Jenny POV
I sat awkwardly as Nate and Chuck just stared at me, not blinking, not bothering to hide the fact that they were staring at me. After about a minute more I couldn't take it anymore, 'Would you too stop staring at me like I'm a piece of meat please?' I asked
'What would you like to eat?' asked Nate not bothering to respond to my outburst.
'Ill have the lamb' said Chuck not taking his eyes off me.
As I looked at the menu I eternally cringed, they had to bring me to the place that specialised in big juicy meats, ew. As I looked for the vegetarian options I found a nice salad to have, at least it wouldn't ruin all my hard work at the gym.
It was only as we got our meals that Nate started to actually talk to me, 'So what's wrong Jen?'
'Nothing' I lied.
'There's no point lying' stated Chuck giving me a look that said he wouldn't hesitate to tell Nate everything.
'Seriously I'm fine guys. I guess I'm still a little shaken up by what happened but I'll be fine'.
'And what about all the countless hours at the gym, your losing weight Jenny and no offense but you are not really in a position to lose any' stated Nate concern all over his face.
'Look' I almost shouted , 'yes shits been going down, that night haunts me all the time, exercise and study are the only things keeping me going right now and I eat plenty, but sorry if I don't want to talk to the two guys who have never given a crap before now'. With that I out money on the table enough to pay for all our meals and left the restaurant half running.
I didn't look back but hoped straight on the subway knowing that Chuck would never set foot down hear and Nate would hopefully just stay with him.
I couldn't believe them, where did they think they had the right to question me? To have concern for me? They never cared before now obviously it was all an act like the rest of my friendships.
Chuck POV
Nate and I watched as Jenny stormed out of the restaurant, I couldn't believe we had blown what was most likely our last chance to try to get her to let us in. Ugh I dint even understand why I even cared!
'Well we sure screwed that up'
'Thanks for that captain obvious' I snapped.
As we excited the restaurant I looked up to see a storm coming, as I hoped in my limo I couldn't get Jenny off my mind, it was pissing me off.
I was Chuck Bass, I didn't think about women, I only sleep with them.
Jenny POV
I got home just as it was starting to rain, on my way home I had bumped into someone, a young man. He dropped a small package as I looked at it I realised what it was, it was the same thing that made that horrible night occur.
But as I placed the pills in front of me on my bed I couldn't ignore the urge to have them again, my body wanted them.
Ooooo what will Jenny Do... I'm sorry I haven't updated in awhile to be honest I just haven't been bothered to, so this is just a real quick chapter to let you know im alive and over the next two days ill write a much longer one.
Suggestions welcome,
xoxo