So yay! I finally found the bug to work on this!
Here's some fluff, smut and some angst near the end.
"Skylar Lafitte! Get your little butt down here now!" Samandriel shouted from the foot of the stairs, his eyes burning with the need to lay down and take a very long nap. His 6 year old daughter peeked down at him from the corner and Samandriel had to try very hard to not smile. She definitely had inherited his shyness.
"Now little one," he demanded crossing his arms over his chest. She huffed and slowly descended down the stairs, her grayish blue eyes downcast.
"Yes daddy?" she asked timidly. Samandriel did grin that time, reaching out to gently tap her chin. She looked up but still avoided making direct eye contact with him.
"You wanna explain to me why there is crayon all over the wall in the living room?" he asked with a quirked brow. Her little face turned red as tears welled up in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Daddy!" she wailed. Samandriel sighed, dropping down to crouch at her level. Big dopey tears were making their tracks down her cheeks and he couldn't help scooping her up, her little face pressing into his neck. His natural Omega scent soothed his daughter and within moments she was calmer.
"Usually you're better behaved than this...what happened?" Samandriel asked once she came out of hiding. She rubbed at her face with a heavy sigh and shrugged. Samandriel was a patient man, he could sit there staring at his daughter for hours until she finally caved. Thankfully, her patience level was something she got from Benny.
"It's not my fault! Claire and Emma!" she cried but stopped with a gasp, her little hands clapping over her mouth dramatically. Samandriel's eyes widened at the mention of her twin cousins. They were little devils on their own but he never thought they'd actually wrangle his own angel into their little schemes.
"And where was Krissy and Ben?" he asked. Skylar rolled her eyes.
"Daddy, Ben's a baby and can barely even crawl and Krissy just stood there glaring at them!" she answered. Samandriel laughed softly, leaning in to kiss his daughter's nose.
"Well then...looks I'm gonna have to call Uncle Cas..."
"No! Please! I-I don't want them to get in trouble!" she pleaded, her fingers clutched into the bottom of his shirt.
"Did they threaten you?" he asked. Skylar chewed on her lip, shaking her head.
"Sky?"
"They didn't! They just said they wouldn't play with me anymore...not like I have my own siblings to play with..." Skylar said miserably. Samandriel frowned, knowing all too well just how desperate his daughter was for a brother or a sister, that she had even asked for one for Christmas. Three years in a row.
And it wasn't lack of trying that was for damn sure. Samandriel had gone to every Omega specialist who had no answers for him or his mate. Just that when it was time, he would pup again. That only pissed him off...his brother (once he gone off the birth control) had pupped immediately one right after the other.
If it wasn't for having the amazing mate he had or his daughter, he'd still feel pretty cursed at the moment. Samandriel shook his head and tipped his kid's face back up.
"You're going to clean this up but only half...the twins and Krissy are going to come over and clean the rest. Then you go to your room and wait for Pappa to get home. Understand?" he said sternly. She nodded her head sadly before going towards the bathroom. He helped her get a bucket of hot soapy water and then set her up with scrubbing.
Samandriel watched her for a few moments to make sure she was okay before grabbing up his cell phone from the counter. His older brother answered on the third ring, a laugh bubbling from Samandriel's chest when he could hear the tell tale sign of Cas's exasperation for his twins.
"Get to your room, now!" Castiel shouted, "I swear Alfie...I love them, I truly do but they are driving me insane."
"Well, want to add manipulating my daughter to draw all over the walls in crayon to the list then?" Samandriel asked only to laugh at the insufferable groan on the other end.
"When the hell? I literally JUST got home with them...did you just find it then? And was it just the twins or was Krissy involved as well?"
"Well, Sky says it was the twins and that Krissy stood by glaring, which I believe. Sky was acting a bit strange after you guys left and ran off to her room. She feels horrible but said the girls didn't really threaten her or anything," Samandriel said peeking around the corner to find Skylar pouting at the wall, scrubbing almost furiously at the markings.
"I swear they got this shit from Dean...I'll be over in a bit so they can help her clean up the mess. They're all going to be Alphas...aren't they?" Castiel sighed. Samandriel chuckled, nodding even though he knew Castiel couldn't see him. They said their goodbyes and within a few minutes, Castiel was at his door with two very sulky looking 4 year olds and a grim faced 5 year old.
