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I watched as Shannon just stood there silent leting the words roll around in his mind just a bit longer and as he turned and walked away I let out a strangled cry and I sank to the floor as sob's echoed through out my body I herd someone coming towards me but I didn't care and as I felt someone's arm's wrap around me and Kirsty's soft soothing voice in my ear I just broke down even more she softly rubbed my back and she helped me up pulling me into her arm's as I tried to fight my sob's just to speak."He just left me."I sobbed and she tried to find the right words but she couldn't I'm sure nobody could and as I cried harder into her chest I herd more feet walking towards us and when Matt and Jeff looked at me I cried and ran into Matt's open arm's as Jeff just stood there unsure of what to do.
The thought of his bestfriend doing that to his sister seemed to stick out in his mind as he watched her sob in Matt's arm's and Kirsty just looked a sympathic smile on her face."Your kiding right seriously you can't be buying this Matt Shannon just wouldn't leave her."Jeff Said and Matt shot him a warning glare."Whatever."Jeff said dismissevly as he walked away from his crying sister and down the hall to find Shannon and sort this mess out.
"Its ok Baby girl."Matt said trying to sooth her but it wasn't working."I wanna just go home back to the place where I belong."I whispered as Matt released me from the hug and I gave Kirsty a teary smile Kirsty smiled back and I grabbed for her hands like a child would do in search of there mother and even though she was younger then I was she was always there for me and as we walked down the hall she gave my hands a light reasuring squezze in her own way saying it was going to be alright.
"I'll come home with you."Kirsty whispered as I put mystuff back into my suitcase."What about Red."I said and at the mention of his name her face turned a scarlett colour."He'll be fine for a few week's he is a big boy and can look after himself unlike you missy your just a little girl in a very big world."Kirsty said and I smiled I loved the way she could make me feel better just buy a few simple word's."Hate to brake it to you baby girl but i'm older then you."I teased and she huffed I laughed and she smiled."Maybe you should ring your dad."She said and I thought about it for a momment and nodded she smiled and left the room.
"Hey Daddy."I said into the phone once I herd him pick-up "Hey Baby girl what wrong you never ring on a wednesday."He said and I smiled he knew me so well "Nothing Daddy I just wanted to let you know I was coming home."I said and I herd him sigh on the other end of the phone."Is something wrong with you and Shannon."He asked a serious tone coming into his tone and I took a deep breath "Where just having some issue's."I said as my voice cracked and I felt the tear's fall down my face my eyes stinging from them as I herd my Dad take in a deep breath."Whats wrong Baby girl."He said and I caved in I sobbed as I told him Shannon had just left me standing in the hall when I had told him we where going to have a family.
"Baby girl please don't cry anymore I hate hearing you cry."My dad said and I herd his voice crack a little "Ok."I said in a sniffle as I tried to hold in my emotion's."Kirsty is coming home with me also."I said and my dad chuckled."Lacie said she misse's you by the way."My dad said laughing a little I had been awhile since me and Lacie had seen each other and I knew she would probly kill me once I got back hom but I was happy to be seeing her again."Alright Daddy I'm going to go so I can keep packing."I said and he said goodbye as I hung up and turned around Shannon stood there leaning against the door frame and my lungs tightened I felt the tears wanting to fall from my eyes but I tried my best to hold them back."Don't go please Rebecca."Shannon whispered reaching out for me and pulling me to him to the place where I felt the safest in his arm's his tight embrace."I don't want to lose you."He whispered placing his lips to mine they where the same as they always where fitting with mine perfectly always soft kisse's but I pulled away just looking at him his eyes swirled with many emotion's and unceartanty.
"Were did we fall apart."I whispered kissing Shannon softly once more before leaving him in his thoughts as I walked down the halway of the hotel it was time to go back home just where I needed to be just away from Shannon Brian Moore.