AN: Okay. So the last chapter shocked people. And they thought the Fred and George thing was hilarious! And to "Can't Be Without You" Katelyn had sex in the second to last chapter in HPAR 1.

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WARNING RATED M!!!

Harry Potter: A Romance 2

Chapter 4: Memories

I had cried myself to sleep but I woke up screaming in terror. Thankfully I had my own room and that there were about a million rooms in here so no one heard me scream.

I was turning fifteen tomorrow and I was pregnant! Why was I so irresponsible?! Why didn't I say no? Yes, I wanted to have sex with Draco but not until I was…older! If my friends knew…they would think of me as nothing but a pregnant slut.

My eyes widened and I sat up. "What would they think of me? What would my parents say? What would my loved ones say? What the hell will Draco say?!"

I started panicking.

My dad would want to kill Draco, mum would be so upset that she would be in tears, Sirius would also want to kill Draco, Remus…I don't know what Remus would do.

A smile started forming on my lips.

Remus. Maybe Remus would help me! He's a smart guy. Maybe he could help me…get…rid of…it…Maybe I could only tell Remus and he can take me to an abortion place. Maybe if I asked him he wouldn't tell anybody.

My smile turned into a frown instantly.

Remus wouldn't be able to help me. One, he was a terrible liar. Two, he wouldn't be able to keep it a secret from his friends. Three, they would tear him apart until he told.

I sighed heavily. "What am I going to do?"

There was a soft knock on my door.

"Come in," I spoke softly.

Mum walked in with a concerned look on her face.

Oh great…

"I heard you screaming and I came in to see if you were all right. Are you okay, honey?" She asked sitting on my bed.

"I'm fine," I answered trying to smile.

She gave me the 'I-don't-believe-you look.

I sighed heavily and I looked away from her look. "Mummy…I'm…afraid…"

"Afraid of what?" She put her hand on my shoulder and she squeezed my shoulder gently.

I looked at her with tears in my green eyes that she has passed down onto me. "Mummy…I'm scared to tell you something…"

"Honey, you know you can always talk to me. About everything." She placed her hand on the side of my face.

"I know mummy. I just…I don't know what you'll have to say about what I have to tell you."

"Just tell me…"

"Okay. But you can't tell daddy."

"Oh? Is that good or bad?" She was nervous now…and I was getting more and more panicked.

"Mummy…I'm…I'm…"

"You're? What is it, honey? You're starting to scare me. Just tell me."

"Mummy…I'm pre…pre…"

"Pre?"

"Pregnant! Mummy, I'm pregnant!" I burst into tears as soon as the words slipped out of my mouth.

Mum's eyes widened and her mouth opened slightly. "Are…are sure?"

I nodded slowly. "I took a pregnancy test."

"Well…sometimes pregnancy tests aren't always accurate."

"Should we go to the doctors then?"

"Yes…but after your birthday, honey." She sighed. "Do you know how long ago it was…when…you…umm…?"

"Had sex?" I smiled and I giggled lightly.

"Oh Merlin," she groaned and she put a hand on her forehead.

"Mum? Are you alright?"

"Yes. I'm fine. It's just hard for me to hear you say sex so casually."

"Well…that's how I came to be…it's the reason for my existents. Of course I have no problem saying it. I mean when I was younger I used to giggle but now…I mean…I just…think of it casually."

She nodded very slowly and her eyes looked away from me.

"Are you ashamed of me?"

She sighed heavily. "No…I'm just…confused is all."

"About what?"

"Why would you have sex?"

I bit my lip and I started chewing on it. "I'm not quite sure. I had sex when I was in a vulnerable state."

"So you didn't want too?"

"No. It's not that I didn't want to. It's just…not at that age…"

"Oh…well…I'm going back to bed so I can have a lot of energy for tomorrow." She stood up. "Get to bed."

I laid down in my bed and she pulled the covers over me.

"Mummy--," I started.

She put her finger on my lips. "Shh…sleep. You need rest." She kissed my forehead where my scar was and she walked over to the door.

"Night Mummy. I love you," I mumbled as I turned over.

"Goodnight, honey. I love you so much." She closed the door behind her.

I gripped my sheets tight. So tight that my knuckles turned white. I still remember that night perfectly…

000

(Flashback)

I sat down on Draco's bed crying my eyes out. I didn't want my parents to see me as weak. I only cried a little when I was with them…but when I walked with Draco then when I lost control and burst into tears.

He sat on his bed to put a comforting arm around me and he held me close to him. He started stroking my hair whispering comforting words in my ear.

But…I knew…that this was different…

He laid me down on his bed and he rolled on top of me.

I whimpered a little.