"Apologize then get to scrubbing," Castiel ordered, shifting Ben on his hip. The girls muttered an I'm sorry and quickly joined their cousin with cleaning. Samandriel smiled when he heard them apologize to her as well.
"I know I didn't stop them but do I have to help clean? It's not like I actually did anything!" Krissy snapped glaring up at Castiel. Samandriel had to cover up his mouth to keep the smirk hidden. Castiel blanched, pushing her towards the others.
"That's exactly why you're in trouble young lady! Oh my god...I'm sorry Alfie...I just don't know what to do with them," Castiel sighed slumping down on the couch. Samandriel bit his lip as he took the baby from Castiel, cuddling him close before moving to sit down close to his brother. It was rather funny, how easily Samandriel had taken to being not only a dad, but caretaker to his brother's children. Castiel refused to quit his job at the bookstore and had even though he wanted pups more than anything, he had struggled in the beginning.
"They're kids Cas, rambunctious and have Dean as a father...you're really surprised that they are little shits?" Samandriel grinned. Castiel punched him in the leg but the smile was there.
"Then why isn't yours a brat then huh? Benny's an Alpha..."
"Because mine is sweet and gentle who treats his daughter like a fragile princess. Dean has always been more outgoing and loud. He's more aggressive with them and there is nothing wrong with either of that. It doesn't matter that they are females to him just that they're going to be Alphas and Dean's feeding off of that. I'm pretty sure Sky's going to be an Omega," Samandriel answered glancing over at the children. Sky was sitting with her legs crossed as the two others cleaned up her share as well while Krissy kept pointing out spots that they had missed.
"I guess...at least Krissy will be in the same grade so she can watch out for her..." Castiel said, his eyes casting down to watch Ben sleeping in his arms. Samandriel touched his arm and smiled, leaning in to rest his head on Castiel's shoulder.
"It's different now Cas...it was shaky in the beginning with all the new laws being put in place but things are better. Omegas are protected," he said softly. Castiel scoffed but let his head touch Samandriel's.
"it doesn't completely stop them...I'll just feel better when Krissy comes home telling me that she proudly put a wayward Alpha in their place in defense of her cousin," he said. Samandriel grinned wide, already seeing that picture in his head. It was something he didn't want to ever happen, he could live his life without ever having his daughter experience what he had in that mall all those years ago. But the fact that she had not only one but three very protective (if not bratty) cousins on her side made him breathe easier.
It was about an hour later when the girls came to them completely defeated. The crayon was mostly off but Samandriel knew he'd have to paint over it to get rid of it entirely. Samandriel reached out for his daughter and she instantly crawled into his lap, snuggling close to him. The twins watched her for a moment before deciding that it looked too tempting and they were climbing into Castiel's space. Krissy tilted her head to the side a bit before she literally dove into the space between Samandriel and Emma. His brother beamed brightly, maneuvering around until all seven of them were in a pile, Ben snuggled back in Castiel's arms. Samandriel managed to grab up the remote, switching it to a disney movie that had his eyes drooping in no time.
Benny's head snapped up for the third time that day, his eyes blinking rapidly to keep them open. He was in the shop bored as fuck while Dean hummed with the blaring radio. His brother in law was the only one with something to work on, the rest of them were standing around just waiting. The clock clicked by and Benny was suddenly counting the minutes before he could get home and snuggle the shit out of his family.
"Fuck it," he grumbled and took out his phone, a huge no no according to their boss. He didn't care though, he hadn't had a car in his lane all freaking day. He had a few text messages from his mate that made him grin wide, his thumb quickly tapping on the messenger.
Your little princess has gotten in trouble today.
That means you are not allowed to baby her!
Benny snickered, wondering instantly what his baby girl had done. He shook his head when he remembered that the little Winchesters would have been at the house today...and they always wreaked havoc on their house. There was another message that got him guffawing loudly.
Dammit...nevermind...
A picture had been attached of all of them, snuggling on the couch. His chest squeezed almost painfully at the almost overbearing need to be there right at that moment. He felt a warm presence at his side and he tilted up his phone without even needing to be asked. Dean sucked in a breath and groaned, taking the phone to look at the image closer.
