"Ahhh…..ha…." I moan into his mouth as his hands dance over my body. It feels like it has taken forever for me to meet him, meet Stan. A tiny part of me wants to walk away but I can't, I won't. I begin to pant into his mouth as I grip the back of his shirt. Stan pulls out of the kiss breathing hard.
"It feels like we have been together before," he pants looking at me. "Is that weird?"
"No," I replied shaking my head no taking a deep breath before looking back at Stan. "I feel the same way." Stan licks my bottom lip before taking my mouth again. "Hahh…"I moan tangling my hands into his hair. His hair is so soft and thick, feels good between my fingers.
"Nggghhh….." moans Stan. Our hands continue to explore the areas we can that are within reach. God this has me feeling like I just discovered something new, this feeling of lust. Stan pulls away to pulls his shirt off tossing it to the floor. His tee goes over his head revealing a nice toned body as I envisioned. I remove my own shirt watching his blue eyes trace my frame.
"Um so what would you like?" he asked.
"What do you mean?" I ask feeling nervous. Stan blushes.
"Did you want to top me or….."
"Oh shit," I reply realizing what he meant. Me dating only one guy I have no idea how to bring this up. I never really thought about it since my ex was the one who did last time. Stan walks over grabbing both of my hands in his.
"Hey, it's okay," he says seeing how shaken I am. "I'm pretty open, I just want us both to enjoy ourselves." I look at him knowing what I want.
"I want you inside of me," I say so deeply it shakes my own core. Stan closes his eyes for a moment as if he had to gather himself.
"Okay," he says slowly. He reaches into his back pocket pulling out a wallet with a condom and another small wrapped item.
"What is that?" I asked curiously. Stan chuckles a little.
"It's lube" he explains. Oh wow, I don't even know how to respond to this. I can see Stan begin to look worried. "I'm sorry did I just freak you out, I didn't mean…"
"No, it's fine," I replied undoing my pants. "I'm glad to know you have it on you. I didn't know there was something like that."
"You will be surprised at what you can find on the internet," says Stan. We both remove the rest of our clothes. It feels a little awkward for a moment as I still can't believe I'm doing this. I climb onto the big bed laying on my back in the center of the bed. Stan climbs on the bed beginning to look shy. "Kyle I have something to tell you." I sit up on my elbows.
"What?" I asked. I'm praying he doesn't tell me he has aids or something.
"I haven't had sex in a year," he admits. I look at him thinking he couldn't be more perfect.
"Why?" I ask softly wanting to know his answer. "I mean not that it's a bad thing." Stan looks at me sitting back on his ass on the bed to be more comfortable.
"I didn't just want to give my body to anyone," he admits. "I mean what's the point of doing this if you don't like or love the person you're doing it with." He covers his face a little with his hand. "Like I said I never really do this….."
"I haven't had sex in almost 2 years," I say slowly. "20 months and 4 days if I'm really counting. So yeah I get it….." Stan lowers his hand looking at me. I'm not sure if he is happy, sad, impressed, it's hard to say. "I'm definitely going to need some stretching." Stan nods finally crawling over to me. He kisses me and I feel this emotionally connected to him. It surges up between us causing me to feel so much at once. "Ohhh…..ahhh….." I part from him to get under the covers and he follows shortly behind me.
"I'm going to be on your side if that's okay," he says. "I-It's what I feel comfortable with."
"It's fine," I reply. I love how much he is communicating with me. "I want us both to be comfortable." Stan smiles as he opens the packet of lube. He doesn't use all of it but just enough. I nervously opened my legs closing my eyes as Stan's hand glides over my inner thigh. I begin to shake a little but soon I feel his lips on mine. I kiss Stan back softly trying not to moan because damnit even kissing makes me feel like I could blow my load.
"Ahhh….." moans Stan into my mouth.
"Ha…..ha…"I moan giving in after hearing Stan. He pushes one finger inside of me and I feel this tingle makes it's way up my spine. I must admit this time it feels different in some way, a good way. I whimper as he continues to move his finger rhythmically. He seems so skilled it's almost scary. "Hahh….ahhhh….."
"Mmmppphhhh….." moans Stan into my neck. He thrust against my leg and I can feel his dick.
"Shhiiii…nnngggghhh….."I moan turning my face into him. Stan pulls his face out my neck looking at me. He leans into me but stops short. I lean in to kiss him but he moves slightly allowing me to miss his lips. He sticks his tongue out licking my lip and I lean forward wanting to taste him. "Ah…..ahhh….." His finger is starting to gain a faster rhythm distracting me.
"Mmmm….." hums Stan. He finally allows me to kiss him and I'm more aggressive than I usually would. All the teasing he did has me worked up. I pant into Stan's mouth as I begin to open my mouth wider wanting to feel everything he has to offer.
"Nnnhhh…arrgghhh…." I moan when he adds a second finger. Stan is panting hard in my mouth making my body shiver in ways I didn't know was possible. We continue to make out as he stretches me. It feels so good having him stretching me, it feels so intimate, passionate. I almost came twice and it's like Stan knew. He would stop moving his fingers each time allowing me to recover before continuing. I feel so relieved when I see him go and grab a condom, I want it so bad now. His fingers are magic I can only imagine what his dick is about to do to me. Stan puts on the condom and he looks nervous. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah," he replies. "I just don't want to disappoint you…..it's been a year."
