A/N: This is about Nick's side of the story and maybe you won't all hate him so much ahha :)
Disclaimer: I don't own the Jonas Brothers or Ellie Goulding's "Guns and Horses' If you havent heard of her she is an amazing british singer so go check her out. I'll put a link down the bottom to the you tube of her video for it.
Nick POV
Since last friday my life hadn't been going too good. It was my own fault but right now I needed someone to talk to just so I could work out my next move. I ran down a checklist of possibilities. Joe? No way , Stella? Not if I wanted to live, Kevin? Bad idea. All I wanted to do was to talk to Macy and to apologise and to tell her the truth. Seriously I couldn't beilive I'd been such an ass. Think Nick Think. Where could she be? What lesson did she have? MATHS. Of course she had maths. She had said how bad it was to have Maths last thing on a tuesday. Right. I decided to wait outside her lesson. Thankfully Stella wasn't in her class. Making my way over to maths I ran over what I would say but I couldn't put together words.
I was so deep in my thoughts that I didn't notice Meg until she was stood right infront of me. "Nickyyy boy" I swear she was the only person who called me Nicky. I hated it. "Not right now Meg" I said trying to push past but she wouldn't move " Not as talkative as Friday night then" she said twirling a piece of hair around her finger "Friday was a mistake, I was drunk" She pouted "That's not a very nice thing to say" I stared at her. What I saw in her in the first place I never knew. I bent down and whispered in her ear " Does everybody else know how you flirted with and got on who one of your best friends like. Gosh I wouldn't like to be you when they all find out especially Van Dyke" It was a well known fact that Meg fancied Van Dyke. She scowled at me. " Nickky why you being so mean. Don't act like you weren't willing." Suddenly a locker door slammed and both of us looked up. Macy was stood staring at us , sending daggers with her eyes. Meg laughed and put her arms round my neck "Oh Nickkyy" Macy just turned and walked away. "Macy" I called but it was no good. " I ripped Meg's arms off me and pushed her away "Stay away from me alright?"
Meg seemed shocked at my sudden burst of anger . She narrowed her eyes and whispered " I don't know why you keep trying Nicky . The rest of the world might think you are an angel but me and Macy know otherwise. I'm willing to accept you for who you are but yet you keep on pushing me away and there is no way Macy would ever speak to you again if I told her the things you told me friday. Even though clearly she isn't so innocent" That's when I lost it . "Get away" I spat. I think it was then she understood how much of a mess I was. She just left without another word and I slammed a nearby locker. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Joe staring "What?" I made my way to the parking lot so I could calm down and as I watched the rain fall down my window screen I saw a car pull out of a parking slot infront of me. It was Macy.
Maybe it was a bit irrational to follow Macy but I still needed to talk to her. We both ended up at this bar about 2 miles from school. Macy parked up and went inside so I decided to park round the block incase she saw my car. 5 minutes later I walked in to the bar and saw that it was a open mic night . Macy was sat there ready to go onstage with a guitar. I didn't even know she played. I found a corner booth and waited. Macy got up on stage to applause from the audiance " Hi , I'm Macy and this song is called Guns and Horses . I wrote it myself and its about unrequited love. So this is for everyone who has negativity going on in their life right now." She had some water and began to sing as the audience quitened down . I heard someone whisper :"this kid is amazing"
Macy had her eyes closed as she began to sing
You're so quiet
But it doesn't phase me
You're on time
You move so fast
Makes me feel lazy
And let's join forces
We've got our guns and horses
I know you've been burnt
But every fire is a lesson learnt
I left my house
Left my clothes
Door wide open
Heaven knows
You're so worth it, you are
and with that she opened her eyes and looked up and literally sang her heart out for the next bit
But I wish I could feel it all for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would, I would, I would, I would
I was blown away and a tear grew in the corner of my eye. "I think she wrote this about me" and at that moment I hated myself so much for causing her so much pain. It was so obvious the pain in her voice. Then she caught my eye. Like a professional she carried on and she didn't flinch once and just carried on singing. She was mesmirising to watch. It was back to the chorus again
It's time to come clean and make sense of everything
It's time that we found out who we are
'Cause when I'm standing here in the dark
I see your face in every star
But I wish I could feel it all for you
I wish I could be it all for you
If I could erase the pain
And maybe you'd feel the same
I'd do it all for you
I would, I would, I would, I would
I'd do it all for you, I would
I'd do it all for you, I would
I'd do it all for you, I would
I'd do it all for you, I would
I'd do it all for you
The power in her voice was insane. and as the song came to a close she whispered a "thank you" into the microphone. The audience clapped and I just sat there in silence as Macy packed her kit away and walked towards the exit , shaking hands with her fans . As she past she just said to me "Not now Nick"
Flashback.
Nick watched Macy sat on the sofa on her own at the party , Her foot was tapping and Nick was about to go ask her to dance when Macy got up making her way across the dance floor. Nick stood too to join her when he saw Van Dyke grab her arm. He saw Macy smile and the two began to dance, she looked so happy and so beautiful and yet Nick felt so dark inside. He wanted to dance with her. The way she was dancing was not the dance of just friends in his eyes. Macy was slowly shaking her hips back and forth , raising her hands in the air. Nick saw the look in Van Dyke's eye as he checked Macy out . He also saw when Van Dyke began to lean down to kiss her but then Joe grabbed him by the arm " What you doing bro" Nick turned back quickly but Macy and Van Dyke were gone.
Macy had kissed another boy. Well that's what it looked like was about to happen. Nick turned to his brother "Nothing. Absolutly nothing. He rose trying to find a quiet place. He didn't know he had been watched by Meg. Meg who had just watched one of her best friends Macy dance with Van Dyke the boy who she had the biggest crush on since forever. Meg was out for revenge and she would get it . With the help of Nick Lucas and copious amounts of Alcohol
A/N Don't think this was my best work but ohh welll:) here is the link as promised , She is amazing:) .com/watch?v=IDwbHeR0UYc&ob=av3n - Listen to the chorus especially :) Thank you so much for the story alerts and reviews. xx