*Another chapter pretty hard to write, but it was necessary for the following chapters!
*Warning for graphic smut, violence, and especially for rape.
Chapter 4 – Burn black
Hey hey, this much is true, Baby, I'd burn black for you
And I try just to forget, Never, I won't…
Present time – Mary and Chamming's place – 11:00PM
Mary Margaret was looking at the window while she took one more swallow of her red filter's cigarette and slowly blew the smoke away. She was looking to the street as she saw her daughter's figure walking hard steps towards her yellow bug.
As she took another hard wave of smoke, she saw Emma entering the car and disappearing on the street in a fast move.
'Snow?... How… since when…?' Charming start's talking while he stares at the cigarette in her hands.
She didn´t look at him.
'When I feel depressed, since I know myself in this land'. She answered still looking at the window.
He walks toward her and tenderly put his hands on her shoulders, forcing her to look at him.
'Are you sad because you lied to Emma?'
'How do you…' She starts to ask with a smoke cloud around them.
'I was listening after all…'
On the 'toothbrush's incident's day.
They had been rubbing the kitchen floor for about half an hour without talking as the mayor just collapse down. Emma was pretty much distracted on her own thoughts when she saw Regina falling asleep on the floor with the toothbrush still in her hands.
'Come on, let's take you to bed'. Emma holds her from the waist as the brunette protested weakly and then gave up. Emma just carries her to bed and strokes her hair. She opens her eyes and looked at Emma.
'I don't want to sleep… And she closed her eyes again' She was drunk with sleep; Emma saw the almost childish fear in her eyes.
'Is ok Regina… I will lay down with you'. Emma lay down by her side and manages to hold her when she heard 'Let me go' whispered in a weak tone by the mayor's lips. Emma took off her hands from around the woman but keeps by her side. As she was seeing the woman that she was in love with falling asleep fighting whit her own nightmares she couldn't avoid remembering that day.
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'I don´t like to be touched on intimate ways Miss Swan. And before you ask me why, I need to say that I don't talk about it. And it is a fact that will never change. So, if you want to maintain this… this 'thing' that somehow we are having now, you have to live with that or just let go'. As she stops talking she diverted her eyes from Emma's gaze.
'So… are you basically saying that if I want you, you will have a sort of 'free ticket' on me, but I will never could do the same?'
'Yes… I'm sor… well It was all I could offer you'. Regina had already a defeat one in her voice when she said those words. She starts to raise her body from her seat to live as she put a ten dollar bill on the table.
Emma knew that it was a senseless question besides an almost impossible way to have a relationship with whatever. But at the same time, nothing about that woman made sense at all. She was annoying, bossy, she was a woman and she had been a complete bitch to her for a long time, but now, seeing her just leaving her alone at the table with her hot cinnamon chocolate still boiling, the Sheriff just couldn't handle it.
'Wait!' She said loudly as the stunning brunette turns down to look at her. Her brown hair moving as she made a move. 'I think that I.. we.. well, I can do it'.
'Are you sure?'
'Yes, just come back, your coffee is cooling, and I don´t need ten dollars mayor, put it back on your wallet'.
Yes, Regina Mills was an annoying, bossy, bitchy woman. And Emma couldn't bear loose her of sight.
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As Emma went down the stairs she saw Henry still in front of the TV.
'Emma, I'm hungry! Doesn't my mom cooking lunch today too?'
'Too?' Emma raises one eyebrow to the kid.
'Yesterday she just told me to order a pizza, and the day before she said that I could have a ball of cereal if it was that what I want… This is weird… but no weirder that you carrying her over the stares! Are she ok?'
'She is fine kid, your mom is exhausted and I've just could make her fall asleep. No way am I waking her up now!'
'But Emma my mom's food is…'
'Amazing, yeah I know that. But she is not very well now and you have to help her too. So I will say it again: No way'.
The boy looked at her with disappointed eyes.
'Hey, why we just don't go and grab a burger at some place?' Emma tried to cheer him up.
