Okay so last night some people were having trouble with the paragraph… I honestly don't know what was up with that and I hope its back to normal! I'm so freakin HAPPY with your reviews! THEY MAKE ME FEEL FUZZY! Anywhooo….Enjoy! (Believe it or not…I don't plot this story… I just go only with what I type out.)

I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT.

"Learn from yesterday, live for today and hope for tomorrow."- Albert Einstein.

"My Alpha."

"Oh great. More mysteriousness! When are you gonna trust me, Paul? I've known your for a while now and haven't spilled not one of your secrets! Why can you trust me now?"

"Bella, You make it sound worse then it is. The thing is that I cant tell you! I wish I could, I really do but its not my choice when to say to and who to say it to." He gripped the steering wheel, making his knuckles pure white.

"No! I'm making it sound how its coming out! Then who's stopping you, Meraz? Who?" I twisted in my seat to shove his shoulder. Getting my point across.

"Bella…I think ive said to much already." He was struggling. Greattt.

"Whatever, Paul." I sat back in my normal position.

"Bella, Don't be like that…" Poor Paul sounded helpless.

Good.

I didn't say a word to him the whole way to this guys house where we supposed driving to. What was he gonna do? Pull out his magic wand and make the sickness go away. This is real life.

I could tell Paul wanted to tell me more about this Alpha thing…but something was stopping him and I don't know what it was.

We're best friends. And as corny as it sounds, He's the only one I can trust.

"I don't think you get it, Bella." He said with a dark tone.

"Your right. I don't but you could help me get it."

"No…I could lose your for this." I didn't want to look at his face because I could hear it clear in his voice. Crystal clear.

"Not uh." I spoke childishly. "I'm not going anywhere."

"You say that now,,,"

"Paul! Quit the emo shit! You cant get rid of me! Even if you tired. I'd be glued to your hip! I'm a forgiving person and I look past things! Why would this little thing keep me from being your friend? Can you just answer that?"

"Shut up! You don't know how big this is for me! It could change our life's, in a bad way! I could hurt you, I could get angry with you and hurt you emotionally….I could let you down." He spoke the last statement with weakness. This was a new side of Paul.

I scooted to the other side truck, towards him. "You don't need reassuring but I'm going to give it to you anyways…because I'm a bitch. Paul, if you talk yourself down like that you are going to let me down. I'm not expecting you to be the great and mighty best friend who protects me like what I saw back in the halls. I except you to be you…Not someone I want you to be."

"Sawn…" He said in a soft voice. "Your amazing. I've never herd anybody say that...Not even my mother." Paul mother was very rude. I learned that in Homeroom. He actually almost started crying.

I was about to reply but his phone rang.

"Paul." He greeted in a hard tone.

"Hey Paul. Emily said you'd be here in 5. Where the hell are you?" I'm guess that was Sam.

"I'm not going to your house this minute. I'm going to the beach by the way I'm telling her. That's that"

"Shoulda known. Alright Paul, Ill trust you with this. But think before you speak." Sam warned.

"Yeah, yeah." Was all Paul said as he snapped the phone shut. "We're going to First Beach."

The pissed off Paul was back.

He pulled the truck beside woods. He got out with quick sped and ran over to open my door. "Come on."

I got out. Once my feet hit the floor he picked me up. "What the hell, Meraz? I have two feet, I can walk!"

"This will be faster." He took off with so much sped it hurt my eyes. I tucked my head in his neck. I never realize Paul body heat. But dang! He felt like a hot curling iron. But it was a good warm.

He came to a jog and pretty much threw me on the floor. I caught my self on a tree.

Paul was pacing back in fourth with his hand covering his face.

I noticed that we weren't on the beach/ We were on the cliffs. Awesome. So he's going to throw me over board?

"Pacing back in fourth will only make you dizzy." I cocked up an eye brow.

He looked up and glared at me but still continued to pace.

About 6 minutes pass when he finally stopped and sat down toward the water. Once I got to him and sat down he spoke.

"I cant exactly tell you…But I can show you. Don't freak out, Alright?"

"Sure."

Paul got up removing his shirt as he walked toward the woods. "Don't come until you hear me." He warned.

I heard snapping and leafs breaking.

Bark. What the hell? Bark! I guess I should go see what it was.

Walking to the woods the feeling in my stomach was worse.

There stood a 6 ½ foot wolf. Holy fuck…

He was silver with one black spot on his ass.

He was beautiful.

Paul whined. I took that he thought I was afraid.

I stepped forward, looking at him for a reaction. He nodded his big head.

I walked to his form. I had a dog at one point and I know very well that your supposed to approach slowly…But I threw myself at the wolf.

I rapped my arm around his neck and pressed my head in his neck. I could hear him purr.

"Paul?" This couldn't be Paul though.

I stepped back when he nudged me.

"Can you change back?"

He rolled his eyes and shook his head yes.

I didn't answer, I just walked back to were he sat.

I didn't know what to think of this… I had already knew the stories…I just never thought they were real!

I'd be lying if I said I was afraid… But I was afraid of Paul…I afraid for him.

I was afraid for him because he was worried about me when he could hurt himself.

"Bella…" I heard Paul say from the tree line.

I stood and ran toward him, jumping in his arms. "I'm so sorry, Paul! I didn't know it was this big! I feel like a bitch! I forced this out of you…"

"Bella, Calm down! You didn't for this out of me… I wanted to.. I was ordered not to."

"Order? What? Did you get it in a cookie that you got from Toco Bell?"

He laughed. "No, Bella. How about we go sit down."

I released my arms from around him and grabbed his hand.

We walked towards the cliffs and sat down.

"Now, what do you wanna know?" He asked as he turned towards me.

"What did you mean Alpha?"

"Alpha is the leader of the pack. He orders us around to keep the secret safe and to protect the people of Washington."

"Oh…Well then…How do you...Go wolf?"

He laughed a booming laugh. "Phase? If we get to angry…or sad we phase."

"Does it hurt?"

"It did for me when it was my very first time. My first time was when my mom had brought a guy home and pretty much told me to pack my shit and leave the house. I was beyond pissed. I was 16. How could I live on my own? Heck, she didn't care. He smelt funny, like he had drugs in his system."

I hugged him once more.

"Some people lose their minds when it comes to love. I understand because I know the feeling" He stated again. "That also has something to do with you."

"It does?"

"Yea, There's this thing called imprinting."

"Wait! The thing you said a while back and I thought you sneezed?" I asked

He chuckled as he remembered. "Yep."

"Well what is it?"

"I was getting to that. Imprinting…It like… Seeing some for the first time, who you haven't seen for 30 years…Though it's more like love at first sight...Only stronger. Everything revolves around the girl and nobody matters anymore. Not even food, water or air…Alright, well. Maybe food." He joked.

"What does this have to do with me though?" I asked again.

"Well…See Bella….. I imprinted on you."

He waited for my reaction.

I busted out laughing. "Good joke, Paul!" I nudged him.

"Bella, I'm serious." He looked as if I was going to run away.

"Fuck…" I said.

Everything went black.