Kei52: Sorry it's so late but school just started and I've been busy. I've had projects, test, exams and essays all month so I'm sorry for the delay! But here's the new chapter enjoy!!

Summary

Something terrible has happened to Matt Ishida. Causing him to return to the one person he hoped to never see again.

Disclaimer

I own nothing! But I wish I did.

Chapter Four: Lost

Matt found himself pacing in his living room fighting to make a decision to his predicament. Every now and then he would send his phone a glare full of hate as if it had grown legs and kicked him in the groin. He knew it would be seem silly to someone to see him pacing in his own home with a grim look on his face. But he had a reason for such a display and it was the grim fact he was going to tell his family and friends that he was back in Japan.

The only problem was he was nervous out his mind. But he would never admit that he was anxious to lift the phone off the receiver. He just called it a stomach flu that he was feeling instead of what usual people call butterflies.

He had been in Japan for a month and thankfully nobody recognized him or announced his return since then. He somehow avoided his friends and family whenever he saw them and he was quiet proud of this accomplishment. He wanted to call Mimi and ask her to help him out but right now they weren't on speaking terms

Flashback

After his release from the hospital Matt was all but happy to return to his normal life. Though that normal life meant spending a couple of months with Mimi in her California mansion. He was grateful to have her here with him in the United States cause he wouldn't know what to do if he was alone.

He leaned on his sports car waiting for Mimi to come take him to her home. He was told to pack his remaining clothes in a small suitcase she had given to him the two days before he was released. He had even given her permission to transfer his money into her bank of choice. He was supposedly going to stay with her until he got a new home.

But his happiness was slowing fading as it was placed with annoyance. He had been leaning on his car for the past couple of hours and his was becoming irritated with waiting for so long. She had told him to come early for their meeting so instead of eight he came around seven but right now it was nine thirty.

He released a low growl as he saw Mimi's limo pull up towards him. He walked slowly towards it hoping his anger would vanish by the time he got there.

They sat in silence throughout the whole ride and Matt was fine with that. He had nothing to say to her anyways.

They finally arrived at their destination and Mimi's jet was waiting for them. He got out and stretched his legs and boarded the plane before anyone asks for his autograph. He felt his body relax as it came into contact with the leather seat.

Five minutes went by and Mimi still hadn't come on. He was beginning to get irritated again with Mimi taking so long. But before he could get up to look for her the plane started. Matt began to panic as the jet began to move.

"Stop you idiot! Mimi hasn't boarded the plane yet!" He shouted as he ran to cockpit.

"Yes we know that Mr. Ishida it was requested by Ms. Tachikawa. It is our job to take you to Japan without her." The pilot replied unfazed by the heated glare he was receiving from Matt.

"WHAT!"

"Yes didn't she tell you?"

"Hell no!"

"Language Mr. Ishida." Before Matt could respond a light tap was felt on his back. He spun around to found himself staring in the eyes of Mimi's secretary.

" A letter for you Mr. Ishida it's from Mimi." She spoke as he handed Matt a cream colored letter with a pink Mimi embedded on the front.

Matt sat back down as he read the letter.

'Dear Yama,

I 'am sorry for playing this trick on you but you need to face your demons. I knew you would have denied this request of going to Japan to see everyone again especially Tai.

I wouldn't try to force the pilot to take you back because he's been in the army. He seen tougher guys than you so it would be best to sit down and enjoy yourself.

Once you land my secretary will take you to the home you'll be staying in. don't brother trying to run away either my body guards were instructed to keep you in Japan under their watchful eyes until he settled down.

Oh almost forgot you can't get a passport to come back either for I had my friend who's a computer whiz erase your name from their database. So no flying for you! Your money has been transferred and only my secretary is able to access it.

So enjoy your stay in Japan and I'll see you in a year. Hopefully you and Tai will be together by that time.

Love Mimi'

Matt read the letter a second time to make sure he read it right. But there was no mistaking it Mimi had tricked him into boarding the plane and he couldn't stop her.

"Damn you Mimi!" He shouted as he ran his hand through his hair. He should be angry with her but part of him couldn't help but feel grateful for what she was doing.

"Mr. Ishida phones for you its Mimi."

"Tell her to shove her foot up her ass and leave it there. I'm not talking to that evil spawn of a human being!"

End of Flashback

So here he was a month had past and still no progress. Occasionally Mimi would try to talk to him but he would always say he was too busy to speak with her. Matt rubbed his eyes and got up to grab his black jacket.

If anything were to happen he would he need his head to be clear. He didn't know where he was going as long as he was able to clear his head he would be fine.

He found himself at the park under the tree that he and Tai had shared the first time they had kissed. He could still feel Tai's warm lips on his own as he had pushed him against the tree. It was a long kiss that had love, desire and happiness, something that he had missed while in America.

Matt held back his tears as he tried to push those happy memories with Tai back in the back of his head. He didn't want to remember a past that was lost and never coming back.

He felt himself quicken his pace hoping to get away from this place that were bringing back all these memories. He was walking so fast he didn't notice the person in front of him until he collided with causing himself to fall hard the ground with his butt.

"Sorry I wasn't looking at were I was going." Matt grunted as he was helped onto his feet.

"It's okay I was kind of in a rush so it's really my fault." Matt replayed as he lifted up his head to see who was talking to him. He soon regretted it as he quickly lowered his head hoping his bangs would cover his face.

"Are you sure?'

"Y-yeah it's c-cool." He strutted. ' Dammit not him anything but him. I'm not ready to see him!' Matt shouted in his head as he began to walk past the person.

"Well bye." Matt mumbled as he tried to run from him. Tired being the key word as he felt someone grab his wrist causing the upper part of his body to twist to face the person he bumped into.

Deep ocean blue eyes stared up at dark browns ones.

"Yama?" He spoke with both shock and anger. "What the hell are you doing here?"

'Oh shit!'

Tbc…