'Okay' He said in a more friendly tone.
'Let's write a note to your mom! I don't want her to wake up and be worried about where you are'.
'Emma.. Are you really in love with my mom han?' He said while she blushes.
'Hey kid, am I that obvious?' She laughs
As they are walking to the car the boy starts talking again.
'So… have you kissed her again?' Emma was embarrassed.
'Why you are so interested about it now?'
'It's just that... is weird!' He said taking his seat inside the bug.
'Weird why?' She said as she turned the key to start the car.
'Emma… she could be your…' He starts to laugh.
'My what kid?' Emma answers but already knew what he is going to say. Obviously she had already thought about that, once she tried to make the match but she wasn't sure.
'You know…' He hesitates 'You know that if the time wasn´t frozen up my mom will be… sixty years old?' He said the last part putting his hand over his mouth as if he was telling a very nasty secret. Emma couldn´t contain her laugh.
'Well kid… I'm glad she did!' And they both laugh again.
'Emma, can I ask you something else?'
'Sure Henry'
'How… two women… stay together?'
Emma spreads her eyes as he felt all her facing burning. How could she answer the kid's question if she herself wasn't sure about the answer too?
'Hey kid… let's hear some music'? And she turns on the radio while they booth keeps in silence when she drives.
Five weeks after the first kiss
After her 'solo' performance at the mayor's desk, be fucked by the woman was all Emma could think about for the next couple of weeks. That's why after a long cold bath that she gets out of still feeling hot, she texted the mayor.
'Can you make time to see me this afternoon?'
And the answer comes right back fast.
'What about my place in ten minutes?'
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'Do you trust me Regina?'
Emma was on the mayor's lap between hot kisses. The sheriff was not sure about how she did it or when she did it, but once she sat on her lap, Regina starts to kiss her shoulders at the same time that the brunette grabs her wrists and keeps them tight in her own hands, making impossible the sheriff from move her hands.
Regina shivers at the question. She knows that some time it would happen. Emma will demand more that she could offer. She was still surprised herself about how long time she could stay with the blonde on her terms, more than one month, and just because of this the mayor was already wondering if it was reason enough to really give that woman a trust vote. But when she heard the Emma's serious tone in the question, she felt an acute stab at her heart in some kind of lost anticipation, and all that she could handle was asks 'What?'
'I ask, if you can trust me' the blonde repeat turning her head back to try make eye contact, but the mayor didn't look back at her.
'Can I?' she heard the woman asks back.
'Regina, I know you can´t handle be touched. I don´t know why, I don't know what or who made you this way. But I can respect you.' This time when she tried to turn to look at the woman she helps her and she looked at her back.
'Regina… I won't touch you. You don't need to tie me down. You don't need to trap my wrists…' She has her eyes full of genuine tenderness. 'Please, just trust me?'
Regina suddenly felt disarmed; she loosened the pressure of her hands on the blonde's wrists. Emma couldn't contain her smile, but she vanishes it from her face fast enough. She felt the mayor kissing her neck and then her earlobe. 'Do you promise that if I trust you, you won't prove me wrong?'
'I'm pretty sure about what you don't want Regina, so… yes'.
The mayor lets her hands free and Emma keeps them to herself at the moment. She starts caressing Emma's belly under her top. Emma felt goose bumps. As Regina went a little bit down with her hands Emma spreads her legs on top of the mayor's lap, like an invitation. The blonde softly took the mayor's hands this time and slow down above her inner thigh stopping just a few millimeters to her sex. She looked back at the brunette again.
'Do you want me to fuck you sheriff?' Regina said those words without having time enough to contain the impulse. So, she was offered the sheriff a fuck despite she doesn't have a clue of how really doing it. Emma let herself go on the mayor's body, resting the back of her head on her shoulder while that hand was still tantalizingly at the same spot.
'Yes'.
Regina's body frozen. She wanted to do it, god know how she wanted to be inside of Emma. And while her head was just having a breakdown her body responds.
