Chapter 4!

I forgot to post last weekend I'm sorry! so heres chapter 4 and If I can finish chapter5 tonight I'll upload it tomorrow. I'm sick so it'll be the perfect time to do it. lets start reading!

Jude turned on some music from his phone. Some old 80s rock blasting through the speaker. The trio had sat on the second roof of the boat in a circle.

"I got something" he pulled out a bag.

"weed? Where did you get that?!" City was nervous, looking around for anyone that could call the cops on them. (A/N don't do drugs kids)

"from a friend" he opened it up taking one of the rolled up drug out.

"cool" Angel took it as he lighted it up. She took a hit and then offered it to City.

"I don't think so" she leaned back

"City its our last year as freshman! Cooome on! Its not like its meth or cocaine." She waved the bud around her face. Urging her to take it. City sighed not wanting to take the drug but not be able to say no to her.

My eyes opened to my dark room and a blanket on my body. I rubbed my eyes and stood up in bed. Taking a glance on my phone to see the time. It was 3:35am. Putting my phone on its charger I looked over at my other night table. Seeing some pill cases and note, I swung my legs to the side of my bed and turned on the light. The note was from Midori telling me that she left the melatonin on my table but also sleep aid medicine. Since she didn't know which one I had wanted to take, but I was already asleep when she got upstairs.

I was still tired so I just grabbed one took 2 pills and washed them down with the water bottle she left on the table. I didn't know which one I took. All I know is I laid back under the blanket and blacked out again.

The next time I woke up the sun was peeking through my windows. The house was quiet, seeing that it was Midoris day to be at my uncles. I took my phone off the charger to check the time. "shit"

I jumped out of bed scaring Tiger and ran to my closet to get ready. I had 5 missed calls from Midori and one from my driver. My phone was on silent. Why did I do that? It was close to 10am, I was 2 hours late for school!

I ran out of the house, the driver standing next to the car. "I'm sorry miss-"

I cut him off "you're ok! It was my fault." Jumping in the limo so we could get to school.

Today was not my day I got held back in my last class. Mrs. Oka is one of the nicest teachers here and I wasn't held back for anything bad. she wanted to congratulate me on being here and alone but doing well in school. Youd probably think ok that's not too bad, but you don't know Mrs. Oka. She talks waaaay too slow and moves conversation from one topic to another. When I was able to be free and leave her room. I had to run to the host club I had a 2 missed calls from Kyoya and his text only said "you better have a good reason for being late".

When I finally got to the double doors I pushed them open and then slammed them shut. Causing everybody to look in my direction. Oops.

"sorry" I walked over to Haruhi who was standing next to the twins and Kyoyas table as he was typing on his laptop.

"why are you late?" hikaru questioned

"its been a hectic day. You know Mrs. Oka?"

They all nodded minus Kyoya who just kept typing away.

"she asked me to stay behind so we could talk"

They all made that 'oh' face. "she talks slow" Hikaru responded.

"yeaaah" I said.

"well at least you could still make it." Kaoru and I looked at each other, I broke the gaze when Kyoya said "Hikaru, Kaoru your guests are here"

At the door were two girls waving to the twins. So they left to start their show. Haruhi got called away from a guest sitting with Tamaki. So it was just Kyoya and I.

"you were late this morning"

It was a question, I looked at him. He was still typing away on his laptop. "yeah I told you it was a hectic morning. I accidentally took two sleep aid pills at almost 4 in the morning. I thought it was the melatonin so I knocked out and woke up super late."

He just kept typing like he didn't care. Maybe I gave him too much information. It still made me mad though so I said "ok rude"

"how am I rude?" he looked at me.

Honestly you could get captivated by his eyes. Did I just say that? I shook my head and said "because first of all you didn't bother to look me in the eyes as im talking" stop talking Felicity and walk away.

"if it was important I would look you in the eyes"

"second you didn't even say anything when I was done talking. You just ignored me." Seriously Felicity stop talking.

He put his hands under his chin, he opened his mouth but I was too afraid to hear what would come out. "I think Haruhi needs me" with that I got up and left. Why did I even open my mouth? Its not like I care what he thinks. What anybody thinks.

In the kitchen I started preparing the tea and stared off into space. Yawning I leaned against the counter and just spaced. I didn't hear when Kyoya came in and stood behind the counter I was leaning on. Or the pot of tea whistling.

"usually when the pot is whistling that means its done"

I jumped "how long have you been standing there?" and then I shook my head "you know what forget it." I turned the stove off and removed the teapot.

I put it on the cart so I could take it out to offer to the guests. He stopped me just as I was about to pass him by. Standing next to him he said "its not that I don't care. I just had other things I was doing that are important. I can't stop and look at everyone when they're talking"

"sometimes its important to stop what your doing and pay attention to someone else when they're talking."

"your right"

"look I get it. I used to pay attention too much to things that were importamt to me and not enough to the things that actually mattered. Now I wish I could go back and fix it." And with that I pushed the cart forward and left.

The host club finished an hour later, and we were cleaning up. By we I mean Haruhi and me. As I was wiping a table I kept thinking back to the conversation I had with kyoya. I don't understand why I told him what I did. Why should I care what he thinks or what he does. Why should I even bother with telling him whats right and wrong. I mean I wouldn't normally care if someone was rude or didn't pay attention to me. I wouldn't normally have a conversation with someone either. Being here in the host club though…is changing me. I need to get out.

I was done wiping the table and went to the kitchen. At the sink were a couple of plates. I'm not supposed to get my bandage wet from the burn, but Haruhi was being harrassed by Tamaki. So I turned on the faucet.

"aren't you not supposed to wet your bandages?" I looked up to see Kaoru standing near the door.

"Haruhis busy and theres dishes in the sink"

He walked over and stood next to me, taking off his jacket and rolling up his sleeves. "what are you doing?" I asked.

He took the plate from my hands and said "I'm going to wash the dishes and you can dry them"

I didn't argue mainly because I didn't want to have to find kyoya later so he could fix my bandage. We stood in silence as he started to wash the plate.

"how is your hand?" he asked eyes still on the plate.

"It's better" I took the plate from him once he was done and started to dry it.

"how are you doing in your classes?" he seemed to be treading the waters. Probably because of our first conversation.

"good. I like school and studying, so its not hard for me."

"that's good. Kyoya said you were in a school for the performing arts in California."

Damn that Kyoya. I nodded. "what did you do there?" he asked.

"took some classes, played some instruments" I said it in a way that, that conversation was at in end. It seemed like he didn't get it or just ignored it.

"what classes? What instruments?"

"just some classes and some violin and piano"

"really? you'll have to play for us sometimes."

"hmm I don't think so"

"why not?"

"I'm just not into it anymore" I urged him more that I didn't want to talk about it.

"well I'm sure you were great"

"thanks" I liked that he didn't pressure me into knowing more. So I asked "so your moms a designer?"

He nodded and started talking about his mom how she would dress him and his brother in girl clothes. Which I laughed at. We spent the rest of the time washing dishes talking about him, and elbows touching.

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