Chapter 3: Sorrow
NPOV
After everyone left Carlisle check me over. "Nessie," he said his looked very pained as he took my hands. "What is it grandpa?" I asked him. "I'm very sorry Nessie but you lost the baby," he said. "What no!! I couldn't have lost my baby!!" I screamed in my head. "No!!" I yelled as I felt tears run down my face. "I'm sorry Nessie," he said to me. "No!! Your lying!!" I screamed as the tears fell faster down my face.
Then I felt someone's arms around me and they were rocking me back and forth. I looked up and throw my tears I saw my mom holding me. "Mommy," I whispered crying harder then I did when I found out I was pregnant. "Shh Nessie. You're going to be okay," she said as she rocked me. "Why?" I asked to no one really. "I don't know Ness," said my dad who looked very hurt. "This happened because of you!!" I screamed. "Nessie clam down," my mom whispered in ear.
Then I felt very sleepy and clam. I looked at Uncle Jasper who was looking back at me. "I'm sorry Nessie. But you need to sleep," he told me I closed my eyes.
BPOV
Seeing Nessie in this much pain killed me, she's my little girl. I took her up to her room and put her in bed. I looked at her for a bit then kissed her forehead. When I walked down to the living room the worried eyes of my family met me. "Bella how is she doing?" Edward asked I could tell he felt very hurt by what Nessie was going through. I know how he feels because I feel the same way. "She will be fine. Just give her a couple days," I said letting out a sigh.
"Love, are you sure she will be fine?" he asked me, and then he pulled me onto his lap. "Yes Edward she will. She just needs time that's all," I explained. "Oh," he said. "Well do you want to hunt?" Emmett asked us. "Sure," everyone said. "I'll stay here with Nessie," I said and Edward looked at me. "But love," he said as I got off his lap. "But nothing now go," I told all of them as I want into the kitchen, and then I heard the front door close.
2 Hours Later
Nessie still in her room asleep and I'm sitting here in the living room.
Flashback
"Mommy," Renesmee said to me she had just turned 4 today. "Yes sweetie," I said picking her up. "Jake and I are getting married!!" she squealed. "Well maybe when your older," Edward said coughing to cover up a laugh. "Yea. When we're older right Jake?" she asked as she jumped from my arms to Jake's. "That's right Ness," he said kissing her nose. "And we'll have a baby?" she asked him. Edward, Jake and I started to laugh "Someday Ness, someday," Jake said.
End of Flashback
"Bella," I heard Jake's voice. "Oh, hey Jake," I said looking up at him. "Bella what's wrong? You look sad," he said walking over and setting next to me. "Jake, it's Nessie," I whispered low enough for him to hear me, and then I looked down. "What is she okay?" he asked I could hear him starting to get worried. "She's fine Jake," I said. "Is it the baby?" he asked and I looked up at him. "I'm sorry Jake," I said trying not to dry sob.
"What's wrong with the baby Bella?" he asked getting up. "When you left Nessie blow up at Edward. I'm very sorry Jake but Nessie lost the baby," I said as I let out a dry sob. "No," he whispered as I saw his eyes fell with tears. "Mom?" I heard Nessie's voice from the stairs. Jake and I looked over to the stairs.
NPOV
I walked down the stairs and I saw Jake in the living room with my mom. "Mom?" I said. Her and Jake looked over to me. I saw Jake's eyes they were felled with tears. "Jake," I said as my eyes felled with tears too. "Ness please tell me you did not miscarry our baby," he bagged. "Jake," I said as the tears ran down my face. "No," he said as two tears fell down he checks. "I'm sorry. I told you not to leave," I said setting down on the steps.
"I know but Sam needed me," he said coming over to me. "But, I needed you more, then Sam did. I was pregnant!!" I screamed as the tears fell faster down my face. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left you," he said taking me in his arms. "No you shouldn't have," I said sobbing every now and then. "Ness I know your moving," Jake said quietly. "I'm sorry Jake but if I had it my way I would stay here with you," I said leaning into kiss him.
"You would only stay because of the baby," he whispered. I pulled away from him. "How could you say that," I yelled. "I'm sorry Ness but you know part of that is true," he whispered in my ear.
One Month Later
It's been one month since I lost my baby and I have not talked to my dad the whole time. I can tell he is hurt but I don't care he made me lose my baby. We moved from Alaska were we had lived for fifteen and a half years back to Forks were my mom and dad first met. Kyle is finally a full vamp and Jake is back with his father in La Push. I can tell Jake is not dealing with the fact the baby is gone and to tell you the truth neither am I.
"Hey Nessie you okay? You look paler then normal," Kyle said as we pulled into the Forks high parking lot. The place were both our parents want to school. Kyle is a Hale along with my mom, Aunt Rosalie, Uncle Jasper and Peter. I'm a Cullen along with my dad, Aunt Alice, Meg and Uncle Emmett. Jake was standing by the front of the building. Man this day could not get any better. "I'm fine Kyle," I said, as I felt sick to my stomach like I did with the morning sickness.
"Hey Ness," Jake said he walked over to us. "Hey Jake," I said, as the sick feeling got stronger. "Ness you look pale," Jake, said that's when I felt like I was going to throw up. I ran to the nearest trashcan and throw up. "Nessie?" My mom said. I could not answer her because my stomach was still emptying its self. Jake was holding my hair back the whole time. "Do you guys hear that?" Aunt Rose asked everyone. "Hear what Rose?" my dad said.
I had finally stopped puking to listen that's when I heard my heartbeat. Jake pulled me close to him with a smile on his face. "Jake why are you smiling?" I asked him, and then he kissed my forehead. After Jake kissed me I barred my head into his chest. "Well if it isn't Jacob Black," said a girl's voice I didn't know. I turned away to see whom the voice belonged to and saw all my families teeth bared.
Jake took a hold of me and put me protectively behind him. "What are you doing here," Jake growled and I shivered.
Who is it? How do they know Jake? If Nessie and Jake had the baby would it be a Boy or Girl? What do you think Boy or Girl?
Preview for Next Chapter
"Lets take this back to the house," Edward said, as he tried not to growl. "Edward, we have school," Bella said taking his hand. "I know love, but look the sun is coming out," he said.