"Send that to me yeah?" Dean asked wiping his face with an oil stained rag. Benny nodded, quickly doing so before he forgot.
"Alright guys, get the hell outta here, you're wasting my money and patience just watching ya'll sit around," their very grumpy boss Rufus called out. Benny smirked, quickly helping Dean to clean up his lane before grabbing up their things. They always traded off driving to work and this time Dean had driven, his beautiful black beauty gleamed with the recent waxing Dean gave her.
"So, not complaining or anything but why are my kids still at your house?" Dean asked sinking down into his seat. His hands swept over the steering wheel fondly and Benny fought the urge to tease him, going for a shrug instead.
"All Alfie said was that Sky is in trouble...and I'm bettin your demon spawns are the cause," Benny grinned. Dean smiled proudly, backing the car out of the garage to head back towards their homes.
"Nah, my little angels? Never," Dean smirked. Benny barked out a laugh, shaking his head. How Castiel managed to put up with the shit eating Alpha Benny will never know. He relaxed back into the seat, his eyes closed and head bobbing to the music.
He breathed a deep sigh of relief when the car pulled to a stop outside the house and Benny scrambled to get out, needing both his mate's and daughter's scents to surround him. They entered the house and instantly Benny calmed. He took a peek into the living room and grinned, silently pointing at the huge puppy pile happening on the couch. Dean groaned softly, peeling off his jacket as Benny toed off his boots. Both Alphas stripped down to their boxers and shirts before quietly moving closer to their mates.
Dean had a more difficult time wiggling his way close to Castiel with the twins on either side of him but Benny had no problem. Skylar was curled up in Samandriel's lap so Benny pressed up against his mate's back, pressing his face right into his neck. His Omega jerked awake only to melt back against him.
"Hey, welcome home," Samandriel purred, tilting a bit to catch his lips clumsily. Benny growled softly, cupping his face to kiss him properly.
"How are my two angels doing?" Benny asked nuzzling against Samandriel's cheek. His mate yawned and settled even further back into his chest, sleepy gray blue eyes peaked up at him before quickly hiding back into Samandriel's neck.
"Well I'm doing just fine, this one here may still be feeling guilty. You wanna show Pappa why you're in trouble?" he asked softly. Skylar whined pitifully but pulled away all the same, her face downcast. Benny bit his lip and gently tapped her chin to get her to look up.
"All three of you are grounded..."
"But I didn't DO anything!" Benny glanced up to see Dean staring down at his kids while Krissy sat open mouthed and glaring. He couldn't stop chuckling but followed his daughter to the wall with barely there crayon markings.
"Oh baby girl...well...what did you learn?" Benny asked crouching down. She sighed, looking over at Samandriel for a brief second before finally meeting his eyes.
"To only color in my books," she said softly. Benny nodded, leaning in to kiss her forehead.
"You know Daddy's not really mad at you right? And neither am I," he said pulling her closer. Her eyes widened and the guilt she had been drowning in instantly washed away.
"You're not?"
"Nope...because you know what you did wrong. That's all I'll ever ask, c'mere," he said scooping her up into a hug. She whined again but this time it was more that she missed him this time. Her little face nuzzled into his neck and he carried her back over to the couch.
"Cas...you look exhausted," Benny said watching as Dean continued to berate his children. His brother in law gave him a disgruntled look but just shrugged.
"Yeah well...these monsters are trying to kill me," Castiel grumbled. Dean chuckled, snatching up a kiss.
"Let's get home," Dean said taking Ben from Castiel so they could herd the other three towards the door. Benny smiled when each of the girls reached for Skylar to give her a huge group hug. Even Krissy who held on a little bit longer.
"I'm sorry I let those two get you in trouble," Krissy said with a sigh. Skylar gave her a shy smile, her fingers reaching out to play with Krissy's long hair.
"It's okay," she answered. They bid their goodbyes and within a few minutes, Dean's car started up. It was literally only a few houses down but Dean never let his car sit outside over night.
