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Chapter 4. The New Happiness You Create
"Let's divorce!"
The hunter was speechless, he was unable to say anything. He felt his heart fell hard on the ground as it broke into the invincible pieces that the brunet could not see but him. Oh... How much Zero wanted to ask him why it happened like this. Why it ended like this, why ? Zero seriously wanted to beg for Kaname to stay with him. To choose him over her.
However, Zero was too kind for his beloved ones. He was sacrificing his happiness for Kaname's happiness. What could he do after all? No matter what he did, Kaname wouldn't be his anymore. Because now, Zero was no longer his love, his passion, his desire and his life. The promise he made, the vow he broke... It was the proof of that.
"Why...?" Zero was finally managed to question him. His voice was as calm as ever, while the truth, the truth was his heart was screaming in pain. It hurt, it really hurt him so much that he could die. It really made his heart bleed over and over again.
Kaname just smirked at that question, 'Acting dumb huh?'
"Because I don't love you anymore..." He stated coldly. Oh... If only Zero's heart was like a glass, it would keep being broken by Kaname more and more. The silver hunter just remained silent, his face was so calm. As if it was nothing for him to bear. But all of it was a lie, he really wanted to burst into tears, he really wanted to disappear and made sure it was all just a dream.
But, no matter how much Zero wanted it to be a dream. It wouldn't be one, because everyday when he woke up, he still could not feel the warmth that belongs to the brunet in front of him now. The warmth he used to feel everyday he woke up. He missed it, he really missed it so much.
"And... I don't think I even ever loved you. Ever since Yuki was left by that bastard Ouri, I found myself to have this feeling that was once died for her. You know how much I love her before right?" Kaname suddenly declared.
'Kaname... Why ? Why? Isn't it enough to hurt me like this? And now you said you never love me? How could...' Zero's mind was going blank. The man he truly loved, the man he truly cherish, the man that had kidnapped his heart...saying it out loud that he didn't think he even ever loved him.
Was everything just a lie? All the sweet things Kaname said for him, all of them were just lies?
Zero inhaled slowly as his eyes stared at Kaname's cold eyes. Zero knew it would happen sooner or later, but he never thought he would lose him now, at this very moment.
Kanamed had broken his vow, his promise, and his love. He had betrayed Zero, but why couldn't Zero bring himself to hate Kaname?
"Is it the answer of all the matter with us for the past year?" Zero said, looking straight at Kaname.
Kaname just faked a chuckle before nodding his head. "Yes, Yuki needs me, and I need her. We are meant for each other, don't you think Kiryu? In the past, now and forever... You know that I will choose her over everything right?"
Zero had no words to say... Again and again... Kaname forgot the promise. Ah, it was all a lie right? So thats why Kaname forgot it easily. Because a sudden realization that came into him made him dumbfounded on his seat, it was as if Kaname treated him just like a toy that he could play every time when his favorite one was needed to be fixed.
"Does she really love you, Kaname?" 'Like how much I love you..'
"Of course she does! She finally realizes that I am her true love... And we would like to get married soon..." The brunet answered straightly. There was no guilt at all, he didn't even feel guilty for what he had done to Zero. For hurting him so much, For making him waiting all day and night for him, For broking his promise and vow he made for him, and for toying with his heart.
And still Zero couldn't hate the pureblood, he was still very much in love with him. He wanted to blame Kaname and Yuki for making him like this. However he was not able to do so.
Zero stared, almost lovingly at him. He wanted to declare how much he loved him, how much he wanted him, his love. Yet, Zero just remained the desire deep inside his heart.
Zero sighed before forming a sweet smile on his face. "Now that I realize, how much you love her, and how much she loves you... What can I do to stop you?" She said, trying to remain calm.
"I understand Kuran, I understand that she is your happiness... And I will be happy to see you happy with her..."
"And I agree with this divorce..."
Kaname smiled at that, what a stupid doll he had here. Now he was able to go on public with Yuki after he divorced this stupid guy. "Good..." He said.
"I hope you can take care of her, Kaname... Please cherish her with everything you have..." The silver-haired hunter stated.
"You don't need to mention it..." Kaname smirked coldly.
The pureblood faked a cough, "I will meet you later when everything is ready. You just need to sign a single paper later..." He stood up, getting ready to leave the place.
"I wish your happiness with her, Kuran..." Zero smiled sincerely. It was the truth he really wished, he wanted Kaname to be happy even though he was the one who had to get hurt for his happiness. Even though he would life in despair. The hunter was willing to do so, everything he had done so far was for Kaname's happiness after all. The pain he had endured was for Kaname too.
Kaname smiled coldly before walking off from the cafe. Zero could see the people outside there walking past the cafe, he was sitting right by big window which made by glass.
He could hear Kaname's footsteps were getting far and far away from him.
And when he finally couldn't feel Kaname's presence, he suddenly burst into tears, the grief he had been holding, the pain he had endured, the misery he had been through... He just could not hold it anymore.
The beauty just cried it out, he let his tears flowing like a river on his cheeks. He just lost everything... The sacrifices he had done was turning out to be nothing. He knew it would be like this, yet he still endured everything by himself.
He sobbed hard, he didn't care all people around him watching him. He didn't even give a shit for them. It was the place where Kaname had confessed his love for him, and in the place too Kaname ended everything.
