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I finally realized that I should start to pick up a dress for me and I went, once again, in my Closet. I went into the Dress section and searched for one...Gosh I have so many nice dresses ! About 30 I think...
What Color ? What cut ? Sleeveless ? Spaghetti bearer ?
20 Minutes late I picked out a Dior dress. I got dressed and walked into my bathroom.
„Gosh my Hair looks bad today, what am I gonna do with it ?!" I asked myself.
10 Minutes later I finally decided I just let it open. Another 10 Minutes past and I was done with my make up. Than the bell rang. I rushed to the door and opened it. There he was in a black suit, armani I guessed as I looked at him.
„Hi" I said simply, letting him in.
„So where are we going ?" I said while I grabbed my bag.
„You'll see." He said with a smile.
„But I want to know now !" I protested ."Maybe I should get changed.What if we're going to a party and I haven't dressed enough party like..." I added.
„ You look fine. It will just match the place."
„It will just match the place ." What place ?!
I let out a big Sight, knowing I had to give up and just wait until I'll see it.
„Alright let's go." I said closing the door behind us.
„Already giving up ?!" he said jocky.
„Yeah, already... „
He opened the black Mercedes,which was parked infront of the house I lived it.
„That's yours ?!" I asked surprised...
„Yeah, anything wrong ?!"
„No, it just I thought you'd be more of an Audi type.." I said.
„You really have your prejudices, you know that ?!"
„You've got a Problem with that ?" I said as I got in.
„No, I kind of like it." He said and he also got in.
Now, this is definitely not the Troy, I know...
20 Minutes later we stopped at some forest.
„A Forest ?! If I knew we would go in a forsest I would've dressed different. Not like this." I said.
Great, we're in the middle of nowhere in some strange forest and I'm having on a pink dress with really high heels, couldn't wish for something better, really great.
„ You've dressed right. Trust me." He said looking me in the Eyes.
Gosh, those eyes...so blue...you feel like you look into the sea...
He got out of the car and opened me the door.
„Never thought of you being a Gentleman." I said a little bit codly.
„ Oh you wanna be cold again ?! No way ! Not this Night !"
„Hey, do you want to tell me what I should say and the way it should have been done ?!"
„Yes !"
„ You really don't know what you're saying, have you drunk ?!"
And he started to laugh, the first time I actually never heared him laughing...with his heart. Not just these laughs, where you just laugh because someting's funny even through you really don't think it is.
„I think we should stop that." He said, with tears now in his eyes.
„I never thought I'm that funny." I said.
„Don't flatter yourself. But it wasn't that funny, I just haven't laughed in a long, long time."
„I hear you laugh everytime." Well more like see...
„Oh right, that laughing isn't the laughing which is mine."
„Makes sense, really."
„Oh you know what I mean."
„I do. You mean that's one of those laughs, where you just laugh along."
„See ? I knew you understood me."
„Right. But I still don't get what we're gonna do in this Forest." I said looking around. It was very dark around us...
„Totally forgot about that. Close your Eyes. I'll lead you."
„You'll lead me, right..." I echoed, „I'm not gonna close my eyes !"
„Other wise you won't see where we're going."
„Fine, fine you won. I'll close them." I said and closed my eyes."But don't lead me into a hole, I have my best High Heels on." Opps shouldn't have said the High Heels thing...
„Best High heels, huh ? What label ? Chanel ?"
„Louboutin."
„Impressiv. Well than I just have to look for where I'll lead you in...don't want the Louboutin Heels to get dirty."
„Thank you."
„Okay start walking." He touched my shoulders with one hand, and hold the other hand infront of my eyes so I could see nothing,even if I wanted to... Anyways I started to walk.
„Remember the Louboutinl thing." I said turing now left, then right, again left and went straight. „How long do we have to walk ?!"
„Almost there." He simply said."There, stop walking." And I stopped kind of like a robot.
„Get your hands off of my Face, I want to see it."
„It's nothing big, but I hope I understood our Subject."