"Alright little one, up to your room," Samandriel said, gently nudging her towards the stairs. Benny pressed a quick kiss to her head before she scurried off then followed his mate into the kitchen. Usually dinner was already done by now but he didn't mind, this time he could actually help with the preparation. Samandriel turned to open the fridge but Benny grabbed at him, pulling him flush to his chest.
"Mmm, missed you today," Benny growled pressing his face into his mate's neck. Samandriel sighed wrapping his arm around his neck as he leaned back against the counter.
"Missed you too. Benny!" Samandriel exclaimed with a scandalous laugh as Benny pressed his half hard erection against his mate.
"What?" he laughed, easily picking up his mate to sit up on the countertop. Samandriel rolled his eyes even though his legs locked around his waist, pulling him in closer.
"My heats going to be soon..." he said biting his lower lip. Benny shuddered kissing up his neck slowly, his hands smoothing up the outside of Samandriel's legs.
"How soon is soon?" he grumbled. Samandriel laughed softly tilting his head to the side to give Benny more room to nibble at.
"Next week, Cas agreed to take Sky for us," he hummed. Benny licked a long stripe up his throat before biting down on his ear, giving it a hard suck. Samandriel gasped, his hips bucking up against Benny.
"Good," Benny cupped the sides of Samandriel's face and kissed him, gently prying his lips apart to slip his tongue inside, instantly tickling the roof of his mouth.
"Daddy!" Skylar's voice called out and Samandriel pulled away with a breathy laugh.
"Start dinner, I'll be back," Samandriel grinned pecking his lips before slipping off the counter to hurry up the stairs. Benny watched him hungrily, the heel of his hand finding its way down to press down on his throbbing erection.
"Hey boss, can I talk to ya for a sec?" Benny asked with a knock on Rufus's office door. The grumpy old man barely acknowledged him but waved his hand a bit. Benny closed the door and settled down in one of the seats.
"What is it Lafitte?"
"My mate's going into his heat, so I'll be out for the week," Benny said. Rufus eyed him a bit before nodding, writing down the dates on a piece of paper.
"When?"
"Tonight or tomorrow..."
"Well looks like you best be getting your ass home then? Get outta here boy," Rufus said with a grin and Benny didn't have to be told twice. He quickly left the office to bid Dean a goodbye, making sure the guy had a ride home before he left. Once it was settled Benny practically ran out of the shop, nearly forgetting to stop at the store on the way home. He was just about halfway done getting some supplies for the next few days when his phone dinged.
Ice cream...don't you dare forget the ice cream again...
Benny snorted at his mate's text, the gallon of Cookies and Cream already in his basket. A few more texts came pouring through, a demand for something else in each one. Benny knew his mate well enough to not forget his usual cravings for when it came down to his heats. It was another 15 minutes before he was back in the truck barrelling down the road towards their house.
"Hey princess, you leaving already?" Benny called out when he saw Skylar coming out of the house with her purple suitcase. Castiel was waiting for her at the sidewalk a small smile on his face.
"Yeah, Cas called saying it'll probably hit the second you enter the house. Be good to him Benny," Castiel warned, the threat barely holding any heat to it. It was something Castiel always said to him which he always rolled his eyes at. If anyone came out scratched up and bitten after this it was always Benny.
"Pappa...why do I have to spend the night with Uncle Cas for a week?" Skylar pouted once she was standing in front of him. Benny sighed and knelt down giving her a big hug.
"We'll explain to you a little later but it's something that daddy goes through every once and a while. You be good okay?" he answered. She nodded, giving him another hug before taking Castiel's hand.
"Be good to my kid Cas," Benny barked with a quirked brow. His brother in law flipped him off making him chuckle. He snatched up the bags from the seat and hurried into the house, instantly growling at the very heady scent of his mate's full blown heat. It was permeating throughout the house sending his senses crazy. The wolf that was sleeping so soundly deep within him came rip tearing out with a loud snarl.
"Benny!" his mate called out and he was just about to run up to him when the bag in his hand caught his attention. He growled at himself but forced his way to the kitchen, making sure the ice cream was in the freezer while the rest was thrown carelessly into the fridge. Benny's clothes were thrown to the floor on his way up to their bedroom, the scent of his mate was so much stronger and it made him stutter a bit.
