Bella smiled up at Edward who led her into the house and onto the couch, she paused not wanting to get Esme's couch wet but he insisted and she sat down, she would apologize to Esme later.
Edward cluctched her "god bella" he said almost like a whisper "im so sorry that you saw that, i swear she meant nothing to me."
Bella put her finger up to his lip "shhh edward" she smiled "i know, i know what happend, it was all jacob's and tanya's fault" she said telling edward the story.
Edward clenched his jaw, he was wondering how alchol would of gotten into his system, she let go of her afraid he'd crush her.
She touched his hand feeling him jerk away, she grasped his hand pulling it back to place it on her knee "i hate to do this but im going to catch cold, can i use your shower and a change of clothing" she asked him clutching the damp towel to her.
He nodded getting up leading her up to his washroom. She kissed him lightly, she didnt do much, she could still see him and tanya in her head and it still hurt although she knew it wasnt his fault.
She walked in and he closed the door behind her. She looked around, someone had re-decorated. Alice.
Halfway up the walls there was small mosaic tiles and the rest of the wall was a seafoam green color, everything else was pretty much the same. Sink, toliet, vanity mirror above the sink and a table that held vanilla candles and soft fluffy rolled towels. Thank god for alice.
She smiled at the large jacuzzi tub as she walked towards it turning the water to as hot as she knew she could handle. She was freezing.
She stripped off her clothing and added a few drops of vanilla scented oil to the rising water level.
She turned off the taps and turned on the bubbles to the lowest setting and got in, sinking in the wonderfully scented water.
There was a knock at the door. "bella, can I come in for a moment" the voice on the other side asked. Edward.
She smiled and agreed and he opened the door, the air was moist from the hot water and he walked in setting a change of clothing on the sink for when she was ready.
He looked at her relaxing in the tub. She looked up at him and smiled "Edward, are you going to stand there all day or are you going to join me" she asked him.
In his vampire speed he had his clothing off and was in the tub pulling her in front of him.
He looked at the built-in thermometer and gasped "isn't this too hot for you my love?" She shook her head and laid her head back on his chest.
He took the yellow face cloth off the edge of the tub and poured some vanilla scented bath wash into it than dipped it into the water. He ran it over her neck, inhaling the sweet scent.
She leaned back as much as possible and smiled as she felt his hands roaming her body. She closed her eyes and he smiled. She nearly gasped at his cold lips at her neck.
She bent her neck a second later giving him better access. She felt his fingers, free from the face cloth roaming over the same spots settling between her thighs, than it hit her, she saw her nightmare
"god Edward" Tanya screamed, "please" she begged. He thrust harder into her and she wrapped her legs around him bringing him in closer.
Edward growled at her and she reciprocated. She maneuvered so she was on top of him. She thought she was going to die, Tanya bit her lip as she rode out her climax, her walls tightening and the pleasure washing over her.
When she had come down Edward shifted back on top of her, Tanya under him, he pushed into her harder over and over again until he felt his release wash over him as well.
Tanya smiled holding him "see what you could have Edward, she can never give you what I can" she felt as he nuzzled into her neck drunk. He murmured putting his finger on her lip, he didn't want her to talk.
Bella gripped his probing finger stopping Edward from the pleasurable assault on her. He became confused. "bella-" he started to say as he gripped her wrist as she rose out of the tub. "don't touch me please" she said getting up.
He let her go and watched as she left him in the tub wrapping a towel around her naked, wet body. She hated herself from stopping him, she couldn't meet his eyes, she felt so guilty.
She grabbed the dry clothes he had left on the sink and rushed out, he went straight into Alice and jasper's empty room locking the door.
She began getting dressed, she couldn't do it, even though she knew it wasn't his fault she couldn't make love to Edward without knowing he had done the same thing with Tanya.