"You've been great so far," I tell him. It's the truth I'm not lying to him. "It feels like you're becoming one with me." Stan smiles as he climbs on top of me.
"Really?" he asks. I nod yes as Stan snuggles between my legs lining up with my entrance. "I've never met anyone like you." I blush. "Ahhh….." Stan pushes his way inside causing me to arch my back taking my breath away for a moment.
"Ohhhh….."I moan shaking a little.
"Oh god…." moans Stan. "Ha…..ha….." Warmth spreads throughout my body and I feel like I'm going to cum. "You're twitching…..nnggghhhh….." I take a deep breath before moaning again. It was harder than I imagine to recover from that. I guess that can happen when you feel a live warm penis inside of you instead of rubber.
"Ha….."I moan. "S-sorry….ohhh….mmmm….I'm trying not to cum." It feels way too good. Stan rolls his hips once more. "Hahhh…..ahh….." Maybe it is because it has been so long I'm this sensitive. Stan slowly continues to move his hips groaning. Oh fuck, I'm not going to last long at all. "Stan….." Stan looks at me as I did say his name. I lean up taking his lips as my hands grab the side of his face. God this feeling, it feels like everything is falling away and it is just us.
"Ahhh….."Stan moans into my mouth as his hips never stop moving. I slide my tongue into his mouth as I begin to roll my hips to meet Stan's. "Shitttt…hhahh….fuck…" Stan leans close to me looking into my eyes as I continue to meet his thrust until I can't anymore. I fall back on the pillow staring up at Stan as I slow my movements. Stan sits back on his knees stroking me just right. I could feel him twitching inside me, ready to cum. My eyes roll into the back of my head as I fight off my own orgasm panting. Once my eyes refocus I see Stan is staring at me. I become a little nervous as I usually don't make eye contact this much during sex. The way Stan is staring at me makes me feel like I'm falling in love.
Hahh….."I moan as we both continue to roll our hips. I refuse to break eye contact with him so I begin to feel things I never felt before. That feeling of love is starting to grow. I begin to grip his hips after a while feeling my pre-orgasm tingle in my bones. "Arrrgghhh….I-I can't fight it…..nngghhh….." Stan leans over kissing me as he begins to pick up the pace.
"Kyle….." he moans into my mouth. "C-Can I cum….hahhh….."
"Yessss….."I moan rolling my hips faster to meet him as the pressure builds. I know we're going to cum together, I can feel it.
"Ahhhh…hahhhh…Kyle" moans Stan rubbing my spot. "I-I'm going to cum…..aarrrgghhhh…." Stan's body begins to shake lightly. "Ahhhh…..I'm c-cumming…Kyle…..ahhhhh…"
"Stannnn….."I moan as I look into his eyes. "Ohhh…..shit…..hahhh…" I begin to cum as I look at Stan orgasming as he continues to thrust his hips inside of me.
"Fuck….." he moans kissing me deeply. He slows his hips but I can tell he wanted to keep going and I wouldn't have complained if he did. Stan finally stops turning his head out of our kiss he is breathing hard. "Whoa….." I'm trying to catch my own breath.
"Uh huh," I say in agreement not knowing how he really feels. The afterglow is setting in and I feel like I'm floating. "Mmm….."
"That was so….."
"Intimate," I say slowly unable to keep the words from spilling out of my mouth. I use to think love, at first sight, was bullshit, now I'm not so sure anymore. Stan looks down at me blushing.
"Yeah," he chuckles. "I mean it could this post-orgasm high talking."
"I don't think so," I reply really wanting to tell him the truth. I'm falling in love with him. "I felt it too." Stan leans down kissing me passionately as I slide my hands into his hair making him groan. Every kiss, every touch always feels so intense.
"Ahhh….super sensitive," he replies. "Let me pull out."
"Oh sorry!" I exclaim. Stan pulls out of me getting off the bed to head to the bathroom. I stare at the ceiling thinking man, it has been almost 2 years and it was worth the wait. I have never felt like this when I met anyone I was interested in dating. It makes me think harder about love at first sight theory. I look overhearing Stan come back into the room. He has a washcloth in his hand.
"Hope you don't mind," he replies crawling on the bed wiping my stomach down. Oh, fuck yes, he is a keeper.
"Thank you," I say softly.
"You're welcome," he replies. "Let me go put this up." He leaves the room and I stare off at the TV with a smile creeping to my face. Stan comes back into the room and I take in his body all over again. How did I get some damn lucky? Stan climbs into the bed blushing like crazy. "This is so weird…."
"For me too," I agree. I blink with the sleep kicking in. I yawn causing Stan to laugh.
"This bed is comfortable," he replies.
"Ummm…" I hum as Stan lays next to me. I cuddle into his side looking at the TV until we're asleep. I slept so good I hope I wasn't snoring. I woke up and actually forgot for a moment where I was. I quickly remember last night as I feel the sheets and comforter on my bare skin. I sit up looking around. All my clothes have been moved from the floor to the loveseat in the room. They are neatly folded but that doesn't stop me from looking for Stan. He is nowhere in sight and the TV is off. I slide out of the bed checking my pants for my wallet and phone, everything is still in my pockets. Did he leave? Was this a one night stand? No, it couldn't be. We had a connection, we both felt it, we agreed. My heart drops out of my chest as I think about the fact he could have lied to me, use me. My eyes start to well up when I hear the door open, I look around the corner seeing Stan.