Sorry its taken me, like forever to upload and i'm afraid this is only a short chapter but its more of a filler so we can get to the juicy stuff in the next chapter which i havent finished yet because i keep geting writers block. I may have to change it a bit so it flows better.
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4. Jacob

Renesemee's POV

I said a tearful goodbye to bampie (Charlie) and set of with Seth and Katie to La Push. Outside bampie's house was the fantastic jeep mum, dad and I had bought Seth for his 18th birthday. It was a bright forest green wrangler. I climbed in the back while Katie sat in the passenger seat and Seth drove. Katie and I chatted for a bit about clothes and shoes until I heard Seth say "O.k. Ness, here you are. See you soon. Have fun in Europe."

"Thanks Seth." I replied with a grim look on my face that Seth easily matched. I turned to Katie and told her that it was nice to meet her and that I hoped to see her again, soon. I gave Seth a hug that Emmett would be proud of. "I love you Seth." I whispered in his ear, kissing him on his cheek before turning and walking away. Seth was always there for me, he was like my brother. I am going to miss him horribly.

I walked along the path towards Jacob's house, I knocked on the front door and waited. Jacob answered within minuets with a frown upon his face.

"What's up Jacob?" I asked. I hated seeing him like this. He looked down at me and as he finally realised who he had open the door to the biggest smile seemed to spread across his face. Suddenly I was being pulled into Jacobs arms.

"I thought you were going to leave without saying goodbye." The smile somehow grew bigger. "I was wrong."

"I would never ever do that to you." I said making the words never and ever stand apart from each other, dragging them on in emphasis.

He took my hand and led me back the way I came.

"Where are we going Jack?" he stopped suddenly and I almost tripped but Jacob caught me. I looked up at his face. "What?"

"You just called me Jake." Is that all? Everyone calls him Jake. Except mom when she is angry at him.

"Yes. Is that a problem?" Oh no, did I do something wrong? I don't want to upset him.

"No, no it's fine it just shocked me that's all." He was right he sounded shocked alright but the smile never left his beautiful face. I loved his smile. In fact I lived most of Jacob. His hands that held mine in his soft, warm grip, his forest smell and last his breathtaking eyes that I drowned in every time he looked at me. Hang on. Is this how I should be looking at Jacob? Feeling like this about him? He was practically my brother but I dint love Seth the same way. Sure I loved Seth but not the same way I loved Jake.

We started moving again but I wasn't paying attention to where we were going, I was lost too deep in my own thoughts.

"Ness we're here." Jake said interrupting my thought. We were walking along first beach hand in hand. That's when it him me. "I loved Jake!"

"What was that Ness?" what was he talking about I never said anything.

"Um… Jake I dint say anything."

"Well what were you thinking about?" Oh no did I just project that into Jakes mind? Does he know I love him?

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