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Chapter #4: Freaking White Dress!
Leah's POV:
I was alone in the forest; minding my own business. Though, I really don't know why I was not in my wolf form. I'm never in my human form while I wander through the forest. I felt too vulnerable and I hate feeling that way…
I kept on walking; I really didn't have a destination. I just continued to trudge and that's when the strange and eerie feeling began. It was like someone was pulling and tugging at my heart. It caused me physical pain to not know or see what was making me feel this way.
I started looking at my surroundings, but I didn't see a thing. When I was about to turn around and continue on my path, I saw a figure. It was a man, and by his size, I could tell that he was tall. From the angle that I was looking at him, he probably towered over me. I wanted to approach him and see his face.
But it was difficult, I was too far away! I armored myself with valor and decided to take the first step, but he beat me to it. I panicked! I still don't understand or know why, but I just panicked. I was afraid of what I was going to see and did what I know best: I ran. I ran as quickly and swiftly as possible. I could hear his steps behind me, following me and chasing me. He was getting too close, but I ran much faster than him. When he was about to reach me... to catch me....
"Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Bee-" SMACK! Damn alarm clock! I didn't mean to break it, but damn! Just when the mysterious guy was about to catch me; the freaking thing- the freaking alarm- had to startled me and woke me up!
I don't understand why; but I was anticipating it. I wanted to be caught by him. For some unknown and inexplicable reason, I wanted him to catch me! Whatever, it was just a simple, unrealistic and unimportant dream! It's just a plain dream that doesn't have any significance or means anything.
It's not like a man would want to take the time to get to know me. No man could ever want me! I was broken and empty! I was going to stay that way, until the last day of my life or for all eternity. Whichever one you choose; take a pick!!
I stood up from my comfortable King-sized bed and yawn. All the cover laid on the floor. I mean, what's the reason to having them? I no longer get cold. So, why bother in using them? But then again, Alice was constantly insisting that a lady's room should be properly decorated; filled with beautiful comforters that matched the bed sheets and curtains. It should always be organized and proper. You never know! My goodness! I was a freaking werewolf! What is so lady-like about that?
I went into the bathroom and decided to take a bath. I wanted to get it over with, and not worry about taking one before that stupid dinner party.
Why do I have to have dinner with mom and Charlie? I am so very happy for them! But I didn't want to face the fact that even my mother was happy. She got over my father's dead and moved on. I was still petrified in the past. I couldn't move forward; I was still living in the past!
I don't find comfort in being surrounded with people that were constantly happy. Don't get me wrong; I get happy most of the times. But it's not a complete happiness. There is always a part of me that feels lonely. I have many people that love me. I know that they care for me and wish to see me happy! But, I don't feel complete. I want to feel loved, just like I felt when I was with Sam.
I wanted someone that could love me for me! I want to be loved by someone that accepted me with all my flaws, attitude and bitchiness. I wanted someone that I could love, too. But most importantly, I wanted someone to love me because it was his freewill; not because of a strange and weird werewolf voodoo shit, called imprinting!
After I was done showering and getting dressed, I ambled downstairs to the kitchen and made myself some breakfast. I was extremely hungry and ended up making ten pancakes all for me. I smother the pancakes with plenty of maple syrup and got a large glass of OJ. As I ate, I began to ponder about the strange dream that I had earlier.
Usually, I would dream of that painful day that Sam left me and when I do, I tend to wake up, crying and weeping. I try hard to create a strong front; I don't want others to know that I still feel vulnerable. I hide my pain and suffering from them. I don't want or need anyone's pity.
The dream I had today was different. I wanted that mysterious man to catch me, but I was afraid of what I would encounter once I saw him. I thought about it for a while and finished eating my food. When I was done I cleared the table and washed the dishes.
I went into the living room and watched some television. Quil and Embry were on patrol today, there was nothing left for me to do, but to relax. I would have gone to the Cullens', but they had been acting pretty strange in the past few days. I was better off alone for the time being.
Five episodes of Sex and the City later, I decided to go for a quick run, since it was still 5:30 PM. I had been cooped up in the house for too long, it was time to stretch and exercise those muscles. I left the house and walked towards the wood and took my clothes off and quickly phased.
I've been phasing for such a long time now, that it was easy to phase back and forth. There was no one around, so there wasn't going to be a problem if I ran the entire perimeter. I ran as fast as I could, feeling the air on my face as I ran. I loved being the fastest. It was the only thing that I enjoyed the most of being a werewolf. I loved the feeling of the air rushing through my body as I increased momentum and ran at an alarming speed. I could hear every little critter around me and also, the snapping and breaking of twigs that I stepped on. I could feel my muscles relaxing at the comfort of being alone.
As I ran, I began to think of many things that had happened to me. I thought about Jake's and Nessie's wedding. The look on their faces was indescribable. I hoped that they were having a great time in their honeymoon. I remembered how nervous Nessie was about her honeymoon. It was going to be Jake's and Nessie's first time together.
