OK, so I is awfully short, I know, but my life have just drastically turn upside down… so I'm sorry. Hope you like it..
"Then what happen, Mr. Ishida" asked Tai, who had been following the man's tail, to every detail.
"Then I got called by Matt's school, I haven't pay some bills, so they told me Matt was going to be take out of school… I panicked, I didn't knew what to, and so I called Miyamura. The next thing I knew was that everything was going on well. I pay Matt's school. I pay the company debts. Everything become right. Until the day they call me…
FLASCHBACK
One ring
Two rings
Three rings
Four rings
"Hey Ishida… do you remember me?" a masculine voice asked
"Sorry… I don't"
"Oh… well you don't need to know my name, just remember the sum of money you own me"
"Oh, yeah. Miyamura told me I had 5 months to recover the money"
"Miyamura is dead Ishida, I want the money now"
"But it has only been three days!" Hiroaki said scared. Miyamura was dead? In what kind of problem he has got himself into…
"I don't… I can't get it now…"
"I don't care how you do it, better to start borrowing, 'cause your son may pay the price…Oh, by the way, don't tell the police about it... If you do, more people can get hurt…" Then the call was disconnected…
Hiroaki, scared, called the phone company, trying to locate the call. The problem was it was disposable cell…
END OF FLASHBACK
"All the other calls were like that, I didn't told the police because I didn't want anyone else involve in this, but now…"
"Do you have a recent photo of the kid, we need to circulate it around town, we need to start searching for the kid…"
"Let's see what you got me Kenji… Oh my! It's a blond boy, my favourite" A young women in her mid thirties was looking at Matt with luxurious eyes. Her voluptuous body was covered in a small red dress. And her face was painted, her big lips with vibrant red… "Wanna play little boy? I know you want…" She said while licking her upper lip with ecstasies" Get out, I have some things to do with this young boy"
Matt had being dozed with grabol, for this reason was semi conscious, but he could understand and he could feel, his shirt being taken away, and his pants being ripped off his legs. His underwear, being softly taken away. The long nails of the women rubbing his skin… But not any skin… but the skins near his genitals…. Near the only private part o his body… He was going to be raped…
No… no… please… no…please…
He couldn't talk, but he could mumble… he could complain… but that didn't seemed to bother the women… As she continued, touching him…making him feel unprotected… making him vulnerable…She touched everything, his but, hi genitals, his back, his legs, his arms and his chest. And whenever he complained, she will beat him… And she seemed to enjoy it, she seemed to enjoy seeing the pain in Matt's face, the tears of uselessness, desperation and anger.
Matt painted hard, as he felt every bit of it, every penetration, every scratch in his body, every beat, everything…She laughed…
"What?! You can't take it boy!?" She said between laughter, and then she whisper in a more serious tone "Don't worry; you will be able to try again later…"
When she was sure he was totally defenceless, and tired, she left. Leaving him dirty and hated… Hated by himself… as he felt like the worst scum in the planet. Nevertheless this scum needed to survive….
Pain, a exhausting and totally excruciating feeling, just as if you wanted to rip off your skin out of your body. Up to when you get to your soul, where you can finally be at peace… Where there are no reins attaching you to this horrendous world. Pain, one of the small amount of moments where death seems like the most gently thing to do with yourself. A moment when memories are the only thing you can think of besides hurting. The pain you have been holding inside yourself for all this days, months, almost, it seems, it have been years since the last time you were honestly happy… Death, with its black coat and white faces comes, inviting, just remembering you of all the peace you will get if you go with her, but is it true? Is it true you'll get peace? Is it right to leave everything behind and just leave, is it? Yes, sometime it is. Leaving everything besides you and get to your total and complete peace. They'll understand. They will. They'll know the pain you have been through. The humiliation, and total despair you have been suffering the last weeks, there is no manner to get away of it, there isn't. You may have to life with it, to suffer with it. But can I? Can Yamato Ishida do that? Is it right to life this way? To be dirty and become a non-feeling person, thinking that other things just don't matter. Is it worth it, to let the other ones know how you are hurtling, and how you can't let it go? To feel like a stupid around the people you love? So what is death? Is it just leaving and start living in a different world? Or is it just the end of everything? Could I leave TK, my father, Tai, Sora, Mimi, Joe, Izzy, Kari and my other friends behind and just go? No… sadly I can't