„Romance ?!"
„Yep." He said after he removed his hands off of my face.
And what I saw made me nearly fall.
Pink roses everywhere along with small candles. I looked around and saw 2 musicans playing soft music on their instruments. That was just...amazing. I also spotted a small, but not too small, table with another 2 candles and 2 chairs with food on the plates already. I was shocked, literally shocked.
„Are you sure, you're with the right Girl here ?!" I said after clearing my thorat.
„I think so." he said while he was going to the table.
„Well I can say you...you really got the Subject." I said still in amazement.
„I think so,too." He smiled." I didn't knew what you like so I just ordered pasta."
„You're never wrong with pasta." I said and smiled.
„ Right. So where are you parents ?" he started to eat and also did I.
„What do you mean ?"
„Well I've been in your house and I haven't even seen one of your parents."
„Oh right. Well they're still alive. They live in Santa Fe." I said eating this really delicious pasta.
„ In Santa Fe ? Why are they living there and you're here ?"
„I lived in this apartment with my older Brother but he moved to LA so I got the apartment for myself. My Parents didn't want me to change school and since they trust me they just let me live in the apartment."
„Must be cool to have a whole apartment for yourself."
„Sometimes it's cool, sometimes just lonely."
„Mhm, so that's why you're so cold."
„Maybe. Anyways, why are you such a Jerk in school and so nice in...in privacy ?"
„Well, maybe I'm not a Jerk in school."
„Oh come on. You only do „onces" and you always make out with another Girl in school. You change Girls like they're your underwear."
„I never thought you think about me like this."
„I'm not the only one."
„Mhm...then maybe I should change."
„Maybe you should."
„But where to start ?"
„First with the Girls. Only have one. One you really like, than take her out to dates and sleep with her more than just once. Oh and don't break her heart."
„Always look bad, when a Girl's there with a Broken heart."
„Excatly."
We were talking like we were best Friends, not like enemies...and I kind of liked it. I never saw a nice side of Troy, always the arguing side of him...
„And then ?" he asked.
„Don't know... Be yourself."
„And you think I'm not myself in school ?"
„Maybe you are. And maybe you're just like me in class."
„I'm not the nice guy in class."
„I mean just like I am the nice girl in class, you are the jerk guy on schoolyard."
„Oh that could be true. Can you maybe analyse me a little bit more ?"
„Oh stop it ! I'm not your Doctor." I said and started to laugh.
„Mhm, you wanna be ?"
„Let me think...no."
„Great."
„You always have to have the last word don't you ?!" It just kind of brust out of me.
„No but you do."
„That's not true. You do." I said seriously-
„No I don't, you do."
„No, you." I said.
„No, you." He said.
„No, you." I said again.
And then he kissed me. It was the best kiss of my Life.
„ You shouldn't done this." I said after the kiss.
„ You mean taking your last word or the kiss ?"
„Both. You should get yourself a really nice Girl and do all that stuff with her."
„Maybe I just kissed the Girl."
„I'm not the right one, Troy. I can't. You can't. We shouldn't have-„ And he broke me off with another kiss.
„ Could you just stop for once ?! I'm in the middle of a conversation here ! And you just-„ there it was again, a kiss.
„Okay that's enough" And I steped back, to get myself away form him.
„Oh don't tell you don't wanted the kisses."
„It's not the point if I wanted them or not."
„Then what's the point ?! I don't get you."
„I...The point is we shouldn't be doing this. All of this. We shouldn't go out. We shouldn't kiss and we shouldn't...we just shouldn't..." I stopped, I couldn't bring myself to say the words.
„We shouldn't fall in love." He said, finishing my sentence.
„Yeah, we just shouldn't." I simply said. „It's just not right. We don't match, we're like heaven and hell, you know. It's just...we don't belong together..."
„Alright, I'll dirve you home then." He said walking to his car again.
„Thanks." I said in dissapointment. We shouldn't be together, but Gosh these were the best kisses in my life...