She moves her hand for Emma's sex and starts to rub over the jeans. The blonde gasped hard. With her free hand Regina starting to caress one of her boobs and teasing the nipple over the thin fabric of the bra.
Emma was feeling like a teenager. Regina's moves reflected an inexperience that just turned on her more; she was feeling like she was going to have sex for the first time at all.
'Regina… If you only know how wet you can make me with just a stare…' Regina was licking her neck.
'So… I think you wouldn't mind if I check it?' She feels the mayor's mouth smiling. She just nodded.
Regina moves her hand for inside the jeans and felt the wet panties. She just slides one finger over Emma´s entrance and feels her hot juices all over her core.
'Oh god… you're so wet… so harm… so ready for me…' She said arching on the blonde earlobe with a soft lick, she slides one finger inside her lover and felt a throb between her own legs as her contract her muscles to have some friction.
'God Regina.. Fuck me'. Regina opens her eyes and stare at the blonde's back, the golden messy hair sticking few wires in her mouth. She removed her hand while Emma gives a moan on disapproval.
'Be patient Sheriff, this pussy will be still dripping off once I finish with you'. The blonde raise one eyebrow and Regina herself were surprised by the words she was capable to say to Emma.
'Now turn to me, I want to see your face'. And that was all that Regina needed to say.
Once a naked Emma fits her legs over the mayor's waist and rested on her embrace, her head was still so electric that she was wondering if that was really happening. She was not expecting it at all. She was definitely in love with Regina, but she honestly was prepared to maybe never make love with that woman, and now, they are there, was not exactly the way she wanted, but was still one step ahead.
Regina kissed her neck, her jaw, her collarbone and her breasts. She positioned her hand on Emma's entrance once more.
'Mmmmmmmmm' Emma was moaning when Regina was teasing her entrance with just one finger.
'Tell me what do you want' the brunette requests
'I want that you do everything you want to do with me' Regina looked at her face and saw that she really means it.
'I'm yours right now mayor'.
Regina felt another arousal stab at her lower belly. She grabs Emma's ass with one hand while she thrust the other first finger inside her.
'Oooohhh god' Emma said trying her best to spread her legs more opened around her lover.
Seeing that woman so opened for her made Regina so wet that she was contracting her own walls and inner thighs to try calm down her hard clit.
'Do you like that?' The mayor asks while she let her finger touches deep inside Emma.
'Yes… give me more Regina'. 'I can take more'.
Regina added one more finger. 'ohhhh fuck'. She moves a few more times before added the third. 'Fuck yes… I like it…. Yes…' Emma starts to move her hips up and down to encounter the mayor's thrusts.
The mayor's nails are a little bit longer than the ideal but Emma just couldn't care about a little pain when she was just having Regina between her legs.
Regina captures Emma's lips while keep thrusting into her. She never felt this way before; she was feeling Emma's inner walls squeezing her fingers. 'I could stay here inside you the whole day' she said as Emma moved her hips harder.
'God … your pussy is so wet'… She thrusts harder while Emma intensifies the feeling with her hip moves.
'hummmm is… is you Regina, you make me this ohhhhh t-this waymmmm.. Always…'
'Do you like my pussy Regina? 'She was still moving her fingers curling then inside Emma. 'hummmm yes, I do love your little pussy sheriff…'.
As she rolled her thumb over the blonde's clit, the girl jump so hard that she had to tight her hold on Emma´s ass to keep the position.
'Fuck… Regina. Don´t stop'. The blonde said. But once she closed her eyes and went down inside the pleasure waves, Regina brought her back to life slowing down her pressure.
'Regina… don´t do it… you going to kill me'. Regina was amazed about the power that her hands could have inside her lover. She gave Emma her most smut grin and bite her lower lip.
'Lay down'.
As the blonde do as she was told, the brunette aligned her fingers inside her entrance one more time and intensifies her moves again as Emma start's to moan in appreciation once more. 'Yes… like this, this is the spot… harder! Harder! Yes! mmmmmm' The blonde said while she holds her legs open.