Jakes didn't have that much experience. His only experiences were two innocent kisses that he shared with Bella. One of those kisses was when he forcefully stole a kiss from Bella and the other one, when he threatened to end his life. So, yeah, the boy was very pathetic back in the days.
I still remember when Jake told Nessie, about his past with Bella. It was two weeks before their wedding. Edward and Bella had agreed to tell their daughter, their story. They wanted Nessie to know everything. Jake was pretty nervous about telling her; he thought that she was gonna leave him as soon as she found out.
Bella believed that she was going to take it well, but personally, I thought that Nessie was going to end up calling off the wedding and running away from Jake.
But, we all guessed wrong. I can still see the surprised expressions on their faces.
"It's about time you all decided to tell me!" she said laughing.
As it turned out, Nessie can shield some thoughts from her father, when she concentrates hard. She told us that Seth told her the entire story about a year ago.
He was comparing a girl that slapped a man for forcefully kissing her. "At least Bella had the decency of punching Jacob when he kissed her."
Seth should've been thankful that he wasn't in the house that day.
After running for a while, I noticed that the sky was getting dark and it was getting close to dusk. Goodness, how long have I been running?
I headed back to the house, phasing back to my human form and running as fast as I could to the house. I had to take another bath when I noticed the leaves and twigs, sticking to my hair. I had my hair longer and it attracted all kinds of dirt, when I was in wolf form. I really didn't give a flying fuck! I loved my long hair, it made me feel feminine…
It was 6:55 PM on the kitchen clock. Oh, fucking shit! I ran to my room and got in the shower. Alice was going to kill me for being late! My mom and Charlie were probably there already!
I took a quick shower and when I got out the clock on the night table of my room read 7:04 PM. I ran to my walking closet, but when I turned the knob to open the door, it was locked! WTF!
That's when I took noticed that someone had indeed entered my room. Alice!! My house reeked of her. How did I not notice? Oh, right, I forgot! I AM SO LATE!
The clock read 7:05 PM. Well, I guess that I will have to break the damn door. When I spun around... I saw something resting on my bed. I stepped closer and felt my body tense. I almost puked. There, resting on my bed, was a freaking white dress!
The dress looked really really short. It was a white strapless tube-like dress. Beside it, was a white strapless bra and white boy shorts and a box. I opened the box; it contained a pair of pearl earrings and a black Channel watch. What had she done? Is she fucking crazy?! Why would I dress like that, just to go have dinner with my mother? I cringed with anger, as I turned around and peeked at the clock. It was 7:08 PM. Someone was going to die tonight!
"I'm gonna kill that little pixie!" I muttered annoyed.
I hurriedly got dressed, cursing like a sailor as I wore the horrible clothes Alice chose for me. The dress only reached down to my mid thighs, exposing my long tanned legs. I put on the earrings and the watch and combed my hair. I was ready in less than a minute! But I didn't have shoes that matched the outfit!
I spun around ready to leave the house barefoot, since I had no shoes that would match my outfit. When I was about to exit the bedroom, I saw a pair of black Jimmy Choo heels sitting on top of the television stand, under other circumstances I would've been happy to have a new pair but… Alice Cullen had definitely lost her mind! We were just going to have a freaking dinner, not party all night, I had no one to impress tonight!
I put them on and cursed all the people in the world as I trudged down the staircase, Thank God for werewolf stability and gracefulness. It was 7:10 PM, when I reached the kitchen. Great! No, just peachy-dandy great!
I had to practically run on these damn high heels to the Cullens' mansion. I ran swiftly to the mansion. It wasn't hard to walk in those heels, but my feet were aching. I would've worn my jogging suit, but my mother wouldn't be too thrilled to see me in my usual clothes. She wouldn't have wanted me to dress like a homeless child for dinner.
I knew that my mother was the reason why Alice did what she did. She also knew that I would not have had destroyed the walk-in closet that Esme prepared so lovingly for me.
When I reached the mansion, I made sure that there were no stains or marks on my "outfit". I sighed in relief, when I didn't spot anything on me. I walked up the front steps into the porch.
I stopped when I felt the same feeling. It was pulling me, beckoning at my heart. It was telling me to enter. I quickly shook the feeling, dismissing it as nothing important and opened the front door of the mansion. Alice was gonna regret doing this to me…
"Alice!" I shouted angrily. "What the fuck is wrong with you? You locked my closet! And just left this horrible excuse of a dress with these damn heels! You know I had to walk to get here, right?!" I yelled loudly, placing my hands on my hips.
I lifted my eyes to see the people that were on the room. That's when I saw him! My eyes were fixed on the most beautiful, crystalline blue eyes that I had ever seen. They were staring deep in to my soul, beckoning me and that's when my entire world shifted...
I know you want to kill me right now... But now you have a very exciting chapter 5!
Yes, Leah did Imprint... But how would they react?---
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