He stroked the side of my face. "Shh. Everything is going to be okay," he assured me.

I inhaled and exhaled shakily.

I felt his warm breath on my neck as he placed soft kisses on my neck.

I felt a shiver run along my spine. This felt funny…and yet…it felt…right.

I gripped onto the front of his shirt as he started nibbling on my neck. I gripped onto his shirt tighter and my knuckles turned white.

He laid kisses up my neck and across my jaw line.

I bit my lip afraid to moan if I embarrassed myself.

Draco whispered, "Do you not want to?" as he pulled away to look at my face.

I shook my head. "I do. I'm just scared Draco." I managed shakily. I leaned my head into his chest, and closed my eyes. "Promise it won't hurt too much?"

He kissed the top of my head to answer and pulled me off his chest to lay me down to face him.

Draco smiled, and kissed my lips with a different passion from before, and an even different one from the usual. It was tender, and less urgent. It felt different, but good.

I kissed him back, and moaned into his mouth when his tongue slid against my lips asking for permission to enter my mouth. This sent a sensational tingle through my body and I slowly opened my mouth.

His tongue slid into my mouth, and began exploring my mouth and claimed everything to be his in a way. This new sensation made my head dizzy and I could only focus on his lips and tongue.

I didn't realize that I moaned in protest when he pulled away from the kiss until he smiled, and kissed me quickly on the forehead before moving on to my neck.

I closed my eyes and let my body feel his caresses and kisses as if there was nothing wrong in the world. I felt his warm fingers on my skin when he began to unbutton my shirt, and when he fumbled with one button, I opened my eyes, and helped him. He smiled, and kissed me once more. Once my shirt was off, it wasn't long before his clothes and the rest of my clothes fell off.

I hardly had any time to think about what was happening. Before I knew it, Draco was kissing my stomach, and caressing my breasts. I bit down another moan, and closed my eyes. He moved lower, and caressed the inside of my legs, shooting another pleasing sensation through me. I moaned.

He chuckled, and kissed the palm of my hand.

"Draco..." I breathed.

He looked up at me, and smiled. "Does it hurt?"

"No. It..." I hesitated and blushed. "It feels good."

He grinned, and kissed the inside of my legs. I gripped onto the thin blanket under me with both hands, and formed a fist to prevent me from embarrassing myself by moaning too much.

That was when he waved his wand to silence our surroundings and to summon up some lubricants. I watched him do this, and bit my lip in embarrassment.

He scooped up some of the lubricant with his index finger, and rubbed it on the length of his finger. The last time I saw, he was pretty hard, and looked like he was keeping himself from cumming prematurely.

Draco looked up briefly and whispered, "This might feel a bit weird." as he slipped his finger into my hole.

I whimpered slightly at the new feeling and closed my eyes once more.

He slipped his finger in and out until he could move in and out freely. Then, he rubbed some more lubricant on his index finger and his middle finger and then inserted the two fingers in. I winced at the slight pain, and wrinkled up my forehead.

He repeated the process until he could easily fit three fingers in with ease. Each time, the pain increased for me, but it seemed bearable.

"This is where it hurts a little love. Hold on." was what Draco breathlessly said.

I breathed, "What...?!" He pushed the head of his cock into me, and a sharp shock of pain shot through my body. I yelled out, but reduced it to a simple, "Fuck!"

Draco chuckled, and caressed my face, "The hardest part is over."

I nodded, and didn't notice my body moving on its own. I heard Draco curse under his breath.

"Damn. Katelyn, I was going to go easy on you, but I can't hold it. Sorry!" was what he exclaimed as he pulled out, and thrusted himself deep inside me.

I yelled out in pain at first, and after a few thrusts, that was when I felt IT. I yelled out in pleasure, and my back arched.

"Fuck! Draco! Do it again!" I grabbed onto his shoulders, and waited for him to hit the SPOT again.

He did, and I screamed out repeatedly until I couldn't hold it anymore. A rush of spasms hit me, and the pressure seemed to affect Draco as well. He came soon after, and collapsed onto me. I breathed heavily, and noticed that I was covered in sweat as was Draco.

Draco kissed my lips softly and he laid down next to me.

We didn't talk after that. After that…I curled myself into a little ball hoping that my pain would just end…but it didn't.

000

(End of Flashback)

I smiled weakly at that memory. Then I frowned. The memory would have been more enjoyable if I didn't become a preggo.

I glared down at my stomach. "I hate you."

I sighed heavily and I started to rub my stomach. "Don't worry. I don't hate you…you're probably all I got."

AN: Yeah…umm…cough…awkward. Please review. And I am so sorry it took so long to update but my fanfiction account was like crashed. I couldn't do anything!!!