Authors Note: OK so, I hadn't updated this story in probably over a year. I've been having major writers block so this chapters is probably going to get shitty reviews. But none the less, PLEASE REVEW, and I will take the time to review something of yours as well.
So anyways, I'm actually in the process of writing the chapter after this one, so hopefully this chapter isn't that dreadful and you enjoy it.
Ah and P.S, I own nothing Twilight
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The night was cold, damp, and misty. Not much of a surprise. I arose from my computer and walked downstairs to the kitchen sink where I poured myself a bowl of cereal. Oh what the hell, I scooped myself 2 huge tablespoons of sugar and threw it in.
My mind was a skew, like one of those twisty popsicle with the two colours. Never before would I have though that 2 people would bounce back and forth in my mind with such confusion like Edward and Jacob. It was like a toxic pleasurable unknowing feeling.
It was completely childish, selfish, and if I were any smarter I would have jumped off a cliff with a pile of bricks tied to my back.
The sourness from my last conversation with Jacob has clung to me with a sickly suffocating tightness. A mental slap of ice comes colliding across my face as that chilling lonely feeling floods me.
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"I…I don't know what to say…"
For the first time since I had known Edward, here he was, staring at me blankly in the face. I had reconsidered this conversation many times before, although a tugging nerve-racking feeling told me to hold back.
"Edward please, it's not really a big deal." I looked up from the linoleum floor caked onto the cement in my kitchen and smiled as Edward scooped me from one side of the counter to a roomier one and gave me one of his smiles.
He thrust his lips to the base of neck and began...
"Well if you need to speak with Jacob Black, I hope it's to tell him how satisfied you are with your current--"
Kiss.
"-- cultured--"
Lick.
"--handsome--"
Graze.
"--well dressed--"
Nibble.
"--amazing scented companion…"
I giggled playfully in his ear as he kissed me from ear to ear and placed my hands under his shirt and on his chest. The most tantalizing chill made its way through me at that moment and I dug my face into his neck and began kissing.
"Bella love…" Edward pushed out through succulent lips, as my hands formed trails on his back. I began pushing his black sweater upward, hinting at what I wanted as I nervously nibbled on his ear.
The adrenaline shot throughout me as Edward shoved himself back and looked at me with a concerning glare. He smoothed out his shirt and pushed the stray hands out of my hair and smiled small.
"Edward, what is it?" A doubtful foolish frown waved over me as he took his keys out of his back pocket.
"Come on, I'll drive you." Edward offered out his hand and I eyed him suspiciously and playfully before taking it.
"And where can I ask are you taking me?"
"La Push."
At that moment I felt as if I were being choked through a wind tunnel.
I froze.