Rachel's P.O.V

I looked at Mike's shocked face and shrugged mouthing 'I'm sorry.' Everything was going by too quickly, I heard mumbling, more like muffled yells from my brothers. "Shut UP!" I yelled and they looked at me. "Just shut up! I'm 15, 15! Not 5 not 2 but 15! I can take care of myself and I don't care what you say about me on the Cheerios or dating Jesse. All that matters is that I'm happy and what I care!." I rambled on and rolled my eyes at the end. Jesse kissed my cheek and I smiled. Santana smirked. I sat down and Mike's jacket fell on the chair.

"You do realize mom and dad are going to kill us." Sam said and I looked at him. "We're all missing our eight o'clock school week curfew." He reminded and I sighed. This was going to make me double grounded. I looked at Jesse.

"Give me a ride home?" I questioned and he smiled grabbing my hand. "Um I'll meet you guys at the house." I assured my siblings and Blaine looked unsure but I looked away from them and started walking to Jesse's car. He opened the door and I got in the car. Once we started driving I started getting nervous. I had never been in a car alone with any guy that wasn't one of my brothers or my dad. He saw this and smiled.

"So are you ready for tomorrow second day." I giggled.

"I have a lot to do tomorrow; early cheerios practice, during my free period I have to work on something for Glee then of course I have my classes then Glee rehearsals, then helping you then I have a dance class." I rambled on and on about how I'd spend my day tomorrow.

"Wow so I see someone will be busy." I smiled.

"That's how it always is at my house busy, busy, busy. Oh yea and I'm grounded." We made it to my house and I kissed Jesse's cheek and ran inside.

"Rach you're late I told everyone eight o'clock it is now eight fifteen!" My mom said and I rolled my eyes

"Please mom it's not like I'm the only one who's ever been late for curfew or class and I get grounded for it." I defended myself not realizing my attitude.

"Fine no grounding but just go do your homework with everyone else in the dining room." Once I got there no one was doing home work not even Finn.

"So we have no homework now what?" I said.

"We have to get to bed we have early practice tomorrow." Finn said talking about football.

"Yea and Sylvester wants us at school by five thirty." Santana said.

"Well I have a song for glee if anyone cares to help me practice." Blaine said and ran up stairs. I followed him and knocked on his door.

"Blainers?" I called.

"Go away" I heard him yell.

"Blainesy?" I called using the nickname we made up when we were five and he opened the door. "Wanna talk about it while I help with this song?" He nodded and I walked in his room and sat on his bed.

"Now what's wrong?"

"Everyone has something Cheerios, or football and I have glee only." I frowned.

"Well it doesn't matter because I love you the same and so does everyone else!"

"Rach I'm going to tell you something but you can't tell a soul!" I held out my pinky and he wrapped his around it.

"I-I'm gay." I sat there shocked. My twin brother was gay and no one knew but me. I'm such a bad sister.

"Wha-what?"

"I'm gay Rach."

"Do mommy and dad know?" I asked

"No I can't tell them not yet and don't tell a soul Rach." I nodded and walked out and checked my phone to see a text message from Jesse.

Miss you already-Jesse

It hasn't even been an hour- Rae

Your point is-Jesse

You're crazy- Rae

I'm hurt you would make such an accusation, babe. Maybe you're the crazy one- Jesse

I read the last message not realizing the stupid grin on my face. "Obviously someone is happy." Santana said.

"Can't I be happy?" I said.

So we're both crazy ;)?- Rae

"Rach do you think Jesse is right for you?"

"What do you mean?"

"He broke Britt's heart last year Rachel." I shook my head in denial. "He went out with her, played her, cheated on her and broke up with her after making everyone believe she was a slut!." She said.

"No, no, no. Jesse wouldn't do that. Not to me not to anyone him and Britt were just too different." I explained trying to convince myself of that too.

"Just don't get hurt,Rach okay?" I nodded and she walked out of my room. I changed and fell asleep but I couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned and finally texted Jesse not realizing it was four in the morning.

Hey-Rae

It's 4 shouldn't you be getting ready for practice?-Jesse

You broke Britt's heart last year and I just don't want that to be me-Rae

Woah, did Britt tell you this?-Jesse

No but I want to know now if you're going to do that so I can know to end this-Rae

Woah, woah Rachel I like you really a lot me and Britt were too different.-Jessse

Sorry-Rae

It's fine I'll see at school?-Jesse

Of course- Rae

I sent the last message and showered, changed into my Cheerios uniform put on my shoes tied them and put my hair in a perfect pony tail that every Cheerio would be praised for if they had it. I grabbed my bag and walked down stairs. Santana and Britt were already there. Santana handed me a cup on the go with Coach Sylvester's shake. I took a drink of it and it was disgusting. I frowned and looked at it.

"What does this have?" I asked

"Um, strawberry protein shake, water, someother stuff that is supposed to keep us in shape." Britt said and I sighed.

"Now instead of breakfeast and lunch we drink this. Dinner we get away with because Coach says we deserve it." Santana said. This is what I get for being a Cheerio. We drove to school and got to the field. Coach started yelling.

"Okay ladies pyramid now, Schuesters are on top." I looked at Britt and San.

"You know how we did the pyramid last year at nationals three podium style, me on one side, Quinn in the middle, and Britt on the other side." Santana explained. I nodded and we did the pyramid formation.

"Schuester you're weakening!" Coach yelled and I saw Britt trembling. "Stay together ladies! You think this is hard try getting a bunch of lazy walruses to Nationals Cheerleading Competition now that's hard." I rolled my eyes and saw Jesse walk on the field sitting on the bleachers. Obviously waiting for me. He smirked and I rolled my eyes and felt my feet slip from under me. Next thing I knew I was on the floor with a cut on my leg, bruises in my back and arms. Also Samantha another Cheerio was apologizing for making us fall. I felt two strong arms help me up.

"Rach, you okay?" I nodded at the question not knowing who it was. "Let's get you to the nurse." I knew it Jesse now and I nodded. He helped me to the nurse's office. With in ten minutes my parents were in the little office too.

"Rach, are you okay? Did Sue hurt you?" my mom asked. I shook my head.

"I fell from the pyramid." I said and smiled at Jesse.

"Are you sure you're okay?" my dad asked and I nodded.

"I'm fine just a few bruises."

"Rachel just rest we'll come check on you later." my mom said and her and dad walked out. Jesse sat next to me.

"So we have an hour before I have an actual class." Jesse said and I smiled. He leaned down and kissed me. I was shocked but kissed back. He deepened it slightly and it was amazing I felt fireworks it was amazing. I heard someone walk in and pulled away from Jesse. I saw my twin brother in the door way and blushed.

"Um Jesse I'll talk to you later I need to talk to my brother." I whispered and Jesse walked out. This was going to be a long explaination


Okay another chapter down a lot more to go...