Confessions of a broken heart: 15 years later Chapter 4, a vampire academy fanfic

I saw the reviews today, god I didn't know anyone was interested in this... maybe I should stop criticizing myself... anyways the Dimitri's POV is coming up next, after this one. :) hope you guys like it.

Katlyn's POV

Another dream, another nightmare passed. A dream of mom killing dad and she finally told us, but I knew she can't do that, she never could. I went to go find Charles, oh how he and Crystal take care of me, I know he's like my twin and all, but he's the eldest of the two of us... by ten minutes, but still.

There Crystal was on the bench, waiting. I walked upto her and smiled. "Hey," my voice sounded depressed and sad.

She looked over at me ans smiled. "I thought you were sleeping, this is always the time you fall asleep... oh god, Kaddy another nightmare?"

I nodded. "Yeah, look I'm not going to interrupt you're evening... I'll be fine."

"Are you sure? I mean we can cancel, if you need us to..."

I shook my head no in response. "No, go ahead, I've been ruining you're days lately, you should have fun..." I smiled.

Crystal was like a sister to me, she helped me with the dreams, and I helped her get the love of her life... Charles. I knew she loved him, even if they were enemies, you know? I got up and went to my room area, I was no where near it. I looked up for a second and there was guardian Belikov. I sighed. I wonder what my brother and him were talking about. I shrugged it off and continued on, walking to the auditorium, where I go when I'm upset. I looked over at the piano, the only friend I had until grade three.

I hummed a familiar tune, a tune I long forgotten, but it came in my head, it's the first song I wrote when I was fifteen, it wasn't my first song I wrote, but it was the song I wrote the day of my birthday. I called it 'Nothing In This World' which I think Paris Hilton totally stole the song from me.

I walked up to the piano then sat down on the bench. There was one of my guitars, my pink one with fake jewels on them. It was the one my father left my mom. I started strumming the beat to it and when the beat was up and running the song came to mind.

Da-da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da,
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da

So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by
"Here's what I like"
And you were with somebody else but you can't deny
That's me in your eye

Do you know
What it's like
When it's wrong
But it feels so right?

Nothing in this world can stop us tonight
I can do what she can do so much better
Nothing in this world can turn out the light
I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight.
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight
Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight

Baby, you and I, we got what will never be
You know I'm right
So tell me what you're waiting for when you're here with me?
Most guys would die

You should know
What it's like
When it hurts
'Cause it feels so right

I gotta tell you somethin'
It's somethin' that you just might like
No, it's not the same thing
Yeah, you'll learn I'm not too shy
You and I, we can do this thing tonight

The song was based on some crush for me, believe me, I was naive back then. Then when the song was over I basically started playing on the piano for 'Confessions of a Broken Heart'. It's weird lately I've been so depressed and since my mom said to take it out on working out or singing, the singing helps more then the whole working out.

"You were great sis," Chuck's voice called out from the side door.

I looked over to see almost half the school there. Jesus CHRIST people, this is my private area people! Get the fuck out.

Jake stood there, he turned to shoo everyone away. When he did, my brother and Crystal came in. I sighed and decided to work on the song again.

"I wait for the post man to bring me you're letter, I wait for the good lord to make me feel better..." I sang before I got interrupted.

"Kaddy?" Jake asked.

I turned to see them. They looked apologetic. I sighed and sat there. Did they realize I haven't been eating? Oh crap this is an intervention! Hide! I thought to myself. "Yeah?"

Jake smiled. Phew I thought I was going to be toast. "We have some news..."

My face dropped even more, it could be horrible or worse they're sending me to a boot camp! NOOO! Anything but a boot camp! "What's so important?"

Crystal looked at me then at Charles. "You got signed!"

I was frozen, I know I should be happy for becoming a singer, but I thought it was my father related. "You're joking, right?"

Charles looked like he was going along with this. "Charles D. Hathaway you're hiding something from me!" I yelled.

They all looked at him and said. "This is you're funeral if she cries..."

"Why would I cry? Tell me!" I demanded.

Crystal looked at me and hugged me. "We know where you're father is..."

I looked down, so I had been right. They found out who he is or was. I sighed then spoke clearly. "I don't want to meet that man... I mean it's too late..."

Crystal could tell I was lying. "You're lying!"

"Go to hell! I wanted to find him myself! You blooming retards!" I angerly roared. "I've been digging around anyways when we were at mom's house... it's some Russian person who used to train her..."

I just sighed and wondered, what happens if he i-

"He's not dead..." mom's voice came. I looked over at the door to see her with- Oh my god! He's my father.

"Kaddy and Chuck, this is Dimitri Belikov... yo-"

I shook my head. "No, no, no! Your our father? NO!" I yelled and had my diva tantrum out of here with my guitar and my music stuff... tonight I'm breaking out of here and becoming a rogue hunter, and a famous superstar.

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Well her diva exit was a bit much, but she's the dramatic type... so anyways

next one is with Dimitri and then we'll see the whole escape part of it :) Please review I like comments :] The song was called Nothing in this world by Paris Hilton