There was a long uncomfortable silence that seem to stretch on

"I see, goodbye Carlisle," Esme said and ran out of the house. Carlisle ran out after her and managed to stop her, she turned around and from here I could see the venomous tears that would never fall fill her eyes.

"Why is it that you hate her so much?" He asked softly.

"I see what she's turning you into Carlisle, if it keeps up the way it's going then I'm going to lose you to her, she's changing everyone and I don't like it. She's dangerous, I don't like it, she just reappears in your life after almost 400 years, something must be up and I'm not going to sit back and watch her destroy every thing we've spent so long building. So goodbye," and with that she disappeared.

I watched, shocked. I walked to him and saw Carlisle standing there, looking at where Esme had just been standing. Alice had disappeared after Esme and Jasper stayed back before he too disappeared with his siblings.

"Carlisle?" I murmured, walking up to him slowly. He didn't respond. "Carlisle, look at me," I murmured again, resting my hand on his shoulder. His head snapped up to look me in the eye.

His expression full of hatred, betrayal, hurt, disgust, worthlessness, loneliness, pain, anger and so much more bounced in his eyes. .

"Get out," He murmured; I took a step back shocked.

"What?" I whispered. The anger in his eyes intensified.

"I said get the hell out! If you hadn't come Esme would still be here! It would be me, my wife and my kids! Just leave and never come back! I never want to see you again!" He yelled, getting in my face. He paced back and forth his hand on his forehead. "Are you even really my sister? I mean Jesus! She would never as much as kill a fly much less kill three vampires in less than five minutes! Do you even remember what its like to be human, or the people we knew!" He shouted.

My heart broke, I understand that he was angry but I still think its best I go. He's right, as always, everywhere I go I bring pain and suffering, I couldn't do that to them, I wouldn't.

"Carl-" I started but he cut me off.

"Don't you dare Carlie me, now I see what father meant when he said you would end up as nothing more than a home wrecking whore." He hissed as I barely flinched and my already cold heart got colder and harder.

"Carlisle, I know you're angry, I know how you feel, I can feel it right now, but please brother…" He again cut me off as I took a step toward him so our noses were but an inch apart.

"Don't you start with that "I know how you're feeling crap!" Only my sister knew what I was feeling, and my sister died 400 years ago with the rest of them. You, you're no sister of mine, you're just some random bitch who come into my home, impersonated my sister and tricked my family into loving you, now leave!" He yelled.

I nodded to him and bowed my head slightly. This hurt, it hurt more than I thought even remotely possible, but I took a deep UN needed breathe and leaned in so my mouth was by his ear so only he could hear me.

"William, if I really wanted to hurt you and your family I could have the day I walked through that door, I've been trying to escape my past, I've been through wars and battles that you probably don't even know existed. My demons haunt me everyday and step I take but my dearest twin that wasn't the case for you, you have a perfect life you live in your own bubble and I won't be the one that pops it. I love you dearly brother, and I'm sorry it ended this way. If you want me gone then your wish is my command." I whispered gently pressing my lips to his as we did in our human days when we weren't going to see each other for periods of time. (In a none incest way!)

I took a deep breathe and took in his scent. I looked in his eyes and for a moment I saw his old grey eyes that were always so protective and determined.

"Farewell," I said with the wind before I took off for the house quickly dialing the hospital and telling them that I had an emergency and that I had to move, much to their dismay but they let me go.

Next I called the airport and had them get my jet ready I was careful to block my future for anything other than I'm leaving and a false trail that I'd be leaving in a week.

For everyone except Jasper, Carlisle, and Esme, I wrote a letter of things that I wanted them to know and to clear some stuff up and as to what they should probably do and just some random stuff. Along with their letter's I added a picture of them alone and under it I wrote what I enjoyed most about their face or body, in a very artistic way.

For Jasper, I wrote to him telling him I loved him and that he shouldn't do anything rash or stupid. That I was leaving for the family and his benefit, that it wasn't his fault and that I would find him soon and I also explained one or two components of my power. I needed him to know that it hurt me to leave him. I poured my absolute heart and soul into the letter and when I finished I put in a picture of him in a Confederate Uniform along with one of his old home that I had seen from an old picture he showed me. The last one was my favorite it was of him as a boy standing next to him as a man, I wrote under it "No matter how old he gets he will always be a mama's boy, but now he's my man and a mama's boy.(AN: Ok this is really crappy so any suggestions would be greatly appreciated!)"

