Savannahs story

"how long are you staying with Kenzie for" the Dickwad asked me.

"Carlos, I said I didn't want to make small talk..." I replied staring out in to space.

"okay... Just being friendly" he replied

I didn't bother to respond to him but he must of felt the silence as awkward as he wouldn't shut the fuck up.

"I am sorry... You know about how I treated Mackenzie but she hurt me real bad... Your too young to understand I guess" he said.

"don't patronise me Carlos, I'm 18 I've had my fair share of heart ache but I've never done anything as stupid as some of the shit kenz tells me about you... She fucking hates your guts... She has already told me that when the time comes that her and Logan walk down the isle, you won't even have an invite... You must be a fucking specialist at pissing people off, because my sister is the nicest person I know, you screw with her and you will get the wrong end of me..." I snapped back.

"I can't remember the last time she even spoke to me... Your very different to Mackenzie, but your like the blonde version of her... You look very alike" he said.

"gross" was all I said back.

"gross? You don't like looking like your sister?" The dumb ass asked.

"no what's gross is that you think I'm hot Coz I look like my sister... The thought of that repulses me. I think some sick just came in my mouth actually" I retorted.

Carlos laughed.

"you speak your mind don't you savannah" he replied.

"I don't see the point in sugar coating the truth" I spat back at him.

"I guess not... I really did love her in my defence" he said.

"she used to really love you too, then she met you and changed her mind" I said in an upbeat way.

"okay" was all he replied.

"she is so in love with Logan its untrue" I carried on.

"really... Your very loyal to your sister aren't you?... Maybe a change of subject?" He requested.

"you never gave my sister the option of a change of subject each time you called her a slut, whore or bitch, why should I spare your feelings now?" I said calmly.

"because I'm behind the wheel of the car that's in motion perhaps" he threatened in a jokey way.

"please!, you haven't even gone near the speed limit yet, I think you would cry if you got a speck of dust on it, this car is a waste on a moron like you... Logan knows how to impress kenz with his car... " I loved winding up this douche bag.

"fuck off, no he doesn't, Logans car doesn't even belong to him anyway, he wouldn't dare rag it... Or risk Mackenzie by messing around" he snapped back.

"still fact of the matter is you don't have the balls to put this machine to the test" I said giving the dash a stroke to pity the car that it had such an idiotic owner.

"yeah I do" he replied.

"Carlos your boring me now..." I replied going back to my staring out the window position.

"fuck it" Carlos declared then put his foot down on the pedal down the deserted road.

"oooh stop it your scaring me" I said sarcastically.

"red light coming... I'm running it unless you say stop sav?... Your call... Quick" he said.

"you don't have the balls Carlos" I said watching as his foot was still flat on the gas.

"I'm gonna run it unless you say stop... Soon see who the chicken is huh?" He said.

"kenz is gonna hate you when she hears about this" I said now actually feeling uneasy as the car was bombing it down the road.

"she hates me any way, doesn't make any diff" he said.

"run it then" I bluffed.

Carlos laughed
"okay" think its too late to stop now any way.

The car shot through just as the red light turned amber, Carlos whooped regardless.
"in your fucking face savannah, I was well over 100mph there.

the car began slowing down as Carlos took his foot off the peddle.
"woo fucking hoo, aren't you just a real man now" I mocked him.

"oh fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" Carlos then said looking in his mirror.

I turned around and saw flashing blue lights in the distance and let out a laugh.

"well its not fucking funny is it?" Carlos said as he pulled over "I'm going to lose my fucking licence now I'm on 5 points already in two years... Fuck!" He shouted.

"Jesus stop whining like a little girl, move your ass" I said un buckling my seat belt. Carlos just sat in his seat.

"move your ass," I repeated undoing his seatbelt and pulling him over to my seat.

"savannah what the fuck?" He said.

"Jesus do you want to keep your license or not? Get out the fucking seat" I snapped at him.

He did finally swap, it was awkward squeezing past each other in the tiny sports car, I just about got buckled up in the drivers seat when a knock came to the tinted window.

"where is the button?" I asked.

"what?" Carlos said.

"Jesus the fucking button for the window" I explained.

"oh... There you go" Carlos said pressing a button in the centre of the dash.