But Regina slows down once more. Emma was so aroused that she could cry. 'Fuck Regina, you will drive me insane… please… go faster'.
'Regina looks at her with that smirk on her face, she keeps thrusting her fingers in Emma's pussy very slowly while her thumb circled the blonde's clit at the same rhythm.
'Oh, do you need to come Miss Swan?'
Emma just could think that even in bed Regina was a fucking Evil Queen bitch.
'Y-yesss… please Regina'. The maintained the slow rhythm while sucking and kissing Emma's soft breasts'. She raises her head. 'Ask me'.
'Fuck me Regina'. The blond said. Regina stops moving her hand, but didn't take it off her.
'More'. She smiles. Was delicious hear Emma aroused voice imploring to be fucked.
'Please Regina… please' the mayor licks her lower lip.
'Beg'.
'I want you' Emma was moving her hips with Regina's inert fingers inside of her. 'I need you, I need you to screw me, fuck me all, fuck my pussy and make me come… please… I will come so hard for you…'
Once more she was seeing her love completely opened for her. And she realized that Emma was trusting in her. 'I trust you too Swan' She murmured to herself.
Regina starts to move again. She passes Emma's legs over her shoulders and this time she really reaches a deep spot inside blonde. 'ohhh fucking god, like this.. I wanted this… ohhhh so looong…' Emma was sweating while moving her hips like waves.
'Regina… I'm close'… Regina starts to rub her clit.
Emma wanted to touch Regina so badly while her climax was being built at her stomach, that was almost unbearable. She wanted to grab her, kiss her and rub her pussy so hard that the woman would come without even realizes it, but she hardly closes her hands around the sheets instead.
'That's ok girl… come for me' the mayor said looking at her body
… 'ohhhhh fuck Regina'..
'Yes, good girl… like that, let it go' Regina was feeling Emma's walls contracting around her fingers.
'Yes… you're tightening my fingers so hard, come around then…. Give me your come…
Emma couldn´t take it anymore. She comes undone over Regina´s fingers shaking and twisting her body while screaming Regina's name.
Her orgasm was so intense that she needed a moment with her eyes closed. When she opened then she could see her lover licking her fingers clean, tasting her.
'Come here Regina'.
The mayor captured her lips while her body pressure could calm Emma´s body down.
'You taste so amazing… do you mind if I like you all clean?' Emma just closes her eyes, and burry her head on the bed, Regina starts to go down.
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As Emma left the mayor house that afternoon Regina didn't want get shower. She wanted to keep the blonde's scent with her for as much as she could. She knew that she was pretty wet, her clit still swollen and she would not be touched, but she felt herself extremely satisfied. And she was feeling that she will finally have a quiet and good sleep at night.
Fairytale Land – The King castle – 43 years ago.
Regina could never forget about that day, was not the first or the last one of her violent fights with her husband, but was a special one.
On that night, after all, she had decided to kill him herself.
He was on top of her again, like he was on the night before, and the night before that and in all the nights that she could remember. In about four months of marriage she could barely tell if he had skipped one night, or morning on her bed chambers.
Their first night was the only one that she didn't say no. She was just seventeen, and all that her mother has told her was 'you have to do whatever he wants, and if you do it right he will do whatever YOU wants' but she gets rid of her before she could tell her more about her wife's duties.
But even on their first intimate moment she already knew that she couldn't keep doing it. In that first night was the one and only time that he had crashed his mouth over hers. He just keeps his mouth there, open over her face, drooling on her. She felt nauseous. It was not a kiss was something completely different, she knows how a real kiss feels like, bad or good, she had the chance to know that with Daniel.
When he entered her she felt the pain, but didn't make a sound, she wanted to cry, but she holds on her tears. She just keeps her legs spread and let him get what he wanted. It doesn't take long until he comes and murmured his ex-wife's name. When he left she was feeling herself so worthless that if she dies in that moment she wouldn't even care. And as she entered the tub and her personal made come to bring her night tea, she was sure that she won't want to do it anymore.
