Thank you Aranaagf for another review and thanks for the idea IAmBehindYou123! I'm have already edited my chapters a little bit now and I might edit some time later if I find it necessary. I edited the chapters a bit already if you all haven't seen that. Now, as for the chapter... First off, there are gonna be some OC's in this chapter and I'm also gonna say that this chapter is pretty different as well as being a bit darker at the end... So there's that.

Chapter 4: Bound Memories


"Chara! It's breakfast time! Get up!" The Caretaker yelled, trying to open the locked door from outside the room. "And I will be removing this door entirely tomorrow!"

"NO! I'M DEAD! LEAVE ME ALONE!" the almost 10 year old yelled at The Caretaker from inside their room. They rose from their bed and and threw the pillow at the door out of anger. They growled at the caretaker. Chara laid back down in the bed, staring at the ceiling.

"If you don't come out of there, you won't have any food until lunch!" she threatened to Chara. They growled once more.

"GO TO HELL!" Chara yelled back at her. The Caretaker clicked her tongue and stomped down the hallway to the other orphans. They sighed to themself and put there hands over their eyes. They then spread their fingers out to see the ceiling and giggle. "Today's the day..." They laughed a bit more before rising up. They crisscrossed their legs and stared at the door with a smile. They then looked around the room that they were gonna leave that day.

There was a small table next to Chara's bed with a broken lamp and a digital alarm clock, which was broken as well. There was an identical table next to the other bed in the room. Chara's roommate. In between the two beds was the window that Chara never opened. Three or so years ago, they found duct tape and had taken down the curtains to their window in the room. They then continued to duck tape the window until they ran out of it, to block out the light from outside. The Caretaker had yelled at Chara for awhile and had even not given them dinner for a day because of the incident. Chara smiled from the memory.

The old room that they have basically lived in all their life still looked clean. Mostly thanks to their roommate, Alexa. She had been with Chara since they had arrived when they were four years old. Alexa was a year older than Chara and was like an older sister for them. A guardian. Though, to Chara, Alexa is more of an annoyance. They didn't really know what siblings were still.

Chara turned their body around and looked at the time. "Hmmm. I guess I could sleep for a few more hours. There isn't really anything to do until dinner." Their smile slowly disappeared and they sighed. They slid off their bed and slowly walked over to the pillow that they threw at the door and put it in their arms. They walked back to their bed and placed down the pillow. They got back in their bed and pulled the covers over their face.

"The Caretaker is gonna be trouble. She's gonna stop me first, so I'll need to kill her first. Because I need to and because I want to." Chara mumbled to themself from underneath the covers. "Next, there's gonna be chaos going on. I could kill some of the others... Alexa might be some trouble after that. She probably won't want me to leave." Chara giggle as they shifted to their left side. "This is going to a blast." With that, Chara fell asleep.


"Chara!" a familiar voice yelled. It wasn't the damn Caretaker, so that was good news to Chara.

They rubbed their eyes and yawned. "I'm coming, I'm coming. Just let me get up." they hissed. They rolled out of the bed and fell flat on their face on the ground. "Damn that hurt." Chara pushed themself up the floor and then stretched their arms. "I'm almost there Aly." they said, using the nickname that Alexa had given herself to Chara. They walked over to the door with their arms dangled in front of them. They unlocked the door and stared at Alexa with a straight face.

Alexa smiled at Chara. She was wearing her similar apparel of blue skinny jeans and no socks. She had a bright, sky blue t-shirt on with her purple blaceret on her left wrist. She had blue eyes. She also had her blonde hair, but in the beginning of the week, she died part of her hair a lime green color for no apparent reason.

"Well there you-"

"I will slam the door on your face if you don't get in here right now." Chara said to her, cutting off her sentence.

"Alright, alright!" Chara moved out of the way to let Alexa in their room. She waltzed in with a deep blue plate and held it in front of Chara. "I managed to grab some for you. I never really see you eat out there for breakfast, so I didn't know what to really get you."

Chara started at the food on the plate. There was a split toasted bagel, with a scrambled egg in between. There were also two strips of bacon on the side. And, just for Chara, a chocolate bar, just for the starving child. They started to drool.

"Uh, Chara?" Alexa tilted her head and looked at the kid. Chara shook their head, trying to snap back into reality and looked at Alexa.

"This is good." Chara grabbed the plate from Alexa and sat down on their bed. They grabbed the chocolate bar first and ripped off the wrapper violently. She to eat it and then continued to stared at Alexa. "Anything else you need to say?"

Chara was a bit more tame and relaxed if they were given a chocolate bar. The chocolate bars were usually on special occasion for Chara or if they haven't been acting well. It was also used to get Chara to help others. Chocolate was the only thing that they liked in the whole orphanage. They found everyone else insignificant, annoying humans who were just waiting for them to get adopted, or die.

"Uh, yeah..." Alexa scratched her head. "Sorry Char, but I wasn't able to find where Ms. Sharena and the other high school helpers keep the knives." She sighed and looked down at the floor. She looked back up to see Chara. "Speaking of which, are you gonna tell me what you need a knife for yet Char?"

Chara shook their head at her and out the chocolate bar down. "Not yet Aly..." They put a finger in front of their lips and made a huge grin. "It's a surprise for the entire orphanage." Alexa smiled. They took a bite of the chocolate bar. She might be more of a problem then I thought she would be. Probably even worse than The Caretaker.

