"I don't get paid enough for this!" Ichigo yelled as he dragged the dead man's body behind the ally.

"Shut up and finish already," I yelled back "I didn't call you to complain!"

"You shouldn't have called me at all," he stopped moving for a second "Why were you with this guy?" he didn't even look at my face.

"I was helping someone out."

"Whatever," He said as he dumped the man's body in the dumpster. He dusted himself off and started walking back "Don't call me again."

"Don't worry," I followed behind "I don't want to." He just ignored me and kept walking, I hated when he stayed so quiet like that. The walk back was silent, only the laughter of the men and women from the club next door was heard.

"Like I said before," he said as he opened the door to his room "Don't call me again."

"Can I just ask you something?" I asked, stopping the door from closing completely with my foot.

"What?" was all he said.

"Why do you hate me?" he didn't say anything. We just stood there for a minute or two, just in complete silence. Then he spoke.

"Sorry, Rukia," he said, almost in a whisper "but I just can't tell you."

"Why not!" I screamed, anger finally taking over me "Why not Ichigo!!" I pushed the door opened and stormed in.

"Rukia, get out." he warned, not even looking at my face.

"No!" i said as i felt tears running down my cheeks. "Not until you tell me!" And before i even noticed what happened, i was pinned to the wall.

"Damn it!" he yelled "You're going to make me do something to you!"

"Do it then!" i sobbed "Anything so we can be like it was before...!"

Slowly, he leaned forward, making my heart beat rapidly. i closed my eyes, ready for whatever he wanted to do with me.

"I just can't." he whispered in my ear. i tightened my eye lids so i wouldn't release all those tears, dying to run down my cheeks. Then he released me.

"Why?" i cried, the tears still finding a way to run down my cheeks.

"I just can't." he didn't even look at me. Slowly, i walked toward the door.

"I still love you, Ichigo," i sobbed "That hasn't changed." he didn't say a word. Then i left, giving him a finally glance. I closed the door, hearing as he locked it. I walked backwards hitting my back against my room door and i slowly slid down.

"Why?" I cried as I hugged my knees and looked at his door "Why does he do this to me?!"

Next Day

We had just arrived in Karakura, the town was beautiful and clean, unlike the part of Tokyo I'm from. The drive there was silent. We didn't look at each other the whole way there or spoke a word.

"So, we're here…" I silently said as I watched Ichigo drive up to a little motel.

"Yea….we our." He looked over at me, and for some reason, he looked hurt. He looked as if there was a burden about this place. "I need to go do something, so can you book our rooms?" the first time he had finally talked to me since the other day.

"Yea, go ahead." I said as I got out of the car "I can do that." He then drove off, leaving me alone again. Once I saw his car turn the corner, I walked in.

"Two rooms, please." I said to the person behind the register. He looked at me and smiled.

"Of course, miss," He started typing something in his computer "And your name?"

"Natalia Jones." I simply answered.

"Why two rooms?" he asked as he wrote my name in the computer.

"I have a guest."

"Can I have that person's name."

"Yea, Ricky Johnson."

"Boyfriend?" he smirked, looking up at me.

"No, just a friend." I wish he was though.

"Done," he smiled "Here you go." He handed me both keys.

"Thanks." I said as I turned around, rooms 12a and 12b. Great, were next to each other. Once I got in, I dropped, face first on my bed, and tired to fall asleep quickly. I was tired, and I was upset. But then, I heard my phone vibrate.

'Rukiaaaaaa!!!!' it was a message from Rangiku.

'What!?' I texted back.

I'm so bored! Momo went after her client since he was on the move but she hasn't come back yet!'

'Rangiku…..maybe she's tracking him down.'

'I doubt it, she left the same night you left and I couldn't go shopping!'

'Rangiku.....something happened last night...'

'OMG, what?!'

Ichigo and i had a little fight'

'did he hit you!? i will drive up there and kick his ass'

'No, it wasn't that, it was just....i told him i was still in love with him.'

'what did he say?'

'nothing'

'that ass! so he didn't do anything to you right?'

'yea, he didn't'

'r u sure?'

'yes'

'did you cry....'

'how did you know?'

'because..i have my ways'

'do you think it will ever be the same?'

'yea, just wait. I think he still loves you too.'

'how do you know?'

'i just know'

'Thanks'

'No prob.*'

'I'm tired, can we talk in the morning?'

'Fine, I'll text you in the morning. BYE BOO!'

'Yea, thanks again…..' She always knows what to say.

I looked down at myself, maybe I should go take a long bubble bath, to soak all my problems away…… I grabbed my towel and walked in the bathroom. I turned the facet to semi-hot, I loved my hot baths. I stripped down naked and stepped in, it felt so good. Finally, not all of about chasing this client is that bad.

Ichigo's Pov

Driving back to that motel was a lot harder than i thought. Little by little, I could see my life disappearing. The one biggest mistake I've ever made in my life keeps hunting me, just laughing in my face and I can't make it go away. That one night I decided to go drinking with some friends, that one night I got so drunk that I could barely walk, that next day, were I found that woman by my side.

Now, every day that belly grows with a child I didn't want, I child that was a big mistake, the child I didn't have with the love of my life……Rukia.

And now you know why Ichigo is so mean to Rukia... I bit sad to me in a way, they cant be with each other cause Ichigo is trying to be a father to 'his' child. There will be a huge shocker that will probably make you say "WHAT THE FUCK?!" XP Plz review!! i love those things so much.!