A/N: omg. I'm so fucking sorry. My gay computer got a virus, so I couldn't do anything, and then just when I got it fixed my brother got put back in the hospital. rawR. I apologize. For anyone still reading, I give you my friends wonderful red velvet cake. It's to kill for. Really. o_O But any who, I am really sorry I took so long. I have the next chapter and ½ ready, but I want some reviews.
Finding Secrets Part One
Last Time:
Kagome POV:
After she woke up, she was confused by the thick mattress beneath her and the roof above her head. After staring at her walls and ceiling for several minuets, she remembered she came back to her era. And then she remembered why. She got up, tears already streaming down her face. 'Why does he always say something like that?' She asked herself as she sunk down to the floor, pulling her knees to her chest. 'Why?'
This Time:
Inuyasha POV:
As he was walking through the forest and thinking about why Kagome was so upset, he stumbled across one of Kagome's books. 'I might as well return it to her…' He opened the front cover and noticed the gold writing that was Kagome's name. 'Hey, wait a minute… this is the one she's always writing in… and the one she tells me to fuck off if I try to read it…' And with that thought he opened to the first page. (A/N: Really not helping himself out there…) Kagome's diary. He turned to the next page. Warning, do not read. If I find you (Sango, Miroku, Souta, Kouga) reading this it won't be pretty. Well his name wasn't there. Before he sat down to read it, he glanced around to make sure no one was there. He wasn't sure what a 'diary' was, but he was sure he wasn't supposed to read it. He saw an owl looking at him out of a tree. "What?! It doesn't say I can't read it!" The owl turned its head sideways and cooed. "Feh. I don't care what you say. I'm still gunna read it." He stuck his tongue out at the bird and looked back at the book. Well today was not normal. I'm sure of it. I turned 15 today, and before I even got to school, something was calling me to the well house. How's that for normal? Hmph. Well after some crazed bitch pulled me into the well, and through to the 'other side' I met a very handsome 'hanyou' named Inuyasha. 'She thinks I'm handsome?' Even though he's really stubborn, and his pride is always getting in the way, I think I like him… 'And this was three years ago… What about now?' He stopped reading and skipped to the most resent entry. I just don't know how to tell him. I never thought that it would be so hard. 'What? What is she talking about? Is she leaving?' I know he says he doesn't feel anything for Kikyo anymore, 'What does her leaving have anything to do with Kikyo?' but it still hurts every time he goes off to see her. And it hurts even worse when he says I don't mean anything to him. 'Feh. Why would it? She's got that stupid 'Hobo'guy' I just wish he would realize how I feel and… and how much I love him. Over the past three years he has grown so much, becoming more tender and caring. But it's a stupid thing for me to love him, he has Kikyo after all, but, it's okay to dream, right? But I have to let go of this crush soon. I see him everyday, and I'm bound to let something slip, god that would suck… Anyway, I have to go. Inuyasha should be here soon and I still need to pack and get dressed. Inuyasha closed the book, thinking about what he had read. 'Maybe that's why she won't let anyone read it…Maybe she's embarrassed to love a hanyou.'
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