" hi officer... What up?" I said cheerily to the very handsome cop that stood at my window.

"what's up, is that you where 4 times over the speed limit... License and registration please."

I grabbed my bag from the footwell Carlos now had his feet in and got my license out of my purse.

"the car doesn't belong to me" I said to the police man as I handed him my drivers license.

"do you have permission to use this vehicle miss Davies" the cop said as he read the details on my license.

"yep I sure do" I replied and rubbed Carlos' leg.

"are you insured on this vehicle?" The officer asked.

"no that was going to be my first job to do tomorrow wasn't it babe" I said to Carlos.

Carlos just nodded.

the cop eyed the situation in the car and nodded.

"I'm going to run some checks on your license miss Davies. Please remain in your car" he said then walked back to his own vehicle.

"what's with all the babe and leg rubbing?" Carlos asked.

"Coz I'm already doing you a fucking favour on the speeding I'm trying to butter the pig up so I don't get done for no insurance and dangerous driving you idiot" I said.

"thanks for doing this savannah..." Carlos said.

"whatever... You owe me fucking big time" I said just as the cop walked back up to the car.

"miss Davies you already have 3 points on your license in the last 8 months, you will be given another two for the speeding offence, your license will be revoked" the officer said.

"no I don't! I have one point for a minor accident that wasnt even my fucking fault" I argued.

" please do not swear at me miss, it says on the records that you have along with the accident two parking offences... Three points are on your license" he said again.

"fucks sake this is bull shit" I said.

"sav calm down" Carlos said.

"no Carlos... I wasn't aware that I had two parking offences... That's bull shi.." I tried to argue but the police officer interrupted me.

"miss Davies can you step out of the car please" the cop asked.

"what?" I asked "why?"

"step out of the car please I would like you to take a breathalyser test... Have you been drinking this evening miss Davies?" He said.

I looked at Carlos to give him the 'shit I've fucked up big style' eyes as I stepped out of the car, I gathered he knew what I meant as he was now grabbing his head in his hands.

"I may have had a glass of wine with dinner" I lied to the cop. I had about 4 glasses of wine as I did my nails waiting for Mackenzie to finish my hair.

"can you tell me the legal age for drinking please miss Davies" the cop asked.

"21 sir" I replied.

"blow in to this until the green light flashes please" he continued.

I blew in to the breathalyser hoping for a miracle.

"that's brilliant thank you miss Davies" the cop said taking the breathalyzer from me.

"okay it says you are just under" he smiled at me. "I will write you out a ticket for the speeding, once the paper work comes through you will lose your license I'm afraid miss Davies, but I am willing to over look the drinking and will issue you with a verbal warning, next time you will spend the night in a cell... Understood?" He finished.

"yep... Crystal clear" I replied.

the officer bent down in to the car "have you got any ID sir" the policeman asked Carlos.

"sure... There you go..." Carlos replied and handed the officer the ID he had just pulled from his wallet.

"Have you got any proof of insurance that you can show to me for this vehicle?" the cop then asked.

Carlos flipped the visor and handed the policeman his insurance details. The police officer gave it all a good going over.

"okay... Here's what I'm going to do Mr pena, normally I would impound the car as it was being driven without insurance, but I'm going to be lenient tonight seeing as your girlfriend is going to lose her license anyway, and personally if this was my car I would go out of my mind" he smiled "I will issue miss Davies with a fine of 1000 dollars, and let you drive the car away, she its not permitted to drive it do you understand?" The cop finished.

"yes" Carlos said and got out of his passenger side door and walked round.

the officer went through some paper work with me that I had to sign, then wished me a good night as I got In to the passenger side of Carlos' sports car.

Carlos drove off slowly, not saying a word to me. A minute later he pulled in to the little parking lot next to my sisters hair dressing salon and flat that sat above it.

We sat in silence for a minute.

"well that didn't go as I had planned" I declared.

"no... " Carlos agreed.

"well thanks for the lift" I said reaching for the car door.

"savannah... Wait!, I'm really really sorry, I will pay the fine and what ever it costs to get your license back when you can okay... Plus all your travel expenses... I'm sorry" he said.

I slumped back in to the car seat with one leg out the door.

"yeah whatever" I replied.

