I don't know why I wrote about the club. I hate it. I guess I was stupid back then.


That was so fun! My heart is stil1 going 100 mph. Now I am boarding a plane with Reves to go home to Huston, to rest for a few days. While on the trip Rev and I talked about how awsome that was and what our futures will be like. When we finaly get home it's really late. Reves goes to her room and I go to mine (she's around so much she gets her own room) I kept the rose Kevin gave me well protected. I wanted to thank him for it after the show but I was to embarrassed. It is already dieing so I hang it upside down so it can dry out and I can keep it. I put it on the night stand by my bed, beside a picture of Kevin that Reves took of him and gave to me. I took it and pretended I didn't like it but I do. Then I go to sleep because I'm so tired.

Next Morning:

I wake up vey happy, get dressed and go down stairs. My mom is in the kitchen cooking breakfast. My dumb brothers are at the table and dad's home too. "Did you see me? Did you see me last night?" I ask sit down and mom sets some food in front of me.

"Yeah, ya sucked at it and you looked horrible." Steven taunts. I just sigh and roll my eyes. 'Whatever' I think.

"I think you did very well your first time being so inexperianced." mom compliments.

"Yes. I'm sure you'll do fine. Just let me tell you now. Be careful who you hang around with and what you do." daddy warns.

I totally confused. "What are you talking about?"

"I don't want you to hang around those guys off the show."

"Why?"

"Becuase if I know them and I do, you'll be in a lot of shit with them. There no good bastards. Besides you don't need to be hangin out with people that are way older then you."

"Oh daddy it's not that big a deal."

"Heather!"

"But I thought you guys were friends.Why would I not be allowed to associate with a friend of my fathers?"

"Heather listen to what the fuck I say damn it!"

"Yes sir."

I know daddy is right so I will obey even though I do want to see them again particullarly Kevin. In recent weeks I have become very fond of him. Whenever I see him I always hope he will talk to me because I don't have the adacity to speak to him.

Now I am back on the road in New York City. Ive been here a few times before but it's so amazing. I am sitting in my hotel room when I hear a knock on the door. I open it to see Lita, Stacy Keibler and Torrie Wilson. "Hi." I tell them.

"Hey guys. What are ya doin cause some of us are goin out to do something." Stacy says

"Who's all goin?" I ask.

"Well there's me, Lita, Stacy, Nash, Hall, X-Pac and Matt and Jeff." Torrie informs us.

"And you two if you wanna go." Lita adds.

"Hell yeah!" Reves screams.

I don't know what to do. My dad said not to hang around them but I am with my friends. 'Shit girl, you know you're goin' I tell myself. Besides I can't help but want an excuse to see Kevin agian. I get dressed in my black Lip Sevice dress that has pink on the sides and the skirt part looks shredded. Reves, Lita, Stacy , Torrie and I go down stairs and towards the limo that is there. I open the door and get in. Everybody else is already there. While we are riding every one else is talking but me. You finaly pipe up,"Where are we going anyway?"

"We don't know." Matt answers.

"We're just gonna drive around til we descide."Jeff explains. I just look at them.

"I feel like movin.Hey! A club! We can dance there." Stacy suggests.

"Yeah ok." everyone agrees.

"Wait a minute we can't go to a club. We're not even 18." I say.

"Stac, Lita and I thought that would be a problem." Torrie says as she hands me a little card. It looks like a fake ID with a very ugly person on it.

"Lets fuckin do this!" Reves crys with elation.

I look at them smiling at me, "You guys are fuckin crazy. You're supposed to be responsible adults."

"Should be, could be, but won't be." Lita sighs

We all laugh.The limo pulls up to the club and we all get out. I go up to the doors were those security dudes are. I am so nerves as I show him the card. He lets my in and I give a sigh of relief. The club is outragous. To much so for my taste. There is a balcony that over sees the dance floor. I kind of just watching all the people on the dance floor until Pink's 'U & Ur Hand' comes on and Stacy drags me down to the floor. I am really not moving until I look at some other people and see how bad they look and I start to get into it. Reves, Lita., Torrie, me and of course Stacy are all shaking our asses. When the song says "you and your hand tonight" I run my hands down my body. I look up and see Kevin (with a beer in his hand) watching my from the balchony. I am so mortified you stop.Then I realize that everyone has formed a big circle around us all.(they like our dancing) I run off the floor into the bathroom. Reves follows my."Oh my God!" I say. " Everyone was watching me! Kevin was watching me!"

"Oh. I see." she says slyly.

"What?"

"You got it for Kevin "Big Sexy" Nash."

"Don't be obsurd!" Reves looks me straight in the eyes. Damn It! "Ok! I can't stop thinking about him. Whenever I see him my heart stops, my stomach is in knots and and choke! Are you happy?"

"Oh my God! That is so cool!"

"It's not cool! It's just a stupid school girl crush. It doesn't mean anything. Besides I'm nothing but a stupid kid and look at...look at him."

"Well look at Scott and me and we still have good sex.Opps! I wasn't sposed to say that."

Now I know where she's been all those time I coudn't find her. Anyway we go back out there. Idon't do much dancing though. At 2 am when the club closes we all get into the limo to go to our hotel rooms. I'm so tired from everything I can't keep my eyes open. I lie my head on the person (or thing)next to my and go to sleep. I haven't sleeped very long when I feel someone shake my gently. Then I think you hear someone say my name but feel myself safe in someone's arms with ymy head against their chest. I then feel myself being put in the bed and I open my eyes to see Kevin just befor he turns off the light and shuts the door behind him as he leaves. I close my eyes and go back to sleep.


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