Thank you for the reviews so far. They have been really helpful in stimulating me to write the rest of the story. Unfortunately I have run in to some problems with the use of quotations for some stupid reason I can't use quotations ad the end of a dialogue. I can use them in my own word program but if I upload the story to fan they will disappear and I can't figure out what the problem is. So my apologies for that. Oh and if there are any linguistic mistakes please tell me than I can fix them. Cause English isn't my native language.
As Brenda Walsh turned on her computer and started reading her e-mail she heard little cries coming out of the second bedroom. Just as she was about to take a look she saw a man with dark hair and bleu eyes come out of the room and on his shoulders lay a little dark haired baby boy.
´´I think or little trooper is awake and very hungry the man said joyful.
´´I can see he is she replied back laughing as she took the baby boy from him
´´ Hi Kieran how are you doing today she said softly to the baby. The little boy instantly calmed down and looked ad his mother with huge greenish/brown eyes. His eyes where a perfect combination of that of his parents.
She never had thought that she would be a mother within the next tree years. When she first learned that she was pregnant she was shocked this couldn't have come at a wors·er moment she was just starring in a very successful new play one that could boost her acting career she wasn't about to give that up. She couldn't really understand how this could have happened she and Dylan had always been very careful regarding the use of birth control she for once used the pill.
Dylan however was really exited and insisted that she kept the child. When she told him that she was planning on getting an abortion he became infuriated with her. She never ever had seen him so mad he almost went ballistic. For the first time in her live she was afraid of him.
She told him to leave but he bluntly refused he told her that the Brenda Walsh he knew would never have an abortion and would have never let her ambition get the best of her. She told him that people change and that maybe she wasn't the Brenda Walsh he new anymore. He simply told her that he didn't believe that. he than told her that he loved her and that he never wanted anything else than to start a family with her and that he wouldn't let her throw that al away cause she was selfish and blinded by her ambitions. She simply told him that she was going true with regardless what he said. Dylan ad that point had gotten so furious that he told her that if she would go true with it he would make sure she would regret it for the rest of her live. She at that point had gotten so scared that she told him again to leave and if he didn't she would call the cops. As Dylan left he bluntly told her that this wasn't over yet.
After there huge fight Dylan tried desperately everyday to get back in touch with her but she was just so angry at him that she couldn't bring herself to talk to him. He showed up every night at the theatre where she was acting just to get in touch with her. One night when she was outside waiting for her best friend Emma her brother Alex would come and pick them up.
When Dylan again came up to her, just at that point Alex arrived and told Dylan to leave her alone. Dylan told Alex to mind his own business when Alex replied that she was his business Dylan punched him. Some cops how happened to walk by saw the incident and arrested Dylan. Next day she heard that because Dylan wasn't a British national he was evicted out of England for disorderly conduct and on a plain back to the United States. She felt so guilty she never meant for this al to happen. The funny thing was that she was beginning to get second thoughts about the abortion deep in her heart she really wanted to keep the baby. She felt really confused she felt anger, guilt and love for Dylan all at the same time. She knew that she had to tell him about her decision to keep the baby, but somehow she kept moving the time to tell him. She knew she was acting like a stubborn coward but somehow she couldn't stop herself.
Thinks got even more confusing when Alex confessed to her that he was in love he felt that way ever since he had met her. And that since that Dylan was now longer in the picture he wanted to pursue a relationship with her. First she told him that he was very sweet but that she wasn't really interested and besides tings where far from over between her and Dylan. But he was very persistent and sweet he helped her out with a lot of things after she had dropped from the play. He even made her laugh again and that was something she hadn't done for a while now. And after some time she was kind of used to have him around of her. The strangest thing was that she had actually begin to develop romantic feelings for him, and one night after he had helped out with the nursery they kissed and that kiss grow rapidly in to more. Making her even feel more guilty. It was now even more difficult to tell Dylan about the baby. Her parents and Brandon told her that it wasn't fair towards Dylan and towards the baby how had the right to know his real father she knew they where right, but something was just holding her back. Maybe it was a false sense of security she felt when she was with Alex. Our maybe she was afraid of Dylan's reaction or being confronted with Dylan altogether she didn't really know what it was. She only knew that she hated herself for her it. And as time progressed this feeling got even worse.
But now she knew that she would be confronted with Dylan very soon, and the thought of that alone made her physically ill. Before Kieran had woken up she had been reading her e-mail one of those e-mails was from Kelly Taylor her former best friend and her brother's fiancé. She had asked Brenda if it was possible to come to California as soon as next week since Brandon had told her that Brenda wasn't in any play ad the moment she had figured that it wouldn't be a problem for Brenda to come so that she could help out with the wedding reversal, she continued her e-mail by saying that she and Brandon would really appreciate it. Brenda couldn't help feeling a bit pissed at Kelly where did she get the nerve to think that Brenda didn't had anything better to do then to help out with a stupid wedding reversal. Kelly had always the tendency to think that the whole world evolved around her. But than again she had dragged Brandon's name in it and she felt obligated to her brother to help out, since Brandon had always been there when she needed him. There was luckily one bright side to this all, her parents and Alex would come with her so she would have some extra support.
When she first told her parents that she was pregnant they where trilled they where really happy to become grandparents. And when she told them what had happened between her and Dylan they where a little bit disappointed. But then her father decided that he wanted to be transferred to the companies London office so he could help out his little girl.
His boss didn't object to the idée, and now her parent where living just a few blocks away from her witch was a very reassuring idée.
Al do they weren't really pleased with the situation she was living in. it wasn't that they didn't like Alex but it was more that they had grown very fund of Dylan even her father had don so. And of course they didn't like the idée that she kept Dylan in the dark about Kieran.
Brenda knew they where right she had really screwed things up this time and its was time to make things right after al she would have gone to California anyway cause she had been offered and she had accepted a part in a newly to produce series. So she decided that after she had fed Kieran she would give Kelly her reply, she would tell her that she would be coming next Monday.