"my heart is racing like anything now" Carlos said.

"bit of a fucking rush wasnt it?" I laughed as I rested my head on the back of the seat.

"you're insane" Carlos Said laughing.

"well least we know that even I have bigger balls than you Carlos" I smiled.

"yeh... I'll give you that one... You have some big brass hairy balls savannah" he laughed. "if you need a lift when your in LA to go any where give me a call okay" he said.

I laughed "you may regret that" I said.

"what do you mean?" He asked.

I rolled my eyes "long fucking story".

"well I have a while... Was gonna meet some friends but I don't really fancy it now after all that... What is the story?" He asked.

I looked at Carlos.."you want to come in?" I said.

Carlos looked up at Mackenzies flat and sighed.
"sure okay" he replied.

I rustled around for the keys in my bag and eventually unlocked the door. Carlos followed me up the narrow stairs that ran along the walls of the salon.

As we entered the flat I noticed Carlos take in every detail.

"why don't you take a fucking picture... it will last longer" I said as he stared at the surroundings with Mackenzies belongings that were only here as stage props so our mother wouldn't think she had moved in with Logan after only being with him for such a short time.

"sorry... I've just never got to see any of it... This, she only visited me, I never got round to going to her place... So what's the Long story" he said as he sat down at the tiny kitchen table as he watched me make a coffee.

" well to be fair its a shame your not as nice as Logan Coz your definately better looking, you should of visited her, you should of listened to her that she didn't want to do that lame ass TV show of sheridens too, that was you're down fall from the start, she would talk to Logan for ages on the phone moaning about how you wouldn't listen" I went on.

"really... Well that's lovely and everything savannah but I really don't want to hear about it all... What's this long story?" He asked again "obviously kenz doesn't know about it as you are willing to talk to me about it" he said smugly.

"yeah well like I said Logan is a lot nicer. Basically I'm behind in my rent on the flat in Idaho, and the landlady has asked me to leave" I said.

Carlos looked at me "well that wasn't a very long story was it, I won't be needing that coffee if your finished already?" He remained seated with an even smugger look on his face.

"okay... I got the sack from my job 3 months ago because I got caught doing something I shouldn't of, which has resulted in me not being able to pay the rent" I said handing him his coffee and sitting on the opposite side of the tiny table.

Carlos grinned "what did you do, steal?" He asked

"steal? No! What the fuck do you take me for?... I got in to trouble for sucking someones Dick on company time" I said.

Carlos looked like he wanted to say something but didn't.

"if you dare say any fucking thing about me being a slut like my sister I will hit you" I spat at him.

"I didn't say anything, how did you get caught, did someone walk in on you?" Carlos asked, intrigued by my dirty story.

"no... as far as I was aware the CCTV wasn't working in that room... Hadn't been for weeks, but they fixed it and I didn't realise. I guess I'm lucky I'm not a youtube sensation" I mused " Mackenzie doesn't have a clue about this, she thinks I've got holiday, my mom is going to be upset... my dad is gonna kill me... I'm just hiding out here, not knowing what to do... Any ideas?" I said.

"its pretty fucked up, so your living here then, without your sister knowing?" He asked.

"your smarter than you look, yeah pretty much, I was going to tell her the truth but the first few nights she didn't come back, and the entrances to the flat and the salon are at opposite ends so she never sees me" I sighed.

"shit I was meant to call her half hour ago to say you hadn't killed me", I grabbed my phone and wrote out a short text and sent it to Mackenzie,

"well, I don't really know what advice to offer, kenz will see the funny side if you tell her" he said grinning.

"I doubt it, she will talk to old friends down there and end up hating me... Fucking bastards" I said reliving the memory.

"no she won't, its only sucking a Dick, I'm sure your not the only one to get caught" he said.

"well it wasn't just one Dick, it was a few dicks, all caught on is... My landlady found out the reason I was sacked and kicked me out... I'm lucky they didn't go to the police" I finally confessed.

"what? Hold up... Okay... so you didn't get behind in rent you just got caught doing that and its now common knowledge in your little town that you like to suck Dick" Carlos laughed.

"its not funny" I said looking up to the ceiling realising the mess my life was, now I don't even have my drivers license.

"savannah why would they of phoned the police?... Did... Money exchange hands?"

