The blond boys moan was so loud and his body suddenly so tensed that Sasuke shivered just by the very feeling of it. He gripped Narutos hand and pulled him closer as he felt the sweet release while cuming inside him.

They were both shaking, breathing heavily but still standing. Naruto opened his eyes feeling slightly dizzy as he looked at the dark wall in front of him, seeing how he had cum all over it.

"You.. you okey?" Sasuke asked, his voice shaking and arms tightly pulling him closer.

"I think so" he answered breathlessly.

As a cold wind swept through the dark ally, Narutos legs grew weaker and his knees couldn't hold his weight any longer. He shivered slightly and closed his eyes almost ready to faint as Sasukes strong arms gripped him tight and helped him to sit down, his back against the cold wall.

The blue eyes watched the dark boy carefully as he helped Naruto down. Sasuke didn't know why but for some reason it was hard to look back into those eyes.

"Why me?"

Narutos voice didn't sound angry more begging or sad and Sasuke didn't dare look back at him, he couldn't even answer.

"Why..?"

Sasuke looked up, frightened by the sadness in the blond boys voice. This wasn't what he had wanted. He didn't want to hurt him, he just...

Narutos eyes were filled with tears as he met the dark boys gaze. His lips were shaking but he wasn't crying yet.

"Sasuke you..!"

His fragile voice was broken as Sasuke grabbed him by the arm and pulled him close into his strong arms.

"Eh?" the bond gasped surprised.

"Naruto, please don't cry" he whispered with closed eyes. "I'm so sorry, please don't cry..."

Narutos eyes were wide opened and the tears were falling but he was more surprised than sad now and in confusion he gently put his arms around Sasukes warm body and hugged him back.

They sat like that in silence for several minutes before Naruto suddenly realised what he was doing. Halfly struggling he tried to get away from the dark one but Sasuke just tightened the grip around him.

"Stay" he said with his low voice making Naruto blush again.

"What?! Why would I?"

Naruto stared at him with read cheeks and big sky blue eyes.

"Just... please stay" Sasuke answered with his head lowered.

The blond relaxed a bit and looked at him, slightly worried.

"Sasuke..?"

The dark one didn't answer, just gripped Naruto tighter in his arms until the boy hugged him back.

After a while Naruto closed his eyes and rested his tired head softly against Sasukes shoulder.

"Why me Sasuke?" he asked again with calm voice.

Sasuke hesitated for a moment, almost afraid of what the answer could do to them... But he knew that he couldn't hide it any more and he had already hurt the blond boy more than enough. Silently he took a deep breath and gazed up into those blue eyes again.

"Why me?" Naruto whispered breathlessly, caught in Sasukes deep, dark blue eyes.

"I never thought on anyone else" he answered also whispering.

Narutos eyes widened ones again, staring at Sasuke with half opened mouth.

"Wha-what are you saying?" he asked with almost no voice left.

Sasuke felt totally naked now when Naruto was looking at him like that. He was silent for a moment, trying to gather his feelings together but it was pointless. He bit his lip softly as he drowned in those deep blue eyes.

"I'm so sorry Naruto" he whispered. "I didn't mean to hurt you I just..."

His voice disappeared and he lowered his head ones again. Naruto just waited silently as the dark boy struggled to find the words he so desperately wanted to say.

"When we were small" Sasuke suddenly started explaining looking back up at Naruto with intense eyes. "When we were kids, you were always lonely..."

Naruto was surprised but didn't say anything.

"You got friends to play with at school but nobody really cared when you got hurt or needed comfort" Sasuke continued. "When you flunked school nobody cared, nobody even saw it... except me.."

Narutos eyes suddenly grew cold as he remembered his unbearable childhood.

"What do you mean?" he asked with his voice stripped of all emotions.

"I mean..." Sasuke answered meeting the blonds eyes without fear. "That even if you were all by your self... I always saw you and...I knew your pain cause... I'm so sorry I never..."

Naruto just looked back at him, eyes filled with darkness.

"I tried to get close to you Naruto" Sasuke continued with a new tone to his voice. "I kept fighting with you cause I knew that was the only way to reach you!"

"Eh?"

The darkness in the blonds eyes disappeared just as quickly as it got there.

"When you cried I was so scared I didn't dear comfort you cause I thought you just hated me..." Sasuke whispered almost out of breath. "When you were down I didn't know what to do cause your smile was the only thing keeping me going.. but I knew you just thought I hated you."

Naruto now stared at the dark boy in front of him, the same boy that had been picking fights with him, always pushing him down, always called him stupid things to piss him of... Naruto couldn't believe his own ears.

"So what you're saying is..?" Naruto asked confused.

"What I'm saying is that I don't hate you Naruto and I never did" Sasuke answered with his bottom lip slightly shaking. "You were the one who kept me going when my life was bad... Your smile got my heart smiling too... You..."

Sasuke closed his eyes tightly, scared of crying, his voice already braking.

"You saved me when I thought I was without rescue..."