Emi-Chan: WRITERS BLOCK! Sorry for all my fans for my two other stories but I just can't help it! I've written 3 chapters of this and 4 on the way. And I haven't even taken a potty break!
Sami-Chan: Disclaimer Emi-Chan doesn't own twilight blah blah. And Emi-Chan TMI!
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I wanted to scream and hide when I heard the wolf. But I kept it all inside. I'm really good at that. The best actually, if it was an Olympic sport I'd take gold. I only went slightly ridged, but relaxed when Heloise pressed against me telling me she was there for me. We made it to the house.
I walked in and 7 head turned to look at us. "Wow huge welcome committee."
The youngest boy hopped up and smiled at me. He reminded me of Heloise when she was a pup. SO naturally I liked him. SO did Heloise apparently she ran to him tail wagging.
"Heloise not again! I'm sorry!"I said. "I'm Angelique and this is my pup Heloise."
"I'm Seth Clearwater!"He said kneeling to pet her. She rolled on her back to be petted on her tummy.
"Clearwater? Oh I met your sister earlier!"I said "Is she here? I liked her." They seemed shocked at this.
"Uh no she's on a date. Come and meet the others though." I fallowed him in to the living room and was almost knocked to the ground by a little ball of hyperness.
"Claire! Careful sweetie!" one of the large boys said, the Protectors no doubt. He sounded like a mother hen.
"Qwil! Pretty Angel! Pretty Angel!"The little girl Claire said. I knelt to pick her up.
"I'm not an angel sweetie. My names Angelique" I said smiling at her. This girl was such a cutie. Claire seemed to be in deep concentration. Then she nodded.
"Yep Angel." She said stubbornly then she saw Heloise. "Aw! Doggie! Doggie! Down! Down!" She said and struggled out of my arms. She ran to Heloise and Quil jumped to his feet to hurry after her. But Heloise is calm around kids and even let Claire on her back. She walked Claire back to Quil he smiled softly and patted her on her head. "Good dog you got."
"No she's the best" I insisted my pride swelling. "The best in the world!" Heloise seemed to like this because she seemed to stand straighter.
The others laughed and introduced them self's. "I'm Quil Ateara and that's Claire. Welcome I home you enjoy it here." he said and shock my hand before going back to watch Claire play with Heloise. I wasn't insulted though. He seemed pretty nice.
"I'm Sam Uley and this is my wife Emily." He said shaking my head and putting his arm around a young woman. I tried not to stare. She had scares coving her face. But I could tell she was gorgeous. I could look pass the scars as if they were my own. I pulled my jacket around me to hide my scars though I could see Sam and Billy's eyes stay on the spot where they saw it. I turned to Emily.
"It's nice to meet you. Your so pretty! I bet you broke hearts when you married Sam!"I said joking trying to get the attention away from me. Emily laughed and blushed. Sam smiled at me then his eyes turned to her. They way he looked at her kind of made me want to look away to give them privacy. It was so intense.
For most of the visit we talk about random things and then they left on a good note. I never told them how Heloise saved me. I kind of wanted to keep my attack a secret for a while. I showered and I and Heloise went to bed. My dad kissed me good night.
"Remember Heloise has a bed." He pointed out but I think he knew that as soon as he closed my door, I'd life my covers and she'd hop up and snuggle against me.
Around 4 a.m. Heloise need to go the bathroom. I groaned. "Can it wait till morning?"I asked tired, I also had school in the morning. Heloise simply whined again. "Oh your lucky I love you so much, Bête!"
I put on my black robe and walked her out. I stood waiting for her to do her business and looked at the stars and moon. I loved the moon just as much as I love the rain but I loved dancing more. Dance transported me to a different world. It's a place where I wasn't scared, a place where I didn't have scars, a place where my mother was still with me. I always felt closer to her when dance. I also felt close to her when doing dangerous stuff because that was something else we liked to do. But most of all I felt closest to her while singing. Subconsciously I started singing a song that described how I felt.
You were once my one companion
You were all that mattered
You were once a friend and father
Then my world was shattered
I lost my mom so suddenly. She was here then gone and she left me all alone.
Wishing you were somehow here again Wishing I could here your voice again
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed
Somehow you would be here
Knowing that I never would
Dreaming of you helped me to do
All that you dreamed I could
I can't remember all the times I had wished she was with us again. That she hadn't left me and father. Then we can be a family. She could meet Heloise, my mother would love her so much.
Passing bells and sculpted angels, cold and monumental
Seem for you the wrong companion, you were warm and gentle
My mother never deserved to die. She was the most life filled person I knew and still know.
Too many years
Fighting back tears
Why can't the past just die!
Sometimes I just wanted it all to go away. To all disappear, not just my moms death but the attack too. I wanted it all to end!
Wishing you were here again
Knowing we must say goodbye
It wasn't fair for me to wish her back. Everyone dies the poor and rich, the young and old. It is the ultimate justice. No one could escape it. Well except vampires, psh if they were real.
Try to forgive
Teach me to live
Give me the strength to try!
My mom would be ashamed, I need to be strong for father. I need to face my fear and continue.
No more memories
No more silent tears
No more gazing across the wasted years
Help me say goodbye
Help me say goodbye!
All of a sudden Heloise was barking. I snapped my head up. "What is it Heloise?" I asked and walked to her. But I froze because there in the line of trees was a wolf staring at me. Oh my gosh is was huge. It was the size of a horse! It was so beautiful though. It was a soft grey and it had brown specials on it's back. And it's warm brown eyes stared right at me.
I fell backwards in awe and panic. Heloise stood in front of me. But then something odd happened. The wolf whined sadly and backed away before running off.
I sat there for 5 minutes before I came to my senses. I grabbed Heloise and dragged her inside. We dashed up the stairs and I dove under my black and red confuter. I started bawling then. Not the delicate sobbing they do in movies, I'm talking disquisition snotty bawling. Luckily it was droned out by Fathers snoring. Heloise came and licked my face and I calmed down. But I started up again when I heard a wolf howl. But I didn't realize until morning how pained it had sounded.