But after that night, when she tried to say no she was just completely ignored. And he was physically and politically stronger than her, she felt that fight with him was like an ant trying to defeat an elephant. But despite this, she would keep fighting him with her whole strength and soul. Regina didn't know yet, but she was actually a natural born killer.
So, that day he was on top of her again she had said no before he starts again. He was especially drunk and violent that day and a little more nostalgic about Emma too. He was so fucking hard and thrusting inside her so carelessly that he was making her bleed under him.
She saw when a drop of his sweat hit her face. 'Ohhhh Emma, you feel so good'. And he keeps moving. 'Yes Emma… like this… ohhh god!' He moves harder as he squeezed her left breast. He was doing so fucking slow and long thrusts that he was taking his entire cook out of her before putting inside again. Regina could tell by the way he was doing it, and by the amount of alcohol that he seems to carry on his blood, that it could take ages until he was done. She was so fucking tired and sore…If at least the bastard just shuts up so she could pretend being in someplace else… But no, he has to keep screaming a dead woman's name.
'Oh yeah Emma… I know you like that' 'I know you love this'. He was pressing his palms on her face now, she was starting feeling claustrophobic.
Regina comes over her edge.
'My name is not Emma. Is REGINA.'
She was so fucking pissed off. She was so tired to be treated like a fancy sex slave, just a piece of meat to satisfy that gross bastard hungry, and he couldn´t even look at her and see her as who she was, he wasn't even fucking her, he was fucking a ghost.
That anger was just entering her and burning in her stomach. Her life just couldn't not being about losing her true love to spend her time being raped for a fucking drunk jerk that was incapable to even pretend to respect her. She was a fucking caprice for the king's fantasies and the needs of his daughter to play happy family. She felt something really dark entering her body, by her mouth, by her nose, by all her skin pores.
'Are you hearing you bastard? I'm talking with you'. She tried to close her legs, to take him off, but she wasn´t strong enough. 'I'm not this fucking Emma! I am not her'
Leopold stopped. He couldn´t keep his erection once he heard her words. He just gets off her and pushes her by her arms.
'Are you insane?' He said drooling in the corner of his mouth and shaking with rage. She didn't answer. God, she couldn't believe that she was winning this. He got off her; finally he has recognized that he was fucking her. But she saw the red fire on his eyes.
'You are a REALLY stupid little girl' He said as he drops her on the floor, her knees hitting the ground and ripping a wound, before he takes her hair and put her by her feet again'. She tried to fight him. She kicks and punched, but it was not disturbing him.
'Don't matter what you do with me Leopold, Emma was remaining dead'. She was so angry, she couldn't stop. 'She is under the earth and she is nothing more than disgusted and smelly rot meat now'. 'And I will never be her… why you just don´t leave me alone?'
He advanced in her direction and trapped her against the wall.
'You are my wife' A punch in her face. 'You belong to me' A hard slap on her face 'I can do whatever with you'. He pulls her ahead and drops her against the wall again; she heard the noise of her bones encountering the cold concrete. 'When I want and the way I want' he kicks her.
He brought her close to his face with his nasty breath 'You are just a woman'.
All that rage was still running in her blood like breaking her bones, and she just did it. She spits on him. And it was like the devil had entered his body.
He gave her a punch in the mouth so strong that she still didn't know how she hasn't losed all her teeth. She falls on the cold dirty floor naked, with blood between her legs and once she touched the spot on her mouth that was pulsing hot and painfully at her lips she felt and saw more blood. She looks at Leopold's shaking hands; he was wearing a really pointed silver ring. He had ripped her mouth, she realizes, while she swallows her own blood.
