N: Hello Everyone Happy New Year I do know it been a while did a not do an update and I'm so sorry. I have some personal reason why this update too long time. Now everything is now much better. Anyway, this chapter brought me back to the first season of Itazura Kiss.

NAOKI POV

I never thought the day to say that someone like Sahoko was so boring. I really thought that one day I will love her like I love Kotoko it been months since we try to make this relationship to work for Sahoko seem good. But inside of me, I'm dying inside, she is a nice person but does I love her.

No! I was looking at Sahoko at the coffee shop where we decide to meet after I when and pick my book from the university. "Naoki" Sahoko asks looking at me on my darkest hour Kotoko was going to leave the house and I will be lost "You look lost," she says and look at her "I'm sorry, I'm just overthinking" she looks at me and I was not in the mood for being here. "She still in your mind," She asks and I look at her surprise to know she saw right into me

"Who?" I say trying not to show that it was Kotoko. "Kotoko!" she was on the point once again I must say she does know me. "Yes she is in my mind and I'm sorry." I was tired of lying to say it out loud it feels so good "Naoki, I think its time to let your heart be free, Thank you for the time you been with me. And don't worry I will tell grandfather it was my fault we broke off"

She says that knowing that she will never have my love. "I'm so sorry Sahoko and Thank you" She gives me the ring and she looks so happy like something just remove from her shoulder. I pay for the coffee and when home thinking that I have to clean the mess. That not only hurt me but Kotoko by lying to her. I want her to stay whatever it takes I want to make my own decision.

My father might not be happy. On my way home the rain felt so good. "Naoki where was your umbrella," My mother said looking at me with my soaking wet clothes. "I forgot it at the cafe I came home get one" She looks at me and give me some towel. I dry my self and I remember what Kotoko friend say Kinoske was going to propose today to Kotoko and I have to stop him.

I grab my umbrella and walk toward the a-chan Restaurant. Looking outside there was only one person where was Kotoko. I walk around the block and saw her crying under a tree. I walk toward her and put my umbrella under her. Look at her say " Hey" She looks at me and say "Irie-kun, why?" No more lies it done. "I'm here to pick you up" she looks at me surprised.

"Picking you up?" she says and looks at her. "Me ?" I give her my hand and she took it my question is did she say yes " Are you been with him" she continues to walk " Who?" She says looking at me "Izekawa" She says and looks away " that right I was with him" We continue to walk I need to know if to You says yes Kotoko my head was screaming.

" I heard that he propose to you," I say hoping that she says No. I am too late. "That right, I'm pretty popular, you know" and then I ask the question I been just wanted to say to her " And what did you say?" She continues and says "whatever I say it not your business why do you care" she sounds it angry and but did you say yes.

" You're with Sahoko and your getting married" She told me and I wanted to say not anymore but I had to lie " It true" and then she slow down and say the word I did not want to hear "I'm moving out" and she pauses " My dad and I decide that since your getting married we should move out, and I'm going the Marry Kinoskee.

I will be taking my dad restaurant with him." And then I let the truth set in " DO YOU LOVE HIM" and then she gives me this speech " Kin-chan always love me since High School" and then I look at her eyes and say " What do you do if the other guy loves you?" She looks at me and says "what wrong with you, for many years I was in love with you and you run toward another girl like Sahoko and you forgot about me."

I drop the Umbrella and took her arms " DO YOU LOVE ME OR YOU COULD NO LOVE ANYONE BUT ME" and she look shook but this was my last chance to win her over "Your right, How could you be so confident, It true , but how could I live knowing that you love Sahoko more than me." she was right and all wanted is to kiss her, I did it and it feels so right.

When I kiss Sahoko it feels so wrong she was the one. "Don't say to me , I always love you and I'm sorry" and she look and say " You kiss me for the second time" I look at her she never knew that I kiss her in front of my little Brother "Well this the third time but you don't need to count anymore" I kiss her again and the rain started to faint like a new chapter of our life will be starting. On our walk home I need it to be sure that no one takes her from me and I decide. I will propose to her and so she will never move out.

My mother opens the house and for now or never it time to tell everyone the truth. On this night which I almost lost the love my life. Going to bed thinking that tomorrow I won't have to lie no more feel like I'm in heaven.

AN: Well guys what do you think. I will be posting an update this week and I will try post more in the future. Thank everyone

ALBrassard