"Finally," Samandriel breathed once he appeared in the doorway. Benny swallowed hard, his hand instantly gripping his cock at the sight of his mate drenched in sweat and naked, his back arching high off the bed.
"Fuck Angel," Benny growled, taking in a deep breath as his eyes dilated shifting to the dark turquoise that always made his mate shudder. Samandriel groaned low in his throat, reaching out for him. Benny crawled up on the bed slowly, fighting off every instinct to take and ravage the Omega beneath him. The human side wanted nothing but take in the way his mate was panting, whining for him, his eyes bright and hungry as they stared at him. Before Benny could argue, Samandriel rolled over onto his stomach, thrusting his ass back to press hot against his aching cock.
"Shit," Benny growled, not able to stop from pushing his hips forward, his mate's slick coating his groin.
"Fuck me already Alpha, want your pups so bad," Samandriel gasped, his head dropping as a wanton moan echoed through the room. Benny couldn't deny him any further, he shoved Samandriel down until his chest was pressed into the mattress while his other hand line himself up. His mate was so wet, he slid in with one easy thrust. He growled low in his throat, the heat surrounding him was almost enough to make him pop his knot right then and there. Samandriel gasped under him, his legs spreading wide to get him in just that much deeper.
"Benny, please...please fill me up," he panted squeezing tightly around Benny's cock.
"Fuck baby," Benny moaned draping over Samandriel's back to press a kiss to his heated shoulder. It was warning enough before he started to thrust hard, the bed protesting loudly against the wall. Samandriel let out a pretty wail but managed to stay still, just letting Benny take what he wanted from his body. Benny always tried to start things off a little more gentle but Samandriel always managed to rip his wolf out until he was savagely pounding into him, tearing cries and sobs from his mate.
The first always never lasted long, his knot was already forming, just barely catching against Samandriel's rim. His mate's knuckles were white as they gripped into the sheets but Benny kept going, fucking him hard and fast into the mattress. The guilt of being too rough would come later which his mate would always reassure him but there was nothing he could do stop right now. His mate smelled too good and felt like heaven around his cock.
"Benny!" Samandriel cried out, his breathing turning ragged as he started to orgasm, his entire body bucking almost wildly back against him. Benny let out a roar as he slammed into once, twice and finally a third time before they were locked together, his hot seed pouring into his mate's hungry body.
"Oh fuck! Yes!" Samandriel moaned, his hips pulling at his knot teasingly. Benny sucked in a deep breath and ground into him just the way his mate liked, getting a delicious groan from deep in Samandriel's throat. Benny eased them onto their sides and still couldn't breathe right, his heart hammering in his chest as Samandriel twisted around to catch his lips.
"Mmm, hi," he grinned sleepily. Benny hummed in response, wrapping his arms tightly around Samandriel's body to keep him that much closer. His hands found their way to press against his mate's flat belly, wanting nothing more than it to be full and round.
"Maybe this time?" Samandriel asked hopefully, his brow knit together. Benny nuzzled at him, kissing all over his shoulder and back his neck.
"This time," he whispered, both of them moaning as another load spilled into him, "This time..."
Samandriel lounged back on the bed and stretched, his hands reaching high above his head as a groan left his lips. He was so full of the ice cream and coffee he had just consumed he didn't know which felt better, a full belly or that his mate was lazily sucking down his cock into his throat. This was what being on cloud nine felt like, that he was definitely sure of.
"Benny...that feels so good," he sighed draping his legs over Benny's shoulders while he relaxed back on the sheets, his eyes fluttering closed. He couldn't even remember what day it was, everything had been such a blur only a few moments of Benny nuzzling or cleaning him up were clear. His heat was nearly over, the need to constantly be knotted by his mate was barely even there. Benny pulled off of him slowly and gave him a grin before nipping at the inside of his thigh.
"You feelin better now?" Benny teased crawling up to hover over him. Samandriel grinned, reaching down between his mate's legs to grip onto his cock, fingers teasing over the very subtle swell of his knot.
"I will be," he purred as Benny shuddered, leaning down to catch his lips. Samandriel pushed at his shoulder until he was on his back and quickly straddled him. Benny grinned, his brows rising as he made a pleased hum.