He brings her to her feet one more time. She was so sore that she was barely handle keep herself straight. He sticks a finger into her lip's wound; she felt a shock of pain running her body. 'That is for you never again let my beloved wife's name scape from your mouth'. He presses his fingers a little bit harder as her moan in pain. 'And get it healed fast, because we know for what your mouth is really useful dear, that is the only reason that I'm allowing you to keep your head right now'..
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As the maid entered the room with her hot tea, she could see a completely destroyed queen. 'Your highness, what happen?' She runs towards the queen.
'Your mouth looks pretty bad, we need to find a healer'.
'Not right now Liz'. She said while she was dressing herself on her nightgown
'But your highness…' The young girl tried to say while Regina, despite her condition gives her a loud and hard slap on the face.
'I said NOT NOW. Now go and bring my father. She said to the girl that had tears rising in her eyes.
'And take this shit off here' The queen said pointing to the hot tea. 'I want a jar of wine'.
The girl was slowly taking the hot drink; her face was becoming red at the aggression spot.
'And go faster before I hit you again, because if you make me do it I assure you that will really hurt this time'.
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'Dad, I just can't do it anymore'. Regina was crying in Henry's arms.
He paled as if he saw a ghost when he meet her on her chambers and realized how sore his bloody daughter was over her nightgown.
'Regina, what happen?' And she let herself fall in his arms.
'Did the king hurt you?' He was so concerned once he held his little daughter in his embrace.
'Dad! He rapes me. Every night, over and over again'. She screams between her tears.
'But how can your husband do it…' Henry really didn't know. He was such a good man and he could never understand how one man could hurt a woman so badly.
'My girl… How can I protect you from him? God… I just can't defeat the king'. His voice was so defeated and frustrated.
He spends that night with her in her arms until she fell asleep from exhaustion. But before she closes her eyes, she hears his last words.
'Find a way to get rid of him. And I will do whatever it takes to help you, I would give you my own heart Regina'.
And since that night every night before she closes her eyes to sleep, she thought about these words.
Present time – Mary and Charming's place – 9:00 PM
'We are listening'. Mary Margaret said while she sat by Charming's side on the sofa in the small living room.
'Well, is a little bit hard to begin' Emma starts to say while she realizes that her earlier fall was open a hole in her pants and made visible a small cut on her knee.
'I will just need Mary for it, you can go if want to James'.
'No… if it concerns my little princess is my business too!' Emma hated when he calls her 'little princess' was so forced.
'Ok…' 'Mary…han.. Mom… You know what… despite what you already saw, that may can have given you a… wrong impression… me and Regina, we don´t… well we didn't actually had sex yet'.
Charming spread his eyes. 'So… I think I'm going' He said in a rush as he stands up and run to his room in a really embarrassed way.
'So…' Emma keeps saying turning herself for her mother. 'We already got pretty close, well maybe she got more than that… about me, but… every time we stay almost there… I mean I am almost there...'
'I don´t want to know about your sex life Emma! Much less with that woman!' Mary Margaret interrupts.
'Mary, be reasonable, I'm not asking you 'the talk', even because I learned this kind of stuff alone when I was a teenager and you had left me. Just listen to me, please?'
Mary Margaret closes her mouth. She hatted admit, but every time that Emma explicitades the fact that she had grown up as an orphan because of her abandon she feels her heart broken.
'Ok. So… every time we got pretty close, Regina froze, she just can't keep going… and I have a clue Mary, I'm pretty sure that Leopold used to harm her'.
'Why, are you talking these things to me? Seriously Emma, the only thing that makes Regina incapable to… to make love to you, is because she doesn't love you… or anybody'.
No! I know that she… she cares about me. I´m saying these things for you, because I need your help! You are the only person that lived with Regina when she was a 'normal' human being'. The blonde begged.
'Cut this off Emma, this entire town knew Regina when she was ruling her kingdom with such cruelty. Go ask Belle and Ruby, anyone can tell you how she used to be'.
Emma took a deep breath. Her mother needs to understand what she was talking about.
