Hey guys well here's another chapter3 I like this story so far! WARNINGS: YAOI BOYXBOY DON'T LIKE DON'T READ! Riza bashing, language! Okay enjoy3

Chapter 4

"Ed..we can't be together," Roy said.

"W-what?"

"I don't love you."

Ed was shocked. He knew it was too good to be true. He didn't deserve happiness. "Roy..please don't," he said.

"I just can't love someone so messed up, I love Riza," he said.

"Just forget me, I don't love you. Move on." Roy's voice echoed.

Ed jolted up in bed, sweat pouring down his face. 'It was just a dream..' He looked over at Roy, he was sleeping peacefully beside him. He glanced at the clock, it was 6:30 in the morning. He got up out of bed and growled. He couldn't remember where his clothes were. He walked through the house and found them. He slipped on his boxers.

Ringgggg

He glanced toward the bedroom. Roy didn't even stir. Ed walked to the phone and answered.

"Hello?"

"Uh yes. Edward?" Riza asked.

"Oh lieutenant. Sorry. I came to deliver my report, bastard asked me to answer the phone, I'll go get him."

"Wait Edwa—" Ed put the phone down and swore.

He moved into the bedroom and jumped on top of Roy. "Wake up," he said.

"No I don't want the kitty," Roy mumbled.

Ed sighed and slapped him on the face. Roy bolted up knocking Ed onto the floor. "Shit, are you okay?"

Ed frowned and rubbed the back of his head, "just go get the phone, it's Riza. I told her I came over early this morning to give you a report, so don't act stupid."

"Fucking shit, why the hell is she calling so god damn early," he mumbled while heading toward to phone.

"Hello?" Ed could hear him saying.

There was a pause then, "oh yeah, I forgot."

Another pause but this one was longer, "I'll be there." He hung up.

Ed waited for Roy to walk back into the bedroom but he didn't, so he went into the hall. Roy stood there staring at the phone.

"What's wrong?"

"She wants me to come in early today, there's a heavy case coming from up north in Briggs we need to review."

Ed could tell that wasn't all but he didn't ask questions. Roy smiled and kissed him on the cheek, before he went into the bathroom and started a shower.

Ed waited till he was done and took one himself. He always did his best thinking in the shower. Was it possible something was going on between Roy and Riza? Everyone in central thought they'd end up together for sure, even Ed. They had known each other so long. They knew each other better than anyone. They deserved each other.

He got out and dried off pulling his clothes on. He'd have to go back home and change into his military uniform, but he didn't mind, he needed to talk to Al anyway.

"Alright I'm headed into work, I'll see you there later?" Roy asked.

Ed nodded, "be careful," he said.

Roy smiled and kissed his lover softly, "always am."

With that he left. Ed sighed and pulled his hair up into a ponytail. 'Things will be fine,' he thought.

-later-

*ROY'S POV*

Knock knock.

"Ready sir?" Riza asked stepping in.

"Yes, come in," he said.

She laid the files on the desk and took her seat across from him. There was a short awkward silence and a lot of throat clearing.

"I remember when your father was training me he never ceased to make thing uncomfortable," Roy said.

She smiled, "that's just who he was."

"I owe him and you my career Riza," he said.

"I know sir."

"Alright let's take a look!"

After 30 minutes of reviewing the case, Roy was exhausted. There was way too much going on in his brain.

"We will have Fullmetal on this," she asked.

"Yeah, Ed can handle it," he said smiling.

"Why was he really at your place Roy?"

"He was delivering his report I made him rewrite again, isn't that what he told you?"

"Yes, but I know it's not true.."

"It is," he said.

"You two are in love, I know it."

Roy didn't know what to say. He saw the sad, defeated look in her eyes. "Riza.."

"I'm..I'm pregnant Roy," she said.

"..."

Long pause. Roy stared at her, not quite sure he heard her right. How was it possible? It had only been a week or two since they had sex. It's too early, isn't it?

"It's yours, you're the only one I've had sex with," she said.

He had no words. How would he tell Ed? "...a-are you sure..?"

"I've taken 5 tests. I'm positive," she said. Roy wondered why she was acting so calm.

Just then there was a knock on his office door. Ed stepped in, Roy's heart sank. "Hey," he said.

He walked over to his small desk in the corner, "sorry I'm late I had to talk to Al."

"I-it's fine," Roy said avoiding his eyes.

"I've laid some files on your desk Edward, please review them. They regard some of your past ventures," Hawkeye said coldly. Ed nodded and got to work.

Roy stood and could barely keep his composure. Ed looked over at him when he staggered.

"Dismissed Lieutenant."

She opened her mouth to protest but he stopped her, "I said dismissed!"

She nodded and left closely the door quietly. Roy collapsed on the ground and buried his face in his hands. Ed ran over to him and shook him.

"Roy?"

"H-hey," he said softly.

"What's going on, are you okay?"

Roy paused and looked into his lovers eyes. How was he supposed to tell him? "We need to talk Edo," he said.

*EDWARD POV*

"About what?" Ed asked getting nervous.

"Riza..had some news to tell me," he said avoiding his eyes.

"News?"

Roy suddenly grabbed Ed and pulled him into a hug, "she's pregnant," he whispered.

The words took a while to sink in, and process. Did he hear Roy right? P-pregnant? How? Roy and her..had sex? He didn't know what to say or how to say it.

"Edo..please say something."

Ed opened his mouth but words wouldn't come out. Roy had tears running down his cheeks, his eyes full of remorse, and plea.

"Please stay with me," he begged. "I can't lose you."

Ed felt tears run down his face. He just let Roy hold him, hold the lifeless lump that was Edward Elric. Roy cried into Ed's military coat, soaking the blue material.

"Ed! Ed please.."

Knock knock

Havoc and Fuery came in and saw, Roy looked up at them, wiped his eyes and yelled, "leave!"

They fled with scared eyes. "R-Roy," Ed finally said.

"Yes my darling, what is it?"

"Let go of me, I need to go home..I need to think. You have a baby coming you don't need me. Hawkeye needs you."

Ed started for the door, "don't go, please don't leave me. I need you."

Ed had never heard Roy act so desperately. Why does he even care about Ed? He has a baby coming...with a woman. What should he matter to him anymore.

"I-I don't know what to think or feel, how can I compete with that Roy? I can't give you children."

"I don't want children with anyone but you, we could adopt when the time comes, I don't want anything to do with her."

"I'm not a woman, I'm a slobby, half metal, man with a bad attitude. Forget about me," Ed said. Tears in his eyes as he said the words that hurt the most. All lies, he didn't want Roy to forget him, but Ed was doing this for Roy's own sake..right?

"E-Ed," Roy's voice quivered.

Ed turned to hide his tears and headed out, leaving the one thing he wanted most in life, behind him.

Hey guys xD sorry): I know this chapter is sad! But drama makes the story better! It'll all work out, or will it? c; REVIEW AND LIKE~tragedy