"Well, we got 'bout less than half an hour left before dinner. Maybe 10 minutes actually. Anything you wanna do in the meantime?" Alexa sat right next to Chara on the bed. They sighed, but continued to devour the chocolate and they then shook their head.

"Nah. Not really." Chara answered her with the candy bar still in their mouth.

Alexa sighed and rested her head on Chara's shoulder. "Did you get any adoption papers from her office yet today? I swear, they'll find you doing that next time Char. Then they'll be angry." Alexa told them. They sighed.

"I know... and I actually got the damn files on who could be leaving last night." Chara said as they finished their chocolate bar. They put the down on their bed and got up. They they then dropped down to floor level and reached under their bed.

There were wrappers of other candy bars and pieces of gum from a few years ago as well. Chara moved some cardboard boxes full of other papers. They would check every single Friday night the documents that The Caretaker keeps in their office to see if there was anything new. Then, they would copy the paper and place the originals back where they found them. Chara would take and recycled cardboard boxes and store the copied documents inside the boxes. They would always store the boxes under their bed so they could learn about who left before, will leave, and who hasn't gotten close to adoption yet, like Chara and Alexa for instance.

After a few minutes Chara had found the documents they were looking for. They yawned and stood up to see Alexa. "Here." Chara said to her, handing her a few pieces of the documents. "I skimmed it, but I haven't really found anything useful." They sat back on the bed and grabbed their bagel and devoured most of it while watching Alexa flip through the documents.

"Hey at least-" A sound of the usual bell cut off Alexa's sentence.

"Dinner time everyone!" The Caretaker's voice echoed in Chara's head. It's time.

Most of the group of children walked to the large table with chicken on a large plate in the middle of the table. Four of the high schoolers that came here to help around, got other children to the table slowly. Chara sat down at her spot. On their right was Alexa and on their left was a little brat that might have been four years younger than Chara. They found the kid annoying as hell, but the kid didn't really talk much and was very similar to the same situation as they had been in. Abandoned since birth.

Chara looked down in front of them on the table and soon giggled. Fork, spoon and knife. The Caretaker. She had made her last mistake. Chara reached down and touched their knife and stroked it's handle. And. Here. We. Go.

"Caretaker, I got something to show you!" Chara called to her. She walked over to their side and kneeled down by their chair. She opened her mouth to speak, but Chara jabbed the knife into The Caretaker's neck. Of course, the knife isn't really sharp, but it was still better than nothing.

There were screams and shouts, but Chara ignored all. They did see all of the people who were once sitting at the table and left it. They looked at the table and the chicken. There was a bigger and better knife than what Chara had. They smiled and stood up on their chair, stretched out their arms and reached it. They got off of their chair to see the high schoolers trying to stop Chara. One of them called 911 and took The Caretaker away. Three others came to Chara to probably hold them down until someone came. Chara wasn't exactly interested to see what happened next.

The first student reached for the knife in Chara's hand, which was already a big mistake. They slid under the high school and turned around. While he turned around, they stabbed him with the knife in the side, making blood spill out. They took the knife out and back in, having the blood spill everywhere on the floor and Chara. Chara did this right until the next high schooler came. They took the knife and ran at the girl and thrusted the knife in the stomach. The blood stained the girl's shirt. Chara took the knife out and then swung vertically, horizontally, and diagonally. Blood got everywhere on everything in the room.

Chara stepped back from the second high schooler and looked at the blood on the floor. "Heh, heh, heh." They giggled and soon laughed psychotically. "This is the best farewell party I could ever ask for!" they cried out. They walked out the door and stared at the mountain they needed to climb.

"Char! Just what the hell are you?" Chara turned around to see Alexa. They gripped the knife harder. "I don't want leave me! I-I-I want to go with you!" The words surprised Chara, but they went up to Alexa and hugged them.

"That reminds me... I forgot to give you your present." They gave a psychotic smile. With that, Chara stabbed Alexa in the back with the knife. Blood spilled from her back and soaked Alexa's shirt as the blood dripped down.

"I... I... I... I..." Alexa tried to speak, but had a hard time to get out the right words. "I lo... you..." Chara took the knife out of her back and more blood dripped out. They let go of Alex and she fell down to the ground. Chara turned around and looked toward the mountain. Mt. Ebott.

"Well then." Chara started. They walked up slowly to the mountain trail that had a sign that said in big letters: DO NOT TRAVEL UP THIS MOUNTAIN. They giggled as they threw the sign on the dirt ground. "I had the best farewell party. I killed some people. My last meal was chocolate. I think that falling down the mountain would be better to erase any trace of myself than to shoot myself, hang myself, or even slit my own throat. My journey has ended-"

"Hey Chara? Are you awake yet?" the furry kid asked them. Chara sprang up from where they slept together. They looked at Asriel confused.

Something has happened. First, they had seen darkness. Absolute nothing. Then, all of a sudden, they had seen the past. What they had done to get to the point where they were today. Everything from their past, expect the darkness. What the hell was that?

Chara nodded toward Asriel. "Yeah. Come on! We need to go, don't we?"


Oh! That reminds me! I'm giving the chapters names now...

That's all I really had to say down here.

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