my god! What great news! I'm so happy for you." Nona's face lit up and she hugged Cat and then reached for Sam. "Congratulations, girls."
"Thanks, Nona." Sam said as she was being squeezed.
"I have something special for you ladies." Nona presented the box to Cat. "These are the rings your grandfather and I had for our wedding. I want you to have them. You don't have to use them, but I wanted to make sure you got them."
"Nona, thank you so much." Cat started tearing up. "That's so nice." Sam patted Cat's back.
"Thanks, Nona. That means a lot." Sam said. "I think we'll definitely use them."
"You might have to have them sized, but at least the metal is the same. I have to go now, but congratulations again, on the baby and the wedding." Nona smiled and walked out the door.
"That's so nice of Nona. She didn't have to do that." Cat showed the rings to Sam. "Aren't they beautiful?"
"They are. Just like you, Cat." Sam smiled at Cat and brought her in for a hug. "I love you, Red."
"I love you, too, Sammy."
In September, Cat was relieved she didn't have to go to school anymore. She couldn't really remember graduation, but she knew it happened. The girls stayed home all day and did naughty things. They even locked themselves in the safe by mistake once and had to call Dice to open it up. Unfortunately, Dice came to the rescue right as they orgasmed. That was awkward. The girls went to the beach often, and went out at night. They planned bits and pieces of their wedding. Cat was having symptoms similar to those of her first pregnancy. So far, the baby was healthy.
Sam was sitting on the floor in the living room watching Barney with one of the kids they were babysitting. She yawned and grumbled about the show under her breath. Cat came into the living room in her classic get-up as a naked chef with nothing but an apron on. Sam and the little girl looked at Cat with wide eyes. Cat started blushing feverishly. She backed into the hallway and took off toward the bedroom.
"Can you sit here by yourself for a minute? I'll be right back." Sam got up and went after Cat. She found Cat sitting on the bed crying.
"I didn't know anyone else was here. She's probably going to tell her mom now." Cat sobbed into her hands. "I'm just so horny, and I need you." Sam hugged her shoulders and took Cat's head into her chest.
"It's ok, Cat. She didn't see anything too unusual. Besides, you had the apron on so it looked like you were wearing clothes underneath." Sam comforted Cat.
"Really? It looked like I had clothes on?" Cat said with a sob.
"Actually, no. But I liked it a lot. And she won't tell her mom. What would she tell her?"
"You're right. I'll go make supper." Cat dried her tears and went to the kitchen in sweat pants and a t-shirt. Sam went back to the living room to finish watching Barney. Do kids still watch Barney? I haven't heard anything about that show for years, good god I'm old. So anyways, Cat made dinner.
"Thank you for dinner, Mrs. Cat." The little girl, Sandy, said.
"You're welcome, Sandy. That's so sweet." Cat smiled. Sam rolled her eyes and muttered something under her breath.
"I really like you two. You're nice." Sandy said.
"Thanks, kid. I thought I was mean." Said Sam. The girl's mother came to pick her up. Cat cleaned up the kitchen and Sam went outside. Sam was sitting on a bench in the courtyard, and was soon joined by Cat. Cat was holding her still-flat belly and leaned in to Sam. Sam put her arm around her and put her other hand on Cat's belly, too.
"How's Baby doing?" Sam asked softly.
"Good. I haven't had to eat so much with her." Cat thought about that.
"Good. How's Mommy doing?"
"I'm good, too. How's Other Mommy doing?" Cat giggled.
"Just peachy. I don't know what I am to this kid. Am I its dad or its second mom?"
"You can be whatever you want to be."
"I'll be its paternal mother. How does that sound?"
"That's great. What will she call you, though?"
"Maybe a combo of mom and dad. Like mad or dom. Or mapa or pama. Something like that."
"I like pama. It's easy to say and it goes with mama." Cat lifted her head to kiss Sam on the cheek. Sam turned her head and caught Cat's lips with hers.
"Let's go inside. It's getting cool out here." Sam said helping Cat off the bench.
