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Logan stuttered towards the door he wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. He went over what just happened in his brain, how it sounded like Rogue didn't even know who she was, how what she did remember about him was that he stabbed her, and how she stopped screaming as soon as she didn't see him.

Logan feel free to come talk to me if need to. The Professor told him telepathically.

Logan didn't even snap about him entering his brain he only mumbled "uh-huh" and kept walking. He didn't know where he was going; he just let his feet take him where they felt he should go. He had his head down the whole time, suddenly finding the floor very fascinating. He continued this until he bumped into Scott, which caused Scott to drop a pile of student's paper he was holding.

"Logan! Would you watch were you're going!" Scott snapped before he noticed Logan's distanced face. 'Logan?" He asked softly. "Anyone there?" not wanting to startle the naturally aggressive man he kept his voice low.

"Oh, sorry Scott." Logan mumbled and kept walking.

Scott knew something was wrong when the Wolverine apologized to him. He told himself to go talk to the professor about it later.

Logan continued to walk but this time he had a destination in mind. He couldn't remember the exact way, but he had nothing but time to find it. He walked around for about half an hour before he found it, he could tell by the distinct smell that it was where he was trying to get to. He opened the door and found Rogue's room a mess, but with her stuff, as if she had been there that morning.

Logan slowly entered, like he was afraid it would crumble beneath his feet if he stepped too hard. Logan walked over to the girl's vanity and studied the things on it. He saw a picture of what he assumed were the bastard parents of Marie that had kicked her out tucked in the mirror, he smelled and saw some of her perfume bottles, and the last thing he saw was his dog tags laying on a picture of him that he never knew had been taken. He picked up his tags and remembering his gift for Marie he pulled out a pair of dog tags from his pocket that had Marie written on one and Rogue written on the other.

Logan breathed out a deep sigh and ran his head through his stiff hair, and realized that he needed to shower. Setting down his dog tags back on the vanity but keeping the ones he wanted to give to her, he left the room.

Logan walked to Charles Xavier's office and right before he entered the room he heard the professor say "Come in Logan"

Slightly irritated that he could never just let him knock Logan entered the office.

"Chuck." Logan said as a greeting.

"Logan have you come to discuss your encounter with Rogue?"

"Actually I was just wonderin' if I could have a room, I need a proper sleep, and a long shower." He said recalling the horrible night he had had on the lumpy couch.

The Professor sighed; he had truly hoped Logan would open up to him. "Yes Logan, in fact we hadn't had a need for your room, so we never packed it up you may have that one with all of your stuff there.

"Uh, thanks" Logan offered as a response. He had completely forgotten over four years, that he had a room here with stuff in it. He turned to leave when Xavier stopped him.

"Logan, don't be afraid to open up to the people around you, we all want Rogue to come back."

"Yeah whatever Charles." Logan mumbled not interested.

Logan walked into his room for the first time in over four years. "Home sweet home" he said. He instantly smelled a cigar residue that had lasted the ages, he smelt a lot of himself, and then it was barley there but he smelt Marie. He then remembered all of the nights she came to his room when she couldn't sleep be it because of his nightmares of a lab, Magneto's nightmares of concentration camps, or Marie's very own nightmares of various things.

Logan went to his bed side table and saw an envelope leaning against the alarm clock in beautiful cursive it said Logan.

Logan opened the envelope and found a note in Marie's handwriting.

Logan,

If you are reading this it means that you finally came back. I have some things I want to tell you.

The first one is welcome home I missed you. You have been gone two years, with out contacting me, you jerk. Just kidding Logan, I understand how busy you must be, and I hope you found something about your past.

Now for a slightly more important thing, I have gained some minor control of my skin; if I concentrate really hard I can turn it off for about two minutes. It turns out that my powers have a direct connection to my emotions, so one of the hardest things to learn was to not be nervous, because that caused me to be unable to concentrate.

Now for the most exciting thing. Bobby asked me to marry him! Now Logan don't go kill him, I don't know if you have been counting, but we have been dating for about five years now, and he was with be before I could even touch. I told him yes of course, but then I told him I wanted to wait a while to actually get married. I don't know exactly why, maybe cause I am nervous, but also cause I kinda want you to be there. But you need to come home soon because I am starting to get impatient,

Once again Logan I am so happy you came home, and please don't kill Bobby.

Marie

Logan went from distraught to too shocked to have any emotion. He wanted to know now about everything he had missed. Because of his healing factor he didn't really realize time, and had no idea how all of this could have happened. Wanting to know everything he went back down to the professors office.

He opened the doors to the office thinking that the professor already knew he was coming and saw that it looked like he was interrupting a meeting with all of the adults including a new blue fuzzy dude that Logan didn't know. Logan wanted to know why he wasn't invited me and slightly delirious from everything didn't really watch his words. "Oh excuse me, I didn't stop to think there would be a meeting going on behind my back so I forgot to knock." Logan shouted with sarcasm.

"Now Logan calm down." Scott started.

"Shut the fuck up Cyclops" Logan interrupted him. "What exactly were you talking about down here that you thought I was better off without knowing."

Taking the direct approach the Professor told him " We were talking about our concern for you Logan."

"Your concern for ME, that's rich," Logan continued to shout. "You're worrying about me when Marie is down there in a padded cell, with no idea who the fuck she is!"

The professor mentally told everyone to leave that he would talk to Logan by himself. Everyone silently shuffled out of the room. "Logan, we are doing everything we can to help her, that doesn't mean we will let anyone else in our house lose themselves as well." Charles Xavier explained in a calm voice.

Logan shook his head trying to calm down. "Well you don't worry about me, because I will be fine just as soon as she is." He said in a quite voice that was just as scary as when he was yelling.

"Logan just ask me the questions you came down to ask me." Xavier almost commanded, not in the mood to argue with the man.

Seeing that there was no going back to their 'conversation' Logan decided to find out some of the answers he had had before he walked in on their meeting. Logan placed the letter on the Professors desk and waited for him to read it.

Charles Xavier looked at it saw who it was from and read it, once he was finished he had a smile on his face, the letter sounded just like the girl they were trying to get back. "Yes I can see how this would lead you to have questions." He said handing Logan the letter back, with a voice that showed no recognition of the argument that had just token place." Let me start off by saying she is still only engaged to Bobby, they were to get married exactly one month after we had to… confine her" He said, pausing to find the right word.

Although this wasn't at the top of his concerns he was glad he hadn't missed Marie's big day. And although he wasn't the biggest fan of Bobby he was still happy for her. "What about this control she told me about, if she had control how come she absorbed Carol?"

"Well Logan, as she told you she only had control for about two or three minutes at a time, and not to mention the stress of being in a car crash so severe she wasn't able to hold control for so long."

"Oh." Logan muttered sadly.

Logan was about to ask another question when the Professor interrupted him. " Logan it has been a long day, why don't you go up stairs, take that shower you wanted, get a goodnight's sleep, and tomorrow will be a new day."

Sensing that it wasn't really a suggestion, Logan nodded and went upstairs and did what the professor had said. Charles was right about the next day being a completely different day.

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