WITHOUT YOU

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CHAPTER 4

When he opens his eyes again, Brooke is no longer there and Keith and Lucas are once again standing in the hospital,

"Why are we here? Brooke needs me" replied Lucas

"That is precisely why we are here Lucas, we have to hurry or we will be late"

"Late for what?"asked lucas trying to keep up with keith who was walking ahead of him

They enter into the hospital room where his real self is lying on the bed; Brooke is sat next to him. Lucas stands saying nothing wondering exactly what Keith wanted to show him, he soon gets his answer

"I love you Luke, do you know that? Ive never stopped. When I told you to be with Peyton, every part of me wanted you to stay with me, its like she always gets between us and somehow I thought that I should let you you be with her .let you figure out who you need in your life, theres a saying that if you love someone you let them go and if they come back then they're always yours and I thought I was strong enough to do that Luke, strong enough to wait for you but…."

She holds his hand

"When we broke up if you had just told me you loved me, if you had said that there was nobody else for you and you wanted to be with me and only me that am all I wanted to hear Lucas, I needed to hear you fight for me? Why didn't you? Why did you let me walk out that door and at the same time walk out of my life? Was it because deep down you knew you loved Peyton, is that why you didn't even attempt to come after me that night? Did you sleep that night? I didn't, kept wishing id done things differently, said things differently but more than all that I wished for you Lucas, for you to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be okay and you never came why?"

She wipes the tears from her face, she looks at the door making sure nobody is coming, the last thing she wants is for anyone to see her cry especially Peyton, she looks back around at Lucas

"I want to be with you so badly Lucas, and the thing is you want to be with Peyton now, it hurts so much and I know its going to hurt like hell when I see you both together I don't know how im going to handle it……I don't think I thought through this letting go thing at all .All I want is for you to be happy and if…..if she makes you happy then I will try and be happy for you Lucas, I will try as hard as I can I cant make you any promises because in making that promise I would probably break it, I mean Id maybe be smiling on the outside but in the inside my heart would be breaking over and over again.. Id give anything for you just to wake up and tell me that yoeu love m, those three words from you would mean everything to me If your listening to me Lucas, please wake up, I need you in my life Lucas, please please don't leave me like this " said Brooke starting to cry

Keith and Lucas stand watching, Lucas looks in amazement as Brooke is sat talking to the real him, telling him all this

"I thought that she wanted to me to be with Peyton, She sounded like she was over me"

"She wanted you to be happy Lucas, she tried to push her feelings aside so that you could be happy with Peyton, and the thing is no matter what she does she will never get over you"

"Im so confused Keith, I mean I do love Brooke but I also think I feel love for Peyton"

"There are different types of love Lucas, the love you feel for Brooke and the love you feel for Peyton is different very different"

"In what way" asked a confused Lucas

"I can't tell you that Luke, you have to figure that out yourself. Come on I have more to show you and little time left"

They walk to the hospital room where Nathan is sat with Haley.

"Will Haley be okay?"

"I wish I could give you an answer Lucas but I can't not yet"

Lucas nods knowingly "I know you can't tell me but Haley's got to be okay she has to be"

He watches as Nathan sits beside Haley holding her hand

"Haley can you hear me? If you can please let me know somehow"

Tears stream down Nathan's face as there is still no response from a lifeless Haley

"Haley I need you more than ever. Come back to me please" pleads Nathan

"I love you more than ive ever loved anyone," please if there is a god out there don't take Haley and the baby away from me"

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