'Moth… Er… Mary! Please… listen to me.' She said in a tired tone. 'You're the only one that lives with her when she was with your fath… with somebody. I need to know if… if he did someth..'
'Emma!' Mary Margaret interrupts. 'My dad was a good person! He rules his kingdom with not but kindness! He never harmed anybody on that land!'
'But I need to know if he hurts his wife! I'm not talking about Kingdom's management! I´m talking about domestic violence those are different things!' The blonde said out loud, with a hurt voice and raging eyes.
She could see the pallor on Mary Margaret's face. She knew she maybe was pushing too hard.
'Listen… I know you loved your father, and I know he used to be good for his princess. But I also know that you were a child at the time… Must there something on your mind, something that didn't make sense at the time, but could make sense right now! Please… think!'
Mary Margaret looks at her in silence.
'God… I know how an abused woman's behave for fuck sakes. I grow up in the system! I remember, even when I was too young about that kind of home. The disgusting parents that only need a weekly paycheck for giving those girls a damn roof to sleep under and just manage to enter on their paints in return'.
'Emma, did you ever…?'
'NO! I didn't, but I knew enough girls that live this situation'.
'Emma, you are a naïve girl, do you think that if my dad had harmed Regina she will miss the opportunity to tell you, to turn you more against your family?'
'For fuck's sakes, once I knew an eleven year old girl that got raped and keep her mouth shut because she was afraid of broke her grandmother's heart'.
'You are the naïve one mom, I know that victims have their reasons to hold this to themselves and suffer alone'.
Emma comes closer to Mary Margaret and holds her shoulders, forcing the woman to look her in the eyes.
'They all had the same body language, they are scared, they attacks the weaker ones before being attacked. Listen… Regina is definitely a traumatized woman, and I know it was about her marriage.'
'And what you need to know this… I mean IF my dad did something like this, what I know he didn't, why do you need to enter in this right now? What difference it would make Emma?'
'Mother…' Emma said this last world with all the strength of her pride, hoping that it could make some difference. … I'm in love with Regina. And I never felt this kind of joy before. But she is broken… And I need to know what I'm facing here to put her pieces together… So please… For my happiness…'
'She is not your happiness Emma!' Mary Margaret shouts back, still looking her daughter in the eyes. 'Regina will destroy you as she destroys everything she laid her eyes on, she kill my dad, she tried to kill me, and even worse, she tried to keep me apart from James'.
'So is that it about? Your major reason is your man? She did wrong mom, but till when you act like this?' That was something that Emma could never understand. 'How can women be so disunited and act against her own gender without even realizes it?'.
'Emma! You are not like this, since how long are you a crazy feminist woman?, You aren't even gay'
'Ohhhh of course! The gay card again! How long have you met me, mother?' Now the word mother was pronounced with a sarcastic tone.
'Haven't you seen the girls I saw when I was growing up, when you had left me. Is always about the fucking man, their needs, their work, their time… I'm not a man hater, not at all, but I always had put my gender first, and you know why? Because your world, my world, the whole world is fucked sexist, and I'm refusing to let then win'.
Now she let go Snow's shoulder with disappointed hands. Snow blushes a little.
'And really, I think you should consider yourself a lucky one, because you were able to choose the man you wanted spend your entire life with living in an oppressive fucked land. And ironically you own that to Regina! I imagine how much could be harder if Leopold was still alive and for some reason wishes another husband for his princess, maybe a real Prince or King, maybe three times your age! Can you look at me and tell me that I'm wrong?'
Mary Margaret didn't.
'And about being gay… I could never have a woman before, I could never think about the possibility before Regina, but now… I'm hers'. Emma raises her eyes and lined with her mother's ones.
'You used to be my friend.I will ask for the last time. Does Leopold use to harm Regina? Or do you even already suspected it? Do you remember something? Anything?'
'No Emma, there's nothing'.
Emma looked at her with disappointed eyes once more before she walks towards the door.
'Where are you going Emma?'
'I'm going after her'.
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