"Haven't done this in a while," Benny chuckled, his head falling back as Samandriel sunk down on his cock. Samandriel laughed a little breathlessly, his hands smoothing across his mate's shoulders to get some leverage before rolling his hips.
"You like being on top too much," Samandriel teased with a salicious smile. Benny laughed heartily, his big hands gripping onto his hips to help steady him. The hot slide of Benny's cock going so deep into him was quickly turning him into a shuddering mess, his fingers digging into skin with every perfect jab at his prostate.
"Fuck cher...I think you should definitely ride me more often...fucking beautiful," Benny growled. Samandriel mewled throwing his head back as Benny's fingers brushed along his hole, his hips jerking harshly. The last bit of Samandriel's heat flared from deep within his belly, slicking his skin with sweat and the rapid need to have his mate's knot. He cried out wantonly, leaning back to balance his hands on Benny's thighs. His mate growled low in his throat as he gripped onto Samandriel's waist, pulling and lifting him in a rough speed as his own hips met him on every down thrust.
"Oh my god! Benny!" Samandriel shouted, his heart stammering and nearly losing its beat with each jarring thrust, Benny's knot starting to catch onto his rim, "Breed me Alpha," Samandriel demanded, gasping at the sudden glow from his mate's eyes. Benny growled loud, practically throwing him down on the bed to hover over him, hips moving in a fast almost brutal speed. Samandriel held on by a thread until his mate's knot locked into him, a scream tearing out of his throat when his orgasm ripped through him. He couldn't breathe, his entire body felt numb and his vision completely whited out. A high keening noise was the only thing he could hear and it took a long moment before he realized it was coming from Benny, his hips still jerking with each spill into him. Samandriel tried to move his arms but he was still numb, weightless as his vision slowly came back to him.
"Fuck..." Benny groaned, his voice hoarse and scratchy. Samandriel couldn't help but giggle, his arm flopping over to hug his mate closer. Benny damn near purred against his neck, his lips leaving lazy kisses along his skin.
"That was the last one," Samandriel sighed, the anxiety quick to overwhelm the pleasant glow of his orgasm. When he caught with Skylar, Benny had smelled the change in him even before his heat was over with. He swallowed hard, trying to trample down the sadness creeping up on him. Benny was nuzzling him, almost a little too needily. Soft noises were leaving his throat and Samandriel knew he could sense sudden mood change.
"Baby..." Benny murmured but Samandriel shook his head, tears threatening to spill over.
"Shhh, baby stop...it's too soon."
"I don't know what's wrong with me...I-I don't know why I can't get pregnant," Samandriel choked out, his chest tight with each breath he pulled in. Benny tried to hold him but all Samandriel wanted was space, which was impossible since they were tied together. He finally gave in, allowing for his mate to cuddle him close as he cried into his burly chest. It was too soon, the usual amount of time was two weeks...by then the tests would be able to read him. But then, mates could also smell it on their Omega's skin even earlier than the tests. Three weeks was the max...if after that and still nothing...you weren't pregnant. Samandriel didn't know if he could handle another three weeks of waiting or letting the anxiety literally eat away at his soul.
He must have fallen asleep while he was crying, the next thing he knew his eyes were fluttering open and his mate wasn't in the bed next to him. In fact the empty space was cold...like Benny couldn't stand laying next to him anymore now that his heat was over.
That he still wasn't' pregnant.
Samandriel shook his head furiously. No, that wasn't it. He swallowed down the sudden rise of bile and sat up, pulling his knees up to press his forehead against his arms. If he wasn't pregnant after this...he was going to go on suppressants. He and Cas had talked about it before but his brother had been very against it. Saying it could completely destroy his natural instincts. Samandriel didn't know if he cared about that anymore...he loved going through his heats with Benny but afterwards, he couldn't handle it anymore. The depression and anger that always followed wasn't fair for his mate, or their daughter who looked on confused and sad that she couldn't help make Samandriel feel better.
"Hey..."
Samandriel's head shot up and swallowed hard. Benny sauntered into the room with only his briefs on and sat down on the edge of the bed closest to Samandriel. He leaned in and pressed his lips gently to his forehead, staying there to take a deep pull of Samandriel's scent. Samandriel wanted to cower away, knowing it didn't have that special addition to carrying a new life but stayed still, not wanting to upset his mate.