Zero wanted to run away, to run away from this cruel reality. The nightmare he had never wished to have, finally came true. Why...? Why did everything happen to him? Why did he do wrong until God give him punishment like this?
The silver hunter suddenly brought back to the reality when he felt someone was sitting on Kaname's seat. He looked up to see at the person while the person patted his head, tenderly.
"Shouto-san?"
KazeKaze
Ichiru was worried as hell, he was now waiting for Zero at Aidou's hospital. He had texted Zero to meet him there, as Aidou was with him, worried as well.
They were now sitting on a big bench in Aidou's office as silent was filling the room.
In other hand, Aidou let himself being calm down by the love of his life, Kain Akatsuki. The blod let his body being held by his tall fiance.
They were surprised when the door was opened suddenly.
"Zero!" Three of them greeted the elder hunter worriedly.
Zero looked miserable for them, his eyes were puffy, showing that the older twin just cried. They let him sit on the bench to make him calmer a bit.
"Kaname... He wants a divorce..." Zero finally started. The three of them looked at him in instant. They gasped as anger rushed in their veins.
"See! He chooses that bitch over you! Damn, I will make sure he regret it later!" Aidou was the one to respond. Ichiru agreed at that remark. He loved Aidou for always being honest, especially for these past year the twins were getting along with Aidou. The three of them were like best of best friends.
"And then what happened? What are you going to do now? And with who you came here? Don't tell me you are here by yourself?" Ichiru kept throwing questions on him, made him unable to think.
"I... I don't know what to do, really. I am clueless, Ichiru! He ends it, it is ended! Our marriage is nothing but a trash..." He answered with his teary eyes.
"Someone came with me here, but he has something to do so he cannot join us..." He added.
Kain, who was just watching all of the scene finally asked, "Who is he?"
"It is Shouto Isaya..."
They all gasped once more. "How could he be there? The last time I saw him was on your wedding!" Aidou blurted out.
"I don't know, Aidou... I don't know... He, all out of people suddenly be there for me. He even patted my head, listen to my griefs carefully, and not to mention what he said to me. He said that, 'Don't stop crying, if crying is the only way for you to be better, then cry a lot. I will be here until you are better.' He was there for me! He even gave me his number and he said he would be there for me when I need him. When I wish Kaname was there! But he wasnt. Because I have let her being taken from me!"
Ichiru let his tears fell along with Zero's. How much the pain Zero had endured because of Kaname? Even though he was not on his shoes, Ichiru could feel the pain, the grief, the sorrowful that Zero had been holding on by himself. He hugged Zero tightly as the older twin sobbed hard in his hold.
"Why did I do wrong? Am I not good enough for him? Why...? Why does he have to leave me?"
Aidou wanted to make Zero realized that it was not him that was wrong. But he had no heart to do so when he saw by himself that Zero was already broken.
Kain felt like punching Kaname hard on his face. He wanted to wake him up from the worst mistake he had done. To hurt an angel like Zero, how could Kaname do that? The love Zero had for him, wasnt it enough for him? Why did he choose someone who didn't love him in the first place...?
Zero wished to blame everything on Kaname. Yet he couldn't. Because it was his heart who chose Kaname. He really wanted to choose someone else to fall in love with. But why his heart chose Kaname all out of people there. He and Kaname were supposed to be enemies. And yet he fell in love with him. The silver hunter should know from the start, they were not meant to be together.
Zero let out a bitter laugh from his sweet mouth. He laughed bitterly with the tears rolling down onto his cheeks. Wetting his pale cheeks.
Ichiru was so sad to see his older brother like this. Where was the cold and strong brother he have? Zero was strong yet fragile inside, especially to those who related to his beloved ones.
In all of a sudden Zero felt dizzy, as the darkness claimed him before he fell on the top of Ichiru's lap.
"Oniisan!"
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The silver haired guy blinked his eyes, regaining his consciousness. He stared at the ceiling which he found unfimiliar. Then he realized he was now in one of rooms in the Hospital. He saw Ichiru immediately walked to his bed. "Oniisan, you are awake!" Ichiru said in relief.
"Whats wrong with me?" Zero asked him in confusion. He felt so dizzy, he touched his forehead to endure the dizziness.
"We still don't know yet, Zero. Hanasuba is now running on test with your blood." Kain was the one to answer. He helped Zero to lean his back on the pillow as he set the bed to make him comfortable.
The door was opened with Aidou standing there, staring at them with concern. He was not ready to tell Zero the result he just found out.
"Whats wrong with me Aidou?" Zero asked him as soon as Aidou was by his side.
Aidou just bit his lips nervously. "Mmm... I don't know it will be your best news or worst news ever." He started.
Zero just raised his eyebrow confusedly. "What do you mean Aidou?"
"Yes, Aidou, just tell us right now! Duh, you get my nerve." Ichiru said, feeling upset.
"Are you sure you want to hear it, Zero?" Aidou stared at him, deeply.
"Of course! Just tell me please!"
With that, Aidou sighed deeply, the blond stared at the paper he was holding. Before he turned his attention at Zero.
"You are pregnant, Zero."
TBC!
LOL Now you know who the prince charming is! Well, maybe he is out of character that no one ever pair him with Zero. But I really like Isaya a lot! And I put it here because there is a reason because of this! Hehe. Thanks so much for reading my story! Please reviews! Reviews really give me inspiration to write more.
