(Andys pov)
I couldn't listen to it anymore, i couldn't sit around while the love of my life declared his love for someone else,i knew Ashley would never be mine , this just proves it more.I pulled out a cigarette from the pack , lighting it as i walked , i had no idea where i was going , i needed to escape
Jake lied , he said it would all work out , he couldn't be more wrong.I walked for an hour before stopping in a park and sitting down on a bench, pulling out my note book and began writing some lyrics
The writing's on the wall,
Your crimson touch is goin' no where,
I'll hang onto every word you said,
And sink my teeth into this nightmareWoah oh oh oh...
I'm screaming out,
Can you hear me?I bleed for you,
Forever I will lie awake,
I would Die For you,
I see the truth,
I've given you my heart to break,
I would Die For You.
i smiled at the lyrics , wondering what they guys would think of it, wondering what Ashley would think of it , just his name was enough to cause tears to come to my eyes, i keep telling myself to get over him , but i cant , each time i see him my heart skips a beat . All of a sudden Sarcasm by get scared started playing and i jumped out of my skin realising my phone was going off, i took my phone out of my pocket and answered
"andy , dude where the hell are you we are on stage in a hour"jake sounded worried , i felt so guilty , i didn't mean to worry them
"oh shit , sorry i lost track of time , im running now , be there in 30 minutes tops"
I hung up and started running back the way i came , hoping i can make it back in time , i took me an hour to walk here , luckily i was tall.I made it back to the bus with 20 minutes to spare , bursting through the door and landing on Ashley , why does this always happen!
"erm sorry" i stood us quickly, running towards the bunks before Ashley could talk
I managed to get dressed and put my warpaint on in record time just making it for sound check, as i walked back stage i saw jake talking to cc and jinxx , he was pacing and looked concerned
"erm hey guys" i played with my hair nervously as they all turned around and looked at me
"Andy its about bloody time , don't run off like that again when we have a performance" jake smiled slightly before grabbing his guitar and walking towards me"sorry had to clear my head" he looked at me again , knowing what i was on about "don't worry , i said it will work out now trust me"
I trusted jake but he was wrong before , and i was hurt because of it , i shrugged it off , putting on a smile and hiding behind it as i looked at jinxx and cc "come on , grab your shit and lets get going , we have hundreds of fans out there that need us" they smiled at me as we all high fived
"hey where is purdy" jinxx looked around for him but couldn't see him
"i have no id..." i looked other at the door as Ashley came running through it , damn he was topless
"shit sorry , im here , where the hell is my bass" i handed Ashley his bass and smiled at him "andy , we have to talk , but not now , now we have to blow some minds" all five of us laughed and agreed high fiving before walking on stage , well i say walking , we all ran on as the fans screamed "BLACK VEIL BRIDES"
"EVENING PLYMOUTH" i screamed into the mic , laughing as they screamed back at me "were Black veil brides and this is never give in"
Cc,jinxx ,jake and Ashley dived straight into the song , it sounded amazing , i missed performing so much .
They room was alive, everyone was singing along with me all finished our last song as i said goodnight into the microphone before walking off the stage.
All five of us sat backstage , we had 20 minutes till we go and meet the fans
"you have no idea how much i have missed performing" cc jumped around laughing as we all agreed with him, high fiving again,
"just think we have another 6 months of this" i smiled at them , knowing that we all enjoyed touring as much as each other
"hell yes , now that is what im talking about"Ashley laughed some more , making me blush as he did ,i think jake saw cause he winked at me again , why does he keep winking at me
"andy can we talk now" Ashley looked at me aswell as the others"what are you all staring at" i mumbled slightly before getting up "yeh come on then ash" just as we were about to leave our manager walked in "guys time to meet the fans" Ashley looked at me again as he mouthed "later" and i nooded in agreement , i wondered what he wanted to talk about ,i hope it has nothing to do with his special someone because my heart cant handle that twice in one day
CC,Jake,Jinxx,Ashley and me all walked outside to screaming fans ,we all went different directions as i began hugging people and signing alot of posters, by the end of it my hand was starting to hurt , i looked over to find the others , then wishing i hadn't when i saw Ashley flirting with a group of girls, its ok andy you can do this , just smile , jake looked at Ashley then at me,before mouthing that it would be okay
I wish he would stop saying that cause its obvious it wont be , i turned my back to them and signed more things for the fans, i was so tired by now i had been signing for almost an hour and i swear my hand was going to drop off the fans had left leaving me standing by the tour bus smoking another cigarette as i watched girls throw themselves over Ashley, he didn't seem to mind , and i guess its always going to be like that , i felt tears burn in my eyes, why cant i control my emotions,Ashley glanced briefly at me causing the pain to get worse , i cant handle it anymore.i dropped my cigarette and walked away willing the tears to disappear but they didn't, tears filled my eyes and began spilling down my cheeks , i cant imagine what it was doing to my war paint, i ended up down the same alley that me and Ashley was down before.
I sighed and turned around, watching the floor as his's boots came into view , i knew it was him, , who else would it be "andy..." he tried lifting my face to look at him but i turned around , having my back face him "just leave it Ashley" i felt more tears coming, i tried stopping them , but the more i tried the worse it became"andy please look at me and listen" i couldn't face him,i could hardly talk to him "no Ashley please just lea..." before i could finsh Ashley grabbed me by my arm and spun me around,pushing me against the wall as he stared at me with his brown eyes that i loved so much, before i could say anything at all, he leaned in close to me and pressed his lips onto mine.
I kissed him back , oh god he was kissing me , ive waited two years for this , i cant believe this is happening , i thought he was in love though , did he make that all up.
Ashley pulled away from the kiss and pressed his forehead against mine , smiling as he looked right at me again"Andy you didn't let me finish earlier, i meant every word i said , but you ran off before i could tell you , im in love with you Andrew Biersack , for two years ive watched you , waiting for the day i could hold you and call you mine" i smiled ,he loved me ! i could see the love in his eyes , and id never imagine his lips would feel this good
I leaned into him this time , kissing him with more passion then before causing him to growl against my lips.I pulled away from him and smiled again as he whispered "theres the smile i love so much"
"Ashley words cant describe how i feel about you, ive dreamt about this moment for so long , and now i finally have you , no more wondering what it would feel like to be with you..i love you, your my outlaw Ashley , forever my outlaw" it was his turn to smile this time "you have no idea how long ive waited it hear that andy , no idea"