"Baby...please don't do this again...please," Benny begged softly. Samandriel blinked up at him and frowned, his mouth opening but Benny shut him up with a deep kiss.
"I fucking love you, so much but you can't do this to me again. I know it upsets you that you're not getting pregnant, god do I know. Every Time your heat ends, you disappear and I know I'm a selfish bastard but I need you Angel, fuck I need you," Benny's hands cupped the sides of his face and Samandriel couldn't stop the sob wrenching out of his chest. He hugged around his mate, crawling into his lap to feel the solidness of Benny's body.
"Shhh, we'll figure this out, I promise," Benny cooed, his hand warm as he rubbed up and down his back.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Benny," he stammered thickly, pulling away to gaze up into his mate's face. Benny's light blue eyes were shining with tears and he forced a small smile, his fingers gently wiping away tears from Samandriel's cheeks.
"I know and I am too. You hungry?" Benny asked. Samandriel felt sick to his stomach and all he wanted was for Benny to cuddle him. He said as much and Benny nodded, quickly turning the lights off to crawl back into the bed. They covered up with the clean blankets and Samandriel wrapped around Benny tightly, finally feeling a bit calmer.
~Couple of Weeks Later~
Benny stared down at his phone, a small sad smile on his face as he gazed down at the picture he had as his back ground. It was of all three of them at the fair that he was sure Castiel had taken. Samandriel was smiling so brightly, all gummy and adorable. Benny really missed that smile. Though his mate hadn't slipped into the depression like he usually did right after his heats, he was still upset. And Benny really couldn't blame him. He felt helpless and not sure what he could even do to help his mate through this again. One thing he did know though, was that it might not just be Samandriel's "fault" for his infertility. Benny very easily could be the one to blame here. Without Samandriel knowing, he had made an appointment with their doctor for later on this week.
"Hey man...you doin alright?" Dean asked, his arms crossed over his chest. Benny put the phone back in his pocket and rubbed at his face.
"Yeah...I'm good. What else we got for today?" Benny asked looking around. Dean shrugged.
"I'm done with mine...you didn't have any today did you?"
"Nah, honestly glad for it though. Probably woulda set the damn thing on fire probably," Benny chuckled. Dean smiled, scratching the back of his neck before moving to lean against the bench.
"Benny...what's goin on? Is it Alfie?"
"We're okay Dean, I promise. Just...nothing again," Benny grumbled. He hated the way it sounded every time it left his mouth. Like he was upset with his mate for not catching, that he was angry that they didn't have as many pups as Dean and Cas did. He wasn't though, far from it. Benny was more worried about his mate then anything else.
Dean opened his mouth that only ended in a long sigh, his hand clamping down on Benny's shoulder. He wanted to shake it off, not needing his best friend's pity at the moment. He stood to start packing up when he heard the rumbling sound of an engine pulling up. Cursing under his breath, he turned only to freeze, watching as his mate clambered out of their truck and tore through the garage to jump eagerly into his arms. Samandriel pressed kisses all over his face making him bark out a laugh.
"Baby, what the hell?" he said, smiling big at how happy his mate looked. Samandriel didn't say anything, just kept staring at him as if he were waiting for something. Benny took in a cautious deep breath and whined low in his throat.
Underneath his mate's usual delicious scent, was something even sweeter, like freshly squeezed oranges. Benny dragged his mate closer and sniffed up his neck, groaning at how strong it was. He cupped the other side of Samandriel's face and held him close, burrowing his nose into his mate's neck.
"I love you," Samandriel whispered and Benny pulled back to kiss him with a desperation he didn't even realize was burning through his chest. Samandriel clung to him, his mouth opening to greedily allow for Benny's tongue.
"Hey! Take that shit outside!" Rufus shouted and Benny pulled away laughing. Samandriel beamed at him, a few tears trailing down his cheeks.
"I love you too cher, wanna go to the doctor's now?" Benny grinned brushing their lips together. Samandriel bit his lip and nodded hugging close to him. Benny didn't even care to say goodbye to anyone or even punch out for that matter. Dean would take care of it for him. He climbed into the truck and moaned softly when Samandriel curled up into his side, the scent of their unborn pup filling the cab.