chapter 4

I was in the guest room, that will now be my room for the summer, putting my clothes up when there was a knock on the door. I huffed and went to open it to reveal Jon

"Ya Jon" I said as I put one of my dresses on the bed and stood in front of him with my arms crossed.

"You came here so that we can get to know each other again. So please get rid of this attitude because that won't get us anywhere" he said matching my stance

" Ya well I am not the same girl, and not to mention I was forced to come here, and don't tell me that bull shit about me coming here so that we can mend our relationship, the only reason I am here is to watch your kids while ever one is at work because you don't want to pay for a daycare. So don't act like you care about me because you don't, you don't know what I have been through these past years because you can't answer your fucking phone every time I called. I am tied so I am going to bed I am not hungry so I won't eat dinner, goodnight big bro." and with that i slammed the door in his face, but before I did I cought the emotions in his face, one was hurt and the other one was... confusion? why did he look confused? oh well

I walked to the walk in closet. god this place is nice. they all must have good jobs. I thought as I started to get out my pj's for bed.

after I put them on, without the shower because I was to tired to, I will just take one tomorrow morning, I got in the bed after turning off the light. As soon as my head hit the bed I was out like a light.

THE NEXT MORNING

I woke up to someone banging on my door and yelling.

"AUNTIE CLARY. WAKE UP" wined brittany with a loud yawn. I smiled and got up, after getting a hair tie to put my crazy curls up, I opened the door and there stood a still sleepy Britt with the cutest little Minnie mouse pj's ever.

she smiled up at me, and took my hand, pulling me down the stairs. On our way down stairs Ty came out of a room scaring me half to death, to which the laughed about.

"good morning auntie Clary" he said after they were done laughing, but he was still smiling at me and I couldn't help but smile back at him

" good morning buddy" his smile got bigger and he put his hands in the air, looking at me with puppy eyes. I laughed at him, then picked him up, he laughed with delight, which was the cutest thing I have ever heard.

I grabbed Britt's hand and then we all went down stairs. As we entered the kitchen, everyone got quiet and I got confused. I looked at Simon and he just stared at me. I looked down to what I was wearing and understood why they were all looking at me. I still had on my pj's that consist of blue short-shorts and a blue tank top that hugged my curves.

I put down Tyler, and looked at Jon

" Let me guess you want me to change don't you" I said rolling my eyes.

"Yes I do Clary"

"well I can't because I am going to take a shower after breakfast, so then I will change." I said smirking while his face got red from anger, but than, to my surprise, he smirked to.

I didn't like that smirk.

" Ok but you can take a bath instead of a shower" he said still smirking

I was confused, and about to say something when he moved faster then I remembered and threw me over his shoulder and started to walk to the back patio.

I was hitting his back and laughing

" PUT ME DOWN JON" I screamed, but It didn't hold any bite to it because I was laughing still.

" but I thought you wanted to take a bath. Don't worry I don't think the pool water is cold... just a little freezing" he said laughed too.

I then started to hear people counting down

"ONE" he swung me once in the air

" TWO" he swung me again

"ANDDDDD THREE" this time when he swung me he released me

I instantly felt the cold water

I rised up to the surface to see everyone laughing. I looked at Jon and he was still standing on the ladder so I swam over to the ladder and started to go up it, reaching up for his hand. Once I had his hand I pulled down on it and Jon came tumbling down in the water.

Everyone started to laugh more and so did I, but i quickly stopped when I felt tears coming down my face. Jon must have seen because he swam over to me and pulled me in his chest

"I love you little sis, and I am so sorry about leaving" I pushed him away and walked out of the pool angry. when I was by the patio door I stopped and looked at Jon, who was now out of the pool to. And the look on his face made me burst. He looked so hurt.

" I AM NOT MAD THAT YOU LEFT I AM HAPPY THAT YOU LEFT AND STARTED YOUR OWE LIFE. WHAT I AM MAD ABOUT IS THAT YOU FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME, I TRIED TO CALL YOU TWO WEEKS AFTER YOU LEFT AND EVERY DAY UNTIL MY 15TH BIRTHDAY AND YOU NEVER ANSWERED. YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I BEEN THROUGH, WHAT HAPPENED TO ME BECAUSE YOU NEVER ANSWERED YOUR PHONE JON." tears started to fill my eyes as I started to talk normal "I missed you and you didn't miss me, your where my everything when I was little. I looked up to you. I went through hell without you, and you didn't care. so you don't have to pretend that you do so that I will watch your kids because I am already stuck here." after I said that every one looked stuned.

Jon was about to say something but I was already going in the house.