Since Vlad and Snow's wedding October hasn't really been the same. She hardly ever talks to me, we rarely have sex now, and I can't help to think that she doesn't want to be with me anymore. It's seriously staring to scare me.
I get home from work exhausted and starving. I open the door and hear what seems like crying.
Is October crying? She never cries. Oh shit this has to be huge.
I hurry close the door lock it and set my briefcase down and set my keys on the end table.
"October..?" I ask while walking in to the living room to see if she's in there.
The sound of crying continues and I see October on the couch huddling up in a blanket. I can only see the back of her head so I can't tell if she's crying or not. I look at the TV and see some chick crying on a bed holding a picture. I walk around the couch to sit next to October. I get a good look at her. She's not crying though. She looks at me and looks back at the TV.
"I thought you were the one crying." I laughed.
"Nope. Not me." She said half heartedly.
Dude! What the hell is the matter?
I look around for the remote, find it, grab it and press the power button.
"Hey!" She exclaims.
"Alright, we need to talk." I say.
"About what?" She asked with a hint of irritation.
"Us." I say.
She stiffens and looks at me with mixed emotions of sadness and fear. Seconds go by and she doesn't say anything so I open my mouth first.
"What's up with you?" I asked worried.
"What the hell are you talking about?" She asked confused.
"You haven't been yourself lately." I added.
"What do you mean?" She asked.
"We never talk anymore, it seems like each time I come home I see less and less of you, we hardly ever make love, it just seems like you're becoming more distant each time I see you. In all I'm starting to think that you don't want to be with me." I spit out trying not to choke on any of the words.
She looks at me with wide eyes, but no emotion is behind them. None. I'm beginning to panic a little.
"Say something." I huff out.
"What do you want me to say?" She yells pissed off.
"I don't know anything. Anything's better than the silence." I say talking with my hands.
"I don't know what to tell you Henry." She says pulling her brows together.
"Why are you being so distant?" I asked confused and hurt.
"I'm not being distant." She said in a bitchy tone.
"Yes you are. Don't act like you're not because you know as well as I do that you've been more distant since Snow's wedding." I said all pissed off.
"Henry just shut the fuck up, you don't know what you're talking about." She said waving me off like a fly while walking away, like I'll just go away.
"October I'm still talking to you." I yelled walking after her.
"Yeah, well. I'm done with this conversation." She said walking up the stair.
I stopped at the bottom of the stair. Shake my head and get my keys.
"I'm going to Joss's house, call me when you decide to act like yourself again." I yell while stomping out the door and slamming it behind me.