With Esme's I wrote to tell her that I had never been a treat to her family, that I cared about them I wrote a lot in hers and it was all just an explanation, that and an apology. I added the picture like I with the others before I started on Carlisle's.

With my twin I wrote a lot, I'm pretty sure I wrote more than I did with Jazz, and all that was in his letter was just me telling him a lot of what I was thinking, what I know, and memories. I wrote what I knew would make him understand. I gave him a picture of himself that I recently drew, I took out a picture of the town we lived in, I placed a picture of the house we lived in, I left one of my favorite pictures, we had gone to a party and Carlisle and Elizabeth had danced all night long, looking into each other's eyes and smiling, the last by far was my favorite, it was of Elizabeth's first born the one who was named after his father. I smile and wrote that he was named after his father on the bottom lightly before flipping it over and printing the babies name there.

I put all the letters in a separate manila folder before I finished backing all of my stuff, which wasn't much.

All I had was my trunk of trinkets, my clothes and makeup, shoes, and my art supplies. I packed my stuff up in my truck that I barely ever drove before I changed my clothes into my typical, not around family, clothes. (Outifit on profile)

I slide on my leather skinny pants over a black thong, and I put on my corset top and I tightened the string on my bust slightly before adjust my it so I was showing some skin but not all of what it could show. I grabbed a pair of high heeled boot that when mid calf and I left my hair down in a wild, wind blown, sex hair style. I did my make up quickly (on profile) before I grabbed my last bag before going outside.

I took out one clean sheet of paper and put in on the front door, writing a quick note.

"Dear who ever in the Cullen family finds this,

There are envelops in the kitchen, one is addressed to every one in the family. Only the person that the envelop is addressed to may open it and read its contents, once you do you can let anyone else read it. The contents should explain what's going on, oh and the spare key is under the matt and my bedroom window is open incase the key isn't there.

I'm sorry,

Isabella."

I turned off my phone, as I took one last look at the house before I climbed into my truck and sped off.

Glancing at the dash bored I saw that the plane wouldn't be ready for a while so I decided to go to the mall when I got to Seattle. I sighed softly as I passed the turn off towards my brother and mate.

Memories, so many memories coursed through my mind at one time that I cursed my vampire mind and the memory that accompanied it.

All of the fights and wars that I had been in, between new borns and old vampires, the death I and my power brought. The misery to families and covens alike, I brought so much death in my time that I was known as many names.

Azrael, fallen angel of Death, Mephistopheles, devil back in the middle of ages, Proserpine, the princess of hell, Eurynon, for those who thought I was a man, it means the Prince of Death, Abbadon, fallen angel of death, Gaap, the Prince of Hell who intensifies love and hate.

I was known by those and so much more it made me dizzy just thinking about it. I hadn't noticed I had stopped just after the break in the trees until now, I opened my windows and took in a long deep breathe. The smell of warmth, sunshine, trees, and all of their scents washed over me gently, imprinting themselves firmly in my memory.

Shaking my head I continued on my way and started blasting some music in an attempt to ignore my thoughts. An hour and a half drive later I was just entering Seattle at over 100 miles per hour. I pulled into the mall and got out of my car, making sure I had my wallet I walked inside.

I spent about two hours in the mall, getting clothes that fit my usual attire, not the clothes that I had adapted to in the passed couple of months. My arms were full with all the clothes I had gotten.

The whole time I was in the mall guys had stared at my ass and my boobs the whole time, I could only smirk the whole time, and it was a smirk that felt foreign to my face from lack of use. I put all my bags in the truck before I went back in and took a deep breathe, letting the sweet smell of human blood settle over me.

A small low growl rumbled in my chest as I looked around for my next meal. I saw him, he was sitting on the bench watching women like they are a piece of meat, he got up and walked out of the mall.

He walked out into the ally so I used vampire speed and got to the entrance and started to walk. I decided to take the more innocent trying to be bad approach.

I walked slowly, hesitantly, his gaze turned to me and he took in my leather clad form. I was about five feet from him when I pretended to stumble; he caught me as he looked me over. My ass in the air and my cleavage showing, I saw a disgusting grin spread across his face.