I couldn't even bring my self to say yes, so I just looked at him.

"savannah... Jesus Christ... Your selling yourself? Why? That's so fucking dangerous" he continued.

"I'm not a prostitute Carlos... I ... never let any one touch me... I just needed the money, I used to go out with this guy, Gavin... He was a lot older than me and he bought me a lot of nice stuff because I would please him but his wife found out and that was the end of that, then this other guy that I've known for ages ... well we went out one night with friends and he was pretty full on with me but I said the only way I would ever suck his Dick is if he brought me a pair of shoes I had had my eye on for months..." I stopped as Carlos' face had a look if horror on it.

"go on..." He said.

I took a sip of coffee "well I got the shoes, put it that way. followed by this this" I said pulling at the cuff of my beautiful red tight leather jacket. "Then things just got out of hand, I will leave it to your own imagination but the room at work had 9 separate occasions filmed on its camera" I said

"savannah... You did all that to get nice things? Your a pretty girl, there is no way you honestly needed to do that" was all he said, his face no longer smiling now he knew it was more serious than just a cheeky blow job.

"please don't tell Mackenzie" I sighed.

"I won't tell her... Sav this is pretty serious... You do know that right? Have you... Done anything similar since you have been staying here?" He asked.

"no I'm not a fucking idiot Carlos. I do realise who my sister is dating. I've would never do that to them" I said.

"good because the last thing big time rush needs is to be linked with shit like that... So when are you meant to be returning home, what have you told Mackenzie... why don't you go back to your mums?" He asked.

"I told kenz two weeks, and my mom has just moved her new fella in to her house, he is a total wank stain, I couldn't stand to live there now...everything is so messed up" I declared.

Carlos rubbed his temples with his thumbs thinking "what are you doing for money out here sav... Seriously its so expensive" was all he asked.

"I get by" I said

Carlos took another look around Mackenzies flat.

"okay well I'm going to leave" he said getting up.

"what? Why are you getting so anal about me now" I snapped.

"because it worries me that your using this place as some kind of brothel and I don't want to be any where near it" he hissed back.

"I'm not..." I screamed "look honestly I'm not, I wouldn't do anything that would hurt Kenzie. I would never do anything like that here... Carlos I promise" I said now more calmly.

"savannah I'm going to ask you this once, have you done anything like that in LA?" He said cooly.

I looked at Carlos as he stood in the doorway of my sisters kitchen.

"I met one guy in a club..." I whispered.

Carlos sat back down at the table "did you sleep with him" he asked.

I shook my head... "Just the same as the others" I whispered

"for stuff or money?" Carlos then asked.

"money... I needed to eat, kenz didn't know I was here and there is fuck all to eat in this flat... But why not, if some dumb ass guys wants to pay me for the pleasure then why the fuck not" I shouted.

Carlos shook his head "you need to get out of LA savannah and sort yourself out... I don't want to sound harsh but your a ticking time bomb for your sister" he said.

"funny how your all caring about kenz now" I said huffing.

"really? Maybe I'm not, I could finish her off with a story like this about you... She would be a laughing stock" he said spitefully.

"you wouldn't?" I said

"course I fucking wouldn't, which is why you have to leave or stop doing it...just tell her the truth" he said.

"I'm not telling her the truth... I promise I will try to get a job though okay, just don't tell her... Jesus why did I tell you, your a fucking ass hole... Get out" I shouted.

"thanks for the speeding thing savannah" he said before walking away out of the flat.

I wish I hadn't told him, but in a way I'm glad I could actually talk about it.

I guess I was a class A slut, I lost my virginity at 13, once it had gone I pretty much just slept with anyone, it never seemed like a special thing to me it was just sex.

Of course my family don't know about my little obsession with sex... Not that I would call it an obsession, its more just something to do, when I was with Gavin he would treat me to nice things for doing things that his wife wouldn't, which was pretty much everything, I didn't see any harm in it but I just learnt it was an easy way to get things.

The first blow job I gave in that little room at work... Yeah I felt a bit seedy after but it went away and the other times were easy after. I just didn't think about it, got on with it and took the money.

I went to sleep thinking about the sexy cop that gave me a dressing down this evening for 'speeding'.