Hey everyone i hope you like the new chapter. Sorry if its depressing but when i write it

tends to show i feel so again sorry.

(BPOV)

It has now been three days since emmett left and I am now getting ready to with my mom to see

my family in vancouver. It is about five hours away from forks. (Not true time or place) We

allways go and see them when my mom and dad fight which is normally around this time of

summer. I allways feel really bad after we leave because we allways leave while my dad is asleep

and i don't like not saying goodbye. We should have left forksby now but something about my mom

was off. but i couldn't figure out what. We were now at the store and my mom has started to make

me nervous i felt like it was a bad idea to get in the car. But what was i supposed to do walk home.

By the time we were outside of forks the sun had begun to set and i had noticed my moms eyes

had begun to droop so i told her to stop at a hotel when she said we didn't have enough money so

all i could do was pray to god to keep us safe. We stopped at a gas station and i made her get a

cofee and energy drink. Neither had any affect now i began to be over welmed by nerves and started

to cry.

"Mom you are starting to scare me." I told her through my sobs.

"Why?" Her words began to slur and were hard to understand.

"Because your falling asleep at the wheel and i can't do anything about it." I was close to hiper

venelating.

"Just talk to me, I pronise i won't fall asleep." Some how i wasn't so sure.

"Ok." All of a sudden i had nothing to talk about. Then i noticed we were pulling into a truck stop.

(You know the ones that are really creepy on the side of the highway.) They have allways

scared me to death.

"Mom what are you doing?" I asked.

"Making you be quiet, I am going to sleep and we will just have to keep going in the morning." She

soon fell asleep me on the othr hand just watched the come in and out from the behind the

buildings, I knew what was happening back there. They were buying drugs. Then all the peices fell

into place. Now that i think about it i should have noticed earlier she had taken to many pills again.

There were so many clues for example:

- slurred words

- droopy eyes

- stopping some where so dangerous

"Mom wake up we have to keep going." i shook her violentely to scared to care about being gentel.

"No." Was her simple reply.

"Please mommy." I was sobbing again.

"Fine, your such a cry baby." She said the ast part under her breath but i was to realived to care.

About an hour later we had reached my grandmas house she had already gone to bed so my mom

made me go in through the bath room window and awake her. After we had made our beds fell with

exaustion.

Hey eveyone sorry again if it was depressing. Yes this really happened to me. REVIEW!!!!!!!!