"Oh gosh, I'm such a klutz! Oh no, these dang heels, my friends made me wear this, I think they forgot about my being so clumsy!" I exclaimed in a false innocent voice.

"It ok baby, here, let me help you to your car, I know a short cut through this ally we are in." He said helping me up.

"Oh really, oh thank you so much!" I said, throwing my arms around him, he groped my ass for a second but let go when I pulled away.

"No problem tutes, here come this way," he led me in the opposite direction and deeper into the ally. When he was sure no one would see us he pushed me against the wall and started mauling my neck. When his lips dropped a little lower he put a blade to my throat. "Now you listen here, if you scream I'll kill you, you hear." He threatened.

"To bad if you try you'll end up hurting yourself." I purred. He pressed the blade closer to my throat and I growled.

"Shut up,"

"I'll scream," I threatened. He pressed the blade to my throat so hard I heard a crack. "Ok, I'll play you game. Help, some one, please oh please, help me!" I screamed. I felt him get hard under me as I tried to squirm. His hand went to my boob and he squeezed and that's when I lost control of the little humanity I had left.

I switched our positions and started kissing his neck looking for his jugular which I already knew where it was.

"Oh I like that babe," He said trying to move but I had him pinned.

"You won't for long." I growled before biting into his neck, breaking his collar bone and shoulder when I shoved him back at the same time. He let out a shout that was covered by my other hand. He squirmed as I slowly drank his blood, letting him feel every ounce of pain.

"What the fuck are you?" He mumbled as I pulled away and from the look on his face I'm sure my eyes glowed red and blood was probably on my face.

"I'm your worst nightmare," I purred before latching back onto his neck too long since I've had human blood, animal blood maybe okay, but human blood was out of this world.

His was blood was thick and I couldn't help but whimper when I drank him dry. I disposed of his body before I went back to my truck. I flipped down my mirror as saw not a speck of blood on me but my eyes glowed a bright crimson.

I couldn't bring myself to feel guilty all I felt was anger, betrayal, and hurt. Shaking my head clear I started up the truck and took off to the air port. I made it there in a few minutes later and found that everything was ready.

"Ms. Isabella?" Asked one of the humans, he looked scared to approach me but I just smiled slightly and nodded.

"Yes, I'm ready, let's get moving," I said, picking up one of my bags and smiling. He didn't relax in the slightest before he nodded and contacted the pilot before someone came and helped me with the bags. He packed it all up while I made myself comfortable on the plane.

Once we took off and had been in the air for a few hours the attendant came out, it was obvious from both her appearance and her smell that she was a lesbian and from the smell of her arousal she was interested. My thirst flared slightly even if I did just eat… I have been living off of animals for the past 50 years.

A small growl rumbled in my throat in approval as she swayed her hips as she walked towards me.

"STOP THIS!" an inner voice screamed… the better part of me… the one that I have to ignore.

"No." I stated as I stood up and met her half way.

"Can I help you with something Ms?" She asked softly, her voice quiet but slightly husky with lust.

"Actually, yes, you see I need help with these pesky strings, could you help me?" I asked sweetly. She smiled and nodded before following me to room that I had in here.

She was undoing the strings and when she finished her hands drifted over my shoulders softly, slightly dipping towards my breasts. I turned around and smiled at her as she blushed slightly. I grabbed her hips and her to me kissing her neck. She moaned softly as I massaged her sides… I swallowed my venom to make it as painless as possible and bit into her throat.

She gasped and moaned rubbing herself on my in an attempt for friction. I drank from her and she seemed to quiver under me… apparently this was erotic and her blood sweetened. I moaned as her blood washed down my throat. I pulled away and watched the wound close from the little venom that was there.

I looked her in the eye and she suddenly became dazed.

"You won't remember all of this, all you will remember is becoming dizzy and me offering you to lay down, which you accepted and fell asleep. Right?" She nodded dumbly as I set her on the bed and she fell asleep.

I shook my head before leaving the room and back to my seat, curling up and falling asleep.

I woke up to feeling the plane land, I sat up before standing up completely the door opened up and I was greeted to the smells and wonders of England. My car was waiting for me and was already being loaded up. With a deep breath I walked down the stairs and to my new life.

This is it. Alone again… maybe even for eternity.